Chapter 382: This is the end of the page
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I took a breath and closed my eyes to ease my pain.
"So, Gao Tong, let's let it go! I loved you before, I loved you so much that I had no self-esteem, I loved humbly, and I loved a little too much, so thank you for treating me, thank you for saving me countless times, but I am just a girl from an ordinary family, and I am not worthy or suitable to live in your Lanwan, which is full of magnolia and open. With these words, the pain in my heart is deeper than the pain of the wound.
Gao Tong looked at me who was weakly saying piercing words, his eyes were in a trance, his pupils were constricted, and beads of sweat oozed from his forehead.
He clenched his fists and stood motionless on the edge of the bed.
In fact, I know that Gao Tong is very frustrated at this time, as proud as him, and bearing such a sentence in front of his rival in love is not something that ordinary people can face and accept, but at this time, I have no way or time to give him a decent and satisfactory look.
There are some things that have to be said, and we can't hesitate in the entanglement.
In order to reduce the suffering in the future, I found that I was becoming more and more cruel now.
"I just want to live an ordinary life and have a lover who loves me, Brother Qi returned the Shengshi Fangting to you for me, and since then we have cleared up, and I don't owe you anything." I said it decisively, because I really didn't want to give him any chance, I didn't want to leave anything to go.
"I don't want any prosperous world, I can give up, I just want you!" Gao Tong looked at me in a panic, a kind of helplessness and ruthlessness. I understand that he doesn't know how to save my heart and this situation.
Zhang Qi held my hand tightly, "Manqi, I'm talking, huh?" He reached out to wipe my sweat.
"In love, I'm narrow-minded, and I can't accept the person I love to show affection to other women in front of me, I don't have that generosity, that feeling, like the pain now, life is better than death!" As long as I move, my whole body hurts, and I grabbed Zhang Qi's hand, "Okay...... Pain! โ
"Take a break, be obedient!" Zhang Qi squeezed my hand and said.
I looked at Zhang Qi in front of me, and I knew he was hurting me.
"Let's never see each other again, I don't accept friends other than lovers, you can't be my lover, and you can't be my friends! I wish you and your Shen Yunhan a long time! Go back and tell her, don't be embarrassed for me, I'm not aggressive, I don't have the energy to deal with her, and I have no intention of trying to spy on her things. I have what is supreme in me. Don't want to fight with others. Gao Tong, go back to your world! My Paradise...... Too small to fit you! "I finally finished what I had to say, and I felt like I had been drained of my soul.
Gao Tong kept standing in front of my bed and looked at me, looking at me in a daze, his face became more and more ugly, and he became more and more painful. The ward suddenly became unusually quiet, and Gao Tong stood in front of me like a statue.
He didn't say anything, and perhaps, he couldn't find any excuse to refute what I said.
"I don't hate you, and I don't hate Shen Yunhan, in the end, I'm just the culprit who ruined your relationship, but ...... Gao Tong, I don't love or fight now, you and Shen Yunhan have lived your life, my only request is not to pester me, okay? โ
I closed my eyes and whispered, "You go, I'm tired." โ
Manqi ...... I'm sorry. "For a long time, I heard Gao Tong hoarse and said sorry to me.
I have never heard these three words from Gao Tong's mouth, but today Gao Tong actually said sorry to me. Did he regret what he said to me before?
Are these three words a break from the past? I don't know, but he said to me - I'm sorry!
"I forgive you, but I don't want you to pester me anymore, I have my own life, I have invested too much affection in you, I am physically and mentally exhausted from love, and now I want to live again, please don't bother me."
Gao Tong is not talking, I am not looking at Gao Tong, I dare not look at him, I am afraid that I will collapse and I will give up my efforts.
Until a long, long time later, as if a century had passed, and then Gao Tong turned around blankly and walked out, the stiff back seemed to be a little lonely, which made people feel so sad, but I restrained myself from being soft-hearted. Just watched him leave.
The sound of his heavy footsteps ringing in the hallway, one by one, was particularly lonely in this silence, his figure was stretched by the light, and his height was full of loneliness, which was longer than the long night......
My heart was pounding, aching, strong and deep to the touch.
The door to the ward was closed, and I couldn't help but close my eyes and listen to the sound of his footsteps in the distance, farther and farther away, farther and farther away, gradually disappearing into my hearing.
I know that this has become a fact, and he must be very sad when he is gone!
Ha! I blushed at my inadequacy, why do people be sad, maybe this is me helping him to make a choice and make up his mind, or maybe he didn't really love me, just a curiosity about me, a desire to conquer.
I wasn't crying, especially in front of Zhang Qi, I couldn't show a little bit of my pain and make him uncomfortable.
I let out a long breath, so be it!
Zhang Qi wiped the sweat from my head, "Sleep!" Don't think about it, wait until you're better, okay! โ
I looked at Zhang Qi and pulled the corners of his mouth, smiled, and nodded.
"Hmmm! When I'm ready, bring my grandmother! I miss my grandmother, my family is not here, so I will pick up my grandmother! "I told Zhang Qi that he understood, I was talking about the time of engagement.
In the days that followed, I didn't see Gao Tong, and it seems that he understood what I said and stopped being stubborn.
The next acquisition, after several rounds of negotiations, reached a situation where neither side could back down, and the contract was signed. Although Zhang Qi has lost some, compared to the previous harsh conditions, with Zhang Qi's own efforts, he has tried to earn back a lot.
After everything settled, Zhang Qi was completely liberated, and my injuries gradually returned to normal after the swelling subsided, the neuralgia disappeared, and the pain in the ribs was also reduced a lot, and I could sit up and move on the ground.
During this period, the work of my shop was all done by the senior brother, and he contacted the painters and communicated with them in Hong Kong, and Mr. Peter also came to visit me in the hospital.
After 40 days, I was finally discharged from the hospital, and I was alive again. I also tried my best to accept Zhang Qi, because I was already familiar with his company and his care, everything was familiar, and I felt that there was nothing called role change. It's just that I feel that it's not love.
But Zhang Qi is a little bit, he is obedient to me, he never leaves the company, and we are happy every day. On the surface, we are really happy, but in the heart of the stretch, I still have pain, this is from the bottom of my heart.
I hid it very deeply.
Of course, there are some people who feel regret, the most sighing is Aunt Xiangning, she always comes to accompany me when she is hospitalized, and whenever she comes to accompany me, she will unconsciously shake her head and sigh.
Zhang Qi really kept his promise, after I was discharged from the hospital, I secretly flew back to the town and picked up my grandmother, when I saw my grandmother at home, I was so happy to go to heaven, and grandma and Zhang Qi were of course very good.
I didn't expect my grandmother and grandfather, there are endless words to talk about this meeting, chatting all day long, grandma is also like going to work, Zhang Qi will take us to the gallery in the morning, pick me up back to the hut when I get off work, and then wash rice and cook, busy little days, really comfortable.
Maybe that's the day I want.
My grandmother and I kept chatting every night, and it seemed that all these years were about to be finished, and it was the most comfortable moment I had with my grandmother since I was 12 years old. It's nice to have your grandmother around when you come home.
The Zhang family's decision to engage Zhang Qi with me was still shocked, and the main resistance still came from Fang Ru, in fact, this is also the most taboo thing for me, to say that only this matter has the most pressure on my heart.
But after the grandfather had a long talk with Zhang Tingyuan, the grandfather deliberately went to the Zhang family, and I didn't know how to work hard, but the Zhang family still accepted this indisputable fact.
How did they talk about it, which has always been a mystery to me?