Chapter 63: Night Meeting
After Angel left, my feelings were indescribably lost, I really wanted to catch up with her, but what could I do after catching up? Even the most basic communication is so difficult now.
Back at the hotel, Jiang Xiaomo had already booked a room for me, and she lived next door to me.
I took the room card handed to me by Jiang Xiaomo, walked into the room without saying a word, and then lit a cigarette to relieve my loss and depression.
"Uncle, you look very unhappy!"
"Xiaomo, let me be quiet!"
"When you're unhappy, don't be bored by yourself, you should distract your attention a little, I'll go out for a walk, the night view of Yangzhou City is very good!"
I didn't respond.
Jiang Xiaomo maintained excellent patience, she sat down beside me, did not speak, and did not leave.
......
"Xiaomo, do you think I've failed in this life?"
Jiang Xiaomo didn't answer immediately, and looked out the window where the curtains were not closed, and it was already dark!
"If you still love Mr. An, why don't you boldly chase it back?"
I looked at Jiang Xiaomo in some surprise, I didn't ask her about Anqi, her thinking was too jumpy.
"Uncle, although we haven't been together for a long time, but I have witnessed the ups and downs of your life, I have never seen you so lost, even if your company goes bankrupt and your arm is injured, you can face it with a smile, but why did you just go to see Mr. An in the afternoon, so lost and depressed? ...... Because you still love her! ”
I never doubted that I was still in love with Angel, but no one knew better than me: after time passed, we could only look at each other from afar.
"We can't go back."
"Mr. An is not married yet, and you are also single now, why can't you go back? ...... And, I can tell she's still in love with you! ”
"She hates me!"
"Love and hate are one, and she loves you as much as she hates you...... It's just that the two of you are too proud, proud not to give each other a chance to explain, proud to hurt each other to vent your feelings for each other! ”
"I don't want to hurt her, there are too many things, and I can't help myself!"
Jiang Xiaomo sighed, and said after a long time: "You are like two lonely boats lost in the vast sea, but there is no lighthouse to guide you to find each other, I really feel sorry for you!" ”
Maybe Jiang Xiaomo is right, but between me and Anqi, I really feel powerless, and I don't have the face to pester her anymore!
"Uncle, now you are holding a bouquet of flowers, find Mr. An, and tell her: You love her, you want to marry her, and she will definitely come back to you!"
Jiang Xiaomo's innocence made me smile helplessly, if everything between me and An Qi is really a bouquet of flowers, and a sentence of "I love you" can be solved, then there will be nothing today.
After a moment of silence, I said to Jiang Xiaomo, "Let's go out for a walk." ”
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"The world is divided into three moonlit nights, and Yangzhou is helpless", Yangzhou is really a city with a beautiful night, even if it is late autumn at this time, but walking on the streets of this city, you can still feel its aura and beauty.
Unconsciously, Jiang Xiaomo and I walked to Yangzhou's commercial sub-center "Jinghua City Midtown", where there is a square, where the Buick S-curve Challenge was held three years ago, and where I first met Anqi.
I stopped and stared, the surrounding buildings were still unchanged, but there was no trace of the original, and the square was abandoned, except for a few vendors selling snacks and stuffed animals.
"Uncle, look at those plush toys so beautiful! I bought some back and gave them to my roommate. Jiang Xiaomo said with interest.
Before I could respond, my attention was drawn to the roaring sound of motors, and on the wide road on the left, several cars were speeding up......
I instinctively stared at those cars that were speeding by, but I was disappointed that there was no eye-catching Porsche boxster in the car group, and there was no R8 she was driving now, all of which seemed to remind me that the past is just the past, love will not stop and wait, we deviated too far, too far!
.......
On the way back, Jiang Xiaomo was holding two huge plush toys, I said take a taxi, she insisted on walking, her reason was that she liked the night here, and after leaving tomorrow, she would basically not have the opportunity to revisit the old place.
For me, I will remember Yangzhou for a lifetime, not only the sultry night here, but also the domineering, beautiful and elusive woman!
"Uncle, borrow your mobile phone for me, I'll send a message to my classmates, my phone is out of battery!" Jiang Xiaomo put down the plush animal in her hand and said to me.
I didn't think much of handing her the phone from my pocket.
A taxi stopped beside us, Jiang Xiaomo got into the taxi in a flash, she closed the door, pressed the window and said to me who didn't know why: "Uncle, I will send a message to Mr. An and tell her that you are waiting for her here...... Later, she will come, and you will ask her to help bring my stuffed animal back to the hotel with you, thank you! ”
The taxi was gone, leaving me stunned!
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I sat on a wooden chair at the bus stop, and whether Angel would come or not, I would be here for the night, but I had nothing to look forward to, and I was even ready to break up.
I shivered a little in the late autumn night breeze, and I placed the two stuffed bears left by Jiang Xiaomo on either side of me as if they were protecting the Dharma left and right, although they looked a little funny, they were really not so cold.
The night is getting deeper and deeper, but my mood is getting calmer and calmer, my calm stems from my growing belief that Angel will not come, Jiang Xiaomo should not use her innocence to bind me and Angel together, she really underestimated Angel's resentment towards me.
There are fewer and fewer cars and pedestrians on the road, and the autumn wind sweeps away the leaves, and this city full of aura also looks bleak, I know that I should leave, but I am dominated by a force, and I would rather wait so stupidly!
.......
In the distance, a bright light made me unable to open my eyes, and a silver-white R8 came speeding forward, and finally stopped in front of me.
When the door finally opened, Angel was standing in front of me, as if I was in a dream.
Angel looked at the two stuffed bears beside me, their faces expressionless, but a little less aggressive.
"Let me introduce you, this is my left and right protectors, the white bear is called Dabao, and the brown bear is called Erbao." I introduced it to Angel in a serious way, and said.
Angel looked at me for a long time and said coldly, "Stinky poverty! ”
I smiled and said to the two stuffed bears: "Dabao, Erbao, I haven't been in a luxury car, today I will touch the light of Mr. An, let you feel what luxury is!" I said as I took the ears of the two bears and stuffed them into Anqi's car.
"Will I stuff you in the suitcase later?" Angel said to me with a smile as she looked at the two-seater R8.
I finally stopped joking and said, "Shall we talk?" ”
"There's nothing to talk about between us!"
"Then why are you still here?"
Angel looked at me hatefully but didn't say anything.
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That's all for today..... Tired!! I'm sorry that the male protagonist of my pen has suffered so much criticism, and even insulted! I can't understand why he only stared at Zhang Yixi's emotional side, could it be that he was desperate to rescue Xiaomin in a car accident, help the mountain people get rich, help college students realize their entrepreneurial dreams, and his company went bankrupt, but he took out the last assets to compensate employees, so no one could see it? I really can't understand why someone can call Zhang Yixi and Zhang Dog extremely.
This insult makes me regret!
No matter how much you hate this book and resent me as an author, I believe that I and my book will get a fair review when I stop writing.