Chapter 14 The Regretful Past

From a certain point of view, people are strange creatures, and the same thing, at different times, in different moods, and in the face of different people, get completely different feelings. Take Lin Shuquan, for example, he has been living in the city for six years, including his time in college, and he has seen every scene in the city, but the difference is that he used to be alone or a group of friends, but now there are only two people.

The city is big, and the two people are very small, but in the eyes of couples in love, each other is the world. The noisy streets and the hurried flow of people are all empty in Lin Shuquan's eyes. There is only Gu Xiaoman in his eyes now. What about Gu Xiaoman's eyes? Is there him too?

The playground is already a paradise for children, but two adults can still have a good time, maybe it can bring back the feeling of childhood. Lin Shuquan has not seen Gu Xiaoman so happy for a long time, so disregarding his image, laughing unscrupulously. At this moment, she has returned to her childhood.

Growing up will give us something, but we will also lose something, and when we are young, we can be carefree, even reckless. When we grow up, troubles come with us, and we stop doing what we want as we used to, and we start to suffer from gains and losses. Some people like it, but they don't dare to pursue it anymore.

In the middle of the man-made lake, Lin Shuquan was sweating profusely with oars, and the boat was slowly moving forward on the lake. Lin Shuquan really didn't understand why Gu Xiaoman chose this artificially powered boat when there were so many electric boats. To test your physical strength?

"Don't be lazy." Lin Shuquan was just thinking about it, and Gu Xiaoman's voice had already come.

"You are more than the landlords back then." Lin Shuquan wiped the sweat from his face, "The landlord also has to let the tenants take a breather!" Why don't we row together? ”

"I'd like to help you share some of the burden, too." Gu Xiaoman covered his chest with his hands, his face was sad, and he pretended to cough a few times: "Why am I weak and unable to take on this heavy responsibility." ”

"Here we go again." Lin Shuquan is angry and funny.

When I was in school before, as soon as Gu Xiaoman was asked to work, Gu Xiaoman would become Lin Daiyu in seconds. This look, Lin Shuquan has not seen it for a long time. I always feel that Gu Xiaoman has changed a lot in the past two years, and it was not until this moment that he changed back again.

Sweat kept falling down his cheeks, and Lin Shuquan gasped. It seems that you have to exercise well, and this embarrassment is too much in front of people. Gu Xiaoman took out a tissue to help Lin Shuquan wipe the sweat on his head, this action, Lin Shuquan was stunned for a moment, and then he felt that his waist was no longer sore, his legs were not painful, and his arms were inexhaustible. It's better than beating chicken blood.

The boat accelerated instantly, speeding on the surface of the lake, attracting the attention of a vote of people.

"Slow down." Gu Xiaoman laughed in surprise.

It wasn't until the sun went down that the two returned to the streets of the city. Separated by a wall, it seems like two worlds. Before they knew it, the two had returned to the place they were most familiar with, the university that carried their four years of youth. Looking at the younger students who came in and out, they all had their own feelings.

"Boss, two bowls of chaos."

In a chaos shop at the corner of the street, Lin Shuquan and Gu Xiaoman were sitting there.

"We used to eat chaos in this shop, but we haven't been here for so many years, and I don't know if the taste has changed." Lin Shuquan looked around at the environment of the store, and it was the same as before.

Gu Xiaoman followed the window and looked at the buildings towering in the night not far away.

"That's our dorm building." Gu Xiaoman suddenly pointed to a building in the distance whose outline was not clear.

Lin Shuquan looked in the direction of Gu Xiaoman's finger, "Turn two more corners forward, and it will be our boys' dormitory building." ”

"I miss that time!"

Did someone else live in the place where I lived back then? Do they also think of themselves back then, and they are fighting together at this time.

In the nostalgia, there is a hint of sadness. The past can only be the past, it can't go back, even if you stand where you once stood, it is no longer the original. We must cherish every minute and every second of the present, just to no longer sigh for regretful past.

Lin Shuquan looked at Gu Xiaoman blankly, Gu Xiaoman looked at the 'once' in the distance with a distraction, they all had regrets, so this time, do you want to miss it?

"What are you thinking?" Gu Xiaoman turned his head and happened to meet Lin Shuquan's eyes.

Looking at each other, their hearts were filled with anger and a kind of sourness, what was that feeling? None of them know.

"I'm thinking about how I can stop having regrets." Lin Shuquan said slowly.

Gu Xiaoman suddenly laughed, and Lin Shuquan also laughed.

Downstairs at Gu Xiaoman's house, they happened to meet Liu Xinyan who was going out. The farce of the morning instantly resurfaced in front of me. But things are reversed.

Liu Xinyan looked at them with a strange expression, "Tell me honestly, where did you run all day?" ”

"Let's go for a walk!" Lin Shuquan said.

"The devil believes you." Liu Xinyan glanced at Lin Shuquan.

"It's so late, where are you going?" Gu Xiaoman diverted the topic.

"I'm going to take a break, too!" Liu Xinyan imitated Lin Shuquan's expression just now, and then strode away.

looked at the back of Liu Xinyan leaving, "This girl, there is a problem." ”

Lin Shuquan and Gu Xiaoman looked at each other and smiled at each other and said goodbye to each other. The elevator door has been closed, and Lin Shuquan is the only one left in the corridor, and the time of the day has passed so fast.

The cool breeze at night was very refreshing, and Lin Rou had been waiting for a long time. When Lin Shuquan saw Lin Rou, he remembered that he had agreed to drink Lin Rou to run together yesterday.

"I'm sorry, I've been waiting for a long time!" Lin Shuquan looked apologetic.

"It's okay, I just went out, and it's not in a hurry."

The two of them ran slowly and didn't speak again, Lin Shuquan was full of Gu Xiaoman, and Lin Rou seemed to have her own concerns. Just follow each other and keep running forward under the street lamp.

Gu Xiaoman didn't rest, leaned on the head of the bed and read the novel alone, looked at the phone from time to time, there was no news, and put the phone back in place with some disappointment.

"How can I stop regretting myself?" Gu Xiaoman recalled what Lin Shuquan said in the chaos shop. This is actually the question she is thinking about, but this question does not seem to be so easy to answer, and the only thing that can be done seems to be to grasp the moment. The past is irretrievable, if you just remember the past, you will inevitably lose the present, and the present will become a regret for the future. And the key thing is. No matter how much you remember, the past cannot be changed. So why waste any more effort?

Gu Xiaoman seemed to have figured out something, and his mood changed instantly.

"Why hasn't this girl come back yet?"