369 How you hugged me affectionately before, now you can hug her affectionately
It couldn't be simpler, he said: There is a party in the evening, you eat by yourself. Zi Youkaku.
I held my phone and stared at this line of words repeatedly, and only when I saw that my eyes were astringent did I withdraw my gaze, but I quickly fixed my gaze again, pinched my phone and began to type.
Chen Tu, come back early, let's have a good talk.
If you don't love me anymore, then let's get a divorce.
Chen Tu, the diamond necklace you bought for 400,000 yuan hangs on Zhou Qi's neck, it is really bright.
I typed so many lines of words with different meanings, but none of them could be successfully sent, I went crazy and deleted the phone according to the phone, and finally buckled the phone on the edge of the bed, and I let go of the fishcat, and lay on my back on the soft big bed in a large font, staring at the ceiling, falling into an endless daze.
Until a new WeChat message came and dragged me back from the stagnation.
With a blank face, I grabbed my phone and clicked on it, and without surprise, it was Zhou Qi who sent me a photo.
The back of this photo is a little dim, but I can vaguely see from the surrounding furnishings that this is a very high-end Western restaurant.
Against this dim backdrop, I don't know if it's because of the angle, in short, Chen Tu and Zhou Qi's faces are very close to each other.
Turning my gaze down again, I saw that his hand on the dining table happened to be close to Zhou Qi's hand, which was as thin as a green onion.
He seemed cautious, but also tentative, and even had half a light in his eyes.
I was so distressed that I was suffocated, but I didn't want to endure it as hard as before, I desperately controlled my emotions, trying to ignore the picture that shattered my heart, I wanted to distinguish which restaurant Chen Tu and Zhou Qi were in from this photo, I wanted to catch him, I wanted to make it clear at once!
If he doesn't love me anymore, if he tells me in person that he doesn't love me anymore, then I can't hold him by my side!
Just as I was racking my brains to find information, Zhou Qi sent me a line of words: Do you want to come over and join in the fun? I'll give you the address!
Ten seconds later, she sent it again, and it was already a real-time shared address.
I clicked on it and looked at it, and it was displayed on the second floor of Carinna Plaza in Luohu International Trade Center.
After a delay of more than ten seconds, I jumped up, hurriedly picked up the car keys from my bag, and put my mobile phone into my pocket.
However, when I drove from the junction between Futian and Luohu, the address shared by Zhou Qi changed slightly, and the small arrow on it indicated that they were running all the way in the direction of Longgang.
Gritting my teeth, I simply turned off the navigation in the car, set up the mobile phone, and took the real-time direction sent by Zhou Qi as the standard, and followed the navigation of the mobile phone to keep up.
After getting on the Shuiguan Expressway, I finally kept a distance not too far from the small arrow above, but this point of high speed was a bit congested, and I couldn't overtake no matter what, so I could only slowly suffer, watching the night get thicker, covering up all the beauty and ugliness of Shenzhen.
I sniffled vigorously, and then the memory was ignited, constantly rewinding in my brain, I remembered the first time I met Chen Tu, in the small KTV in the county, I looked at him in a daze, and the corners of his mouth were hooked disdainfully.
Later, drunk, he prostrated on me, who had been completely destroyed by alcohol, and he ended all my good expectations of youth with a rampage.
I also remember our reunion in Shenzhen, he sat on Song Xiaoxi's domineering Land Rover and left, I thought this bad relationship was over, but he turned around and walked into the box of Longteng Farm booked by Wu Yidi.
I remember going with him to a so-called party, and I poured him as much wine as I could, and treated him to an all-night McDonald's when he was drunk to death.
Remembering it is like a boat that never stops, the more it wanders, the more arrogant the splash becomes, so I inevitably remember the first time Chen Tu said that he liked me, and his eyes shone in the light.
I can also remember the first time he held my hand in a serious way, and I sweated in my palms.
Also, in our best time, those days when we would rather never sleep but hug each other to keep warm, and explore the most passionate days from each other's bodies, our laughter and laughter are scattered in the streets and alleys of Kapok Bay, and those scenes seem to never be extinguished.
But it turns out that the world is long and sometimes endless, love always has a fragile vein and fate, I thought I could escape, but in fact, when I poured all my feelings into the same person, I had already failed.
