If the whole world speaks ill of you, then I will speak to you of the love of the last life. - "Proud Cold"

When I heard this ballad-style song a long time ago, my first reaction was to include it in the playlist, and then frantically began to search for its origins, singers, and creative background, until today I began to compose the story of Bai Cheng and Xu Yin, and this long-sealed old lyrics suddenly came into my mind and did not disperse for a long time.

And the above lyrics are the most touching to me in the whole song, maybe each of us has been added to the world's bad words one day, and what we have to do is to face it calmly, after all, life is our own business after all, and it has nothing to do with other people's opinions.

As for the story of Bai Cheng and Xu Yin, it is indeed based on the prototype of the two friends around her, of course, there is a great adaptation, their story takes place not far from the student days, I clearly remember that the girl's family was not too wealthy, but she was definitely not the kind of person who stole chickens and dogs, but her tablemate inexplicably lost a few hundred dollars, thinking that she stole it, so she hyped it up in the whole class that she was a thief, during that time, she was very lonely, and never went to the cafeteria after class, the reason was to save money and return it to the same table, Many people in the class also rarely interacted with her because of this incident.

It wasn't until we got together after graduation that she was relieved to tell me that it wasn't she who stole the money back then, but she didn't regret it at all, because in those dark days, she understood who was the best person for herself.

I looked at her in surprise, and felt a little guilty in my heart, after all, I had suspected that it was her at the beginning, she said that she only regarded it as a secret in her heart, and the reason why I told me was only because I didn't exclude her like others, the girl smiled happily in the dim light, but I clearly saw a haze in the corners of her eyes.

After the dinner, I saw her generously out of the private room, into a boy's chest, I was surprised speechless, because the boy holding hands with her turned out to be our class leader, when we were in our class prestige, I just tried to recall, some pictures suddenly appeared in my mind, I remember once in physical education class, all the girls have their own grouping, when she was alone in the same place, the class leader paced to her, told her to go to the equipment room with him to get sports equipment, and there was a blood draw, No one knew that she was faint from blood, but I saw the squad leader running profusely and bringing her water......

I smiled heartily, and finally understood what the girl had just said, it turned out that it was the boy in front of her who gave her the courage to face the world silently, I saw the two of them holding hands sweetly and talking and laughing, and there was an inexplicable warmth in my heart.

Later, when I contacted again, I inadvertently asked the squad leader, saying why it would be her, she would be so down, after all, he was also a "heartthrob" type.

The squad leader smiled and told me like a secret, he didn't know why, he just saw her alone and was pitiful, as the head of the first class, of course he had to take care of it, but he didn't expect this care, so he greedily wanted to take care of it for a lifetime.

I sneered and scolded him for spilling dog food, and he patted his head and said to me very seriously, really, when I saw that you were all targeting her, I had the urge to protect her.

I told my friend what I said, and she couldn't stop laughing on the other end of the phone, the bitterness and helplessness that had been suppressed in her heart for many years had long since disappeared, and now she only thinks about how to walk side by side with this hard-won luck.

I think they went to the same school later, and I sincerely wish them well, and I hope that they will still cherish each other and love each other in the days to come.

So, when you are beaten by the evil words of the whole world, don't forget that there was a person in this world who gave you a lifetime of love words.

Okay, a bit of a digression, I'll continue to tell this sad story, seeing that it's already dark, I hope that insomnia can click on this song, if you are asleep, then I wish you a good night, sweet dreams!

——Preface——

Xu Yin did a simple examination in the hospital, and the doctor said that there was no major problem, but advised her to rest at home for two days, not to run too much, and when she and Secretary Zhou came out of the hospital, it was already dusk, and the afterglow and the sunset intersected, dyeing all the pedestrians on the road red.

Secretary Zhou read a short message and told Xu Yin that he had something to do temporarily, let Xu Yin take a taxi home, Xu Yin has delayed people's work for half a day, naturally it is not good to trouble again, seeing Secretary Zhou waving goodbye to herself, she sighed lightly, stretched out her hand to stop a taxi, and finally she was so shocked that she couldn't speak when she sat in the car with difficulty, because at this moment there was a big living person sitting next to her, this person was no one else, but Bai Cheng, who was angry this morning, I saw that he was decadent, his eyebrows were still wrinkled tightly, and he stretched a little after hearing her call "Mr. Bai" in surprise.

Xu Yin sat beside him uncomfortably, absent-mindedly, she found that the man was leaning against the car window with his right arm on his pillow, his eyes closed and resting, she recalled that Bai Cheng had been busy with the engagement press conference in the past two days, and it happened to catch up with the big order, and he was often busy working overtime all night, no wonder she seemed so embarrassed, she suddenly blamed herself, and she couldn't help him share something.

The long scenery outside the car hurriedly skimmed, leaving only Bai Cheng's heavy breathing sound on the car, Xu Yin's heart has been tense, and he didn't dare to make much movement, but the car turned a corner, Bai Cheng suddenly woke up from his dream, and told the driver to stop, Xu Yin looked at the surroundings with a puzzled face, the unfamiliar environment was not Bai Cheng's residence at all, but a noisy street, the noise was chaotic, Bai Cheng got out of the car without saying a word, she almost followed without hesitation.

