Chapter 771: Mutual Complaints
"Oh? Lin Xiao, have you thought about what you've done in the past two years? Mr. Qiu didn't get angry because of my reproach, she glanced at me lightly, looked at me playfully and said.
"You have been very chic outside in the past two years, after Katsuo left, I haven't seen you sad for long, the beauties around you have never been broken, are you embarrassed to say that you like Katsuo?" Mr. Qiu said lightly: "I don't let Shengnan recognize you, I just can't get used to what you have done in the past two years, you keep saying that you like Shengnan, but in the two years that Shengnan disappeared, why are you still with other women?" ”
"You men, none of them are good, they are all eating from the bowl and looking at the pot." Mr. Qiu scolded.
"Mr. Qiu, it's too much for you to say that, I said a long time ago that one thing is one yard!" I retorted: "In the past two years, I have been secretly sending people around to inquire about Sister Shengnan, I have searched all those underground detective agencies, and sent those underground detectives to more than 30 major cities across the country, and there are people from me in every provincial capital, what am I doing these for?" It's just to find Sister Katsuo! ”
"If I hadn't worked hard to find Sister Shengnan, I wouldn't have been able to find out about Sister Shengnan's presence in the capital, and I wouldn't have come to the capital." I said out loud.
Mr. Qiu is very right on one hand, I do have something to be sorry for Sister Sheng in the past two years, just like Mr. Qiu said, when Sister Sheng was not there, I also accepted other women, and even accepted Sister Sheng's enemy Ye Yushu, but my story with these women also makes me unforgettable.
I can't watch them suffer, but just because I'm doing this doesn't mean I don't have feelings for Katsu Nan.
On the contrary, my feelings for Sister Katsu have never faded, and my thoughts about Sister Katsu have not faded with the passage of time, but have become more and more missed.
So I can't stand Mr. Qiu's behavior, knowing that I am in love with Sister Shengnan, knowing that I want to find Sister Shengnan so hard, knowing that I miss Sister Shengnan so much, but not letting Sister Shengnanjie recognize me.
If Mr. Qiu had told me that Sister Katsunan was by her side earlier, so many things would not have happened.
"Huh...... Lin Xiao, Lin Xiao, how big is your heart to be able to hold so many women? Mr. Qiu looked at me sarcastically.
Mr. Qiu's words suddenly made me speechless.
This has always been something I dare not think about, and I sometimes ask myself, how many parts can my heart be divided into, and do I really like every woman so much? Can my heart really tolerate all the likes I like for them?
I asked myself many times in my heart, but I never found the answer, I don't know how big my heart is, I don't know if I can tolerate all the likes, but one thing I know for sure, if I am separated from them, I will have a heart-rending pain.
Any woman, whether it is Bai Fei, Guo Caini, Ye Yushu, Sister Yanan, Sister Huang, and Xi Mengge, just thinking of separating from them, my heart will feel a kind of tearing pain.
I don't want to make myself miserable, I don't want to regret it, so whoever it is I won't let go.
"Mr. Qiu, this is my business, I don't need you to worry about it, anyway, you have nothing to do with me." I said lightly: "I don't know why Mr. Qiu reacted so violently, and I don't know if I think Mr. Qiu has something to do with me!" ”
I don't need to tell Mr. Qiu about these thoughts in my heart, although this woman helped me, although this woman is very mysterious and noble, she has nothing to do with me, so I didn't Yiwu tell her these things.
Mr. Qiu listened to my words and immediately glared at me fiercely: "You kid is hard-skinned, don't you even dare to make jokes about me?" ”
"Don't dare, I'm just telling the truth." I said.
"Okay, Sister Qiu, Lin Xiao, don't quarrel." Xu Shengnan saw that I was arguing with Mr. Qiu, and hurriedly said: "Lin Xiao, don't blame Sister Qiu for this matter, although Sister Qiu also asked me not to recognize you, but it is mainly me, I don't want to recognize you, if I don't want to, Sister Qiu won't force me." ”
"Why? Sister Shengnan, don't you know how hard I've been looking for you in the past two years? Why don't you recognize me when you see me? I grabbed Sister Katsunan's arm and asked excitedly.
