89. Take away and destroy
"But I really thought ...... As long as you discover my existence again, everything can still go back to the way it was. Fang Ya looked at him eagerly, took his hand and begged bitterly, "Brother Han, let's go back to the past, okay?" I swear, I will accompany you on the road ahead. No matter what others say or do, I will never let go. ”
But Ji Luohan's gloomy face did not show a trace of emotion, and he shook Fang Ya's hand: "Xiaoya, you listen to me." ”
"Don't say it!" Fang Ya stopped sharply, "I'...... I was a little tired, so I went upstairs first. "As he spoke, he was about to flee.
Ji Luohan didn't allow her to escape, stretched out his hand to fix her face, and insisted that she had to look at herself.
"Brother Han, I'm begging you, don't." Fang Ya's voice trembled.
"Fang Ya, you can see my face clearly now and hear my words clearly." Ji Luohan lightly pursed his thin lips with a resolute expression, "Even if I hadn't had an accident at that time, I wouldn't have married you." I have always had only brother and sister affection for you, and I have not had the slightest affection between men and women. Pack your things and go back, don't come back to me. I won't see you again. ”
Fang Ya cried unacceptably and pushed him away: "I don't believe it! I don't believe it no matter what you say! You hate me for leaving when you needed it most, you're just mad at me! I can feel it, you have mine in your heart! If it weren't for Lin Shuang taking my place at that time, you wouldn't have ......"
"Fang Ya!" Ji Luohan drank her ruthlessly, and could no longer see her deceiving herself, "Your position has never changed, that is the position of your sister and good friend." ”
Fang Ya looked at him, crying but laughing extremely miserably: "Ji Luohan, what am I?" When she abandoned you, I came to you with all my might, despite the opposition of my family. It was I who accompanied you to the United States for surgery. It's me who has been with you for rehab training! I have paid so much, but you let me continue to be your sister quietly? Why didn't you say I was just a sister at the time! ”
Ji Luohan's eyes sank, without a trace of emotion: "Then when I used you, now you have no use value for me." If I gave you a dream, it's time to wake up. ”
"You scoundrel. Damn scoundrel. Fang Ya threw her fist on his chest in pain, crying, her center of gravity gradually slipped, and she sat on the ground, her palms still clutching the hem of his clothes, "How can you do this to me!" How can you ...... like that?"
Ji Luohan stood expressionlessly, letting her fight and crying.
"Xiaoya." Fang Hui rushed in from the outside and bent down to help Fang Ya up, reaching out to loosen her grip on Ji Luohan's hand, "Xiaoya, get up quickly." ”
And Fang Ya couldn't cry anymore, so she could only hide in her brother's arms.
The two faced each other again. Fang Hui couldn't hide his anger and looked at Ji Luohan: "This is the last time I have warned you. If you dare to hurt anyone I care about, I will never let you go. ”
Ji Luohan tugged at the corners of his mouth, watching as Fang Hui took Fang Ya out, he grabbed the ornament at hand like thunder, and smashed it to the ground, making a deafening sound.
He was going in the direction of Lin Shuang's room, but he suddenly stopped in a daze, as if sensing something, and slowly turned around to look at the corner.
When he walked over, he saw the figure shrunk into a ball, and a trace of surprise flashed on his face.
The expression on Lin Shuang's face was unprecedentedly sober and indifferent.
"You really hate me that much?" She took the initiative to speak.
Ji Luohan didn't answer, but said in a suppressed voice: "Let someone get you some medicine, if it doesn't work, go to the hospital." ”
Lin Shuang slowly got up and walked in front of him, her eyes red as if they were about to drip blood. "Do you really hate me that much? Don't hesitate to let Fang Ya pretend to be your new wife, and don't hesitate to use a woman who truly loves you...... Is it to get revenge on me? Torment me? ”
Ji Luohan still didn't answer, just faced her question with a cold face.
"You're such a hateful bastard." Lin Shuang scolded very lightly, but her eyes were extremely contemptuous.
"Bastard?" Ji Luohan finally reacted, and looked at her ridiculously, "In this world, only you Lin Shuang are not qualified to scold me." ”
Lin was stunned, feeling the violent aura emanating from his body, and reflexively retreated.
"What? Finding out that it's all just acting and just letting you down? Ji Luohan pressed forward step by step, as if he was going to swallow her into his belly, "Ji Luohan has a new wife by his side, this big house again, and power again, do you think you can continue to be at ease?" ”
"As I said, we don't owe each other for a long time. I don't have anything to worry about. ”
"Who said we don't owe each other, who admits it?" Ji Luohan roared and grabbed her shoulders, not giving her any chance to escape, "You can be at ease, you can eat and sleep." But in the past six years, more than 2,000 nights, I have not eaten anything, and I have not really slept a good night! ”
Lin Shuang was shocked by his irrational appearance, so he could only endure the pain and not say a word.
