Su Jue drove to Tang Jingcheng's studio, there was no light in the alley, he took the invitation and got out of the car, and found that the courtyard door of the studio was hidden, and a faint yellow light came out of the crack in the door.

Su Jue pushed the door in, and at a glance saw Tang Jingcheng curled up under the ginkgo tree. Dressed in a red dress with the hem of the skirt laid on the fallen leaves, her knees bent together, and her face resting on her knee-jerked arms.

There was just a hanging lamp hanging on the branch overhead, and the dim light came out from under the lampshade of the lamp, and haloed into a circle of light on the ground full of fallen leaves, and Tang Jingcheng was caught in the middle by the light.

The moonlight was hazy, and this scene was frozen in Su Jue's mind, and he thought of it countless times since then, thinking of this woman who always appeared in his life in a gorgeous red dress.

In various ways of appearance, he was unexpected.

"Tang Jingcheng ......" Su Jue walked over.

But the people of the earth did not move at all.

"Hey..."Su Jue shouted again, approached, and the figure that had shrunk into a ball finally moved. Raising his head from his knees, his wet red eyes narrowing into a crescent.

"You've been drinking?" Su Jue could smell the smell of wine on her body half a meter away from her.

Tang Jingcheng sniffed, but asked, "Why are you here?" ”

"I was talking to you on the phone just now."

"Oh......" she squinted her eyes and swayed, "and then, you came to me for something?" ”

Su Jue quietly changed his breath and handed her the invitation card that he had been holding in his hand.

"I got engaged to Tang Tang in a few days, and she mentioned it to you at the last dinner. She wants you to go too. Su Jue's tone was tepid, and it sounded like he didn't want Tang Jingcheng to go.

Tang Jingcheng's mind was all fixed on the invitation.

The red and gold inlays, the traditional and generous design, look at it and be festive.

It's nice to have just a few hours tonight. Two couples have already told her that they are going to get married.

"Hey......" Tang Jingcheng shook his body and suddenly smiled. Can you ask a question, is it a special pleasure to marry someone you like? ”

"......" Su Jue felt that her expression was wrong.

Don't speak, for a while.

Tang Jingcheng leaned on the tree pole and began to talk to himself: "If you don't say it, I also know, I have also had such an experience, he proposed to me, I didn't dare to agree, I felt that the sky was going to fall, how could it be?" How could such a happy thing happen to me? …… The man I've loved for so many years is really going to marry me. I will be his wife from now on, and I can be with him in the name of it...... No one can separate us, we can be sticky, sticky, sticky for a lifetime......"

Tang Jingcheng hugged his knees and recalled, his eyes were weak under the shadow of the lamp, as if he had drifted far away.

"But then... Then the sky really collapsed, he had a car accident, and I didn't even have a chance to rush to see him one last time... He's gone... I have loved him for so many years, and he taught me everything, from youth and ignorance to becoming his woman, but he actually said that it was gone...... Can you relate to that? … It's like having a nightmare at night, I thought I was still there when I woke up, but the dream was so long, I didn't want to wake up......"

Su Jue stood under the ginkgo tree and listened to Tang Jingcheng finish this passage.

He had seen her feelings for the man with his own eyes.

At that time, she had not yet become famous, her hair was not yet permed, she did not wear makeup, she rarely wore skirts, and she stumbled after the man and shouted: "Teacher Qiu, I like you!" ”

The voice echoed through the hallways of the inpatient room.

"Tang Jingcheng, you're drunk." Ya has a private carry.

"I know, I know I'm drunk, but only when I'm drunk do I dare to sober."

Qiu Qiguan was a mentor and lover to Tang Jingcheng, and the only man in her life before the age of 26 who could make her cry and laugh, but this man eventually betrayed her.

"Have you ever silently chased a person, you stood behind him, walked forward in his shadow, he went to the left and you went to the left, he went to the right and you went to the right, and you looked forward to the day when this person would turn back...... You wait, he finally turns back because he can't get rid of you, and then you get your wish and hear him say that he loves you, you think everything is complete, but it turns out that this is not the case, he can love you and he can love others...... You're not his only ...... at all He's hiding that you've had children with other women, here, here, here......"

Tang Jingcheng was already incoherent, and his fingers trembled and pointed to the position of his heart: "I have been hollowed out here, I used to be full of his place here, but in the end I found that he didn't have me here at all...... No ...... me."

She fell in love with Qiu Qiguan at the age of sixteen, because he studied jade carving, because he was admitted to the Academy of Fine Arts, because he loved him to the point of running out of ammunition and food, and defending a city, but in the end she found that she had long been abandoned.

Tang Jingcheng had already cried so much that the whole person shrank together.

Su Jue stood a few steps away from her, not speaking, not approaching.

Tang Jingcheng hugged his knees and cried for a while, it had been too long since he shed so many tears, when was the last time he cried? Chi Feng's bullet pierced her shoulder bone, and she cried in Guan Luo's arms.

Yes, she cried in Guan Luo's arms.

In this life, except for Qiu Qiguan, she has only shed tears in that man's arms, not because the wound hurts, but because she was abandoned again.

"Give me the invitation." Tang Jingcheng raised his head, and the grief just now seemed to have disappeared a lot.

