I feel very sad in my heart, is there anything more uncomfortable than the person I love deceive myself?

I suddenly thought, I might as well let the rat beat me, maybe she would sympathize with me?

I said goodbye to the mouse, and took one last look at Qin Jie, but she still didn't look at me, as if I didn't exist.

I left the square and walked towards my home. Walking and walking, I finally couldn't help it and sobbed quietly.

It's not because of mice, it's not because you might be beaten in the future, it's because of Qin Jie.

I cried louder and louder, and there were very few people on the road, so I became more unscrupulous. I hate myself for having a lot of tears, I hate myself for crying too much, and I hate myself for crying because of a girl.

I have always been a representative of the terms "nerdy, dull, wooden, dull, etc." in my class, and the girl's relationship is even worse, and I never dare to take the initiative to talk to the girl. But the cheerful Qin Jie is different, she is the first girl to take the initiative to talk to me, and she is so beautiful.

I still remember that day, just the first day of junior high school, the first day of school. I arrived at school early, and there were only a few people in the class, including Qin Jie. She was fiddling with a bunch of stickers in the stationery box, and when she saw me coming in, she smiled and said to me: Come, this one is for you!

It was a flower fairy sticker, twice the size of an ordinary sticker, it was sandwiched between Qin Jie's thumb and index finger, and it was handed to me.

Since then, I have fallen.

When I got home, I took out the sticker, hid in the kitchen, cried so loudly that I tore it to shreds, threw it into the stove and burned it.

After a long while, my mother shouted loudly in the living room: Mingming, you call!

I quickly wiped away my tears and cleared my throat. Answered the phone and said, "Hello? ”

A soft voice sounded again: "I'm sorry. ”

It's Qin Jie.

I didn't speak. I'm afraid I'll burst out of my mouth with a swear word.

Qin Jie said, "Are you okay?" ”

I said coldly, "Thanks to you, I'm not dead." ”

Qin Jie was silent for a moment and said, "Is it convenient to come out now?" ”

I sneered and said, "What, you still want to lie to me a second time?" ”

Qin Jie said: "This time I'm alone, they're not there." ”

I snorted and stopped talking.

Qin Jie sighed: "It's still the square, under the locust tree, if you don't come, I'll wait for the night." ”

I looked up at my watch, and it was 10 p.m.

The phone had hung up over there, and I was still holding the phone for a long time.

My mother seemed to see something and asked me, "Are you okay?" ”

I reacted, put the phone down, and said, "It's okay." I was still hesitating whether to go or not. ”

If the rat had already gone to Ma Liang for verification and knew that it was all a fart about my reconciliation with Ma Liang, he would definitely be angry. However, will he still use this "beauty trick" method a second time?

The rat is a very deceitful man, and I have heard of some of the things he does. In the past, he borrowed homework from a student with good grades, but the good student didn't borrow it. The rat didn't say anything on the spot, but privately stuffed the class leader's wallet into the good student's desk, and then framed him as a thief, and mobilized the whole class to criticize him and alienate him. The good student became silent from then on, and after a few days, he transferred to another school.

I sat in the courtyard for a while, and then I thought of Qin Jie again. In my heart, she has always been a kind girl, a student like me who is very unpopular, and she has never shown any discrimination, she will talk to me, she will smile at me, and she will ask me "My face is so bad, is it sick". Even though she is like this to everyone, it still warms my heart.

Half past ten.

Qin Jie didn't study well, but the head teacher still let her be the representative of the English class. The first time she took the exam, she failed the exam, and the head teacher asked her what to do. She smiled and said, then let me be at the same table with Zhou Ming, and you can tutor me in English. So, under the envy of the whole class, Qin Jie and I shared the table.

11 o'clock.

Qin Jie really doesn't like to study, when I was listening carefully in class, she messed with me next to me, scratched my arm with a ballpoint pen, and drew all kinds of cute rabbits on my book......

Half past eleven.

I really like her. Once, when she was drawing with a compass, she accidentally pricked her hand, and although it didn't bleed, it broke a little skin. As soon as I was nervous, I took her hand and asked if it hurts? She didn't speak, she just smiled, she didn't pull her hand out, she lay on the desk, and looked at me with seductive eyes...... At that time, my heart was beating so fast that I took the initiative to let go.

12 o'clock.

I closed the door to my house and headed for the square.

As I walked along the road, I kept thinking that if I died, I would definitely die on a woman.

Although I kept telling myself in my heart that this might be another set, I still couldn't stop my steps, Qin Jie's smiling face kept flashing in my mind, this woman just gave me a glass of poisonous wine, and I didn't hesitate to drink it.

