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[817] Psychological

High School Paper (II) 817 Psychology

High School Paper (II) 817 Psychology

Uncle Liu, when this name came out of Yuan Yuan's mouth, he gritted his teeth, but he still said it with a smile.

And Yuan Yuan's voice was a little sarcastic.

Everyone can hear it, and they don't have to think about it to know that Yuan Yuan hates that Uncle Liu very much, after all, it was that Uncle Liu who betrayed them, if that Uncle Liu didn't betray them, perhaps, Yuan Yuan and they would have run out of this small county town a long time ago, and they would not have been disintegrated so completely.

Actually, I don't think so, I think that Uncle Liu may have saved them. If there is no betrayal by Uncle Liu, Yuan Yuan may not be able to turn back.

But, to be honest, I also hate that Uncle Liu. As long as it's undercover, I don't have a good feeling.

I remember when I watched Infernal Affairs, I saw an undercover agent who went to a bandit's den to be a policeman, and then betrayed the brothers around me who were very good to me, although it was for the society to eliminate violence and peace, but I still feel disgusted with such people, I don't know why.

I remember that Xiao Chao said that if I became a police officer and asked me to go undercover, I would definitely go undercover as a police officer in the end.

Everyone smiled. However, this sentence also spoke everyone's heart.

We all seem to hate undercover, whether you are righteous or evil, we don't have a good impression of undercover.

Betraying his brother. It's a disgusting behavior.

Sure enough, Fei Ge said my inner thoughts very directly on the side, "I think you shouldn't blame Uncle Liu, on the contrary, you should also thank him, don't you say?" Then Fei Ge took a deep breath, "Although I am also disgusted with this Uncle Liu, but you have to admit that he rescued you, if you are still in that circle and can't come out, your life will really be over, isn't it?" ”

Yuan Yuan smiled, "Thanks? You asked me to thank him? Thanks to a big brother who betrayed him for twenty years, and thanks to a person who sent all his brothers to a dead end? Thanks to a brute? ”

Fei Ge nodded, "You understand what I mean, you are such an adult, I told you, it's useless, everything, it's all up to you." Test Text Watermark 6. I didn't say anything else, I just said, for your perspective, that's good. You can change your mind and be a new person. ”

Yuan Yuan shook his head, "If it weren't for his betrayal, we would have escaped from this small county town a long time ago, we still have a chance to make a comeback, we can continue to come, we don't necessarily be the one who lost." ”

Fei Ge smiled, "If that's really the case, you maybe, you don't have a chance to turn back now, you maybe, in this life, you will be completely explained." Think about what I said, you are an understanding person, you have been in society for so long, and you should see many things very clearly. ”

Yuan Yuan was silent for a moment, and then sighed, "Hey, maybe." ”

I took a somewhat depressed puff of my cigarette, and then looked at Yuan Yuan, "Just now, is it really, so uncomfortable?" ”

Yuan Yuan nodded, "Anyway, that feeling, if I was given a chance, I would rather commit suicide than stay up like this all day, really, when I talk about this, you just think, how difficult it will be." Test text watermark 7. In short, in this life, you don't touch these things. ”

"Why didn't you tell us before that your addiction is so big, you just mean that you don't have any addiction. Just skating occasionally? ”

Yuan Yuan was a little helpless, "I don't know if I have that confidence." I subconsciously want to avoid something. So when Fei Ge asked me, I said it casually. I didn't expect it to be so difficult. If I go to a drug rehabilitation center, I can't even imagine the consequences."

"If you go to a drug rehabilitation center, there will be regular equipment, and everyone is experienced, and there will definitely be a way to help you quit."

Yuan Yuan smiled, "It would be nice if it really worked, but we have a friend who has been in the drug rehabilitation center for a year and has suffered countless crimes." I'm still in it, I'm not familiar with him, when I entered this circle, he went to the drug rehabilitation center, and now he is still in the drug rehabilitation center. I haven't come out yet, you say, it's like a prison, there's nothing, there's no freedom, let me go there and stay, you say my character, will I be crazy. ”

"So, in your heart, you didn't think about going to a drug rehab center, you just wanted to fool a few of us and make us really believe that you are just a little addicted to drugs and skate occasionally, right?"

Yuan Yuan glanced at Fei Ge, and then said, "I don't know. ”

Fei Ge sighed, "I know, you know, so, you don't have to be unclear, you know your own self-control very well, if a few of us don't look at you, you maybe, you will run away again." Test Text Watermark 3. You didn't even think about going to a drug rehab center, did you? Fortunately, you had a drug addiction attack tonight, which made us see and made me sure that you are not a simple skate, which also made me more confident that I would send you to a drug rehabilitation center. So, whether you want to, or not, but as the best and most helpful place for you, there, if you don't go, then you are ruined, completely ruined. ”

Fei Ge then took out a cigarette and lit it, "You can do whatever you want today, anyway, the drug addiction has just ended, but tomorrow morning, you must go to the drug rehabilitation center with me, don't resist, you are resisting, you can't toss the five of us, unless you dare to be ruthless and kill all of us." ”

Yuan Yuan raised his head and smiled, "Then you said that I was too brute." ”

"When the addiction hits, do you take care of that?"

