Listening to Xiao Jinxuan's weak tone, she said this without regrets, as if she was ready to face death calmly.

Zhou Xianyu, who felt more pain like a knife in his heart, couldn't help but put his head up after a long sigh, and didn't say anything for a long time.

And it's not that he has nothing to say, it's just that Zhou Xianyu is really worried that the moment he speaks, his tears will burst out of his eyes first.

Only by raising his head in this way can he forcibly restrain the tears that have accumulated in his eyes again.

After all, in front of Xiao Jinxuan, Zhou Xianyu always just wants to be the support behind the other party, even if he feels uncomfortable in his heart, as a man, he never wants to shed tears in front of the other party.

Compared with Zhou Xianyu, he felt emotional and sad, and he was a little unable to control himself.

In fact, Zhou Xianrui, who has always regarded Xiao Jinxuan as a treasure in his heart, has long clenched his hands into fists, and he can't accept the fact that the other party only has three years to live.

After all, he couldn't get Xiao Jinxuan's heart, and Zhou Xianrui, who has now accepted and relieved this.

His current mentality is more that as long as the other party lives happily and heals, then he will also feel satisfied, and he will silently offer his blessings on the side.

But now Zhou Xianrui is looking at it, and such a small wish of his can't be realized.

Xiao Jinxuan's life was passing quickly right in front of his eyes, this feeling was really depressing Zhou Xianrui, and even felt that he was about to suffocate to the point that he couldn't breathe.

Especially when Zhou Xianrui thought of the past half a year, the reason why Xiao Jinxuan had been exhausted was to help him stabilize the harem, so that the previous dynasty would not have to worry about it.

The more he thought about it, the more guilty and self-blamed Zhou Xianrui felt for Xiao Jinxuan in his heart.

Especially thinking of his biological mother, Chen, she still made things difficult for Xiao Jinxuan, a person who didn't even have a thousand days to live, and today she even forced everyone to faint and fall to the ground.

For a while, he only felt that the royal family owed Xiao Jinxuan, as if he couldn't make up for it with anything and things, and he was even annoyed and helpless to suddenly find that he didn't know what else to do for the other party.

Looking at Xiao Jinxuan, who would snuggle up with Zhou Xianyu, Zhou Xianrui felt that perhaps fighting for more opportunities for the two of them to be alone was the only thing he could do now to make up for his guilt.

Even Zhou Xianrui did want to stay with Xiao Jinxuan, but he knew better that the encouragement and support that the other party needed now was something that only Zhou Xianyu, the seventh brother, could give.

Therefore, although Zhou Xianrui is also heartbroken, he has always been as calm as ice, he will still maintain a calm tone, and looked at Ding Yizhen and asked:

"Elder Ding doesn't know that now the toxins in Jinxuan's body that have gathered due to the Xue Ning Pill can be suppressed, if everything is okay, you all go out with me. I think it's enough for the seventh brother to accompany Jinxuan here, and this rare opportunity to be alone is better left to the two of them. ”

This will be standing in the dormitory, and they all know that the relationship between Xiao Jinxuan and Zhou Xianrui is in name only, so they can see Zhuxin and Baizhu who are guarding the side, and they will also wipe the tears that fell due to worry according to their words, and then walk outside the dormitory.

But Old Man Ding poured out two Xue Ning Dan from the small porcelain bottle, and after handing it to Xiao Jinxuan, he said with self-reproach in his eyes:

"Girl Jinxuan, maybe the old man shouldn't have told you about Xue Ningdan. Now seeing that you are being killed by the poison of this elixir day by day, but there is nothing you can do about it. I'm still a ghost doctor, it's really useless. ”

Xiao Jinxuan, who had silently swallowed the two Snow Ning Pills, her breath was slowly even, and her purple lips quickly returned to normal, and she immediately couldn't help shaking her head at Ding Yizhen and said:

"Master must not blame yourself, it was the apprentice who begged you to take this medicine voluntarily. You told me a long time ago that according to my speed of taking, poison is inevitable, so Jinxuan has long been mentally prepared for this. Now there are more than 30 pills, which are enough for me to take for a long time, so don't worry about the apprentice's body. ”

Every time Xiao Jinxuan's calmness and calmness in the face of death are the most worrying places for Old Man Ding to look at.

But even though he felt very uncomfortable, he still sighed helplessly, and then said unbearably:

"Jinxuan girl, I told you before that I was a teacher, once you take this Xue Ning Pill, you can't stop, and the dosage will be more and more. This time, you contracted the wind chill and your physique deteriorated, so you couldn't suppress the toxin backlash and fell unconscious. And this has also shown that taking a snow pill will no longer work for you now. So from today onwards, when you take one pill, one will become two pills, and as the number of pills increases, the closer you will be to the day when the toxin will completely regurgitate and die. At your current rate, a year and a half at most is the time to reach the limit. ”

From the original three years, there are still more than 1,000 days to live, and now Xiao Jinxuan heard that the time she stayed in this world has been shortened to about 500 days again.

Even if Xiao Jinxuan, who was indeed quite calm in the face of life and death because she had died once before, still couldn't help but feel a trace of sourness and worry in her heart.

