094, she doesn't love you at all, why should you deceive yourself
Yu Xinlan didn't realize that she was crying at all, and the moment she broke out, tears poured out of her eyes uncontrollably, and she lay on the bed weakly, her soul was pulling away little by little. γLatest chapter reading. γ
Rong Nancheng stared at her for a while, lowered his head, kissed the tears on her face with a gentle movement, and then carried her to the bathroom.
She was indeed tired, and he didn't want to toss her anymore, but she was filthy by him, and she really couldn't sleep without washing.
Rong Nancheng put Yu Xinlan in the bathtub, Yu Xinlan leaned against the hard bathtub wall, snorted dissatisfiedly, and opened her eyes in a daze.
Rong Nancheng squatted down, turned on the shower, and waited until the water was hot enough before pouring it on her.
The hot water was poured on her body, it was very comfortable, Yu Xinlan finally took off her guard, closed her eyes and continued to enjoy.
Rong Nancheng took a bath for Yu Xinlan, dried herself, and then carried her back to the bed, covered her with a quilt, and then went to take a bath with confidence.
This should be the most harmonious time between the two of them, because after drinking, she is fully engaged, there is no distraction, no perfunctory, every reaction is real. Rong Nancheng likes her very much.
In the next few days, every night, Rong Nancheng would find an excuse to drink with Yu Xinlan, and when she was drunk, he would carry her to the bed and start tossing.
Because Yu Xinlan was drunk, she didn't notice that Rong Nancheng was not wearing a condom at all.
Rong Nancheng originally had no plans to have children, he had a bad temper. I don't have much patience with children, so I don't want children very much.
Later, it was shaken because I saw Fu Jingsi and Ji Rou reconcile again because of the child.
Over the years, when Rong Nancheng and Fu Jingsi drank together, they often complained to them about how unconscionable Yu Xinlan was, and after staying by his side for so many years, they still couldn't see his good.
Once, Fu Jingsi said to him: Otherwise, you should have a child, the child is the glue of feelings.
Rong Nancheng thought about it for a long time and felt that what Fu Jingsi said was quite reasonable.
Although Yu Xinlan said that she didn't like children, if she really had it, she would definitely be reluctant, this is a woman's nature.
is like Ji Rou, who had a quarrel with Fu Jingsi back then, but in the end, he still left zero.
There is no doubt that no woman in this world can be cruel to her children.
Therefore, Rong Nancheng deliberately picked her dangerous period to take her to Jiangcheng on a business trip.
He knew that it was very inferiority to tie up a woman with a child, but otherwise, Yu Xinlan would definitely leave him after the contract expired.
He couldn't imagine what his life would be like after she left
Well, in short, no matter what, she will definitely not be allowed to leave.
Rong Nancheng and Yu Xinlan stayed in Jiangcheng for half a month, and the two of them got along very harmoniously.
Rong Nancheng wished that time would always stay at their most harmonious time, and without those troubles, they would live their lives without scruples.
It's a pity that there is never an if, what should be faced, sooner or later, you have to face it, and the dream will end one day.
**
After returning to Los Angeles, Yu Xinlan found that there was an extra aunt at home who cooked.
As soon as she entered the door, her aunt had already made soup and was waiting for her to eat.
Yu Xinlan hugged Dabai, turned her head, and looked at Rong Nancheng with a puzzled expression: "Did you call Auntie?" β
"Well, you're too thin, make up for it." Rong Nancheng pointed to the big white in her arms, "Put it down and eat first." β
"Oh, okay." After he reminded her like this, Yu Xinlan remembered that Da Bai was still in her arms.
She hurriedly squatted down, put Dabai on the ground, and then followed Rong Nancheng to the restaurant to eat.
Auntie stewed black chicken soup today, and the taste was very strong and fragrant.
Yu Xinlan looked at the steaming soup in the bowl, and said to her aunt with a smile: "You have worked hard, it smells very good." β
"Then eat more, you're too thin." Auntie laughed too.
Rong Nancheng and Yu Xinlan's time in Jiangcheng. Luo Yanran receives photos of the two of them every day.
The people she had arranged for Yu Xinlan's side before followed her to Jiangcheng this time.
Luo Yanran is already young, although she is young and old, she is calm, but this does not mean that she can unconditionally accept the intimacy of the man she likes with other women.
Moreover, Yu Xinlan also knew about the fact that they were about to get engaged, why was she embarrassed to continue to be with Rong Nancheng?
