Chapter 78: Red Dust Troubles, Obsessed with Life
"If I said that Gu Jingchen was not as beautiful as you remembered, would you believe it?"
In Gu Jingchen's matter, Song Yi never had the confidence to win the trust in Qi Ran's heart.
Every time he met Gu Jingchen, Qi Ran subconsciously directly chose to trust, the kind of belief that had been hidden in his bones for many years could not be shaken at all.
Song Yi's voice was low, and he seemed a little lonely in the small space.
On the back of his hand, there was a sudden warmth, and Qi Ran's slender palm covered the back of Song Yi's hand, "Song Yi, don't keep comparing yourself with Gu Jingchen, okay?" He, it's gone. ”
From the beginning of knowing the relationship between the two of them, it has completely passed, and now Gu Jingchen is just a relative to Qi Ran, and he is the most important relative.
After dozens of seconds of silence, Song Yi suddenly stretched out his hand and hugged the person in his arms.
Qi Ran was hugged by him tightly, his waist was a little uncomfortable, he felt his hot and warm embrace, and for a moment he was in a trance, and said in a low voice: "You hurt me." ”
Song Yi's body stiffened, then let go of her, put his big palm on her waist, and didn't come back. "Even if I have nothing, I'll take care of you."
Song Yi looked at Qi Ran with firm eyes and said very firmly.
"I believe in you."
In fact, Qi Ran wanted to say that he was sorry, because of the previous misunderstanding, because of the previous distrust. Since childhood, Qi Ran felt that she was a person destined to be lonely all her life and was not loved, and later met Cheng Wenxin and Gu Jingchen, who was the first light in her life, but later, Gu Jingchen "died young". Everyone said that Qi Ran was a dead star, and even she herself didn't dare to get close to anyone easily, she was afraid of hurting them.
But Song Yi has never given up since he first met.
"In the future, you are not allowed to mention divorce again, let alone disappear at every turn."
After playing a few more times, Song Yi is estimated to have a nervous breakdown.
When Song Yi said this, he clenched Qi Ran's hand.
"Song Yi, I want to go to Shangxi Academy of Fine Arts to have a look." Qi Ran didn't answer directly, but came up with such a sentence without warning. Song Yi was a little surprised, and he didn't react to what Qi Ran said for a while.
After graduation, although both of them were in Jiangcheng, they never had the opportunity to go back to their alma mater, so Song Yi started the car directly.
When he got out of the car, Qi Ran was still wearing the same black dress, and Song Yi took off his blazer and put it on for Qi Ran.
The car was parked casually on the side of the road, and the two walked side by side under the boulevard.
In the night, the shadow is pulled by the elder.
There are not many students in the Academy of Fine Arts, and in the evenings, most of the students are studying at night or in the studio, and it is rare to see anyone come out.
However, on both sides of this road, there are maple trees planted for decades, and when the leaves turn yellow in autumn, a gust of wind blows, and they are very romantic.
The two didn't go far before they saw a young couple holding hands not far away, the girl carefully walking on the edge of the flower bed, and the boy guarding him.
The feelings of youth are very simple, and they are beautiful because they are simple.
"Sometimes I wonder if I really went to college here, and I feel like I have very little memory.
Song Yi held Qi Ran's hand, and the shadows of the two were connected.
"That's because, at that time, you always ignored me, you don't know how difficult my four years of college were."
Thinking of his college days, Song Yi really had a lot of hardships that he couldn't say, but now that he thinks back, he is also glad that he persevered after all.
Qi Ran clasped Song Yi's finger, "I heard that Song Gongzi fell in love with me at first sight, I don't know how you were blind at that time?" ”
Song Yi stretched out his hand and slapped Qi Ran lightly on his forehead, pretending to be angry and said, "How can you say that about yourself, thanks to my cleverness and wit many years ago, I didn't let you run away." We are destined fate, I was able to take a fancy to you at a glance, which means that I have a good vision. ”
Song Yi will never damage Qi Ran, even if he is self-inflicted, he will not lose half a point to Qi Ran.
Song Yi in his memory, who was high-spirited in college, was the dream lover of many girls, but unfortunately, Song Yi's heart was all on Qi Ran's body, because Song Yi chased Qi Ran's matter, I don't know how much trouble it caused to Qi Ran, and the feeling of the number one love rival on the campus is not so comfortable.
But at that time, Qi Ran had always been unsociable, like a weirdo who lived alone, didn't care about anything, didn't even have a friend, and his relationship with his classmates was also faint.
However, this is such a Qi Ran, when he was in college, he was well known, in addition to his excellent academic performance and excellent art attainments, he was more famous for Song Yi's pursuit.
Listening to Song Yi say such words, he suddenly remembered that when he lived alone in Qingcheng in the past two years, he would go to Qingcheng Temple to participate in meditation on the first and fifteenth days of the new year.