"Lin Xiao, I'm not worthy of you, don't say it." Xu Shengnan shook his head bitterly: "Lin Xiao, you see that you are so good now, when I am not by your side, you are also so happy, there are Bai Fei and them by your side to accompany you, even if there is no me, you will be just as happy, why do you still look for me?" ”
"I'm not worthy of you! You see I'm completely different from before now, I don't even have my own face, what qualifications do I have to be with you? You are the boss of Longbang, you have so many brothers, and bringing a woman with plastic surgery by your side will only make you ashamed! Xu Shengnan said bitterly.
"Sister Katsunan, what do you say? I told you a long time ago, no matter what you become, you are my Shengnan sister! When you were disfigured before, I said I don't mind you being disfigured, you will always be my sister Shengnan, I can't live without you! I hugged Sister Katsu and said affectionately.
At this time, Sister Katsunan's heart is the most vulnerable, I must calm down her emotions, otherwise I am afraid that Sister Katsunan will leave me again.
"But I can't get past this in my heart." Xu Shengnan said excitedly: "I know you don't mind, but I mind, I didn't even give you my first time, and now I don't even have my own appearance, what qualifications do I have to be your woman?" ”
"Lin Xiao, you and Bai Fei are so happy together, even without me." Xu Shengnan cried: "Lin Xiao, you forget me, everything that happened today is a dream, after waking up from the dream, everyone will return to the original state, forget me, don't come to me again." ”
"Sister Katsunan, I don't allow you to say these stupid things!" Feeling that Sister Shengnan had a sense of retreat in her heart, I hurriedly said, "Sister Shengnan, without you, what is the meaning of my life?" I've been able to get to where I am today, all because of Sister Shengnan! If it weren't for Sister Katsunan, I wouldn't be where I am today! ”
"Sister Katsunan, I can't live without you!" I hugged Sister Katsu tightly, I was afraid that she would slip away from me again, this time I finally found Sister Katsunan, I must not let Sister Katsu run away from me again!
I regretted it two years ago, and this time I must not allow myself to regret it again, and I must not let Sister Katsu run away again.
"Sister Shengnan, don't say that you are not worthy of me, even if you are not worthy of me, I am not worthy of you, there are other women around me, but I am still so greedy, I just can't live without you, I am still so selfish and want to keep you by my side, it is that I am not worthy of you, not that you are not worthy of me!"
"Lin Xiao, you idiot, why can't you let me go like this!" Xu Shengnan lay in my arms and cried.
Seeing that Sister Shengnan's emotions were finally gradually calmed down by me, I finally breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, I knew that Sister Shengnan had always been very mindful that she didn't give me the first time, when I was with Sister Shengnan, Sister Shengnan, I had always been very mindful, coupled with the blow of disfigurement later, so Sister Shengnan, I felt even more unworthy of me, and felt that being with me was a drag on me, so she chose to run away from home.
This time, I'm really afraid that Sister Shengnan won't be able to think about it again, and it was not easy to find Sister Shengnan, and it was not easy to recognize Sister Shengnan, I don't want to repeat the mistakes of the past and let the tragedy happen again.
"Lin Xiao, do you know? When I saw you at the Ethereal Hotel that day, I was so excited and happy, how I wanted to throw myself into your arms at that time, but I couldn't, I didn't deserve you. Xu Shengnan said leisurely: "Originally, I wanted to be indifferent to you all the time and let you leave by yourself, but when I looked at you, I just couldn't help but talk to you, even if I was arguing with you, I was so happy." ”
"I didn't want to pay attention to you, but when I cook with you, I just can't help but want to cook the dishes you like to eat, and I'm very satisfied when I see you happy."
"Lin Xiao, I can't live without you!"