[884] venting
"What's the use of you asking me to make such a promise, you know me, even if I promise you, I will soon forget it."
"Liuliu" Xiyu said to me, "I have a birthday today, please don't cheat me on such a day, okay?" ”
I froze for a moment, then suddenly fell silent.
Xiyu sat quietly next to me, "Liuliu, don't you think there's something wrong with you now." ”
I turned my head and said, "Something is wrong." ”
"You know," Yuyu looked at me, "I've been with you for so long. Ever since you took the knife out, you've been holding back something that you need to vent about. ”
I looked at Xi Yu "What to vent, what do I have to suppress." ”
"Is face really that important?"
I glanced at Xiyu, then thought for a moment and nodded, "Important." ”
"Six-six, for me, you can be unguarded and open-minded. I'm not going to do anything to be sorry for you in my life. Sixty-six. I love you. ”
I looked at Xiyu, and then was silent for a while, "Actually, you have seen it, I don't want to do this, you just said that it doesn't feel right, I also know, but I don't know how to adjust, how to adjust it, we're good, you know how much time I have prepared for you today, for you to celebrate this birthday, I don't want anything, I don't care about anything, I don't ask anything, I just want to have a good birthday with you, because I have been preparing for a long time, I don't have any other meaning, let alone any other ideas, you said they came to you, Why is it so good at picking time. ”
I leaned in and lit a cigarette, "You said that there are so many people in the school, you don't look for me, you have to look for me, you come to me, just look for me." If you have to come to me today, you have to come to me on my daughter-in-law's birthday, you say you will find it if you find it, I will let you beat me, and then let me go, let me give my daughter-in-law a good birthday, even if it is, it is still endless, you said that I called you brother, and you still don't let me go. The most important thing is, if you don't let me go, I won't let me go, it's not that I haven't been beaten, I was beaten, you said that the last one is coming, that **, that Dazhao who was hit by a thousand knives**, I still have to open my mouth to scold you, that posture, it seems that I want to beat you. You know, baby, you don't know how much you mean to me, you don't know how much I love you. What do you mean by saying that a group of big men are molesting you, you are just a freshman in high school, do you say they are cheap, um, um, next time I will also take someone to tease their daughter-in-law, well, let the lobster go, it will definitely be returned, hehe" Then I took a puff of cigarette "You said that they will leave, don't you have to scold you, you say that I am an old man, they scold you so much, I don't stab him, I am sorry for him, well, my brain suddenly went blank." ”
I smiled at Xiyu, and made a gesture with both hands, "Coax, bang, and then it's blank, you know, you know what blank means, I don't even know how I got the knife out, I really hit his neck, hehe, you don't understand, I didn't have any thoughts at the time, I wanted to go up and end it all with a knife, you said why am I so scared when I think about it now, you said that if my knife really goes down, I will become a murderer, a murderer, then this life will be over." How do you say I face my parents, how do I face you, I still want to play on the computer, go to Yuedian, and then come to the rainbow with you. I still want to watch Zhou Orangutan play treasure and lobster play yin. Hehe, hehe, you say, why is this? Then I patted my leg, "Actually, to put it bluntly, retribution, it's all retribution." I smiled, "This is the retribution of fools, in fact, at the beginning. ”
"Six-six." Xiyu interrupted me directly.
"Actually, I shouldn't have fooled around in the first place" I ignored Xi Yu's words, and then continued to talk to myself, "If I don't fool around, there won't be that scene, we can have a happy birthday, and I won't think about stabbing him, that's great, hehe." I don't know why, I said and said, tears flowed out, I don't know why, I suddenly, I felt very wronged, very scared, a lot of tangled and complicated inexplicable feelings all rushed to my mind, I plunged into Xiyu's arms. I couldn't take care of anything, I was in Xiyu's arms, crying bitterly, crying while choking up, "Daughter-in-law, in fact, I didn't know what happened to me at that time, to be honest, I was very scared when I was beaten, I was really scared." I wanted to give you a good birthday, I took out the knife, my brain was blank, I was scared at the time, I just didn't show it, I just didn't think about anything, in fact, I was really afraid. You don't know how I feel, in fact, I'm still very scared, I can't slow down, as soon as I close my eyes, my eyes are the scene of me holding a knife, I'm really scared. I was scared. I was talking about this unscrupulously while crying bitterly in my arms.