Luo Yanran pinched the photo in her hand hard, and a seven-inch photo had been pinched by her until it was wrinkled.
In the photo, Yu Xinlan is holding a cat in her hand, Rong Nancheng is holding her shoulder, and the two of them are walking on the side of the street talking and laughing, looking like a couple in love, or a newlywed couple on their honeymoon.
How to look at how dazzling. Luo Yanran had never been jealous of anyone, but now, she was really jealous of Yu Xinlan.
She had never seen such a gentle smile on Rong Nancheng's face, but in every one of these photos she received, he had such a look in his eyes.
It turns out that he doesn't know how to be gentle, but he gives all his gentleness to others.
This time, Luo Yanran really couldn't bear it anymore, she directly handed over all the photos to Rong Jinyan and Shang An.
Rong Jinyan and Shang An originally knew that Rong Nancheng was raising a woman outside, but that was a few years ago.
The two of them always felt that it was impossible for Rong Nancheng to spend too much time on a woman, so they didn't continue to pay attention to this matter later.
Unexpectedly, after so long, she was still by Rong Nancheng's side.
"Uncle and aunt, I think it will be difficult for me and Nancheng to continue." Luo Yanran sat on the sofa and looked at the two elders opposite with red eyes, "I'm sorry, uncle and aunt." β
"Yanran, don't take this matter to heart." Rong Jinyan took the initiative to stand up and comfort her, "Nancheng has always liked to play, and the relationship between men and women is really not handled well enough, I promise you that after you get engaged, this situation will never happen again." β
Luo Yanran is the daughter-in-law identified by Rong Jinyan, no matter how unwilling Rong Nancheng is, he can't make a choice.
Rong Jinyan's impression of Yu Xinlan has always been very bad.
Especially after knowing from Feng Qin that she had been someone else's junior, he felt that there was something wrong with this girl's character.
originally thought that Rong Nancheng was just playing, and he didn't interfere too much, who knew that he had been playing for so many years, which was really not a good thing.
Despite Rong Jinyan's assurance, Luo Yanran still couldn't rest assured, she lowered her head, aggrieved, "Uncle and aunt, in fact, the person in the photo." I also know her working in Lao Fu's company, we have worked together before, and I have always regarded her as a good friend."
Speaking of this, Luo Yanran bit her lip, "I used to think that the second brother treated her differently than others, but I didn't think too much about it, now like this, I really can't do anything, maybe they love each other very much, it's better to let them be together, I can quit." β
"Yanran, silly boy. What to say?"
Shang An already regarded Luo Yanran as his own child, and she felt uncomfortable seeing her like this.
Shang An grabbed Luo Yanran's arm and said to her, "Don't worry, your uncle and I only recognize you as a daughter-in-law, and this girl can't enter our house." β
"However, the second brother likes her very much, as you can see from the photos." Luo Yanran clenched her fists tightly, trying her best to hold back.
"No matter how much we like it, it is impossible for us to let a girl who is not innocent enter the door of our Rong family."
Rong Jinyan sighed, "Yanran, I can't hide it. A few years ago, I received a photo from someone who sent me, and I know what this girl has done before. β
"Blame me, didn't take it seriously, thought he was just playing."
Rong Jinyan regrets it now, if he could have taken this matter to heart, maybe it wouldn't have evolved into what it is today.
But at that time, he really didn't think that Rong Nancheng would be conquered by such a woman, how could he be such a smart person, how could he do such a foolish thing
"I thought she and I were very good friends, and she was still having dinner with me the night before they went to Jiangcheng together."
Luo Yanran's tone sounded desperate, "I told her that I was going to get engaged to my second brother, and she also sent blessings, but I didn't expect ----"
"This kind of girl should have a problem with her character."
After listening to Luo Yanran's words, Shang An's impression of Yu Xinlan plummeted.
What kind of girl is she who can do such a bad thing?
While wishing each other happiness, while hanging each other's boyfriends, it is simply shameless.
Rong Jinyan and Shang An comforted Luo Yanran together for a long time, and after sending her away, Rong Jinyan and Shang An decided to take some time to talk to Yu Xinlan.
Of course, this matter cannot be rushed and cannot be acted rashly.
Although Rong Jinyan always taught Rong Nancheng a lesson, he never forced him to do anything, let alone make decisions for him without his consent.
But this time, he broke his vow.
**
A month later, Rong Jinyan released the news of Rong Nancheng and Luo Yanran's marriage, which caused a storm in the city.
