Chapter 574: Injustice
Chapter 574
Seeing Lin Muchen helping Zhu Sha and walking into the corridor, Li Hai exhaled softly. Thinking back to what happened tonight, he still didn't know why. Inviting Zhu Sha out for a drink was a sudden idea for him, but he wanted to find a chance to have a good talk with Zhu Sha, which was a long-standing idea. When he came back from Yunnan, he tried many times to resolve the embarrassing situation between him and Zhu Sha because of that unforgettable car accident. For a while, he thought that there was no more trouble between him and Zhu Sha, and he was happy about it.
As a result, due to Zhu Guiying's prank and the vigorous mixing of Lu Dao's mentality, Li Hai discovered that in Zhu Sha's heart, the traces left by the car accident were far from being eliminated, and even Zhu Sha had reached the point of seeing a psychiatrist for this. Lehi didn't think he had any special feelings for Zhusha, but he was sure that he definitely didn't want to see Zhusha leave Zhijiang for his own sake.
Therefore, he wanted to find Zhu Sha and talk openly and honestly, in his opinion, since it is a psychological problem, and it is not a conflict of interests, everyone communicates, there is always a way to solve it, right? Who knew that the evolution of things tonight was beyond his imagination, after Zhu Sha drank not much wine, it would become like this, and when she sang that song, Zhu Sha almost cried! Lehi could see that it was not a tear of sadness or anger, but more of a feeling of nostalgia and excitement.
But the question is, why would Zhu Sha have such special emotions for him? Does Lehi think that seeing Zhu Sha's privacy will make Zhu Sha feel feelings for him, what kind of divine logic is this? That's right, Zhu Sha drank a little wine tonight, and she was also drunk between her actions, but Lehi remembered very well that in absolute terms, Zhu Sha didn't actually drink much, and the banquet plus the bar, the two ends drank a total of half a bottle of beer, three or four ounces of whiskey. Although the amount of alcohol is not large, Zhu Sha is also a woman who has been a lawyer for ten years, and this bit of wine will definitely not get her drunk. What's more, What would Jusha get drunk on? No one poured her wine!
The only reasonable explanation is that Zhu Sha wants to get drunk herself, or even pretends to be drunk by drinking to relax herself. Anyone who has had a similar experience knows that when you are under great psychological pressure, you will get drunk when you drink a little, but it is not because you don't drink enough, but you instinctively want to try to relax yourself, and alcohol has become the best excuse, which is even out of instinctive indulgence. However, this explanation is reasonable, and then it leads to an even more unreasonable explanation: what is it about Zhu Sha that cares so much about that she is so under psychological pressure? If it was because of that accident that she saw her privacy and made her feel shameless, then what was the matter with the two of them getting along later? If Zhu Sha was concerned about this, she could have tried to avoid herself, so why would she pretend not to care and let herself be so depressed?
The reason for avoiding the problem is that the problem cannot be solved, but Li Hai can't see that there is any great problem between himself and Zhu Sha that cannot be solved. As for Zhu Sha's undeserved feelings for herself, this kind of thing Li Hai won't take seriously at all, that's the logic that only a little young boy who doesn't understand anything will have, what is the reflex circuit of being spied on and then falling in love with each other, psychotic! - He just didn't expect that the accident would make him a part of Zhu Sha's psychological shadow, which is why Zhu Sha's psychological entanglement is now.
He didn't call to drive, the driver didn't move, and Phaeton stopped under the street lamp, and the double jump lights flashed and went out. Zhu Sha was standing upstairs, on the balcony, without turning on the lights, just hiding in the dark, silently watching the jumping lights.
Lin Muchen stood behind her and looked at her silently, really confused! She is not stupid, of course, she can see what is happening between Zhu Sha and Li Hai, and this kind of progress, even the parties are not mentally prepared, so that they are caught off guard by this. On the one hand, she is her best friend, and on the other hand, she is a young friend she values very much, Lin Muchen very much wants to bridge the embarrassing situation between the two, but what makes her even more embarrassed is that she finds that she has no room to intervene in this situation!
There are some problems between men and women that can really only be solved by themselves, especially when the relationship between them is not finalized and the heart has not decided how to get along. Others, they can't say it, because this kind of relationship can't apply the general rules at all, and some words can be understood between them without saying it, but they are even more entangled when they say it, which is a bit of "Tao can be very Tao" meaning. - Realizing this, Lin Muchen was inexplicably a little sour, in the middle of these two good friends, he suddenly had no room to stand? It's like watching your best friend take away your best friend!
Thinking like this, Lin Muchen was taken aback, could it be that Zhu Sha and Li Hai really want to come together and become a couple? Originally, she would never think in this direction, the distance between the two was too far apart! However, after tonight and thinking about it carefully, Lin Muchen found that in fact, the distance between Li Hai and Zhu Sha was not as far as he imagined! It's nothing more than that Zhu Sha is almost eight years older than Lehi, and Zhu Sha is still Lehi's teacher.