Then I saw Xiao Jinxuan, who had returned to normal here because of taking Xue Ning Dan and the effect of the medicine, after taking a deep breath, she reluctantly pulled out a smile and said:

"Your Majesty, Master, and Wen Xin, it's good for you to avoid it first, I do have something to say to Xianyu alone at this time. After all, now that we are separated by a palace wall, there is not much time to have such an opportunity to talk properly, I hope you can understand. ”

Everyone present, all of them clearly knew how hard and difficult Xiao Jinxuan and Zhou Xianyu had come along the way.

Therefore the congregation said nothing, but silently withdrew from the dormitory at once, and waited until the heavy doors of the temple were closed.

I saw that Xiao Jinxuan immediately hugged Zhou Xianyu's neck, and snuggled her head into the other party's heart, nesting in the other party's arms and reluctant to come out.

Feeling Xiao Jinxuan's attachment and dependence on him, Zhou Xianyu felt that his heart was swollen and depressed because of excessive sadness at this time.

Holding Xiao Jinxuan in his arms tightly, Zhou Xianyu put his chin on the top of the other party's head as in the past, and then said in a soft tone with a hint of helplessness:

"Jinxuan, it's really hard for you to hide from your master, if you didn't happen to faint today, is it a matter of Xue Ningdan, you don't plan to let me know until the moment you die and leave me, right. Why are you still so cold and ruthless as a woman, don't you understand that if there is no you Xiao Jinxuan in this world, I Zhou Xianyu will be bored even if I live. Life and death depend on each other, never give up, you are just talking about playing. ”

Still buried her head deep in Zhou Xianyu's arms, Xiao Jinxuan, who has now subtly become a habit of relying on the other party, immediately shook her head twice, and then murmured:

"It's because I know that every word Xianyu said to me is not a joke, so I can't and don't know how to tell you about Xue Ning Dan. In fact, you know that I, Xiao Jinxuan, have been a human being in two lives, and it is already God's favor to live so long in this life. Maybe with the death of Ji Lingfeng and Xiao Jinyu, my revenge has been avenged, and the wish I had when I hated the sea was reborn has also come to an end. Now my departure may be predestined, after all, I am indeed a person who does not exist in this world for a long time. ”

Xiao Jinxuan's death and rebirth, Zhou Xianyu is naturally clear now, and he also sighed that the power of gods and ghosts is unpredictable, and everything has a certainty.

But it's one thing to know in his heart, but if Zhou Xianyu is so calm to face Xiao Jinxuan's imminent death, then he will never be able to do it anyway.

Zhou Xianyu has been in the military camp all the year round, so he naturally has such a domineering and belief that my life is up to me.

So seeing that Xiao Jinxuan was ready to face the impending death with a calm attitude, Zhou Xianyu pulled the other party out of his arms, and after looking at each other together, he said with an extremely resolute expression:

"Jinxuan, don't feel that the revenge of your previous life has been avenged, and your death in the near future is an arrangement made by God. In fact, I think that since you are fortunate enough to live a life better than others, even if the ties in the previous life have been over, you must cherish and live this life even more. No one can decide your life, you have the possibility of healing before the last moment, and I, Zhou Xianyu, will definitely find a cure for you even if I go up to the Sword Mountain and go down to the sea of fire. This life for the two of us is about to begin, Xuan'er, you don't want to leave me first. ”

Xiao Jinxuan listened to Zhou Xianyu's confident words, and looked at the look in the other party's eyes that would not admit defeat.

Xiao Jinxuan, who had already regarded her life and death as an arrangement made by God, was indeed quite negative at this point, and suddenly she also felt that she seemed to be wrong, and the mistake was extremely outrageous.

Because in Xiao Jinxuan's heart, she has always felt that her rebirth is back, and the only purpose is revenge.

Now that the grudge is over, she feels that the stubborn illness on her body is also the arrangement of fate.

This is God wanting to take her life away and take her out of this world that should not have belonged to her a long time ago.

But Zhou Xianyu's words made Xiao Jinxuan wake up like a dream, in fact, now she has at least hundreds of days to live, and God has not taken her life, and it was she who gave up on herself first.

Slightly recalling the scenes she has experienced since her rebirth, Xiao Jinxuan suddenly discovered that in fact, since when, in addition to revenge, she seems to have added more things to her life.

The mystery of her life experience is unsolved, the future of the harem is undecided, and she and Zhou Xianyu have not yet spent a day in the future.

Suddenly, Xiao Jinxuan felt that if she died like this, there would indeed be too much nostalgia that would make her extremely unwilling.

It's not terrible for this person to be sick, but the most terrible thing is that he doesn't want to be cured.

Therefore, Xiao Jinxuan, whose inner fire of survival was ignited by Zhou Xianyu again, saw that her calm eyes were as calm as a cold pool, and even burst out with bright brilliance again.

Then I saw that Xiao Jinxuan looked back at Zhou Xianyu solemnly, and then she gave the other party a reassuring smile, and then said firmly:

"Xianyu, thank you for always showing me the way when I was most confused and confused, what you said is right, just give up your life without making a trace of effort, I Xiao Jinxuan is indeed unwilling. Therefore, I will work with you to find a cure, and no matter how difficult it is, I will not give up until the last minute. ”