Yu Suyan is not easy, she has to earn money to support her family when she first comes out of society, for her parents to live on, and for her sister to go to school, so no matter from which point of view, Sun Simian hopes that she can be well.

"I'll make it."

She stepped forward and hugged Sun Simian, Sun Simian stood in place, still motionless with his hands in his trouser pockets, Yu Suyan put her toes on his toes and said peacefully in his ear, "One day I will stand on the highest place, Simian, just when I am sorry for you, but I really can't give up this opportunity." ”

Sun Simian stopped in mid-air with one arm, and after a moment, gently patted her back, "I understand." ”

"Have you ever loved me?"

Yu Suyan let go of him slowly, under the night light, the faint yellow light made her unable to see the deep gaze under Sun Simian's lowered eyes, she asked him calmly without deep thought.

He shook his head, a sneer at the corner of his lips, "Didn't you already make a decision?" What's the point of pursuing this now? ”

So Yu Suyan smiled, shook his head and retreated to a position two steps away from him, "Simian, you don't love me." ”

Didn't love me all the time.

A woman's intuition is very accurate, it has been so many years, whether she is willing to admit it or not, Sun Si is reluctant to her, and the most important component in the relationship is just to make up for it.

He is a responsible man, and if he touches her, he will naturally want her, and he and Qiao Xiang's childhood sweethearts will be ruined, in exchange for a negative sentence from others.

Didn't he regret it?

Whether he regretted touching her, or regretted strangling the pure relationship between him and Qiao Xiang with his own hands, Yu Suyan didn't want to delve into it, and he didn't want to know.

It seems that she won Qiao Xiang, but in fact, she knows very well in her heart that she has never really won her. When a person chooses you, he may not really love you, only the person who stays in his heart, she is the winner in the whole relationship.

The night was so deep, Sun Simian's calm expression was in Yu Suyan's gaze, and all the past was connected together, and she suddenly felt that she was ridiculous.

She even blamed herself, she had debts, Sun Simian lost her reputation, and she finally reciprocated it with betrayal - and in fact, her deliberations and entanglements seemed to him to be just some small waves in life, or even no waves.

"Let's go back."

Sun Simian looked at her for a long time, saw her eyes red, saw the tide surging under her eyes, and finally opened her mouth in a low voice and let her go.

In the end, husband and wife are just like relatives, life is as light as water, at the moment of losing Qiao Xiang, Sun Simian never thought that there would be ripples again in this life.

There is a responsibility for Yu Suyan, she is such a noble and proud woman, she is born poor, and her self-esteem is getting poorer, the more barren she is, the more she defends, he has already borne a person, he doesn't want to bear another person, marry her, be good to her, and never abandon her in this life and this life, it is his commitment to Yu Suyan.

The two of them have been together for a long time, it's not that they don't have feelings, even if that relationship is just relatives, Sun Simian never thought of leaving her.

It was she who chose to find another lover, it was she who chose to abandon him, Sun Simian was not annoyed, however, in a relationship, one of the parties is no longer in place, and there is no point in keeping it.

So let her go, and let yourself go.

After Sun Simian finished speaking, the person had already turned around, Yu Suyan's eyes closed, and two lines of tears slid down his cheeks.

She stepped forward and clenched his wrist tightly, although she didn't cry, her voice was so hysterical, "Sun Simian, you can only make me hate her more!" ”

Sun Simian smiled lightly and gently pulled her hand away, "Who do you hate?" Qiao Xiang? ”

He burst out laughing and looked down at the still proud woman's face.

"Su Yan, you still don't understand me, since the day I left her, I never thought that I would be involved with her one day."

"It's you, I haven't looked at any woman other than you in the past six years, and the position of the young grandmother of the Sun family is reserved for you, but you don't want it."

The indifferent and gentle voice stagnated, and then he seemed to sigh lightly, "No makeup, if you can't get by, then you will disperse, I don't blame you for having a higher vision, I just want to remind you, Yan Ruisen is not me, before you want to do anything, weigh it first." ”

Yu Suyan turned her face away, wiped away the tears on her face, and sneered, "Do you still want to say a good word for yourself?" ”

Sun Simian pursed his thin lips and shook his head lightly.

Yu Suyan asked him, "Are you going to a military exercise?" ”

"At the end of the month."

"How long will it take?"

"More than a month."

He blinked his eyes and added, "I applied to go to Xinjiang." ”

Yu Suyan was shocked when she heard this, but saw Sun Simian's relieved gaze.

He still does.

He chose to stay away, it was a good thing for him and her, there was no shortage of serious injuries or good deeds, and the parties were gone, and those discussions would become boring and meaningless.

Yu Suyan couldn't help but admit at this moment that Sun Simian was good to her, not a few words that could deny it.

But so what, he didn't love her.