Yuan Yuan was stunned for a moment, "Probably not." ”

"Won't?" Fei Ge smiled, "It's really a seizure, it's really to that point, you can do anything, do you believe it?" It turns out that a kid who watched the scene at my place, he had a drug addiction attack, and he did a lot of unconscionable things, I just don't want to say, maybe, you have seen it with your own eyes, this thing, how harmful it is, you don't know? When you have a seizure, what will you do, will you not understand? ”

Yuan Yuan shook his head, "I know, I know, I know everything, but I just can't control myself." Test Text Watermark 1. These things, you really can't touch. I really can't touch it" Then Yuan Yuan hugged his head again and shook his head vigorously, "I can't touch it, I can't touch it, I regret it for the rest of my life." For a lifetime. ”

Brother Xu followed and said, "Then you touched it at the beginning." I regret it now, what did I do earlier. ”

"It's not too late." Chen Yang sighed, "Tomorrow, I will go to the drug rehabilitation center with Brother Fei, and that's fine." Then Chen Yang continued to ask, "Why did you start touching it in the first place?" ”

"Curiosity kills, didn't I just say that? If you touch it, you will really regret it for the rest of your life, and you will not experience that kind of heart-piercing pain. Then Yuan Yuan reached out and covered his face, "What should I do." What should I do, how did I become like this. I shouldn't be like this."

Fei Ge sighed, slowly walked to Yuan Yuan's side, and reached out to hug him. Yuan Yuan leaned on Fei Ge's shoulder, and he cried for some reason. Now Yuan Yuan gives me the feeling that he is really a little mentally abnormal, I watched him cry for a while, laugh for a while, look in a trance, his movements and behavior are strange, and he is a little uncomfortable. Many years ago, this fat man was still standing in front of me, and then stretched out his hand and pointed at the person who bullied me, "Liu'er, beat him for me, I will bear it." "Thinking about it, looking at the fat man who is crying on Feige's shoulder now, I feel really sad in my heart, time, it's really scary.

It was the first time I saw Yuan Yuan crying so heartbreakingly, and the feeling I felt was very shocking. Test Text Watermark 6.

It's really hard for me to remember the times we had together.

I leaned to the side, and the more I thought about it, the more worried I became, so I lit a cigarette and took a few puffs. I suddenly remembered something, and looked at Brother Xu on the side and asked anxiously, "Where did the dead bald man go, I kept telling you this, and suddenly forgot that the dead bald man was dead, shouldn't you be together?" ”

Brother Xu was startled, and then pushed me, "You are sick, you scared me to death, why are you so excited." ”

"No, I was busy with Yuanyuan's affairs just now, where did the dead bald man go."

"You remember to ask now." Chen Yang smiled at me, "I thought you would have to ask as soon as you entered the room, but who knows you didn't ask." ”

"You're not together?"

Brother Xu shook his head, "When I came out of the hospital, the dead bald man answered the phone, and then walked away in a hurry, without saying what to do." Anyway, Yuan Yuan's side was also busy, so he left. ”

"He didn't say anything? Didn't say what to do? ”

Brother Xu said "um", "I don't know what this kid has been busy with lately." Mysterious"

I sighed, "He shouldn't go down the same path as Yuan Yuan again." ”

"Impossible" Brother Xu followed and said, "Dead bald, there is a spectrum in my heart"

"I hope so." Then Chen Yang followed and said, "If you have time, you have to ask him, ask this bald man, what he has been busy with recently." Test Text Watermark 1. ”

"You just ask your daughter-in-law."

"My daughter-in-law didn't know, he said that the bald man would never come home. No one in their house cared about him. After all, he is so old, he is still a boy, and his family doesn't care about it at all. ”

"Forget it, forget it, don't worry about that for now, let's take a look at the one in front of you."

Then a few of us looked at Yuan Yuan, who was crying on Fei Ge's shoulder.

