Chapter 430: Who Can Understand My Feelings
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I didn't want to send a message so much, so I dialed Wang Xiaoting's mobile phone number directly, and Wang Xiaoting quickly answered the call.
"From yesterday to now, have you ever contacted Xiao Ling?"
"No, Fang Yuan, won't you send a message to ask her yourself?"
"The colleague who beat the feather yesterday is a male colleague or a female colleague? Have you ever met before? ”
"Man, I haven't seen it before, yesterday was the first time I came, but it seems that I have a good relationship with Xiao Ling. Fang Yuan, don't think too much, Xiao Ling is also an adult, people have the right and freedom to choose who to drag with, even if they don't go home at night occasionally, it's a normal thing. ”
"Well, I'm just worried about her safety, just know she's okay."
"It should be fine, now the security in Shencheng is much better than before, and Xiao Ling is such a big person, what else can happen?"
"Thank you, Wang Xiaoting, I know."
"Why are you incoherent? Fang Yuan, are you worried that Xiao Ling is with other men? In fact, even if it is, there is no need for people to explain it to you, right? ”
"Alas, it's all because I'm thinking too much about myself, I need to change my head, I'm annoyed, I don't even know I'm so boring. Okay, let's not talk about it, thank you anyway, Wang Xiaoting, I have to go to work tomorrow, so let's rest early. ”
"Okay, I'll help you ask later, don't worry too much, rest early."
When I hung up the phone, I felt inexplicably uncomfortable.
But no matter how much I tried to calm down, I couldn't control the panic in my inner world.
At one o'clock in the morning, I still couldn't sleep, Xiao Ling definitely didn't come back, and Wang Xiaoting didn't send me another message.
I thought that I seemed to have a lot of sleeping pills and sedatives left, so I got up and took two pills.
It turned out that it didn't work at all, so I ate two more pills.
Before I knew it, I had more than a dozen sleeping pills, and there were only seven or eight left.
At half past three in the morning, I took the remaining seven or eight sleeping pills at one time, and apart from feeling a little comforted in my heart, it still did not really help my sleep.
But in the end I fell asleep, and I slept so badly that when I woke up, I didn't even know what time it was.
I don't know when the phone has been turned off, it turns out that it is out of power.
There was no clock in the room, so I had to turn on my computer and connect to the Internet, only to know that it was past 10 o'clock on Monday night.
It means that I missed a day of work, and no one in the company should be able to contact me for the whole day.
I remember I also made an appointment with a client, and I guess he couldn't find anyone for me.
After charging the phone and waiting for it to be turned on, I received text messages from Sister Wang, Wang Xiaoting and the customer surnamed Luo.
The content of Sister Wang and Wang Xiaoting's text messages is almost the same, the first few are asking me where I am and why I haven't gone to work, and the second is to ask me to call them as soon as I receive the text message.
I quickly dialed Sister Wang's phone, and the phone was quickly connected.
"Sister Wang, it's Fang Yuan, I'm sorry the phone is out of battery."
"Why didn't you go to the company today? Don't you know that you have to take a leave of absence if you don't go to work? Fang Yuan, you don't even make a phone call, you don't send a text message, you don't go to the company for a day, is this really good? ”
"Sister Wang, don't be angry first, I couldn't sleep because I felt a little uncomfortable, so I took a few sleeping pills, and I didn't wake up until now, I'm really sorry. Not next time! ”
"Are you feeling better now?"
"After a day's sleep, it should be fine, I will definitely go to work on time tomorrow, Sister Wang, I'm sorry for the trouble for you."
"Forget it, I'm going to introduce you to a client today, but you didn't go to the company today, so I'll refer that client to someone else. If you don't feel well in the future, call in advance to say it, so that I can arrange work, at least the company will know what happened to you, do you know? ”
"Got it, Sister Wang, next time I will definitely ask for leave in advance."
"Alright, I'll go to work early tomorrow, and if I don't have anything else to do, I'll go get something to eat now." By the way, don't take sleeping pills casually in the future, I don't know how you bought them, can you buy sleeping pills at the pharmacy now? ”
"A few can still be bought, but it is estimated that it will not work if there are more, I will take less sleeping pills in the future, thank you for your concern, Sister Wang."
After hanging up the phone, I immediately called Wang Xiaoting, and Wang Xiaoting quickly answered the phone.
"Wang Xiaoting, I overslept today, so I didn't go to work, I just explained to Sister Wang, and now it should be fine."
"I want to find you, tell you, today there is a customer surnamed Luo to the company to look for you, I saw that you didn't come, so I helped you to receive, now his information is here with me, this customer will go to the company tomorrow, I just inform you."
"Thank you, you can follow up with this customer, anyway, you received it, it doesn't matter if I have one less customer, Sister Wang will probably introduce a customer to me tomorrow."
"Are you alright? Why don't you go to work today and don't ask for leave? ”
"It's okay now, I'll be at the company on time tomorrow."
"By the way, has Xiao Ling looked for you?"
"No? What's wrong? Do you have any news from Xiao Ling? ”
"Xiao Ling called Fang Yuan today and asked me what I was doing with her yesterday, and I said that you were worried about her and that something would happen to her. Xiao Ling said that she would call you, I guess your phone was turned off, and I didn't receive it. ”
"Really? Did Xiao Ling really say call me? ”
"yes, that's what she told me anyway, and I don't know if she called you or not. But you can call her now, so you can ask her all the questions in your heart. ”
"Okay, I'll call her later. Thank you, Wang Xiaoting, I really thank you. ”
"Thank me for what? The company estimates that you introduce customers to Fang Yuan, otherwise I am still the person at the bottom of the performance, then again, the bottom two in three months, will they really be fired directly? ”
"You're not in the bottom two right now, are you? Why are you worried about this? ”
"Not now, anyway, thank you for introducing a few customers to Fang Yuan, so if you want to say thank you, I should tell you. Fang Yuan, I'll tell you the truth now, there are some things you don't get into so deeply, because everyone may deal with the matter of feelings differently. If you sink too deep, you'll end up hurting yourself. ”
"Well, thanks for the reminder, I know what to do."
After hanging up the phone, I pulled out Xiao Ling's mobile phone number, but I didn't press it for a long time.
For a person who is not interested in you, it is estimated that no matter how much you pay for her, people will not be touched at all, and maybe they will think you are boring.
I didn't call Xiao Ling, and deliberately turned up the music on the computer louder so that I couldn't hear the sound upstairs and kept me from paying attention to the sounds upstairs.
Around one o'clock in the morning, I was so hungry that I decided to go out to eat.
As soon as I went downstairs, I saw two people coming over, a man and a woman, I don't know the man, and the woman is Xiao Ling.
I pretended not to see them, just kept my head down and ran away.
I didn't even have the courage to look back at them, so I hurried to find a place to eat and bought half a dozen beers at a random grocery store.
Back in my rented house, I turned on my computer player, turned up the music, and started drinking beer by myself.