"Yes, I will take revenge on you and torture you...... But what is this and what you did to me, and now all of this is nothing! Ji Luohan roared and pushed her rudely to the ground.
Lin Shuang fell to the ground and cried out in pain, turning his head to look at the face that was no different from a beast: "Ji Luohan, are you crazy?" ”
"yes, I'm crazy." Ji Luohan smiled, his eyes were full of desperate madness, and he stretched out his hand and pointed angrily at the woman on the ground, "This is all thanks to you!" I got back on my feet and got those eyes back, all because of you! ”
Lin Shuang's heart twitched, and she was so painful that she couldn't speak for a while.
"I swore it." Ji Luohan suppressed his voice, squatted down in front of her, and stared at her viciously, "You must reappear in front of that woman, you must use these eyes to take a good look, what she really looks like, how amazing she is, she can play with me in the palm of her hand."
"For more than 2,000 days and nights, I have only one belief, I must find that woman again, I must let her know what will happen if I turn my back on Ji Luohan! For the sake of this day, I will not hesitate to pay any price, no matter what. ”
"So, you can sacrifice even a woman who truly loves you?" Lin Shuang couldn't help but tremble.
Ji Luohan tugged at the corners of his mouth: "Yes." More than 2,000 days and nights were really hard, and I needed someone to keep me company. The person Xiaoya should really hate is you, and all this is because of you. ”
"Well, because of me, I deserve to be punished. Then you've got your wish. I've been scared of you, I'm scared of you, what else do you want? Lin Shuang admitted that he had already raised the white flag.
"You think that's enough? What do you think...... But just a little frightened, a little grievance, can offset all this? ”
Lin Shuang bit her lip: "Then you can beat me like you just beat that man, only violence and bloodshed can calm your anger." ”
After hearing this, Ji Luohan looked at her ridiculously: "You are my Ji Luohan's property, and others can't touch it, not because I care about you so much!" I haven't done it myself, so no one wants to touch you! ”
Lin Shuang gasped, the phrase 'she is my woman' was like the most ridiculous joke in the world.
Before she could react, Ji Luohan had already reached out and pinched her chin, forcing her to look at herself: "You tell me, how should I continue to retaliate against you?" If the answer satisfies me, I'll consider taking it lightly. ”
"Ji Luohan, whatever you want."
"Whatever?"
"Yes, whatever. Anyway, no matter what I do, I can't calm the hatred in your heart. You don't know what tolerance is, and you don't know what forgiveness is. You're still that pathetic monster who can only hide in the shadows, all the time. ”
Ji Luohan let go of his hand, and instead of being angry, he laughed: "You are indeed a woman who is not very funny, it is really uninteresting to have fun." ”
Lin Shuang stared at him with tears in her eyes, so angry that she couldn't speak, which made her more uncomfortable than killing her.
In the next second, Ji Luohan stood up: "Be mentally prepared, from now on, it will be real." Everything you shouldn't have taken with you must be returned to me in its original form! No, it's a hundredfold increase. Next, I will also take away and destroy everything that belongs to you, what you cherish, one by one. ”
Hearing this, Lin Shuang got up in fear and stretched out his hand to grab him: "Ji Luohan, what do you want to do?" Don't hurt anyone, just settle accounts and find me alone. What do you want me to do now? I'll do it all, okay? ”
Ji Luo shook her off with a cold face: "I gave you a chance." Get out of this place. Then he walked away.
......
Without warning, it began to rain heavily outside the window.
The rain knocked the original prosperous feast in the garden to the ground, and there was no one to clean it up.
In the room without the lights on, Ji Luohan sat on the sofa by the window, motionless, burying his head deep in the darkness.
Peter opened the door cautiously, holding a meal in his hand, and walked in by the light outside the door, put the food down, and looked at the back with a heavy expression. He walked over and whispered, "Boss, she's gone." She only let me get to the bus stop. ”
Ji Luohan didn't react, like a lifeless corpse.
"......," Peter hesitated, "I've taken some of your favorite food, so you might as well eat as much as you want." You should remember that you once promised me that you will never spoil your health again. ”
"Such a healthy ......" Ji Luohan finally reacted, his voice was so soft that he seemed to be whispering to himself, "What's the use of recovering?" ”
"How could it be useless?" Peter smiled and wanted to continue, but found that he didn't know what to say properly, so he could only say, "Boss, revenge also requires physical strength, doesn't it?" ”
Ji Luohan let out a chuckle: "Peter, do you want to get everything I have now?" ”
"Of course it's good to be rich."
"You helped me kill that woman...... I'll give it all to you. ”
Peter looked horrified, coughed a few times, and said, "Boss, it's not early, I'll go back first" and then left.