The more I thought about it, the more sentimental I became, the more I felt that such a night seemed lonely and empty, my eyes had become a dry desert, and I could not water an oasis with tears for the time being, so I just followed the raging traffic and survived the most crowded traffic jams.
Finally, the lane was clear, and I followed the positioning sent by Zhou Qi all the way to the direction of Kwai Chong and chased after it.
In the end, this positioning stopped in a place that I can say is not very familiar, but I can't forget.
This narrow canyon, Chen Tu brought me some time ago, he showed me a cave with a special cave, and we slept on the couch in the cave, and spent a wonderful but not perfect night.
I turned the corner, waiting for the car that had already driven into the canyon to completely turn off, and I could no longer see even the slightest ray of light, before slowly getting out of the car.
It was completely different from the last time Chen Tu brought me here, this time I stepped on the moonlight, and the more I walked, the more unsteady my steps became, and when I climbed those rocks that were not too high, I slipped and fell several times, and my palm was cut several times.
I couldn't clearly feel the pain in my body, so I wiped my wound and moved on.
In front of the cave that once amazed me with the ingenuity of nature, I could see the light coming through.
These lights used to be on for me, and today their audience is someone else.
Feeling sarcastic, I kicked off the slippers that made a small noise in the cold wind, tiptoed barefoot on the cold ground, and slowly moved inside.
The sofa on which I had once slumbered silently, it stood as upright as before, and the loneliness glanced at me, and I retracted my gaze in a trance, and stepped into the room that had been filled with photos of me being secretly taken by Chen Tu.
The photo wall that once moved me in the past has become an empty place, and the more I look at it, the more I can't help myself, but my eardrums are quickly pierced by a string of silver bells.
Zhou Qi's voice was like a crisp jujube.
"Uncle Chen Tu, hug me, there is no one else here, hug me."
I froze, and I stopped for a moment, holding my breath helplessly.
More than ten seconds later, Chen Tu's voice sounded in a deep voice, mellow and distant.
"Good. But you can't kiss me anymore, I'm afraid I'll be impulsive. ”
My heart is like a basket of nails placed by someone, Chen Tu's words are like a dexterous hammer, it rises and falls, knocking those sharp sharp into my heart thoroughly, the pain is overwhelming, I almost crushed my teeth, only to have the strength to support myself to go forward, standing at the door in the moonlight, looking at the man I love love, his hands on Zhou Qi's shoulders, he has made a gesture to embrace her completely.
Narrowing my gaze, I pressed heavily on the cold rock next to me, hugged my hands in front of my chest, and said lightly in a voice so calm that I felt fearful: "Chen Tu, you can hug her." How you hugged me affectionately before, now you can hug her affectionately, I promise I just watch quietly, I don't coax, I tear, I don't do anything, just watch. ”
As if he had been stung suddenly, Chen Tu's hand jumped out and hurriedly withdrew from Zhou Qi's shoulder, he took a few steps back and distanced himself from Zhou Qi a little helplessly, his face clearly had a flowing sneer, the corners of his mouth twitched, and it took a long time before a sentence came out: "Wu Yi, how are you...."
But before he finished his words, Zhou Qi pounced on him like a teddy, grabbed his arm and shook it several times, she interrupted him: "Uncle Chen Tu, I sent her the location and asked her to follow." You've been so vacillating and in a dilemma lately, I feel distressed when I look at it, I don't want you to live this tangled life, I want you to make a decision. Anyway, everyone is here today, so in front of this woman, you decide whether to choose her or me? If you choose her, then I'm sure I don't say a word and get out, if you choose me, then I don't mind being pointed at my backbone and scolded me for being cheap. ”
Yo hehe, this line is so slippery, I am like an outsider listening to it, I feel both sincere and moved.
But I don't want to be moved by this picture that I almost want to cry bitterly, and be contaminated with any emotional sensation even half a lamp, so I still maintain an expressionless posture, holding my hands and looking up at my face, even if my heart is like a knife, I can still look at the man who I loved and hated deeply, and later found out that I loved him as much as before.