When I arrived at the square, it was already 12 o'clock, and I didn't even see a ghost on the street, but I saw Qin Jie still waiting for me there under the locust tree from a distance.

I walked over again, but this time there was no longer the excitement I had before.

Just like last time, the rat came out from behind the tree again, looked at me happily, and said, "I thought you weren't coming." ”

I sighed, and a feeling of powerlessness felt throughout my body, forcing myself to slowly crouch down.

Qin Jie stared at the mouse with a frightened expression and said, "When were you behind!" ”

Qin Jie turned her head again and said to me, "Zhou Ming, he didn't come from me, you believe me!" ”

I said lightly: "Okay Qin Jie, stop acting." ”

I touched my ears and said, "In this world, you are the only one who can lie to me a second time." ”

Qin Jie suddenly pounced, squatted in front of me, and said, "You believe me!" ”

I ignored her, stood up, walked away from her, and proved everything with my actions.

Qin Jie sat weakly on the ground and sobbed quietly.

I stood in front of the rat and looked at this notorious scoundrel of my age, and there was no fear in my heart.

Is the heart dead?

So this time, let me pay the last price for the "woman".

The rat squinted at me as if it were playing with a prey in its hands.

I said, "What about your little brothers, call them out." ”

The mouse touched his nose and said, "It's too late, it's all home." ”

I took a step back and smiled, "Then do you think, heads-up, you are my opponent?" ”

As I said this, my heart beat faster again.

I'm 16 years old and I've never been in a fight, only the experience of being beaten. The only time he fought back was the last time he ambushed Ma Liang at the gate of the police station, and it also brought huge trouble to the family.

Although the rat is the most unbeatable of the four King Kongs, it is obvious that it is more than enough to clean me up.

The mouse couldn't seem to believe that I had so much confidence, maybe in his mind, I was the kind of nerd who only learned. For a while, they didn't even rush up and beat me.

Once again, I thought back to Uncle Chao's appearance when he grabbed money on King Zhou's Mountain, every detail, every look.

Pretending.

That's right, it's pretending.

How can I pretend to be like, pretend to be perfect, and pretend to be flawless.

In a few seconds, my head turned a thousand times, and finally I had an answer.

I walked under a street lamp, and there was a pile of scattered bricks.

The mouse said, "What are you going to do?" ”

I ignored him, laughed, picked up one of them, held it in my hand, and turned my head to stare coldly at the mouse.

- Momentum, the momentum of the king!

I slowly walked towards the rat again, one step, one step. My shadow was unusually long under the streetlight.

- As soon as he turned around and ran, I succeeded.

- I know that I absolutely do not have the guts to smash it on his head, and one Maleonn is enough for me.

My eyes were cold, and I looked at the mouse like an ant busy on a mound of earth, an ant that could be solved with a soak of urine.

The mouse took a step back, looked at me in horror and said, "Zhou Ming, you have to think about it!" ”

I sneered, "I hope you can really run as fast as a mouse." ”

One more step forward.

But in his heart, he was shouting: "Mouse, why don't you run!" ”

Suddenly, the rat ghost screamed, "You're crazy! I took two steps back, turned around and ran, and sure enough, like a mouse, the back of Kung Fu disappeared from my sight after a while.

I let out a breath and threw the bricks down, my back already wet with cold sweat. I sat on the floor, gasping for air.

There was only less than five meters left from the rat, and I really didn't know what to do if he didn't run yet.

After a pause, I started laughing. It turns out that these people are all bullying the soft and afraid of the hard, and they used to be so arrogant, but that's it.

I sat alone on the floor and played with the brick in my hand, feeling a great sense of accomplishment.

Uncle Chao, that's how he became the heads-up king! I was very happy in my heart, looking at the stars in the night sky, I felt that I had grown up a lot.

"You're amazing."

Suddenly, a voice sounded behind me, and I reacted, Qin Jie was still behind me.

I was still sitting on the ground at this time, and as soon as I turned my buttocks, I saw Qin Jie looking at me with a smile on her face, and there were still some tears on her face.

My heart was pulled up again, and he should have seen all the way I was just now.

Qin Jie said, "Don't worry, I won't tell the mouse." ”

I thought to myself, only by believing in you can I have a ghost. On the surface, he pretended to be casual and said, "It doesn't matter." ”

Qin Jie walked over, bent down, and turned her face at me, very close, very close.

A girlish scent instantly invaded my nose, and my heartbeat accelerated again.

Qin Jie smiled again: "He lied to you twice, you lied to him twice, and the two of you were even." ”