Chapter 18: The Past That Song Yi Didn't Participate In
Coming out of Gu Jingchen's room, his eyes just collided with Song Yi outside the door.
Song Yi had a cold face and didn't speak. After seeing Qi Ran, he just silently hugged her into his arms, and only the real touch could bring him some sense of security.
Qi Ran knew that Song Yi would definitely not feel good when he came to the Gu family, but since he insisted on coming, then these were all things they had to face.
"Let's go, I'll show you the room I lived in when I was a child."
Qi Ran pushed open the opposite room with a smile on his face.
Knowing that Qi Ran and Gu Jingchen's room was face-to-face, Song Yi's face darkened.
Qi Ran's room was personally arranged by Cheng Wenxin when she entered the Gu family, and then she grew up, and there have been no major changes, but later the pink color was less, but she could still see the full girlish atmosphere.
Qi Ran's place of residence was cold after Song Yi met her, and she really couldn't believe it when she saw such a dreamy princess room.
A 1.2-meter ragdoll bear is placed on the bed in the pink and white series.
"It turns out that Ran Ran also has such a little girl's side." Song Yi was like walking into another world about Qi Ran, a world he didn't know.
Qi Ran didn't explain, in fact, she didn't like this pink atmosphere very much, but because it was arranged by Cheng Wenxin, she was used to accepting it. Qi Ran did not explain. Song Yi had already walked in, went to the desk, and picked up the picture frame.
The photo is the same as the photo of Gu Jingchen's bedside. When he was a child, Qi Ran wore two cute pigtails and was expressionless.
Song Yi casually flipped through the photo album on Qi Ran's bookcase.
Qi Ran found the thing in Song Yi's hand and immediately rushed over, and was about to grab it.
Song Yi hid behind him first, supported Qi Ran with one hand, and sat on the table by himself.
"I think you'd better not look at it."
Song Yi looked at Qi Ran evilly, staring at his eyes, and Qi Ran became more and more empty.
"Afraid I'll be jealous?"
"It's all over, why be angry with yourself."
"Ranran, I've known you for ten years. I met you when you loved Gu Jingchen the most, and I had already eaten the vinegar that should have been eaten. ”
Song Yi pressed his forehead against Qi Ran's forehead. Holding Qi Ran's face very seriously, "Daughter-in-law, I don't care what kind of past you have with him, because I will spend the rest of my life being good to you and making you completely forget about him." ”
Qi Ran raised his eyes guiltily, but he didn't know what to say.
Qi Ran looked at Song Yi's eyes with faint gratitude, she experienced the ups and downs of life when she was just an adult, and experienced life and death with the person she loved most, and now she sees it more thoroughly than ordinary people.
Song Yi's gaze fell on the position of Qi Ran's bedhead, and the painting hanging above him, he squinted his eyes, wanting to see more clearly.
"That was when I was 15 years old, when I was apprenticed, Mr. Meng gave me a meeting gift."
In order to preserve Meng Qian's reputation, Qi Ran naturally would not say that it was the painting he found with Gu Jingchen at the art exhibition, after all, he was guided by Gu Jingchen at that time to choose such a valuable painting, and it was still Meng Qian's most proud work.
"No wonder Mr. Meng has always been so partial to you, it turns out that you have already received such a big gift from him when you were a child."
When talking about Meng Qian, Qi Ran really missed him a little, and there has been no contact for the past two years.
Song Yi saw Qi Ran's low mood when he mentioned Meng Qian, and immediately comforted, "The teacher is still in good health now, and when we really get married, it will be good to invite him to the old man." ”
"I hope he doesn't take care of me for another two years."
Song Yi stretched out his hand and pretended to squeeze Qi Ran's face hard, "Then why don't you care about me or not?" ”
Qi Ran wrapped his arms around Song Yi's waist, "Then Song Gongzi, do you want to settle accounts with the little woman now?" ”
"It's going to have to be calculated."
Song Yi saw that her big black and white eyes glowed with a brilliance that he had never seen before, and her delicate face became more and more exciting, and she began to learn to joke with him, and a trace of thought flashed in her heart for some reason.
That's how she should be, growing up wantonly and living her most casual life, rather than being trapped by her origins and her dark past.
Song Yi hugged her waist and said in a low and hoarse voice, "Thin." ”
It's only been a few days, and I feel like she's lost weight again, and she doesn't have much meat, and I don't know what she's eaten in the past two years, and how she's more backbone than she was two years ago.
Qi Ran was imprisoned in his arms, smelling the familiar smell of Song Yi, and the gloomy mood caused by Cheng Wenxin's affairs suddenly relaxed, and his body softened, leaning on Song Yi's arms.
Song Yi obviously felt that Qi Ran's attitude was getting softer and softer than before, her blood began to be restless, and her emotions were surging, she lowered her head to find her lips, touched the softness on her lips, and kissed her.
The kiss was so long that it was suffocating, and Qi Ran felt that his waist was about to be strangled by Song Yi.
Song Yi originally just wanted to have a shallow taste, but after this kiss, his breath was a little unstable, but considering that this was the Gu family and he had just come back, Qi Ran must have a lot of things to do, so he could only reluctantly let people go.
At this time, Sister Hong happened to knock on the door.
Qi Ran immediately left Song Yi's bosom and went to open the door.
Sister Hong said that dinner was already ready and she could go down to eat.
The decoration of the Gu family is very charming, the design concept of combining Chinese and Western is very textured, and Cheng Wenxin is sitting alone on the huge dining table.