It sounds like these obstacles are enough to prevent two people from coming together, but if you think about it, what is it if you really want to be united? These obstacles, in the end, are just the entanglements in their hearts, and if they don't care about themselves, the obstacles will not be obstacles.
So, she decided that she had to say something: "Sasha." β
Zhu Sha's body trembled, but she didn't answer, and she didn't look back. Lin Muchen didn't care, she could understand Zhu Sha's current mood. Walking two steps, he also stood on the edge of the balcony and looked at the flashing lights below: "Now the people in the car are just as hesitant as you, right?" β
Zhu Sha was silent, and Lin Muchen continued: "I didn't expect that you would actually like Li Hai when you were silentβ" Speaking of this, she paused, wanting to hear Zhu Sha's rebuttal. Regardless of whether Zhu Sha really liked Lehi or not, but before that, the two of them must not have the will to develop in this direction, that is to say, this layer of window paper must not have been pierced here in Zhu Sha. Then if she said this, Zhu Sha would subconsciously refute it.
However, Jusha was still silent! Lin Muchen's heart trembled, and he knew that this question was really big. That is to say, Jusha herself admits this fact in her heart, she really has special feelings for Lehi, and she is ready to face it seriously! Lin Muchen had no choice but to bite the bullet and say: "Men and women are unmarried, and it is normal to like them." Are you ready to develop with him, though? I'm afraid you don't know Lehi as a person! β
While talking, Lin Muchen slandered on the other hand, so it is difficult for a Qing official to cut off family affairs! This is purely determined by the mood of the parties, if it is measured by logic and judged by law, there will be many cases that cannot be applied, but these cases are crucial in the eyes of the parties. For example, Zhu Sha's feelings for Li Hai seemed to Lin Muchen to be nonsense, but it just happened like this, and it suddenly came to everyone. Tonight, there are only three people who know the way, but there is no impermeable wall in the world, and if it can't be solved properly, it will be a heavy blow to both Lehi and Zhu Sha!
"Sasha, actually, don't look at Li Hai is still young, but after making so much money, he also spends his heart, Zhao Shirong was so compatible with him, he just wanted Wang Yun to be his QF-" Lin Muchen complained about himself while saying Li Hai's black words, it was really unscrupulous, he actually did this kind of thing to say bad things about people behind his back, what is the relationship between Zhu Sha and Li Hai, he hasn't figured it out yet, so he wants to beat the mandarin duck!
I had to comfort myself: there was no way to do this, otherwise how could I get Jusha to open her mouth and talk about her feelings for Lehi? This is just a plan to throw bricks and lead the jade, no, it should be a plan to startle the snake?
Sure enough, when Lin Muchen said this, Zhu Sha finally reacted, she turned her head slightly, letting the light moonlight shine on her beautiful jade cheeks, and two crystal marks hung down from the corners of her eyes and flowed over her cheeks, which was extremely clear! Lin Muchen was taken aback, and immediately stopped talking, Zhu Sha actually cried! She and Zhu Sha have been friends for so long, and she has seen Zhu Sha's various moods, but she has almost never seen her cry in her memory, this is a woman with a real strong heart!
Thinking that what he said was wrong and stinged her, Lin Muchen was busy apologizing, but Zhu Sha shook her head sadly and smiled: "Orange, don't say it, I know all this." Actually, I didn't think about Lehi what you think, I never thought about what was going to happen to him and what to do. β
That's it, and when she finished speaking, Zhu Sha closed her mouth again, and only showed a lonely smile. Lin Muchen was so anxious that he was about to spark, since he had spoken, could he please make it clear? Digging a pit and not filling it is the most inhumane and degrading thing!
As everyone knows, Zhu Sha herself is also extremely entangled, she wants to say, but even in the face of Lin Muchen's best friend, she feels that it is difficult to speak, this is a mental illness, enough to discourage most people, and Zhu Sha's situation is even more special, her mental illness is also related to Xing's psychological fetishes, and it also involves her students, and there should be no such object of entanglement in consciousness!
In fact, if it weren't for the fact that she had such a big psychological taboo on this, I'm afraid the matter wouldn't have been as serious as it is now, if at the beginning, she could find someone to talk about her confusion about Li Hai, for example, Lin Muchen is a very good object. In this way, maybe Zhu Sha will be able to face it calmly at the beginning, and will not let this emotion become more and more difficult to get rid of and fall into it as time goes by.
To this day, after countless beautiful dreams related to Lehi, and after waking up every morning and muttering Lehi's name, no matter how strong she is, Jusha can't extricate herself!
Chapter 574 Ends
[Author's digression]: There is another chapter to be sent later, and the emotional drama is so difficult to write, so I am especially cautious about writing. Please forgive me, I am a waste of wood, but I want to write my book as best I can.