Loneliness is a nasty feeling, but it will always surround people, and the more you try to escape from it, the closer it will be to you. Then it consumes you completely, enveloping you in complete darkness without seeing a trace of light, especially when you think you are out of its grip and suddenly return to its clutches, which is almost a kind of despair.

The singing has stopped, the brothers have left, and Lin Shuquan is once again surrounded by darkness. Even if the street lights are very bright, they can't illuminate the haze in Lin Shuquan's heart, and he can say that he doesn't care, it doesn't matter, but can he deceive himself in his heart? Apparently not.

A man wanders aimlessly down the street, he doesn't want to go home, but he doesn't know where to go. The huge city seems to have no place for him. The back was very desolate, Lin Shuquan didn't know how long he had been walking, and he didn't feel tired at all.

At this moment, what will Gu Xiaoman do again? Isn't it already resting.

Holding the key in his hand, he stood at the door of the house for a long time, but he did not open the door. As soon as he opened the door, he could see Gu Xiaoman sitting on the sofa, smiling at him. Walking into the bedroom, Gu Xiaoman lay on his bed and beckoned to him again. When one of them returned home, no matter where he went, he was Gu Xiaoman's shadow.

The key was put back in his pocket, and Lin Shuquan turned around and knocked lightly on the door. Almost instantly, the door had already opened, and Lin Rou was standing at the door, looking at him, as if she had known that he would come and knock.

"Didn't bother you, did you?" Lin Shuquan asked with a wry smile. A big man who has just fallen out of love knocks on a single woman's door in the middle of the night, which doesn't seem to be appropriate. But where can he go?

"Come in." Lin Rou let him in.

It was pitch black in the room, and Lin Rou turned on the light. There were a few empty bottles poured on the floor, and she had drunk, and no less.

"You..." Lin Shuquan wanted to ask, but he didn't know how to speak.

"Drink two with me." Lin Rou took out a wine glass from the cabinet again, poured it full and handed it to him.

A drunken solution to a thousand sorrows, even if everyone understands that it is just a self-deceptive practice. But so what? Let's put aside the worries in front of you.

On an ordinary night, two young people, sitting on the ground in front of the sofa, drank wine, cried for a while, and laughed for a while.

"You're welcome to my house." Lin Rou raised her glass.

"Welcome." Lin Shuquan also raised his cup, touched it with Lin Rou's cup, raised his head, and drank it all.

Lin Rou filled his cup again, "Happy breakup!" ”

Lin Shuquan waved his hand at her: "It's not a breakup, it's abandonment." Why do you say? ”

Lin Rou giggled, and pointed at Lin Shuquan: "Because of you, it's too inferior." ”

The two of them began to laugh, trembling with laughter, tears from laughter.

"I feel like I'm a failure." Lin Shuquan said suddenly, "Twenty-five years old, I haven't achieved anything at work, and I have failed in love, when I left home, I swore to pat my chest and promise that I would definitely mix up my personal appearance, but the reality is that I still have nothing." ”

Lin Rou sat next to him, slowly leaning on Lin Shuquan's shoulder, staring at the wine glass in his hand, "Aren't I the same?" In other words, most of us are actually the same, not so much that we are on the rampage, but in fact we are simply messing around. ”

"It's still better than before." Lin Shuquan sighed, "Arranged marriage, work assignment, don't worry about anything, just live your own little life steadily." ”

"Man is never satisfied." Lin Rou smiled, "Everything has been arranged for you, you don't feel free, and when you are free, you find that you can't grasp anything." ”

The wine glasses continued to collide, and the two men leaned on each other, looking out the window.

"What are you thinking?" Lin Rou said softly.

Lin Shuquan shook his head, "The future is confused. What about you? ”

"Just like you."

Lin Shuquan looked down at Lin Rou, and it happened that Lin Rou was also looking at him, looking at each other. Both of them were drunk, and there was silence all around, silent, getting closer and closer. If you are close, you can feel each other's breathing.

Lin Rou gently closed her eyes and waited for the next moment. However, at that moment, it never came.

Lin Rou opened her eyes, Lin Shuquan looked at her with a panicked look, and then, jumped up, and went crazy to grab the door.

"Good night." Looking at the closed door, Lin Rou said blankly, she was the only one left in the room. Then, smiling, a sparkle crossed the corner of his eye.

Lin Shuquan fled from Lin Rou's house in a panic, opened his door tremblingly, and went into the bedroom, lying on the bed, covering his head with a quilt. Just now, just now, Lin Shuquan saw that the person on his shoulder was like a face change in a horror movie, and Gu Xiaoman appeared in front of him again.

Lin Shuquan is almost crazy, why can't he get rid of her, obviously she abandoned herself. But why do you still think about her all the time? Why continue to torture him. He ran, and she chased. He hid, and she laughed right in front of his eyes. Even when she fell asleep, it was still her in her dreams.

On a sunny morning, everything comes back to life, and the city begins to bustle again after a short silence. Two doors in the same hallway open at the same time, two people, four eyes.

"Early"

"Early"

Today's road was surprisingly smooth, and the road was unimpeded. The car was parked downstairs in Lin Rou's company, and the time was still a little early, and there were not so many people here.

Two people sat in the car, looking out the window. The sun shone blindly, and in the car, two people were quiet.

"I'm leaving." Lin Rou said, reaching for the car door.

"Wait." Lin Shuquan stopped her.

Lin Rou didn't look back, but the hand that opened the door was retracted, "Is there something wrong?" ”

"I'm sorry."

"That's it?"

"You know, I... I really don't know what to do! She, Xiaoman, she always appeared in front of me, and the more I drove her, the more often she appeared. ”

"So what?"

"I want to forget her, but I can't."

"I know what to do."

"Huh?" Before Lin Shuquan could react, a warm and bright red lip was already attached to his lips. Suddenly, Lin Shuquan's eyes widened, his mind went blank, and Gu Xiaoman was all wiped out in an instant. This time, he saw very clearly that the person in front of him was Lin Rou.

"Just now, you were treating the condition with the mentality of a doctor? Or..." After the two separated, Lin Shuquan asked cautiously.

"What do you think?" As she spoke, Lin Rou had already opened the car door, and one foot had already stepped on the concrete floor, "We get off work at the same time, when the time comes, I will be here and wait for you for an hour, if you don't show up, we will forget everything that happened just now." ”

Looking at Lin Rou's disappearing back, Lin Shuquan stayed where he was. It's unbelievable that it's really happening. Are you lucky? Or does God feel pitiful too?