Chapter 329: Let Go and Love?
With mixed emotions, Angel and I finished this simple dinner, and we stood side by side at the door of the "Ciro Men's Store".
On the street across from us, there were still student couples hugging each other, and I was a little fascinated by it.
"Zhang Yixi, I'm leaving." Angel next to me whispered to me.
I came back to my senses, looked at her for a long time, I knew that this farewell is likely to mean goodbye, now I have never been so lost and hesitant emotionally, I don't know what kind of love I want, I am a mess!!
"Well, give you the key, you can help me return the house." Angel pulled out a bunch of keys from her bag and handed them to me, the same ones in our shared house.
"Oh, good~~!" I mechanically took the key from Angel's hand.
Anqi smiled at me with a hint of loss, and waved her hand at me again: "Goodbye, Zhang Yixi......."
Angel's hands were in the pockets of her jacket, and she walked towards her Cayenne step by step, her thin back looking so lonely against the street lamp....... My heart feels like it is rubbing against a boulder, and there is a dull ache!!
"Angel ......."
Angel stopped and turned around a little slowly: "Is there anything else?" ”
"Can you give it a hug?"
"Hmmm......"
I walked towards Angel step by step, my heart beating violently, I hugged her with a little trembling, stroked her soft hair, and my heart hurt.
"Are we going to say goodbye forever?" Angel's voice was a little choked.
I hugged her tightly, but I couldn't say a word!
After a long time, Angel finally broke free of me, and no longer stopped to run to his car, the strong power set off a flow of air around me, I was a little unstable in my trance, until the car completely disappeared from my sight, I looked at the small broken electric car without Cayenne's company, although lonely, but not so depressed.
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I don't know how long I stood outside the store, but I saw the crowded streets, gradually thinning out, the student couples who made the laughter had all returned to school, and the streets were getting deserted more and more.
"Boss, it's time to get off work." The store manager came up behind me.
"Hmm!"
"Boss, who is the girl who just stood with you? Is it our hostess? ”
I smiled and asked, "Does she look like a girl?" ”
The store manager smiled a little embarrassedly and said, "But she looks very young....... It's beautiful! ”
"She's really pretty?"
"That's right, she's a perfect woman, and her car deserves more than 2 million, right?"
I shrugged my shoulders and said, "Then do you think she's still your boss lady?" ”
The store manager looked at my broken electric car, pouted, and said, "It's not ........"
I responded with a smile and pulled out a cigarette and lit it.
A swift stopped in front of us, and the store manager said to me, "Boss, my husband is coming to pick me up, I'll go first, you should go back and rest early." ”
"Hmm."
"It's raining, you don't have an umbrella, my umbrella will be used for you first."
I looked up and saw that there were scattered raindrops kissing the ground gently, but no one could guarantee that the scattered light rain would not turn into a violent storm and ravage the land.
The store manager slipped the umbrella into my hand, hurriedly said goodbye to me, and ran to the little swift with a smile on his face.
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I rode an electric car and drove home with an umbrella, and the gentle rain suddenly swept through the reinforced concrete city with the wind.
The wind was too strong for the umbrella to hold, so I simply removed the umbrella and walked forward against the storm.
The headphones stuffed in my ears played Dick Cowboy's "Let Go to Love" on a loop, and I turned up the volume to the maximum, so the music was hoarse along with the sound of wind and rain.
"You're crying and smiling at me, and it's like a knife...... I kneel and pray to the sky to give me the courage to face everything good or not, but I cowardly let you turn around and walk away, miss you, everything is no longer important, let go to love, don't run away, love is not to get if you want to get, who wins and who loses, it no longer matters, you can have a happy time, let go of love, don't run away for a lifetime, you can have a few opportunities to find how much hard work is worth showing off, you can see your life happy to get old, so it's good to let go, don't run away, love is not to want to get, who wins, who loses, it no longer matters, you can have a happy game, let go of love, don't run away for a lifetime, you can have a few opportunities to find how much hard work is worth showing off, you can see your life happy to old age, so good.......”
In the midst of the storm, I echoed the music hoarsely and roared: "Let go, love, don't run away, I can have a few chances in my life to find how much hard work is worth showing off......."
If I have the chance, I must listen to the LIVE version of "Let Go and Love", this song seems to be tailor-made for me....... I said to myself in the midst of the storm!!
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It rained all night, and when I got up the next day, it was still raining, but it was a little lighter than yesterday, and I thought I would catch a cold when it rained, but I didn't know when I became so strong, I was fine, but I didn't have much appetite.
I drank a bowl of soy milk in the breakfast store downstairs and rode an electric car to the mall store, today I gave myself the task of investigating the business environment around the mall store, I am ready to upgrade the mall store again in the near future, this store is the longest operation time among our 3 stores, there are a lot of fixed customer groups, so upgrading the mall store, it is much less risky than upgrading other stores, and after changing the commercial street store to a discount store, it also reduces the inventory risk, so I make a judgment that the scale of the mall store can be expanded under the current situation.
I came to the mall, after taking a look at the business environment around the store, I immediately called Manager Hu of the investment promotion department, and asked him to talk about the store site, I plan to change a store of about 100 square meters, but there is no vacancy on the 3rd floor of the mall, and Manager Hu needs to coordinate if I want to win a store of more than 100 square meters.
I was looking at the venue with Manager Hu all morning, and there was a 100-square-meter shop under the coordination, but the location was worse, it was a shop near the bathroom, although the price was cheap, but I still gave up.
When I left, Manager Hu saw me off, and the two chatted while walking.
"Yixi, don't worry about the shop, I will definitely do it for you in the near future."
"I'm tired, Manager Hu!"
"What's polite, it's all your own people, by the way, I heard that your senior sister is getting engaged recently?"
"Hmm."
Manager Hu smiled and said, "This overlord flower is finally getting married...... But it's also a loss for your industry, I've never seen a woman with her ability to work. He smacked his lips and continued: "Alas! ~~~ I didn't expect to choose immigration for marriage now! ”
I smiled, in response to Manager Hu, but I didn't say much.
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Leaving the mall store, it was already noon, I casually found a fast food restaurant on the street, ordered a fast food, at this time it was the peak of dining, very noisy, I was annoyed, and took out the headphones from my pocket and plugged them in, so I played the song "Let Go to Love" on a loop again, I desperately longed that I could find the courage to love in this song, when the opportunity was presented to me for the last time, I couldn't bear to watch her run away from me.
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There are songs mentioned in the book, so it is recommended that you listen to them when you read the book.