In front of her was Sister Hong's carefully prepared liquid food.
The dishes on the table are very sumptuous, like a feast to welcome the return of the host.
Song Yi and Qi Ran sat on either side of Cheng Wenxin.
Cheng Wenxin's face was faint, and he raised his eyes and scanned every corner of the restaurant, "It's been many years." ”
Qi Ran knew that Cheng Wenxin was reminiscing about the old time, all the furnishings of the Gu family's old mansion had not changed, in the past, after her husband left, only Cheng Wenxin and Gu Jingchen were left in this house, and then there was one more Qi Ran, but the good times were so short.
After Gu Jingchen left, she rarely came back here.
"Let's eat." Qi Ran said lightly, she didn't want to reminisce anymore, especially with Cheng Wenxin.
Cheng Wenxin withdrew his gaze, looked at Qi Ran, hesitated for a while, picked up chopsticks, and picked up a piece of sweet and sour chops into Qi Ran's bowl.
Qi Ran was stunned for a moment, and looked down at the sweet and sour chops in the bowl.
"This is made by Sister Hong herself, you liked to eat it the most when you were a child."
Qi Ran didn't speak, he picked it up and put it in his mouth, Cheng Wen smiled contentedly.
Although the person at the dinner table has changed from Gu Jingchen to Song Yi now, Cheng Wenxin is still very happy, because Qi Ran can let go of the past and start again, she is happier than anyone else.
After eating, Qi Ran and Song Yi pushed their wheelchairs and took Cheng Wenxin to walk around the garden of the old mansion, and Song Yi followed them silently.
"It snowed heavily that winter, Xiao Chen was painting on the snow in the garden, and you wanted to run over to see it and he was murdered."
Qi Ran looked at the plane tree in front of him. She remembered that the swing under the tree had broken a long time ago. But now it's been repaired. I think it should have been arranged by Gu Ting. There are some places in the house where you can see signs of renovation.
Cheng Wenxin raised his hand and put it on his shoulder to hold Qi Ran, "Xiao Ran, Song Yi is a very good person. If Xiao Chen can't give it to you, he will give it to you. ”
"I've never compared them."
No matter who it is, it is unique, even now that she has put down everything and is with Song Yi.
There is still a place in my heart that belongs to Gu Jingchen.
Song Yi stood behind him, and when he heard this, the corners of his mouth curled, and he looked at Qi Ran who was not far away.
Whatever past you had, it was in the past.
At night, Song Yi never thought that Qi Ran would let him sleep in the guest room.
When Song Yi knocked on Qi Ran's door for the third time, Qi Ran finally opened the door.
"Ranran."
Song Yi looked at Qi Ran with blank eyes, and when the door opened, he originally wanted to squeeze in, but he was pushed out by Qi Ran first.
"Daughter-in-law."
Song Yi is more like a wronged little daughter-in-law.
"Can you bear to see me lose sleep tonight? Ranran, I'm going to warm your bed. ”
Song Yi is such a righteous gentleman in front of outsiders, but when the two of them are alone, they completely lose their temperament and face.
"Song Yi, I'm tired and want to rest, don't bother me."
Song Yi naturally saw the tiredness on Qi Ran's face, Song Yi picked up Qi Ran's face and kissed her lips heavily, until Qi Ran's lips became ruddy.
"Good night."
Since we can't sleep together, we still need goodnight benefits.
Although he didn't want to admit it, Song Yi also knew that the reason why Qi Ran was depressed was because of the things that Cheng Wenxin had told her about in the evening. evoked her memories, those memories with Gu Jingchen, those memories that had nothing to do with him Song Yi.
In this house, there are too many Qi Ran and Gu Jingchen's past, how could Qi Ran forget them all.
This night, Song Yi lay alone in the Gu family's guest room, tossing and turning.
After Qi Ran washed, he pulled the quilt and lay in.
The familiar soft big bed, Qi Ran reached out to hug the bear at the head of the bed, and buried Lian in the pillow.
In the next second, Qi Ran sat up almost in shock.
But soon calm returned.
But the nose still couldn't help but sniff on the bed.
"Hehe, Qi Ran, you're hallucinating again."
In the quiet room, there was only Qi Ran's self-deprecating voice.
As soon as she lay down, she actually smelled the familiar smell in her bed.
The faint cool taste, with a unique mint fragrance, was the taste of the special medicine that Gu Jingchen had taken all year round.
The world only belongs to Gu Jingchen's taste.
How could there be the smell of Gu Jingchen in her room, Qi Ran smiled bitterly, this is not Gu Jingchen's room.
This night, Qi Ran also couldn't sleep. The eye falls on the picture frame on the bedside table.
During the day, in order to take care of Song Yi's feelings, she had already buckled the photo frame on the table at the first time.
In the photo frame, there is a group photo of Gu Jingchen and Qi Ran, and it is also the only photo of them.
The background of the picture is in the amusement park, at that time, Qi Ran secretly worked part-time outside without Cheng Wenxin, at that time he was still wearing a doll costume that had not been taken off, the hood had just been taken off, and his colleagues gave them photos of being afraid.
At that time, Gu Jingchen was helping her sort out her sweaty hair, they were just brothers and sisters at that time, she was the only one in his eyes at that time, Qi Ran in the picture was very embarrassed, and Gu Jingchen was still that unstained appearance.
(Thank you for being able to keep seeing every cutie here, because there is about to take a big turn, I don't know if anyone can guess.) )