The first time I saw her was in her new home. The new home is not big, a small two-bedroom apartment, but it is exceptionally warmly furnished.

She was still childish between her eyebrows, dissatisfied with my father's constant talk to me, and pretended to 'accidentally' kick my leg under the table.

Probably just to warn me that she wasn't very powerful.

I pretended not to feel it, and deliberately continued to speak. She was a little annoyed, and her dark eyes widened. I couldn't help but smile slightly, and I lost my mind for a moment.

I was distracted when talking to others, which I didn't allow in my strict upbringing.

My laughter annoyed her even more, and because her parents didn't dare to stare at me, she went back to the bedroom sullenly.

Her anger came and went quickly, and when her wife cut the fruit in the evening, she jumped out again, pestering her to buy her a set of fairy tale books that were very popular at that time.

Such a harmonious atmosphere was rare in the Qin family, and I was envious at that time. Her innocent smile was still in my mind long afterward.

I always thought that she would be very happy and happy to be born in such a family. didn't expect that the next time I saw her would be at the teacher's funeral.

She was already a slim little girl at that time, and her whole person was thin and thin. I stepped forward, but she didn't remember me anymore and bowed to me. Repeating the same words numbly.

In such a moment, any consolation is obviously powerless. I looked at her behind me for a long time, but I still didn't step forward again.

In this world, no one will be smooth sailing. As you get older, you have to learn to bear it. What's more, I couldn't know more that even if I stepped forward, I couldn't take care of her for the rest of my life.

After learning that the old lady would take good care of her, I flew directly abroad.

Even if she didn't have the care of her parents, and the old lady took care of her, I thought she would have a good life.

However, this is not the case.

After stumbling upon the teacher's car accident and perhaps a conspiracy, I asked her to be inquired about. Only then did I know that she was not doing as well as I thought.

Even bad.

I stood in my room all night and finally decided to go back. I don't even know if such a decision is irresponsible.

Because, I don't know if I'll be able to make it all right.

But no matter what, I couldn't watch her struggle.

I decided to go back, and I realized that she had been worse than I thought she had been over the years. The Gu family, who eats people and does not spit out bones, and...... A marriage in which she was the only one struggling alone.

I probably didn't want to think about it, I never thought she would get married. I never thought that she would have a bad life because of this.

The next time I saw her, it was in the hospital. She doesn't know me at all. She is no different from the people I remember. It's just a lot thinner, and his face is much paler.

I restrained myself and allowed myself to act lightly. It's like a chance encounter.

Before meeting Chen Xiao, I originally thought that he didn't love her. I even thought about beating this bastard hard.

Later, I found out. There is some love that you don't even realize it.

There was pain, and there was relief.

Chen Xiao is undoubtedly a real bastard. I watched her pain, watched her lose. For a moment, I wanted to take her away. Hide from all right and wrong and pain.

She was reluctant to go, which was to be expected.

In other people's feelings, outsiders are undoubtedly powerless. Again, I could only watch.

The inferiority of human beings lies in the fact that they never know how to cherish what they have.

I began to pay attention to her relationship with Chen Xiao. And let my lawyer follow up. I'm thinking, if in the end, Chen Xiao still doesn't understand his feelings, even if he uses coercive means, I will take her far away.

Better a finger off than always aching. Only when it is far away, the memory will slowly fade away in time.

It's just that before the matter was dealt with, my body gradually couldn't hold on.

Fortunately, Chen Xiao was already standing by her side.

Once in a while, when I'm in a hospital bed, I think. Chen Xiao is undoubtedly lucky, and there is still a chance to regret it.

It's just an occasional thought.

I started to be in a coma for longer and longer. The number of times is also increasing. After asking a few times about her, I stopped thinking about anything and waited for death to come.

I never intended to let her know about my condition. I never thought that one day, I would let her see my weak side.

When I woke up in another coma and saw her, I thought it was my hallucination, and I couldn't take my eyes off it for a long time.

I've always thought that God was harsh on me. But I didn't expect that when I reached the last stage of my life, I was treated kindly.

I have already experienced the pain of countless illnesses, and I have long regarded life and death very lightly. Unexpectedly, in the end, I began to reluctantly.

Hopefully one more look, one more look. Keep all the good eternity in your mind forever.

But no matter how reluctant you are, there will always be a time to part.

She had already experienced several deaths, and she still had to make her sad again.

It's not what I want to see, but it's powerless to change. I hope that she can come out as soon as possible and be carefree for the rest of her life.

The scene of seeing her for the first time appeared in front of me again, and I wanted to raise my hand to touch it, but I couldn't lift my hand. The eyes gradually sank. At this moment, there was a feeling of pain in the nerves that had already been numb.

If, there is an afterlife, there is an afterlife. Let me protect you, I Chang'an.

My dear little girl.

Extra two:

Three years later.

Before Gu Shi'an got off work, his mobile phone vibrated with a whining. There are a lot of things today, and I met a difficult customer early. When she heard her phone ringing, she picked it up without looking.

Before he could speak, there was a very aggrieved whine from the little guy on the other end of the phone.

Gu Shi'an's heart suddenly lifted, and he hurriedly asked, "Little Gu Gu, why are you crying?" ”

The little guy was named Chen Gu by Chen Xiao himself, and his nickname was Gu Gu.

The little guy blinked a few times on the other end of the phone without squeezing out a single tear, glanced at Chen Xiao, who was fastening his seat belt, and said aggrievedly: "Dad is going to send me to grandma's house again." ”

The two moved out when the little one was one and a half years old and lived in the city. The little ones live on both sides. Qi Shiyun and Chen Zhengkang are almost obedient to him, he actually likes the old mansion a lot.

It's just that after recently discovering that Dad, a sinister guy, sent him back to the old mansion to occupy his mother alone, he began to be reluctant to go back to the old mansion.