Chapter 4: It's still heartbreaking
When Gu Shi'an saw him, he also saw her, but with such a faint glance, he withdrew his gaze. It's like I don't know her.
He had never attended such meetings. Gu Shi'an was slightly stunned. Before she came back to her senses, the senior brother in the box found her. yelling that she was late, let the penalty drink.
She rarely appeared on such occasions, one person shouted, and the rest followed suit. Before Gu Shi'an could react, he had already drunk two glasses.
Her drinking amount was not good, and she was persuaded to be unable to do so, so she had to look at Chen Xiao for help. Chen Xiao didn't seem to see her asking for help, a smile tugged at the corner of his mouth, and he was talking to the people around him.
When Gu Shi'an followed his line of sight, he found that there was a woman sitting in the corner, not knowing what Chen Xiao said, and was pursing her lips and smiling.
The face was familiar, and Gu Shi'an's mind boomed, and he froze in place all of a sudden.
The woman probably also noticed that Gu Shi'an was looking at her, raised her head and smiled and nodded at her as a greeting.
Gu Shi'an couldn't laugh at all, but he still reluctantly squeezed out a smile.
She was in a trance for a while, and Chen Xiao never appeared on such occasions. No wonder it will appear today, it turns out that she is back.
She remembered the phone call he hadn't had made before leaving work, and the dull pain suddenly spread.
Gu Shi's requiem was not reluctant, and he didn't even refuse to persuade others to drink, and drank cup after cup. It didn't take long for his face to flush.
Chen Xiao didn't stop it, as if he hadn't seen it, and continued to talk and laugh with everyone.
Today's protagonists are Chen Xiao, who rarely appears, and Li Ran, who came back from abroad, and Gu Shi'an's stubble was soon revealed.
She drank a lot, and when everyone saluted Chen Xiao or Li Ran's wine, she also insisted on following suit. She drank too much, her head was so heavy that she was silent in the corner before the field was gone.
Everyone didn't know that she and Chen Xiao were married. Li Ran and Chen Xiao are completely a pair of golden boys and girls standing together, and anyone with a discerning eye knows that Chen Xiao will come today purely because of Li Ran, and those who have good deeds began to coax.
Li Ran angrily asked everyone not to make a fuss.
Chen Xiao smiled lazily, did not deny or admit it, and let everyone coax.
Gu Shi'an looked at the corner with a smile and poured himself a large glass of wine.
It was almost one o'clock in the morning when the show ended, and Gu Shi'an was woken up by her senior brother in a drowsiness, her head was so heavy that she followed a group of people downstairs.
Chen Xiao's driver had been waiting for a long time, and when he arrived downstairs, he said goodbye to everyone, and the gentleman opened the car door for Li Ran. He was like he didn't see Gu Shi'an, who was deaf and drunk with his head behind him, and then sat in the car with him.
A group of people walked one after another, and in the end, only Gu Shi'an was left alone. Her head was so heavy that she simply didn't leave, and sat up on the stone stairs.
She was dazed, and after sitting for a while, she remembered to call someone to pick her up.
When Chang Yan arrived, Gu Shi'an was sitting on the stone steps dozing, she was quite alert, Chang Yan patted her on the shoulder, and she immediately raised her head. Then he squinted at her and smirked at her, saying, "Here we are." ”
She rarely drinks like this, even when she is socializing. Drunk like this, it can only be because of the old effect.
Chang Yan didn't say a word, and sat down on the steps beside her. She didn't go to see Gu Shi'an, and after a while, she asked, "Are you worth it?" ”
Her voice was soft.
Gu Shi'an's body stiffened, and his mind was even more dizzy. She lowered her head, looked at the shadows on the ground, and after a while, she said blankly: "Ah Yan, it's been so long, I should have given up a long time ago, but why do I still feel ......?"
I also feel that maybe I haven't done enough. Still is...... Reluctant to give up.
Sometimes, she doesn't even know how she managed to persevere.
When she said this, her voice gradually became quieter, she paused slightly, laughed self-deprecatingly, didn't look at Chang Yan, and said in a low voice: "Isn't it quite unproductive?" ”
It's really unproductive, but the thought of giving up is still heartbreaking.