Over the years, Rong Nancheng and Luo Yanran have indeed gotten very close, and many people speculate that the two of them are a couple, but the parties have never responded positively.
Therefore, those fairy tales that are right for the door are all obsessed by the spectators.
Now, Rong Nancheng and Luo Yanran have announced their marriage, and the obscenity of the visitors has become true. The local forums have exploded, and entire pages are singing the praises of this legendary story.
With such a big news, Yu Xinlan naturally heard about it.
After she saw the news push on her phone, she still couldn't control her hand
The post said that their wedding was scheduled for three months later.
Yu Xinlan hooked the corners of her mouth sarcastically, their movements were really fast enough.
The last time I had dinner with Luo Yanran, she only said that she was going to get engaged recently, and she didn't mention getting married.
So it should be a temporary decision, skip the engagement link and get married directly.
From this point of view, she and Rong Nancheng should also come to an end.
After reading this message in the morning. Yu Xinlan has always been absent-minded, and her work is not in a state.
In the afternoon, when she was rushing to make a plan, someone suddenly came to the front desk, saying that someone was waiting for her outside.
Yu Xinlan followed the front desk downstairs and saw a middle-aged man standing not far away staring at her.
Yu Xinlan chuckled in her heart, and the hand on her side subconsciously clenched into a fist.
This man's appearance is so similar to Rong Nancheng that it is difficult for her to recognize it if she doesn't want to.
Yu Xinlan has always believed that the relationship between her and Rong Nancheng will never be known by her parents, let alone involve the families of both parties.
After all, they are just purely physical. Not to the extent that it disturbs parents.
Yu Xinlan didn't have the skills to deal with the elders, especially the elders like Rong Jinyan, who were not angry and arrogant, she didn't have any confidence at all.
Yu Xinlan walked up to Rong Jinyan and asked him timidly: "This gentleman, are you looking for me?" β
"Miss Yu, is it?" Rong Jinyan glanced her up and down, "Let's find a place to sit and talk." β
"Okay."
Yu Xinlan didn't want the people in the company to know what happened to her, and she couldn't ask for it in a different place.
There is a cafΓ© next to the company, and Yu Xinlan and Rong Jinyan sit down in the corner of the cafΓ©.
She put her hands on her laps, and her palms were already drenched with sweat.
Rong Jinyan sat opposite, and he could see Yu Xinlan's weakness at a glance.
He smiled, got straight to the point, and introduced himself to her: "Miss Yu is so smart, she must have guessed who I am." β
Yu Xinlan pursed her lips and did not answer.
Seeing that she didn't speak, Rong Jinyan continued: "I am Rong Nancheng's father. β
Although she had already guessed his identity, when she heard him say that he was Rong Nancheng's father, Yu Xinlan was still nervous, and she adjusted for a long time before she calmed down her voice.
"What do you want me to do?" Yu Xinlan raised her head and looked at him.
After Rong Jinyan heard her question, he smiled and answered the question.
"I've seen a lot of girls like Miss Yu." Rong Jinyan smiled and said, "Girl." Indeed, they should make good use of their gender advantages to seek more benefits for themselves. Miss Yu is a smart person and has a lot of business acumen. β
Rong Jinyan said a few words casually, which made Yu Xinlan fall into an ice cave.
She bit her lip and tried to refute him, but she couldn't say a word, so she could only be silent.
She really wanted to explain to him that she didn't have the money to contain Nancheng at all, and in the past few years, the two of them have been spending their own money and not interfering with each other.
However, when the words came to his lips, he couldn't say anything.
She knew that Rong Jinyan would not believe it. She is a girl, if she doesn't want money, why should she follow Rong Nancheng without a name and no points?
Yu Xinlan didn't speak, which in Rong Jinyan's opinion was tantamount to acquiescence.
He knocked on the table, and after Yu Xinlan came back to his senses, he spoke again.
"Nancheng loves to play, and there were many similar girls before you. He is young, and his temperament is not stable enough, so I can understand that he gets along with different types of girls. β
Rong Jinyan said this reasonably. Yu Xinlan felt uncomfortable after hearing this.
It was not easy for her to ignore Rong Nancheng's messy past, and now that he said this, she remembered it all.
"Men, after enough fun, they still have to get married. Yanran is the daughter-in-law chosen by me and his mother---- Miss Yu understands what I mean? β
After so much foreshadowing, it's finally time to get down to business.
