Xiaohua wiped her tears with her hands, looked at my face and smiled, but the smile was extremely bitter, and the tears flowed out again, and after a while, Xiaohua said: "Don't worry, I remember how much money I took from you." I'll pay it back to you, but it's definitely not over for a while, can you give me back that love letter!" ”

I stared at Xiaohua and said, "You don't have to pay back the money, I gave it to you, you said, what you found out in my pocket is yours!" ”

"It's my fault that I'll pay you back, I grabbed you too tightly, that's why you let go of others in your heart." Xiaohua took out her mobile phone from her pocket and put it in my hand, then stood up and said, "Give you back the phone." I've always remembered the money, and I have an account book that tells you how much money it will be when the time comes, and I'm gone! ”

When I got down the stairs and almost to the lobby, I stood up and shouted, "Little flower!" ”

"It's been thirteen years, it's over, we broke up, and I believe that West Lake will be beautiful. I'll go and see it, Xu Ru must be fine, otherwise you wouldn't be able to laugh so happily tonight. Xiaohua turned her head and squeezed a smile at me and said, "Goodbye, remember to return the love letter to me!" ”

Xiaohua left, Li Mi and they came in and looked at me, I squatted there crying like a child, at that moment it seemed that my life had been sucked away from something, and the pain in my heart was so painful that I couldn't speak!

Su Yan stood beside me and squatted down and patted me on the shoulder and said, "Don't be too sad, the origin and fate are unreasonable, let's go back first!" ”

When I got home, my parents were already asleep, and I was frantically rummaging through old things. The love letter was casually packed on the side of a schoolbag, not in the villa, and asked Li Mi to drive to the old house overnight to find it, and finally found it in a pile of miscellaneous items, crooked handwriting, three typos in ten words.

When I returned home, I let Li Mi and the others go to sleep, and I sat alone in the dim living room looking at this love letter that had been sealed in the dust for almost ten years, looking at it word by word, and my throat seemed to be blocked by something. It's very uncomfortable.

I rummaged at home for a long time and found half a pack of cigarettes, lit and smoked a few puffs to feel more comfortable, the night was already late, but my heart was as uncomfortable as a knife, I took out my mobile phone and dialed the phone that had been harassing me for ten hours.

Xiaohua's phone rang on the coffee table, I didn't sleep all night, I took a shower the next day and went to school early, Xu Ru hadn't come yet, there were few people in the class, I came the earliest, the leper and the girl in the next class had a hot fight, and didn't notice me at all.

As time passed, the number of people in the class gradually increased, and Xu Ru came, looking very good. Sitting next to me and talking, he probably noticed that I didn't look right and asked, "What's wrong, your eyes seem to be swollen, what's going on?" ”

"I broke up with Xiaohua!" I had some hard time saying it.

Xu Ru was stunned for a moment, looked at me for a long time and finally didn't say anything, the atmosphere in the class was quite tense, although it was the first day of school, but the countdown on the wall stung everyone's hearts.

Xiaohua entered our class, I was a little afraid to look at her, the other party walked to my desk and put a notebook on my desk, took a deep breath, and said with red eyes: "This one records all the money I borrowed from you, including the money you spent on me, and the money spent on going out was all divided into two, the total amount was 37,524 yuan and three cents, I have already written down the total, I will return it to you, return the love letter to me!" ”

I raised my head and looked at Xiaohua and found that everyone in the class was staring at me, Teacher Zhu was standing at the door and looked at me, Xiaohua stretched out her hand and said, "Give me back the love letter!" ”

"I..." I looked at Xiaohua's red eyes and said: "I didn't find it, I can't pay you back the love letter, I don't need you to pay back the money, it was originally for you, and what was spent was also for you, so there is no need to return it." ”

"I have nothing to do with you, I can't ask you for money and things for nothing, I'm not that kind of person, I can't find a love letter, I'll pay you back, it's a dime." After Xiaohua finished speaking, a pair of eyes stared at Xu Ru.

"This classmate, we're going to class, let's go back to class!" Lao Zhu said loudly.

Xiaohua stared at Xu Ru and seemed to grit her teeth a little, and said in a deep voice for a while: "You won!" "Turn around and leave!

I looked at the ledger on the table, my eyes were wet, Xu Ru turned around and looked at me without speaking, I seemed to have lost my soul in the time of a class, I remember clearly in this book, when did I spend money on Xiaohua, the words that appeared the most on it were Li Qian's pocket belonged to me alone, he touched my head today, hehe!

Recently, I found that he often stared at Xu Ru, hum, and then I didn't finish watching him!