Yu Suyan seems to have been hypnotized by herself, and she didn't let herself be indebted in vain for what she did.

……

Sun Simian reported the application for appointment, and Mrs. Sun got the news the next afternoon.

At that time, in the middle of the meeting, Chief Sun's subordinates handed him a good cigarette, and when Chief Sun came out to smoke, he happened to meet Commander Yan who came to inspect.

After chatting with Commander Yan for a few words, Commander Yan suddenly remembered something when he was leaving, and said to him, "I haven't let you know about Simian's application to go to Xinjiang yet, right?" ”

At that time, Chief Sun was shocked.

After that, I called Mrs. Sun, and after Mrs. Sun received the call, she almost didn't cry to death.

In fact, everyone misunderstood Sun Simian, thinking that he chose to transfer because of the scandal between Yu Suyan and Yan Ruisen, which caused him to lose face, in fact, Sun Simian's psychological tolerance is very good, where is it so easy to be affected by this kind of thing.

He wants to leave, purely for Yu Suyan.

Mrs. Sun was tired of crying, remembered Qiao Xiang, and immediately called Qiao Xiang.

It was afternoon snack time at school, and not long after the children got up, they were watching cartoons waiting for Aunt Zhao and Aunt Cui to bring snacks over.

It was at this time that Qiao Xiang received a call from Mrs. Sun.

Surprised how Mrs. Sun could look for her at this time, Qiao Xiang went to the balcony to answer the phone, "Hey, Aunt Sun......"

"Xiangxiang, Xiangxiang I'm not alive anymore, I want to encourage him to go to Xinjiang, he wants to go to Xinjiang! There have been a lot of soldiers and peacekeepers killed in the turmoil over there, do you know it? ”

“……”

"Xiangxiang, go and persuade me if my son is okay, just beg you as Aunt Sun!"

……

hung up the phone, Qiao Xiang didn't slow down for a long time.

Sun Simian wants to apply to go to Xinjiang? Why have you never heard him or Sun Siyao talk about it?

Was it really hurt by Yu Suyan, and wanted to go a little farther out of sight?

Qiao Xiang thought about everything in his heart, and even thought about whether to explain to Sun Simian that Yan Ruisen would not mean that to Yu Suyan.

Thinking about it, I still feel that I forget it, and I don't know what position to take to explain.

From Huicheng to City B, it took more than three hours to drive back and forth, and after school, Qiao Xiang sat in the car and thought for a while, but he still couldn't hold back and went to find Sun Simian.

The biggest reason to go to him is Mrs. Sun.

Sun Simian had an uncle, Cao Jinkun, who went to the troubled area with the army about ten years ago and talked to the thug Zhou . He died at the age of 32.

Qiao Xiang remembered very well that for a long time at that time, no one in the Sun family and the Cao family dared to mention this matter, and after that, Mrs. Sun Cao Minli attached great importance to the matter of which unit Sun Simian was transferred to, and she did not object to him if he wanted to protect his family and defend the country, but the riot area absolutely did not agree with him to go.

But if you think about it carefully, as a soldier, how can there be no danger.

After driving for nearly two hours, Qiao Xiang came to Sun Simian's unit.

I called him, but I didn't answer, thinking that it might be a meeting or training.

It was already past seven o'clock, and Qiao Xiang was looking for a place to eat.

In a row of restaurants near the military region, Qiao Xiang casually found one to go in, and just sat down and wiped the table in front of him with a tissue, when his mobile phone rang.

Sun Simian came back.

"Xiangxiang, are you looking for me?"

The man was panting and walking.

Qiao Xiang could imagine him sweating profusely, and asked him while wiping the table, "Are you busy?" ”

"The training is over, I'm not busy for the time being, I'm going to go back to the dormitory to take a shower and eat."

"I'll treat you to dinner."

“……”

Sun Simian came over half an hour later, and when he came, he had already taken a shower, and his sweaty training uniform had been replaced by a clean military shirt.

He sat down in front of Qiao Xiang and scolded her with a smile, "Teacher Qiao, which gust of wind blew you over?" ”

After speaking, I picked up the chopsticks and got ready to eat.

Qiao Xiang used his chopsticks to block his chopsticks, and sneered, "Sun Simian, don't go through the motions, just say it straight to the point." ”

"Say what?"

Sun Simian frowned and waved Qiao Xiang's chopsticks away, eating by himself, Qiao Xiang glared at him, but he couldn't help laughing, "There are quite a few people looking for me these days." ”

Qiao Xiang was stunned.

He looked up at her, looked at her for a while, and said, "She came last night." ”

Qiao Xiang was silent.

Sun Simian took another bite of food and said unhurriedly, "There are dozens of missed calls in my mobile phone, my father, my mother, Sun Siyao...... I said, are you tired? ”

"It's not all about you." Qiao Xiang said.

"How old is it?"