Trotting all the way behind Bai Cheng, he kept calling the man, the itching of the scars under his feet after being drugged was really tormenting, Bai Cheng's steps were obviously not very steady, his eyelids were open and closed, finally, the man finally stopped, and walked straight to her who was about to fall behind him, not allowing Xu Yin to speak, so he hugged her horizontally, Xu Yin snuggled in his arms and was at a loss, "Mr. Bai ......"

Bai Cheng ordered impatiently: "Shut up, don't move if you want to follow!" ”

Xu Yin stretched out his hand to hook the man's neck, buried his head low, and retracted into Bai Cheng's neck, there was a commotion in the neck of the man with black hair, he looked down at Xu Yin, who was blushing, and raised the corners of his mouth in silence.

You're my favorite song in my life.

The passionate singing voice came into Xu Yin's ears, and it was simply the most beautiful voice in the world.

Goodbye my love

I Wanna Say Goodbye

Goodbye to my past

I Want a New Life

Goodbye my tears, falls, and failures

Goodbye to that youthful and frivolous era

Goodbye, my troubles are no longer alone

Goodbye my cowardice cries no more

Now I wanna say

My future

In the endless night

All are on the verge of destruction

At least I still have dreams

I am also touched by you

The original beginning of the dawn

It's in my heart

As long as I have dreams

You will see a rainbow

In my sky

Frustrations and partings are just the embellishments of life

It took years for me to read my family's tears

I found that I didn't have the courage to say goodbye

The sadness of parting infected the air all over the city

After losing it, I realized how precious those are

Dear friends, have you spread your wings?

How to broaden your horizons without flying to high places

You've grown up and tell the world

The outside world exudes a powerful magnetic field

Seduces every pair of wings that are about to spread

The fire of love burns fiercely in ignorance

Beautiful sparks surround the lovers

The process is beautiful, despite the frustration and loss

I loved it with all my heart, even though it wasn't me

If there is no parting, how to learn to withstand the blow

How can you learn to get up if you don't fall

In the endless night

All are on the verge of destruction

At least I still have dreams

I am also touched by you

The original beginning of the dawn

It's in my heart

As long as I have dreams

You will see a rainbow

In my sky

Who is waiting for me

In that mysterious future

Find the love that belongs to me

This is my new life

Who is waiting for me

In that mysterious future

Find the love that belongs to me

In the endless night

All are on the verge of destruction

At least I still have dreams

I am also touched by you

The original beginning of the dawn

It's in my heart

As long as I have dreams

You will see a rainbow

In the endless night

All are on the verge of destruction

At least I still have dreams

I am also touched by you

The original beginning of the dawn

It's in my heart

As long as I have dreams

You will see a rainbow

In my sky

- "My Sky"

At the end of the song, Bai Cheng gently stroked the guitar in his arms, and was stunned for a while, and then looked down at Xu Yin, who was crying and red-eyed in the crowd, and got off the stage without saying a word when everyone sighed, but his steps were full of heaviness when he wanted to approach her.

Xu Yin was still immersed in his beautiful singing, how much she wanted to tell him at this moment that he was her entire youth and what she wanted in the future.

However, when Bai Cheng returned to her again, she tried her best to hide the sadness in her heart, "Mr. Bai sings very well!" ”

Bai Cheng nodded and sat down, wanting to speak but wanting to speak. Obviously, he wanted to tell the girl in front of him that this song was for her, but he couldn't open it for some reason, and even he wondered if he was drunk and how could he go up and sing so impulsively.

However, Xu Yin never dared to delusionally think that tonight's song was given to herself, when the song sounded, she said to herself in her heart, it must be sung to his beloved girl, who else could there be, it was none other than Wu Zitong, who was about to become Mrs. Bai, just like he sang and courted downstairs in her dormitory many years ago, which was as heartwarming and heart-wrenching.

When the two got into the taxi again, it was already late, Bai Cheng still kept the previous posture and fell asleep, but this time he fell on Xu Yin's shoulder, Xu Yin's whole person became nervous, motionless for fear of disturbing the man next to him, but at the same time, tears still crawled all over his cheeks, just because of the endless sound that the man made before he fell asleep.

Happy birthday, he said.

Happy birthday, he said.

It was obviously just a short four words, but it was entangled in Xu Yin's heart all the way, completely entangled her scarred heart.

She looked at the man who was sleeping sweetly next to her shoulder, and her heart was as happy as a flower.

How good this man is, just a word of "happy birthday" can melt her long-frozen chill.

In this cold city, she had never had a chance to celebrate her birthday seriously, and she would never have imagined that the first happy birthday she received would come from the boy she loved the most.

If she has the chance, she wants to tell him, in fact, when I was a teenager, I didn't like Jay Chou's songs, but because you cycle singles every night.