Su Jue didn't say a word, and handed her the invitation card that he had pinched a little wrinkled.

Tang Jingcheng took it in his hand, and his words changed suddenly: "Congratulations, although I know that you will get married sooner or later, but I am still a little sad to hear it with my own ears today, will you laugh at me?" …… Logically speaking, I am not qualified to say this, and there is no further relationship between us in the first place......"

Tang Jingcheng held on to the tree pole and wanted to stand up, but Su Jue supported her.

The two were so close that he looked into her eyes.

"Tang Jingcheng, do you know what you're talking about?"

"Yes...... she laughed as she put her hands on his shoulders, "you're about to marry her, I...... Forget it, fate is determined by God, some people may not be able to be together if they love, but ...... who can be together" She suddenly raised her head and looked at Su Jue seriously, her eyes were as bright as stars, but her body stood unsteadily, and pointed to the position of his heart.

"You can be together, you here... Be sure to cherish it. ”

At that moment, Su Jue felt that his heartbeat was skipping a beat, he knew that this woman was talking nonsense, but he was out of control for a moment.

"Then have you ever thought that there may be another possibility, that is, the last time you are together may not be what you really want?"

"Impossible!" Tang Jingcheng lay in his arms and denied, "The marriage is so beautiful, how can you be willing to waste it with someone you don't love." ”

Su Jue could only smile bitterly.

Yes, the marriage is so beautiful, how can he be willing to waste it with someone he doesn't love.

"Tang Jingcheng, do you know that if I take your words seriously, maybe I will change a lot of things."

"Then I don't want it." She leaned on Su Jue, shrunk her shoulders and sneered, pointed her finger at his chin, and continued by blowing at him: "Then I don't want it, I don't want you anymore... Say that everyone will sleep and sleep, do it, but you are not allowed to cross the distance, now you can go and marry me... Did you hear that? Go get married...... Leave me alone......"

The more Tang Jingcheng spoke, the more chaotic he became, and he stretched out his hand to push Su Jue away.

She walked forward with the hem of her skirt, but after two steps she staggered and was about to fall.

"Tang Jingcheng!" Su Jue hugged her from behind, "Don't go too far!" ”

"Where am I excessive? Yes? Where is it excessive? She turned around drunkenly in Su Jue's arms, her arms hooked around his neck, "You look at me, do you see, we are two people at all!" You can't let her go, and I can't let go of the past... I just like your body, the feeling you give me in bed, and the rest...... The rest ......"

Suddenly, she couldn't speak.

There was only a coldness left in Su Jue's eyes.

"What else?"

Tang Jingcheng looked at the fallen leaves on the ground, withered and withered, just like her relationship with that man.

"Is there any smoke?"

“……”

Su Jue sighed, this woman was drunk and the conversation turned too fast.

"Is there any smoke? Well? She urged again.

He habitually clinged to her: "Yes, there is in the car, you are waiting for me here!" ”

Su Jue helped her to lean against the tree pole, turned around and went out, and came in with a cigarette from the car, but Tang Jingcheng was already sitting under the tree and fell asleep.

To be exact, she was drunk after drinking.

Su Jue leaned down and pushed Tang Jingcheng's shoulder: "Hey...!" ”

But the people on the ground refused to wake up, and there was no way, so Su Jue could only take off his coat and wrap it around her shoulders, and then stop the people on the ground and pick them up.

Because in view of the experience of being caught by someone last time she took her to the hotel, this time Su Jue directly took Tang Jingcheng to his apartment.

The car stopped downstairs, and Tang Jingcheng showed no signs of waking up.

Su Jue didn't get off the car immediately, he knew that he was about to marry Yao Xiaotang, and it was impossible for him to have anything else to do with this woman in the future, but at this time, the carriage was quiet, and she was beside him, and it was rare to indulge his greed once.

"Tang Jingcheng—" he muttered the name in the dark, allowing himself to turn around......

Tang Jingcheng's overcoat had slipped down at some point, revealing his graceful chest line and collarbone.

Su Jue is not a saint, he will also have intentions, but his eyes are like a torch, sweeping over her sleeping face, and his heart is so calm at this moment.

"You just asked me if I ever silently chased a person, stood behind her, and walked forward in her shadow, and I answer you now, yes, but I don't expect her ......to turn back."

There are some things that he will never say, and they are kept in his heart, which is a secret that belongs only to him.

Su Jue leaned over and chuckled, wanting to smooth the few strands hanging from Tang Jingcheng's cheeks behind her ears, but when she got closer, she found that the earrings on her earlobes, violet drop-shaped jade, were the pair he gave her with Yao Xiaotang's hand.

At that moment, it was as if everything was relieved.

Su Jue felt that this was enough.

He put the coat that slipped down and covered Tang Jingcheng's shoulder, but the mobile phone she put in her handbag rang, the ringtone continued, and Su Jue could only answer it for her.

The phone pulled out of her handbag, and the screen showed a wrize of unfamiliar numbers.

"Hey, where are you?" Guan Luo's voice.

Su Jue smiled inexplicably: "She's here with me." ”

There was a long pause: "Can you let her answer the phone?" ”

"Sorry, she's already asleep."

……