I don't know if it's because my speech speed is too fast or my voice is too weak, Chen Tu didn't hear it clearly, or he couldn't catch my whimsical jump for the time being, in short, he was stunned: "Wu Yi, what did you say?" ”

Directly into Chen Tu's eyes, I looked nonchalant: "I'm asking, have you ever been to Japan?" I don't know why, but I suddenly thought that I would have time to go to Japan one day, and if you haven't been, then we can go together. If you've been there, it's even better, you can show me the way. ”

Chen Tu's tense nerves seemed to relax a little, and he hurriedly tore the pads over there while saying, "I've been there." I have been to Tokyo, Osaka, Hiroshima, Nagoya, Yokohama. ”

My heart seemed to be thrown into a blender and stirred back and forth, and I pretended to be curious: "When did you go?" What are you going to do, so many places. ”

Finally pulled out a soft pad, Chen Tu's face did not have much waves: "In the early stage of the establishment of Roaming International, I had a classmate, his name is Liu Dong, he minored in Japanese, and after graduation, he worked as a tourism project agent in a Japanese company in Tokyo. However, I was in a hurry, so I didn't stay long before I came back. ”

The time is right.

My mood at the moment is more like a ship in the center of a tsunami whirlpool, constantly being stirred, and I am so calm in this crumbling that I use a joking tone that doesn't seem to be at all wrong: "Oh, then have you ever met some beautiful girls in Japan, had an affair or something?" You're so handsome, there will definitely be some girls who take the initiative to talk to you, you can have a little wine first, get drunk and then find a place to have a deep communication with your body..."

It may be that my tone is a little relaxed, which makes Chen Tu's spirit more relaxed, and he glanced at me: "Wu Yi, what are you talking about?" The time I went to Japan, it was to do the preliminary arrangement, the time was very tight, I kept non-stop, taking care of this and that, where was I in the mood to have an encounter. ”

Looking at Chen Tu's eyes, there was a scorching openness, didn't it look like he was lying?

Is it also possible that he forgot?

I think back then, I poured water on him and put a bucket on top of his head, and he didn't recognize me when we met again at Longteng Farm that day, didn't he?

The turmoil was still there, and I pulled the corners of my mouth: "Chen Tu, that was before we fell in love, you didn't belong to me at that time, and it wasn't my turn to take care of you if you had an affair, don't coax me." ”

Seems to be quite depressed, Chen Tu bowed his body and helped me up, he said, "Don't be too eccentric, Wu Yi." In the first few years of my friendship with you, first of all, I was always busy with my career, and I really didn't meet anything that attracted me. I'm not so casual, when I go out for a walk and meet a woman, I can have an affair, don't ask. ”

Seeing Chen Tu becoming more and more frank and more casual, I suddenly felt a little nervous.

I'm very sure that Li Xiaolian is not the kind of person who will fabricate an example at will in order to comfort me, she is not a person who will add fuel and vinegar to tell the story with ups and downs, and she is not a woman who likes to lie and flatter, but Tang Wenwen is not, the ghost knows how much of Tang Wenwen's so-called friendship with Li Xiaolian is true, and how much is fiction?

With my mouth shut, my exuberant excitement vanished, and I jumped even more: "When will I get out of here?" ”

Pulling the quilt over to cover it, Chen Tu carefully pulled my pants down, and his tone changed back to cautious again: "A week." It would be better to stay in the hospital and let a professional nursing staff help take care of it. ”

Maybe he has found his touch, while talking, Chen Tu has finished everything and helped me lift my pants, and he helped me lie down again.

Those empty and desperate feelings slowly came back again, and I turned sideways: "I'm sleepy." ”

In fact, I should have been really sleepy.

I spent most of my time asleep and silent in the lingering smell of disinfectant water, and when I woke up, the most I did was put my hands on my abdomen, and after being burned by the cruel reality, I rolled over and fell asleep.

In the past few days, Chen Tu and I have rarely had in-depth exchanges, and most of the conversations between us were initiated by him, he kept asking me if I was hungry, how about eating something, Wu Yi, do you want to watch TV, Wu Yi, I asked Xiao Duan to help feed Xiao Dodge Fish, don't worry.

No matter how desperate I was, I didn't want to die, so I couldn't go on a hunger strike as if I was about to die, I still ate, but only in a few bites.

During this period, Xiao Duan called me to greet me, and so did Song Xiaoxi, of course, they didn't know my real situation, they were very optimistic and comforted me, and there were a lot of opportunities in the future.

I echoed on the phone, but my heart was full of bitterness.

They also came to see me, and I was beaten and fooled.

Because I really don't have the energy to act.

In the midst of such a torment, I finally survived until I was discharged from the hospital.

At this time, the autumn mood has gradually revealed, the autumn rain is getting thicker, Chen Tu drove the car, rushed into the drizzling rain, he grabbed the steering wheel with one hand, and the other hand covered the back of my hand, stroking back and forth.

I didn't draw my hand or give him much of a response, I just looked ahead and said, "Chen Tu, you'd better drive well." ”

The hand that covered the back of my hand trembled slightly, and Chen Tu was a little clueless: "Wu Yi, I just want you to know that I love you very much." ”

If I say that my current atrium is like a desert that has been in drought for a long time, then Chen Tu's simple love words are like Ganlin, but unfortunately this desert has no grass, this starry Ganlin, its role is just icing on the cake, and I need more charcoal in the snow in this situation.

However, I can understand Chen Tu's powerlessness.

Yes, in the past few days, he has suffered no less than me.

He felt guilty, self-blame, worried, anxious, and even collapsed, many emotions gathered in his chest, but he had to endure them not to spill out, all his performances were like a real man, responsible, reliable, like an iron wall.

But I also know that no matter how strong he is, he is also an ordinary person, so why should I double the pain in my heart and put it on his spine and let him crumble with me?

Reluctantly squeezing out a smile that was not ugly, I put my other hand on the back of Chen Tu's hand like a stack of arhats: "Chen Tu, you promised to take me around the world when we are a little older, and you have to honor it." ”

Nodding heavily, Chen Tu's voice trembled a little: "I will definitely be." ”

I tried to make myself smile brighter: "That's fine." You drive well. ”

It didn't seem much relaxed because of my relief, and until we got home, Chen Tu's expression was still tense, and he carried me to the sofa, and kept mopping the floor, washing clothes, and cooking.

Time flew by, and after the night shrouded, we lay side by side in bed, turned off the lights, and listened to each other's breathing in the dark.

Finally, it was Chen Tu, who broke the silence that lasted for nearly half an hour: "Wu Yi? ”

Having fully accustomed to the darkness, I raised my eyes: "Huh? ”

Putting my hand on his chest, Chen Tu said slowly: "In the future, will you take care of the money at home?" ”

In my last short marriage with Chen Tu, I actually didn't know how much property Chen Tu had and how many assets he had, and I was also there