I was a little depressed, watching Yuan Yuan cry on Fei Ge's shoulder for a long time, he slowly stopped crying, and then he leaned on the edge of the sofa, his eyes were still red, "You say, is there something wrong with me, crying for a while, laughing for a while, nothing matter for a while, being afraid of everything for a while, and regretting for a while." You say, 'Am I going crazy?' ”

I sighed, "Okay, don't think about that. ”

Yuan Yuan touched his head, "I haven't figured it out in the end, why, you said that Uncle Liu and Zhao have been in a relationship for 20 years, how can you say that you will betray it, I haven't been able to figure it out, you don't know how good Uncle Liu is to me." You really don't know. When I was hospitalized, Uncle Liu has always cared for me. I've always treated him like my own uncle. Why did you suddenly betray us all, how can you say that if you sell, you will betray? ”

"Alright, alright, don't think about it. Don't think about it."

Yuan Yuan shook his head, "How can I not want to, after I fainted at the feet of Zhao Xiang, I lost consciousness, and when I woke up, I was in the hospital, I opened my eyes, and I saw Uncle Liu at first sight, he asked me to call him Uncle Liu, he smiled kindly at me, and then said to me, don't worry, with me here, you don't have to be afraid of anything, and then this Uncle Liu, every day will come to the hospital to see me, take care of me, buy me food, as soon as it's time to eat, someone will give me food, it's all Uncle Liu's, I started to think all the time, He is the one who saved me. Test Text Watermark 6. It's just that every time I ask him, he doesn't say anything, saying that I am discharged from the hospital, and naturally someone will come. It went on like this for nearly a week, and when I was about to be discharged from the hospital, Uncle Liu said to me that my life-saving benefactor was coming today. ”

Yuan Yuan lit another cigarette, "I thought that the person who saved me would be, who knows, after a glance, I realized that it was a fat man, and he was surprisingly fat." This fat man came up to me and said to me, "Young man, are you all right?" I nodded, okay. He said, "Do you have any thoughts for the future?" I don't know what I think, so I said, I want to follow you and give you food. Zhao wanted to say that he was a gangster, let me think about it, whether to come in this circle, if you come in, you can't go out casually, if you don't come in, let me go. I was very touched at the time, and then I thought about it, since he saved me, then I will follow him, and from that day on, I followed Zhao Xiang together. And just like that, I got on this road, hehe"

Yuan Yuan smiled, "Zhao wants to treat his subordinates, very good, and very good, we just stay all day long, just play, we don't have to do anything." Just occasionally go to fight, collect money, run errands, and do whatever Zhao wants. Test text watermark 7. No one cares, life is really chic, I want to find a woman, those in Jinfeng, just look for it, you don't need to spend money, just have a meal together. ”

"And then?"

"And then? Yuan Yuan thought about it, but the things he ordered must be done well, and if he can't do it well, the punishment will be very serious. Zhao Xiang is a very fair person."

"Impartiality? You guys are also fair? ”

Yuan Yuan nodded, "Naturally." ”

"And he's going to punish?"

"Hmm" Yuan Yuan sighed, "And when he was punished, it seemed to be a different person, very ruthless"

"How ruthless?"

Then Yuan Yuan glanced at me, "When you were in Beitian, once you saw me, I was covered in injuries, didn't you ask me why?" ”

I nodded, "Zhao wants to fight?" ”

Yuan Yuan smiled, "Well, I didn't do it well, so it's normal to be beaten." Following Zhao Xiang, he has always rewarded and punished clearly, so although he was sometimes beaten, no one said anything, everyone was the same. ”

"That ice, is it what Zhao wants you to touch?"

Yuan Yuan shook his head, "Actually, although Zhao Xiang doesn't object to this, he has never advocated that we touch these things, and he himself has never touched them." I remember one time, he had a terrible toothache, and it was super painful, he couldn't even sleep, and it hurt for three days in a row, and finally I couldn't help it, I found someone to get him some ice, let him suck, suck, and it didn't hurt. Test text watermark 8. But he just endured it and didn't suck it, said anything, didn't suck it, and in the end, he was stunned to resist it. ”

Fei Ge smiled, "See, even that big fat man knows that these things can't be touched, you still have to touch them." ”

Yuan Yuan sighed, "When I went, there were people inside who had already started skating, and the relationship between men and women inside was very messy, and they often messed around, they all said that after slipping, zuoai was very cool, anyway, there was a free miss, I didn't use it at first, no matter what they said, how cool, but once, the woman sucked a little, and then said let me suck, I don't want to be looked down on by her, plus I've always been curious about this, so I tried it, and the result was really cool." At first, I didn't have much addiction, I kept thinking, once in a while, once in a while, once in a while, nothing happened, and I wouldn't be addicted, I kept thinking like this, and I kept doing it once or twice, and when I got to the back, I couldn't extricate myself more and more. Then I started to try something else, what heroin, what virus injection, all kinds of experiences, to experience the excitement and comfort of that moment, and finally, I was completely addicted to drugs, and it was not occasional, at first, I originally wanted to quit this thing completely, but then I found out that I really didn't have so much self-control, plus the people around me, many of them were sucking, I also wanted to open it, and then after that, it was natural, in fact, I tried many times, to quit, and I thought about all kinds of methods, But in the end, it still didn't work. Then Yuan Yuan smiled, "Really, it's really nothing at the beginning twice, but it's really cool, but after that, it's endless pain, I can't stop it, this life, it's likely to be ruined like this." Test Text Watermark 2. ”

"I said it a long time ago, you don't care about skating. You didn't admit it just now," Fei Ge sighed.