Flip through and see that the last one was written yesterday, only two words, goodbye!

The bell rang after class, I didn't want to rush out of the classroom, and rushed into Xiaohua's classroom like a madman, the teacher in their classroom was still in class, and they were all stunned when they saw me come in, I glanced at the classroom and didn't find Xiaohua's figure.

"Teacher, where is Zhang Xiaohuaren?" I asked the teacher on the podium.

"I've dropped out of school, and the procedures I came to handle in the morning have already left!" He said to me.

I was stupid on the spot and dropped out of school? She won't take the college entrance examination anymore?

I walked out of the classroom a little dejected, there was already a little summer smell outside, sitting on the playground and looking at the dazzling sun as if something important had been lost, Yoshida Miko walked to me with the lesson plan and squatted down and said: "Don't be too sad, everything pays attention to fate, maybe you didn't make a choice when you were wandering, but Xiaohua made a choice, and I don't know how to persuade you." ”

"Thank you!" I said with some indifference.

Xu Ru is making up classes, I don't pay attention to SARS, the whole person is a little dumbfounded, Lao Zhu talked to me, it will be the college entrance examination soon, you need to adjust your mentality, the road of life is very long, the previous thirteen years have passed, and there are still thirteen years waiting for me in the future!

I also thought about going over to find Xiaohua, but I didn't know what I could say or what to say when facing Xiaohua, and in the end I didn't have the courage to go to her.

There is only one month left before the college entrance examination, SARS has entered the second round of blowout period, the second and first years of high school have a seven-day holiday, and the third year of high school has entered the final sprint.

"Next class physical education class, give everyone a relaxing class!" Lao Zhu shouted at us: "Go out and have fun, don't put too much pressure on yourself." ”

Su Yan came in and waved at us, and suddenly everyone rushed out of the classroom, I was still sitting on the lawn of the playground, and I took out my pocket and found that the dozen yuan in my pocket was still lying there quietly, and if the little flower was there, I am afraid it would have been gone.

Xu Ru walked towards me, looked at me for a while and said, "You have been unhappy these days, if Xiaohua misunderstood me and you, I can explain, she is a little irrational to drop out of school after the college entrance examination." ”

"No need to explain!" I raised my head and stared at Xu Ru and smiled: "She won't listen to the explanation, she probably won't see me!" ”

Xu Ru sat aside and asked me, "Are you sure you want to go to Hangzhou?" I also think Hangzhou is good, and I am ready to apply for the Department of Medicine. ”

I nodded and looked at Xu Ru and said, "Hangzhou is good, there is West Lake, there is a white lady!" ”

There was a chat in the time of a class, many people in the class took the initiative to go back to the classroom to review, and under the huge pressure, they began to mature rapidly.

The college entrance examination is getting closer and closer, SARS is slowly fading, the market is recovering rapidly, and the marketing of the era has once again achieved a victory, although SARS has not been completely eliminated, but it has been controlled within a certain range.

Brother Dog called me a few times, I was very excited, the market share of the era has rebounded again, and Bai Jie is also paying attention to the world, everything is normal, everything has not changed, but I don't know why I always stop suddenly when I walk on the road and subconsciously look behind me, when I look back and don't see that playful face, a trace of disappointment rises from the bottom of my heart.

As the countdown approached, the pressure from all directions drove this group of newly adult students to the verge of madness, many men and women began to taste the forbidden fruit, many good students began to try the taste of cigarettes, and some even tried to get drunk. What a stroke of the remaining claws.

Anyway, time is still passing, whether it's a year or a blink of an eye, when there are only a few days left, school is completely crazy!

"Rush through this time, you will achieve a lifetime, take one more test, kill a piece, this is the battlefield of your life, and it is also the first battle, fight beautifully!" Lao Zhu stood on the podium and said in a deep voice: "From today onwards, the school will not restrict your freedom, that is to say, you can leave at any time after I finish speaking, the teacher wants to tell you to be normal, give full play to your best level, don't be nervous, let alone breed other psychology, learn to relax yourself......"

After Mr. Zhu said some precautions, let's do our own activities, some people sat there stupid, some had already roared and rushed out of the classroom, books were thrown everywhere, and the sound of Lao Tzu's liberation echoed everywhere.

I sat there alone and watched the people who were about to be driven crazy, knowing that these two days were crazy, the last release of pressure before the college entrance examination, Xu Ru sat next to me very quietly, I turned around and looked at her and asked, "Aren't you stressed?" ”

"Yes, but you don't need to shout it." Xu Ru stared at me and smiled: "Let's go for a walk together, I like to relieve my pressure in this way." ”

I nodded yes!

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