Xi Yu hugged my head and said very quietly, "Cry, cry, baby, just cry out, vent it all out, don't be afraid, don't worry about anything, don't be afraid of anything, just cry out, everyone has a time of weakness, everyone has a time of fear, that's not a shameful thing, always like to disguise, how tired"
Xi Yu took a deep breath, hugged my head, and began to continue, "That's right, what's the matter, if you don't vent it, you always hold it in your heart, you will hold back the problem, you love face is especially serious, I understand you, cry, cry hard, in that case, whoever is changed, everyone will be afraid, and no one will do nothing." Six-six, cry. When you're done crying, it's all gone, it's all right, cry."
I was in Xiyu's arms, I don't know how much time I cried, Xiyu held my head and buried me in her chest, and began to sing me a very gentle song.
That's it, that's all. It went on for a long, long time.
Slowly, I stopped crying. I raised my head from Xiyu's arms, slowly leaned back on the bed, lit a cigarette, and took two puffs, I suddenly felt the big stone pressing on my chest suddenly disappear, and my breathing was much smoother than before.
After smoking, I smiled and said very calmly, "It's a shame today." I smiled helplessly.
Xiyu reached out and stroked my cheek, "Liuliu, does it hurt." ”
I shook my head, "It's okay, big man, take two hits, not yet." ”
"When I say it hurts, it's not just on the face."
I glanced at Xiyu, then smiled at her, and spread my hands out, "It's much better, I've been crying for so long, and it's not good for you to watch the joke for so long, then the problem is really serious." ”
Xiyu looked at me, "Why do you love face so much." ”
"It's normal for men to love face."
"But you and I, there is no need to be so face-loving. I haven't seen you like anything, are you still like this? ”
I smiled and didn't speak.
Xiyu continued to gently caress my cheek and gently rubbed my shoulder, "Does it hurt?" “
I nodded "yes"
"The hematoma here is a hematoma" Xi Yu then kissed my shoulder, "I actually had the strength to fight just now, doesn't it hurt." ”
I shook my head, "Then it won't hurt." ”
"Liuliu, you're so good to me." Xiyu looked up and smiled at me, "I love you, husband." Then Yuyu leaned forward and kissed me on the lips.
I smiled at her, "You can be regarded as having found out, you can also be regarded as saying something I like to hear, it is really not easy, today is a special day, I should really commemorate it"
Xiyu smiled, "Can you be modest." ”
I shook my head, "No, there is no word for modesty in my dictionary." ”
Xi Yu sighed, then shook his head helplessly, and stretched out his finger again, I can see that Xi Yu likes this ring very much, "Husband." ”
"Huh?"
"How much is this?"
"Is it pretty?"
Xiyu nodded, "Well, this ring is beautiful, it's really beautiful." ”
"Do you like it?"
"yes, definitely."
"Then don't ask." I smiled at Xi Yu, "It's also platinum, which is in line with your Xi boss's style." ”
Xiyu looked at me in surprise, "Is it really platinum?" ”
"Why am I lying to you?" Then I said to Xiyu very seriously, "Did I lie to you?" ”
Xi Yu thought about it, and then nodded very seriously, "Well, not only have I been deceived, but I have been deceived many times." ”
I was stunned for a moment, and then looked at Xiyu helplessly, "It's because it's been many times, so it won't be this time." ”
"Here you go again." Xiyu looked at me, "You can't be serious. ”
I smiled "I swear, it's really platinum." ”
Xi Yu looked at me, "Even with the new outfit you bought today, how much does it cost in total, are they all your own?" ”
"Nonsense, it's not my own, you gave it to me." I glanced at Xi Yu, "Who do you look down on?" ”
"Get out of the way." Xiyu slapped me, "Where did you get the money, report it to me truthfully, I'll calculate, is it enough." ”
"No food, no drink, no clothing, no sleep, no money." I said a series in one breath.
Yuyu looked at me, then smiled, "Is there anything else?" ”
"Well, there's more. I just don't know if you still want to hear it. ”
"What else? I'm looking forward to it. ”
I smiled and held out two fingers, "Immortal." ”
Xi Yu laughed when he heard "haha", and then punched me twice, "Wang Baliu, you don't tease me, I'll tell you seriously." “
"Well, I'm serious." Then I said very seriously, "I take my daughter-in-law's happiness as the center, my daughter-in-law's life, study, health, and mood around the radius, and sit with my unremitting efforts as the fulcrum, and then work hard." ”
Xiyu smiled and looked at me, "You're just going to talk about you." ”
"I'm not just going to say it." I looked at Xiyu and said with a smile.
"Then what else would you do?"
"I'll do it better."
"Fuck off, you stinky rascal." Xiyu pushed me.
I smiled, and then pressed at the sunset. Xiyu didn't resist either, and was quite cooperative.