Yuan Yuan nodded, "Sometimes, there will be injections." I've tried everything, anyway, whatever they get it, they get it, and the more they get it, the less self-love they have for themselves. I thought, if it doesn't happen, it's unknown how long I'll live. Live like that every day" and then Yuan Yuan smiled, "Haha, play with your youth, maybe, in less than two years, I will die, you say, death is terrible or not." ”

Fei Ge looked at Yuan Yuan, "You are normal." ”

Yuan Yuan nodded, "I know." Then Yuan Yuan looked at us, "Actually, it's not easy for me. Because of these, I fell out with my family, I haven't been home for months, I don't know what home is, sometimes during the holidays, I look at the crowd on the road, I feel very uncomfortable, but I never say it. ”

"I gave you the opportunity at the beginning," Fei Ge sighed, "You can go with us directly, why don't you go?" ”

Yuan Yuan shook his head, "I didn't leave at the beginning, because I couldn't go, if I left with you in Jinfeng, then I would be finished, I demolished Zhao Xiang's platform and dismissed his face, I will definitely die ugly, I have seen his methods, he is a mad dog, I don't know when he will turn his face, if I really go with you, then I will never have peace in the future." ”

"But just now, you can choose to come with us. But you're still begging us, let's let Zhao Xiang go."

Yuan Yuan sighed, "At that time, we were already grasshoppers on the same boat, didn't we, at that time, I didn't think at all that I would stand here safely, I always thought that I was dying, and the Lao Li family would definitely not let us go." I'm scared, I don't want to bring unnecessary trouble to others, and more importantly, I know very well that when Zhao wanted to confront Lao Li's family, what we did, they wouldn't let us go easily. Plus, he really saved my life, and if I had a choice, I would leave him when he was ambitious, and I wouldn't leave him when he had nothing, you know what I mean? Zhao thought that he was not a human, but a beast, and he saved my life. If it weren't for him, I might not be here now. ”

Fei Ge looked at Yuan Yuan and didn't say anything, just patted him on the shoulder, "Okay, okay, it will be fine in the future." ”

Yuan Yuan shook his head, "Brother, remember, Qiang Wu, you really can't touch it." ”

"What's wrong?" Fei Ge looked at Yuan Yuan, "Why do you say that?" ”

Yuan Yuan smiled, "The reason why Zhao Xiang has such a big courage and dares to go against Li Yao, most of the time, is because of Qiang Wu's promise and Qiang Wu's help, after he saw Li Yao's strength, and then in order to protect himself, he obviously pushed Zhao Xiang in front of him as a shield." ”

"Does Li Yao know about it?"

"I'll definitely know," Yuan Yuan smiled, "but he won't do anything to Qianggo." ”

"Why?"

Yuan Yuan sighed, "They followed Zhao Xiang down this time, nominally, there is nothing to do, but in fact, they have also lost a lot, to be honest, I have been with Zhao Xiang for so long, I never thought that he actually hid so many forces." However, Li Yao is still too powerful, he hides it even deeper. Shen Feng, it's really amazing."

Then Yuan Yuan smiled, "I don't know, how I survived these days" and then Yuan Yuan looked at us, "You don't know how cruel these scenes are." Hehe, really, I see it, I'll have nightmares, I haven't slept comfortably for a long time, I don't even dare to close my eyes at night, and wild cats outside all the time will scare us awake. Then run away. Eat what you don't eat, and flowers you don't have. It's true. This day, when I think about it now, is like a nightmare. Really, those scenes, really scared, so scared. Bloody, I looked at a lot of friends around me who were playing together, and then I just fell down, really, so scary, so scary" Yuan Yuan said as he spoke, and buried his head in Fei Ge's arms, "I'm afraid, brother, I'm afraid." ”

Fei Ge hugged Yuan Yuan, "Okay, okay, it's all right now, it's all right." It's gone, don't be afraid. ”

Yuan Yuan didn't say anything, just lay quietly in Fei Ge's arms, and within a few minutes, there was a slight snoring sound.

I glanced at Fei Ge and said, "Let him sleep, he must be tired." ”

Fei Ge sighed, "If you have time, take him to see a psychiatrist." Take him to the drug rehabilitation center tomorrow, this is the most important thing. ”

A few of us, looking at each other, didn't speak.

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