Sun Simian put down his chopsticks and picked up the teacup to drink herbal tea, put one arm on the table, thought about it, and said to Qiao Xiang, "I'm a little annoyed, thinking about going to a new place, there will be no more noisy people like flies in my ears." ”

"The matter spread, and the people around me saw a lot of jokes, and there were a lot of people who were really worried, and they were all people who talked about these things wherever they went."

"It was like this six years ago, and it's still like this six years later, I don't care about my face, I just feel that life is still clean and good."

After Sun Simian finished speaking, he looked at Qiao Xiang and smiled faintly, "But I was surprised that you suddenly came to me." ”

Qiao Xiang put his favorite steamed mutton in his bowl.

"Xiangxiang, is there anyone around you?" Sun Simian asked her.

Qiao Xiang couldn't help but glance at him when he heard this, "What's the matter with you." ”

He laughed, "Twenty-five, it's time to find a reliable man to send him away." ”

"I don't want it."

Qiao Xiang twitched the corners of his mouth and served him vegetables again, "Why should I send myself casually?" People are all thinking about Gao Panyan Ruisen, am I worse than her? I'm sure I'm going to find someone worth tens of billions. ”

Sun Simian laughed out loud.

His Xiangxiang is so likable even when he says cruel things.

"That's right."

Qiao Xiang thought of Cao Jinkun, who died ten years ago, "Your mother still doesn't want you to go to Xinjiang, after all, your uncle died there back then." ”

"I'm measured." Sun Simian said.

"I didn't come to you to persuade you, and I know that you have always been in a good mood."

"So what are you looking for me to do?"

Sun Simian took out a cigarette from his trouser pocket, and when he squinted at Qiao Xiang with his mouth in his mouth, he also had the ruffian anger of Yan Ruisen when he smoked.

For some reason, thinking of Yan Ruisen, Qiao Xiang lost his mind for a while.

"What a daze!" Sun Simian knocked on the table.

Qiao Xiang reacted and said to him with a smile, "I just want to come to see you, have a meal with you, and talk to you for a while." ”

Sun Simian looked at Qiao Xiang's gaze, just like an elder looking at a child, his eyes were full of spoiling.

The white smoke was between the sights of the two, and after hearing him say "fool" gently, Qiao Xiang smiled with relief.

……

Back in Huicheng, it was close to the early hours of the morning.

Xu Hui, who didn't work the night shift, waited for Qiao Xiang at home, and Qiao Xiang was scolded as soon as he got home.

"Oh my God, I thought you had been kidnapped and watched the news of missing persons on TV all night!"

“……”

How can it be so exaggerated.

Qiao Xiang's mobile phone ran out of power when he was eating, and he didn't take the charger, so he couldn't turn on if he couldn't charge it.

Thinking that he would return to Huicheng soon, he didn't care too much.

Xu Hui called her all night, really worried, she is a girl, she is beautiful, and now the crime rate is so high, Xu Hui has seen a lot of news, and rape and kidnapping cases are happening every day.

"I'm just going to talk to Sun Simian."

Qiao Xiang's words made Xu Hui almost bite off her tongue, and looked at her with wide eyes, "Are you mistaken, you went to talk to Sun Simian at night?" Do you want to rekindle your old relationship with him while Yu is splitting his legs? Hey, think about it, I'll tell you, people always talk ......"

"Okay, okay, reporter Xu, I beg you not to use your powerful brain circuits - Sun Simian and I are the kind of people who will no longer have anything to do with each other after everyone in the world is dead, okay?"

Qiao Xiang raised his hands in surrender and asked Xu Hui, "So don't sigh for your words, I didn't go behind his back to rebuild the old relationship with my first love." ”

Xu Hui sneered and slapped Qiao Xiang's hands down, "Still sighing, I'm really ......."

"How do you say a word?"

Qiao Xiang stood in front of the water dispenser and drank water, looking at Xu Hui with one hand and smiling, "You are Yan Ruisen's brainless fan, unreasonably infatuated with him, admired him, and fell under his suit pants." ”

"Okay, you're a dead girl, my mother is worried about you at home, and you actually arranged me as soon as you came back!"

Xu Hui reached out to pinch Qiao Xiang's neck, Qiao Xiang quickly dodged and put away his smiling face, "Okay, I'm going to call back to your Mr. Yan." ”

"Yours, yours!"

"Okay, my."

Mine is mine, Qiao Xiang took the order, turned around and went back to the bedroom to reply to Ruisen's call.

As soon as he charged the battery and turned it on, he saw that Yan Ruisen had not answered the three, and Qiao Xiang sat on the edge of the bed to give him back-

In the process of waiting for the other party to answer the phone, it was only a few seconds, Qiao Xiang's heartbeat gradually accelerated, and a thought popped up from her head.

I've never wanted to put it into action.