Unexpectedly, Ji Luohan grabbed him, and his face exposed to the faint light was cold: "Do you think I really can't do it?" ”
Peter's face turned green when he heard this, but he could not help but tell the truth: "Why do you bother? If you really wanted to do that, you would have done it yourself. ”
In the next second, a smile gradually came out of Ji Luohan's throat, as if he was enchanted, but it revealed a sense of self-deprecation and helplessness. He let go of Peter, "Go back, I know what to do, I've always known it." ”
......
Lin Shuang dragged her suitcase and waited at the deserted bus stop.
The rain poured recklessly down the eaves of the platform, splashing on Lin Shuang's body, but she didn't know it. Suddenly, she didn't know where to go. The world is so big, but it seems that there is no place for her anymore.
Is it really her wrong? Is she really so wrong that she has to be in such a situation?
What the hell is he going to do, and what kind of ruthlessness will he do?!
As soon as he began to imagine, Lin Shuang reached out in fear to wrap his body around the cold. She repeatedly told herself to stay calm, but the more she tried to calm down, the more hopeless she felt.
In a trance, she had returned to the door.
After knocking on the door, Miao Xin opened the door with sleepy eyes.
"Lin Shuang?" Miao Xin thought that he had a delusion, but the face of the person in front of him was obviously wrong, so pale that there was no blood at all, and his eyes were blank as if he had lost his soul.
Before he could open his mouth, Lin Shuang suddenly lowered his center of gravity, and the whole person squatted at the door.
"What's wrong with you?" Miao Xin was so frightened that she hurried over to help her, "What's uncomfortable?" ”
"Miao Xin." Lin Shuang called him without any strength, "You help me." I don't have any strength in my legs. ”
"Hey, what the hell is going on, what's wrong with you." Miao Xin muttered, and hurriedly complied in confusion, first took her luggage in, and then helped her into the house crookedly.
Miao Xin helped her sit down on the sofa, she had never seen her look so depressed, as if the end of the world was coming.
It was obviously such a hot summer, but Lin Shuang was shivering with cold, and quickly hugged the pillow on the sofa into his arms, and his lips were not bloody at all.
Seeing this, Miao Xin hurriedly poured a glass of water, and took out the thin blanket in the room to wrap her, feeling a little overwhelmed for a while. "Are you feeling sick somewhere? Otherwise, let's go to the hospital now. ”
"What to do... What to do... What should I do......" Lin Shuang held the water glass in his hand but didn't drink it, his eyes were blank, and he began to ask himself in a low voice.
"Lin Shuang, don't scare me. What the hell is going on? Miao Xin was even more anxious now, "Tell me quickly, don't worry about me." Seeing that she was still like this, Miao Xin held her shoulders and raised her voice, "Lin Shuang!" Sober up, what's wrong with you? ”
Being yelled at by Miao Xin like this, Lin Shuang finally came back to her senses, took a big sip of the water in the cup, and then said, "I...... I'm fine. You go to sleep. I...... I want to sit by myself for a while. ”
But Miao Xin didn't do it, her eyes looked at her calmly, as if she thought of something: "Lin Shuang, don't hide it from me, tell me honestly, are you in any trouble?" ”
Lin Shuang shook his head, his eyes avoided: "I'm just a little tired, you don't have to worry about me." ”
"You're still trying to hide it from me!" Miao Xin sat down on the sofa next to him angrily, "Someone is harassing you, isn't it?" ”
"How is that possible?"
Miao Xin took a deep breath and looked at her intently: "Don't hide it from me." Last time I was in the hospital, I saw the bouquet of flowers you asked me to throw away, the card inside, and the strange words. ”
Lin Shuang was stunned for a while, and was silent for a while before replying, "It's you who think too much." Nothing. ”
"Lin Shuang, I have a lot of shortcomings, and I'm not very smart, but I'm not stupid." Miao Xin said, reached out and put his arm around her shoulder, wrapped the thin blanket tighter, patted it to soothe, and looked at the eyes full of concern, "I know that you are very strong, and you like to keep everything in your heart and don't want to say it." But...... As long as you say a word, I will always be your friend and dependent.
"You don't believe it, but when I asked you to marry me, I really wanted to give you something to rely on. I always think that although I am very scumbag and selfish, I can't give you the happiness that a woman deserves, but I really want to protect you. I want to make it up to you in this way, and to make it up to myself. ”
Hearing this, Lin Shuang's face showed emotion: "No one can help me, not even myself." ”
Miao Xin smiled when he heard this: "If you can't help, then bear it together, two people are better than one, isn't it?" ”
"Miao Xin, don't think that you are like this, I will forgive you." Lin Shuang bit the corner of her lip sadly.
"yes, okay." Miao Xin nodded, "That's why you can't be polite." If someone bullies you, you will bully me. Tell me who you want to bully. I'm going to bully that guy for you. I'm afraid of you, but I'm not afraid of anyone else. ”
Lin Shuang laughed with tears in her eyes, and suddenly felt that she was not so cold.