"The red dust is disturbed, and the obsession is a lifetime."
At that time, the first thing Master Shi Yuan said to her was these eight words, and Qi Ran always remembered them. I didn't expect that after three years of living alone, I still couldn't cultivate a real transcendent world.
"At that time, I really thought I couldn't live, so everything you did didn't mean anything to me."
Song Yi stopped, grabbed Qi Ran's arm and took it to the grove next to him. Glancing around, making sure no one was there.
Song Yi took a light breath and looked down at her, her dark eyes were like a pool of still water, as if she wanted to suck her deep into her eyes, "Silly girl, what Gu Jingchen left you in the past was pain, so God is destined to send me to take you out of the sea of suffering, you know?" Qi Ran looked up at him and smiled, even if it is a bad fate, it is destined not to break away.
"In the future, I will be doubly good to you. Don't let you shed another tear. ”
Song Yi smiled and pulled the person into her arms, put her head on the top of her hair, rubbed it, and remembered all the things after meeting Qi Ran, as long as the final outcome was that the two of them could stay together, it didn't matter how many years the process had gone through, and how much pain and suffering they had experienced.
Qi Ran stretched out his hand, wrapped his arms around Song Yi's waist, and leaned on his body, all the sense of security he felt at this moment came from him.
The handsome and cold man looked at the men and women who left in front of him, his eyes were deep, and his body was cold, this was the first time Qi Ran looked at him like this for so many years, all because of Song Yi......
Gu Jingchen's clenched fists, the green tendons on the back of his hand protruded, his ten years will all be asked for back.
On the way home, Gu Jingchen sat in the back seat, He suddenly buried his head, clenched his hand into a fist to his lips, bit it with his teeth, his eyes were red, and his mind was full of Qi Ran.
Qi Ran left her back again and again, when she was in the hospital, Song Yi was so obviously bitter, she chose Song Yi.
In the banquet hall, she followed Song Yi in front of him.
Before leaving, she looked at his eyes, and the disappointment in her eyes pierced Gu Jingchen's heart.
Shen Zhiyun reached out and grabbed Gu Jingchen's back, and forcibly separated his clenched fists, and the palm of his hand was already a blur of flesh and blood.
Ten years of forbearance, ten years of illness and torture supported Gu Jingchen to come over is only one Qi Ran, but now, he is alive, and she belongs to someone else.
Gu Jingchen took it step by step, and originally had no intention of fighting in Vanity Fair, but because of his unwillingness to Qi Ran, he had to compete and design.
"Tomorrow, there will definitely be a big article about Qi Ran, and it will be spread to the Song family, I think, Song Yi's pressure should be not small."
Shen Zhiyun analyzed, his eyes were full of distress for Gu Jingchen, he had guarded a man for ten years, and his heart had long been as solid as a rock, over the years, Gu Jingchen had been living a life without desires except for Qi Ran, and the Gu family had no meaning to him at all.
Even Cheng Wenxin's death did not hit him like this.
Feelings, after all, are created to make people.
Qi Ran went to the gallery as usual the next day, the decoration of the gallery has ended, and today is to confirm the exhibition.
The paintings transported from Qingcheng have all been hung in the exhibition hall by Jiang Nan.
Many of these paintings are deliberately imitated in Gu Chen's painting style.
"Sister Ran, today Mr. Gu asked someone to send a set of paintings."
Jiang Nan's face was embarrassed, as if there was something unspeakable.
"Where?"
Jiang Nan led people to the innermost exhibition hall of the gallery. As soon as she entered the door, Qi Ran was shocked by the 7 paintings in front of her, Gu Jingchen actually sent "Memory No. 77" to her gallery so blatantly, you must know that the value of this group of paintings is enough to be worth several galleries.
Jiang Nan is also an art student, so he naturally knows the artistic value of "No. 77 Memory", if Gu Jingchen did not "come back from the dead", then this is Gu Jingchen's masterpiece, and more importantly, it is Gu Jingchen's only portrait painting and emotional painting.
This has always existed and is a legendary work, and now it really appears in front of him, Jiang Nan, a student who has just graduated, naturally can't believe it, especially when he sees the first volume, the side face is almost exactly the same as Qi Ran.
The scandal that caused a huge sensation in Jiangcheng in the past was remembered again and again.
Now Gu Jingchen has officially announced the sealing of the pen, so "Memory No. 77" is still Gu Chen's masterpiece.
"So be it. Again, I don't want to see anything wrong. ”
Qi Ran tried hard to keep calm in front of Jiang Nan, this painting had too much influence on him, and the reaction that he was used to in his bones still couldn't quit after all, but now, Qi Ran decided to learn to face it head-on.
It's like facing his and Gu Jingchen's past.
Because "Memory No. 77" appeared in Qi Ran's gallery, for a while, it became famous, and it had already earned enough popularity before it opened.