It was only at this moment that all this surging love became a piercing irony, and I looked at him now just to see him show a face that I hated even more, so that I could put him down more neatly.
I saw that he hesitated for more than ten seconds, as if he had a thousand kinds of embarrassment entanglement, he was a little weak to withdraw his hand from Zhou Qi's grasp, there were a thousand thick mist in his eyes, he faced Zhou Qi's teary eyes were hazy, the corners of his mouth were flattened, and he squeezed out a sentence with difficulty: "Xiao Qi, I'm sorry." Wu Yi has accompanied me through many days, I can't live up to her, I choose her. ”
I couldn't help but laugh.
That's right, I laughed.
Heaven and earth conscience, I laugh all this out of sincerity, I really think all this is ridiculous!
I almost burst into tears of laughter, but luckily my eye sockets were completely dry, and there was no wet traction or heat to foreshadow, so I was able to make my smile bright and impressive.
My eyes rippled, slowly falling on Chen Tu's face, I restrained my breath, cold as frost: "Chen Tu, I want to ask you, is there a throne in your family waiting for you to inherit?" ”
Without waiting for him to respond, I sneered again: "Do you think you are a special prince, you can think about it and then determine which person can be your imperial concubine?" You don't have to be in a dilemma, I can tell you now, you Chen Tu was eliminated by my Wu Yi. ”
Grabbing the already suffocating heart, I tried to straighten my body and raise my face very high, like a fighting that had won the overall victory, turning around with high momentum, stepping on the cold ground with bare feet, all the way out.
I walked fast, and the chaotic footsteps behind me came surgingly, but Chen Tu no longer loved me, and all his retention became insults to me, including the so-called election of me that he said not long ago, which also became a heavy blow that completely trampled my dignity to the ground, and also made me unable to forgive his wounds.
I walked faster and faster, and came to the entrance of the cave as fast as I could, and the slippers I had just kicked off were still in place, but life was completely devastated, and I lost the courage to put on my shoes and stride forward again.
Only numbness supported me, facing the cold wind Yu Yu walked alone.
When my hand touched a rock waiting for me to climb, there was a cry of pity from behind me, and the chaotic footsteps stopped.
Even if I didn't look back, I could still guess that Chen Tu was slowed down by her crying.
I won't comment on the fact that I am the wife that Chen Tuming is marrying, and I will not discuss Zhou Qi, who I have not had much contact with her, but I can still feel her arrogant provocation without fear, and I will not comment on her as a third party in my marriage with Chen Tu, what qualifications and positions she has Inexplicably cried as if the sky had fallen, but I can't help but face up to the fact that Chen Tu is willing to stop for her tears.
That's enough.
Then I should bless them,. Son with dog, forever.
Anyway, thinking back to all the things I have been with Chen Tu in the past, the happy and peaceful days I can live are pitiful, and there are more life and death struggles due to the change of wind and rain.
This kind of self-consolation and self-deception, it has the advantage that it finally gives me some strength to climb up those rocks, and it also allows me to stumble and break my head and break the blood stream all the way, but I can get out of this bullshit place very quickly!
Barefoot, I drove all the way back to Xiangmihu No. 1, ignoring the bloody wounds on my arms and feet, I rushed straight into the bedroom and began to rummage through the cabinets to find my marriage certificate and Chen Tu.
I wanted to laugh sarcastically at the drawer on the bedside table and see the row of condoms that had been punctured by me, but the sadness came overwhelmingly, and I finally squatted on the ground with them on my abdomen, but I stumbled and leaned back, and sat on the ground with my buttocks, and my back hit the cabinet hard, and the pain came like a tide.
These pains made my eyes red, and they also made me sober, and I suddenly felt that it was too cheap for him to let Chen Tu live like this!
How did he humiliate me, I didn't humiliate him back, just let it go neatly, it's ridiculous!
As soon as the hatred was clouded over my heart, all reason would take a back seat, and the pain would be temporarily aside, and I could finally gather all the lost souls, throw those condoms back into the drawer, and then sit back on the couch as if nothing had happened, waiting for Chen Tu to return.
It is estimated that it took time to appease Zhou Qi, who was young enough to pinch out the water, in short, it was almost one o'clock in the morning before the sound of the door opening sounded outside.
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