"Tell me, what do you want me to do? If I Miao Xin flinched at all, he wouldn't even be a person. ”
Lin Shuang sighed when she heard this: "I don't know what to do myself. ”
Miao Xin patted her shoulder unhurriedly: "If I guessed correctly, the person who made you so annoyed and flustered should be your ex-husband, right?" ”
To be honest, Lin Shuang couldn't believe that these words came out of Miao Xin's mouth.
"Don't look at me like that. As I said, I'm a bad person, but it's not that I can't think. Miao Xin began to explain, "During this time, I thought about it a lot. Although the two of us haven't known each other for very long, I know that your ex-husband is a taboo that you will never want to mention. In this world, there is no one who can make you lose your claim like now, and the biggest possibility of that person is your taboo. ”
Lin Shuang listened speechlessly, and suddenly felt that he had been underestimating this man.
"I'm not aware of your entanglements, but I can guess it's not pleasant. The young man who sent the flowers, and the big customers in the young population...... That rich man named Ji Luohan, that time I saw you at the gate of the community, that strange feeling, and the way he looked at me......"
"Miao Xin." Lin Shuang nervously stopped him from continuing, "It's none of your business. You don't care about anything, do you hear? ”
Miao Xin smiled at her and patted her on the shoulder: "Since it happened to be guessed by me, how can I ignore it?" ”
"You can't control it!" Lin Shuang twisted her eyebrows, her expression uneasy, "You just don't know anything." I don't need you to make amends, I don't need your protection, I just ask you to stay out of it. ”
Miao Xin didn't say anything, just pulled her up from the sofa, urged her to take a shower and change into comfortable clothes, and then began to help her sort out her suitcase.
When Lin Shuang came out of the bathroom, Miao Xin also specially made a glass of milk for her. "Drink it and go to sleep, I put half a sleeping pill in it. Don't think about anything, wake up and talk about it tomorrow. ”
Lin Shuang knew in her heart that no matter how distressed she was, it would be useless to be frightened, so she took the milk and drank it, and slept until noon.
When she woke up and walked out of the room, she found Miao Xin cooking in the kitchen and boiling soup.
"Why didn't you go to work?" She remembers that today was not a day off.
"Wake up?" The shape of Miao Xin's family cook looked back at her, "Wash up and rest for a while." If you're hungry, eat some of my bread. It's still a little bit more than a little bit of rice. ”
Lin Shuang walked over: "I asked why you didn't go to work?" ”
"Oh. I took a day off to stay home with you. Miao Xin was busy in front of the stove, "There is a lot of smoke here, go out." ”
Lin Shuang was kicked out like this, so he had to wash up first as he said, and then eat lunch with him.
When eating, Miao Xin kept letting her eat this and that, and she couldn't take care of herself. Lin Shuang faintly felt that Miao Xin seemed to have something to say, so she took the initiative to break the silence: "You can say whatever you want, why can't you always change this problem?" ”
Miao Xin smiled: "Let's talk about it after eating." ”
"Say it now." Where can Lin Shuang endure until the end of eating.
"You are impatient, and you will have to change it in the future." Miao Xin said, put down the dishes and chopsticks, and looked at them very seriously, "Lin Shuang, in fact, I want to tell you, we ...... Let's make a banquet. ”
Hearing this, Lin Shuang was stunned for a few seconds, and before she could speak, she saw Miao Xin and said, "We don't want a divorce." Although I know that I am not worthy of you, it is also selfish for you to continue to live with someone like me. However, I don't want to see you scared, I don't want you to be bullied.
"I know it's hard for you to love someone again, and I knew it from the day I knew you. So, treat me as a family member, a friend, a dependent, anything anyway, just let me be with you.
"Although we are called husband and wife, I will never interfere with your freedom to make friends. If in the future, you finally meet someone who can make you love again, I will let you go with that person. When the time comes, you can also tell the person that I am gay, and I can also help you to do it. I've figured it out, it doesn't matter.
"As for the person you are afraid of now, don't be afraid of anything. No matter how rich and powerful he is, is it possible that he can still break the law to rob other people's legal wives? With my husband in the way for you, I guess he won't be so presumptuous. Really, don't get divorced, let me be with you. ”
As soon as Miao Xin finished speaking, the room suddenly became very quiet. Lin Shuang's eyes were red, and she just looked at it without saying a word.
As if remembering something again, Miao Xin raised three fingers and said solemnly, "I swear, I definitely didn't want to take advantage of the fire to rob, and I definitely didn't say these words with the idea of letting you be a shield for me." If I'm telling a lie, let me ......"
Before he finished speaking, Lin Shuang reached out and shook his hand and said softly, "Okay, we won't divorce." ”