Yu Xinlan hooked the corners of her lips sarcastically, she looked at Rong Jinyan, and asked him with a smile: "So, what are you going to ask me next, how much will it cost to leave your son?" β
Yu Xinlan talked about money so generously, Rong Jinyan was indeed a little shocked, and in addition to being shocked, he was more disdainful.
He originally decided that Yu Xinlan was the kind of girl who could do anything for money. At this time, she mainly asked for money, and he was even more sure that his opinion was not wrong.
"Miss Yu is really smart." Rong Jinyan deliberately said the opposite to sarcastically mock her, "It's better for Miss Yu to open an ideal price, and if I think it's appropriate, I'll immediately send someone to transfer money to you." β
"Hehe, you're so atmospheric." After hearing Rong Jinyan's words, Yu Xinlan laughed sarcastically.
After laughing, she said to him directly: "You think too much, I don't have any interest in your money in Rong Nancheng, and he as a person." β
"You think I'll take your word for it?"
It's really not to blame Rong Jinyan for having a dark mind, after all, similar things have happened too many times before.
"Believe it or not is your choice, believe it or not, my answer will always be the same."
Yu Xinlan is now completely free of the tension and uneasiness she had before.
"I'll tell you the truth, I've wanted to part with Rong Nancheng for a long time. But because the two of us signed the agreement at the beginning, it's not over yet. β
Yu Xinlan told Rong Jinyan the truth about her and Rong Nancheng's situation, of course, whether she believed it or not was his business.
"So, if you want us to be separated, why don't you go and talk to Rong Nancheng and let him let me go."
Speaking of this, Yu Xinlan smiled at him again: "As for money, I won't ask for a penny." What kind of person do you think I am. It's your business, but I have my principles and bottom line for doing things. β
Rong Jinyan is usually used to being flattered, this is the first time he has been choked by a young man like this, and his face is inevitably a little unbearable.
Rong Jinyan asked her with a cold face: "Do you want to put a long line and catch a big fish?" β
"You can't help but think too highly of your son." Yu Xinlan smiled sarcastically, and she got up as she spoke, "I don't think there's any need for us to talk anymore." I still say the same thing, you don't have to worry about me thinking about your son, and I never thought about anything to do with him, that's all. β
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"I still have work to do, so take care of yourself."
After saying these words in one breath, Yu Xinlan left the cafΓ© without looking back.
She walked very fast, her high heels fell together, and she almost broke her foot halfway.
Back at the company, Yu Xinlan went straight to the bathroom.
At this point, there was no one in the bathroom, she stood in front of the mirror, turned on the faucet, and slapped a hand of cold water on her face. The cold touch made her head a lot clearer than before.
Yu Xinlan wiped her face with a tissue, looked at herself in the mirror, cheered up, hooked the corners of her mouth, and continued to work.
After Rong Nancheng learned that Rong Jinyan announced his marriage to Luo Yanran, he was furious.
He dropped the mouse. looked up at Luo Yanran, with a gloomy face: "When did I say I was going to marry you?" Well? β
"Second brother, believe it or not, I have to say ---- this matter, I just found out."
Luo Yanran behaved calmly, and she couldn't see the slightest hint of lying.
Rong Nancheng naturally wouldn't believe her, he always knew that Luo Yanran was a very caring girl, but she had never played with him, so he didn't reject her too much.
"Just knew? Oh Luo Yanran, are you a fool for me? You run so diligently to my house, will you not know? Rong Nancheng closed the computer. Well, I don't care about you. From tomorrow onwards, you don't have to go to work. β
"Second brother, do I take you for a fool, or do you take me for a fool?"
Luo Yanran heard that he didn't let herself come to work, so she couldn't keep her sanity at all, so she directly brought the matter between him and Yu Xinlan to the table.
"Haven't you been hiding from me your relationship with Ayu?" Luo Yanran looked at him with red eyes, "After so many years, didn't you treat me as a fool?" β
Luo Yanran's words did not pose much of a threat to Rong Nancheng, probably because she didn't care, so even if she knew about it. There will also be no psychological pressure.
"I never deliberately concealed you, so why talk about treating you as a fool?"
Rong Nancheng got up, walked in front of Luo Yanran, and looked down at her.
"I thought you were smart and knew what to do and what not to do."
"Second brother, in fact, I have known about your relationship with Ah Yu for a long time."
Luo Yanran quickly realized her gaffe, she quickly adjusted her emotions and returned to her usual way to talk to him.
Luo Yanran raised her head and smiled at Rong Nancheng: "Do you know why I haven't asked you all along?" β
Rong Nancheng didn't speak, his eyes stared at her coldly, as if he was waiting for her to continue.
