Li Xiaoyun never dreamed that she and Fang Jinghao would come to this beautiful place again.

The sky is still so pure, the sea is still so clear, and the sun is still shining brightly. Li Xiaoyun's mood is still very excited and excited, but there are still some things different.

Fang Jinghao was like a new-time child, pulling Li Xiaoyun to the beach, playground, shopping, as long as it was the entertainment on the island, they basically played it all over. Li Xiaoyun was also very happy, she temporarily put those messy worries behind her, and played desperately as if she would never have a chance again.

Recalling the first time she came here, she had just fallen in love with Shang Jinghao, no matter what she played with him, there was a hint of restraint in the middle, but it was a little sweet.

And this time, they are more intimate and tacit, but the happier they are now, the more worried and reluctant she will be.

Two days are fleeting, and perhaps happy time always flies quickly.

She is going back tomorrow, she is really reluctant, and an indescribable sadness wells up in her heart. However, this beautiful life is still too unreal for her after all, and it will end one day. Perhaps, it is precisely because she is about to leave that it reflects the preciousness of getting together. Just like herself, if she hadn't been abandoned since she was a child and had been lonely for too long, how could she fall in love with the person she shouldn't have loved as soon as she got married. She didn't even understand the situation at all, so she gave up her heart completely.

I really don't know if I'm unlucky or lucky, in short, this love makes her love too hard, and even she has fallen into an abyss from which she will never recover.

Li Xiaoyun covered herself in the quilt in pain, these days, she always can't help but think cranky. The better Fang Jinghao treated her, the more panicked she became. She was afraid that she would fall deeper and deeper, so she kept indulging and obsessing, and at the same time she wanted to try to grasp something and save something. Although she knew that as she was now, once it was the same as before, when all the truth unfolded in front of her, when one day she found that her hopes were dashed, she would not be able to accept it. However, she couldn't stop herself, and could only watch herself continue to sink little by little.

Li Xiaoyun really felt that she was suffering from depression, and she was worried all day long. She didn't dare to tell Fang Jinghao about her pregnancy, he was afraid that he would not accept the child. However, looking back, Fang Jinghao is so good to herself, so meticulous, careful and considerate, and does everything possible to make her happy, just to let her understand his sincerity to herself, let her believe in him, and stop thinking alone. However, she didn't want to do this, but she was really scared, she couldn't control her heart, she really couldn't lose a loved one.

Maybe in a few days, with her departure, it will all be over. If Fang Jinghao can understand everything she is doing now in the future, then she will break through all obstacles and return to him without hesitation, and be with him, even if her child is born illegal, she can not care. However, if he can't accept what he's done, then she will leave quietly. Whether the final outcome is good or bad, it is all her own making, and she has nothing to say but to accept her fate.

Last night, when she came back from Bali, Li Xiaoyun was so tired that she fell asleep when she saw the long-lost big bed in the bedroom.

Early the next morning, Fang Jinghao got up because he was about to fly to Europe.

From the moment Fang Jinghao got up, Li Xiaoyun's gaze never left her, she wanted to engrave his appearance deeply in her heart, maybe she would not have the opportunity to meet this man she loved so much in the future.

"Did you wake up so early? Why don't you sleep more? Did I wake you up? Fang Jinghao squatted down and kissed Li Xiaoyun's forehead, "I'm too tired these days, you can sleep until noon and get up, I have already told the kitchen to help you prepare a hearty lunch." You're going to have to take care of yourself these days when I'm away, you know? ”

Li Xiaoyun stared at him deadly, with a little sour in her eyes. She reached out from under the covers and helped him tie it.

"What's wrong, baby?" Fang Jinghao held her hand and asked.

"No, nothing, I just want a morningKiss." Li Xiaoyun tried her best not to tremble in her voice, she almost blurted out just now, goodbyeKiss!

Tears just rolled in my eyes, once a hug from you was equivalent to heaven for me, and now it will never be like that again. Please love me for the last minute, I don't want it to last forever, because it's all a self-deceptive lie, and in the end, the dream will be shattered. I fell in love with the charm of your smile, I fell in love with your strength and domineering, I fell in love with the affection in your pupils, without you I will no longer be complete, half of my body, half of my soul, I will never find my other half. I will think of you in the future, often or occasionally, why the more I want to forget, the more unforgettable it is, why it is so difficult to forget you. Are you a catastrophe that I will never be able to escape......