"Second brother. You should know that there is such a thing as feelings, and a slap in the face can't make a sound. I know that you are interesting to Ah Yu, and I also know that Ah Yu does not like you. β
Luo Yanran deliberately paused, and after seeing Rong Nancheng's face change, she continued: "I told Ah Yu a lot of things about the two of us before, and she behaved very calmly, not pretending, but really calm."
"Enough of that?"
Rong Nancheng really hates the fact that others have repeatedly reminded him that Yu Xinlan doesn't love him.
Over the years, he has recognized the truth clearly, and he doesn't need anyone to remind him----
"Second brother. Why should you deceive yourself? β
---- this time, Luo Yanran didn't listen to him.
"I'm a woman too. I know what it should be like for a woman to truly love a man. There is no way to hide love, even if you can control your actions, you can't control your eyes. β
"The reason why I haven't regarded Ah Yu as a rival in love is because I know that she really doesn't love you."
Rong Nancheng was amused by Luo Yanran's words, and his shoulders were shaking.
"She doesn't love me, why should she stay with me?" Rong Nancheng stared at Luo Yanran's eyes, "Did you say that if you don't love, you won't love?" Did you ask her? β
"Is she willing to stay with you?" Luo Yanran asked him rhetorically, "As far as I know, she had a boyfriend before, right?" β
Rong Nancheng sneered disdainfully, "So what." Stay with me and be my woman. β
"You're just kidding yourself right now, I don't think the two of us have much to say."
Luo Yanran was really a little disheartened.
She has been by Rong Nancheng's side for so many years, and she has never seen him so sad, and it is for a woman
What is so good about Yu Xinlan that it is worth him doing?
**
After going to work for a day in a daze, Yu Xinlan was depressed.
I was going to go to the pet store to buy new toys for Dabai, but I was not in the mood at all at this time.
After work, she just wants to go home and sleep.
Yu Xinlan didn't expect that Rong Nancheng would appear downstairs in her company, and when she saw him, she subconsciously wanted to dodge.
However, Rong Nancheng did not give her a chance to escape. Without hesitation, he grabbed her hand and pulled her into the car.
Yu Xinlan was already in a bad mood for a few days, and when she was dragged up like this, she couldn't help but lose her temper.
"What do you do? This is my company, if someone sees it----"
"What if someone sees it?" Rong Nancheng's tone was not much better, he squinted at her and asked, "It's a shame to get into my car?" Or am I ashamed to be a woman? β
"Have you considered my feelings?" Yu Xinlan asked him, "If you are seen by your colleagues with a person who has just announced your marriage, do you want to be drowned by their saliva?" β
"Didn't you always care what people thought of you? What's so pretentious now? Rong Nancheng smiled and directly debunked her: "Don't you just think it's embarrassing to be a woman?" β
"I don't want to quarrel with you."
Yu Xinlan took a deep breath and calmed down her emotions.
Her heart was beating fast, and her fingertips were trembling unconsciously.
Recently, she has been very weak, sleepy every day, and has no appetite for eating, and her aunt's stewed soup vomited after a few sips, and her mood fluctuations are getting bigger and bigger.
After carefully recalling her state during this time, Yu Xinlan realized that something was not quite right.
She subconsciously looked at the man next to her, and an almost ridiculous idea broke through the ground.
Rong Nancheng didn't go anywhere, and went home directly with Yu Xinlan.
As soon as I entered the door, I smelled the rich aroma of vegetables.
It's really fragrant, but Yu Xinlan doesn't have an appetite at all.
Not only did I have no appetite, but I also wanted to throw up.
She just wanted to go upstairs, but was stopped by Rong Nancheng.
He squeezed her arm and led her to the kitchen, his voice cold without a trace of warmth: "Eat with me." β
"I don't want to eat, I want to eat you alone." Yu Xinlan was in no mood to please him today.
"Don't eat it, do you?" Rong Nancheng walked to the dining table and pressed her to the chair, "Okay, since you don't eat, I'll feed you myself." β
"Rong Nancheng."
Yu Xinlan called his name, her voice was full of exhaustion, she raised her eyes to look at him, her pale lips twitched slightly, "Do you think this is interesting?" β
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Rong Nancheng didn't react to what she was talking about for a while, he was stunned and didn't speak.
"I saw the news in the morning."
Yu Xinlan didn't play dumb riddles with him, and asked him directly: "Since you and Miss Luo are going to get married, shouldn't we end it early?" β