Chu Tianyou's eyes flashed three points of depth, three points of pain, three points of discomfort, plus a point of hatred, his hand holding the coffee cup became tighter and tighter, and the blood vessels on the back of his hand were clearly visible, I knew that he was suppressing.

I have always respected Chu Tianyou, in addition to the fact that we are good friends, he is also my senior, he always takes care of us like an elder brother, I shouldn't blame him for this, but I just can't help but point the finger at him, I don't know why I'm like this, maybe, I just feel sorry for Lin Yue.

With this incident happening, there is really no need to hide the grievances between him and Zheng Zihao, not to mention that he is uncomfortable in his heart, I am uncomfortable watching it.

"Shinoshi, do you hate me?" After a while, Chu Tianyou asked.

"To be honest, there's a little bit of blame, if you had said it in the first place, maybe, things wouldn't have happened this way." I stirred the coffee in front of me and smiled bitterly: "I saw it the first time you met, it was you who told me to rest assured, I believed in you, so I chose to rest assured, but unfortunately ......"

"I'm sorry, it's me, it's because of me that things happened like this, you should hate me and blame me." Chu Tianyou said lightly.

"Don't say I'm sorry, you didn't say sorry for me, I just want to know, what kind of hatred is there between you and Zheng Zihao, he will treat Xiao Yue like this, Xiao Yue...... She's so pitiful, she still doesn't know that Zheng Zihao has betrayed her, she is still immersed in happiness, I don't dare to tell her, and I don't know what to say. "Leaving is an escape, and if it reduces the harm, then how can it not be escaped.

Chu Tianyou looked at me and didn't speak, and after a moment of silence, he seemed to have made up his mind, and said: "Actually, those rumors you have heard in college are true, I am a bully, especially in high school, I have beaten many people, bullied many people, Zheng Zihao is one of them, he is more miserable, and I was forced to change schools."

I looked at him in surprise, I really didn't expect that the rumors in the school were true, let alone that because the past would be so unbearable, why is Lin Yue innocent? Why get involved with her?

When I used to go to school, I often heard other classmates say how Chu Tianyou was bad, Lin Yue and I never took it seriously, because since we knew him, he showed us a warm side, he was gentle, he was friendly, he was caring, he was careful, he was a gentleman, he had the demeanor of an older brother, he took care of us meticulously, he was considerate of us as family, how could we listen to gossip, we only believed what we saw with our eyes.

I've heard people say that sometimes, what you see with your own eyes is not necessarily true, and now I have confirmed that what you see with your own eyes is not necessarily true.

Actually, it doesn't matter if Chu Tianyou is that kind of person, as long as he is willing to change and abandon evil and follow good, we can still be good friends, but I never imagined that because of him, Lin Yue has become what he is now.

"If that's the case, why would you want to change?" Isn't that bad? Never worry about being bullied.

"Because of you." At this moment, Chu Tianyouhao is not shy about it, perhaps, there is no need to avoid it anymore! He glanced out the window, as if telling a confession: "I remember the first time I saw you, it was the spring when a hundred flowers were blooming, by the small river next to the flower garden of the second teaching building, the sun was setting, the green trees were thick, the colorful butterflies were fluttering, the small bridge was flowing water, your crisp laughter attracted me, I looked through the window of the classroom, and there were two charming smiles on your exquisite face, that is, that glance, let me fall deeply." That's when I decided to change, I tried to change, maybe, you don't know, before we met in the library, I had been following you for a long time, and I knew that you often went to the library, so I went there, you were so perfect, I was a little gangster, I didn't think I deserved you, I always tried to get better, but some things are like scars, and when the wound is healed, there will still be scars. ”

He never said these words to me, even when he confessed to me, he didn't say it in such detail, he showed the best side, buried the worst side in his heart, and changed from a bully to this, it takes a lot of courage and perseverance!

I was very touched that he was able to change for me, and I said before that I don't like him because he's bad, I just feel that we're more suitable to be friends.

"God bless, thank you for doing so much for me, in fact, I have always treated you as a brother, even now, I don't have ......" hate? I'm not qualified to hate him, is it weird? There was some blame in my heart for not making it clear at the time.

"I know, you want to ask me, when I met Zheng Zihao before, why didn't I tell you about it." Chu Tianyou's eyes weakened slightly, and he hooked up a few sad feelings: "I don't want to say it, it's because I don't want you to know that I used to be such a person, in your heart, I should be perfect, although I am very selfish in doing this, but I really don't want to leave any stains in your heart, even if we will not be possible anymore, I still hope that I in your heart will be pure and immaculate." Actually, I talked to Zheng Zihao a few times after that, and apologized to him for what happened back then, and he also did something to me, and he promised me that I would not hurt Xiaoyue, so I was relieved, when you told me that Xiaoyue and Zheng Zihao had a relationship, I didn't say anything, but I didn't expect that he was perfunctory to me. ”

"He also promised me that he would not live up to Xiaoyue, but in the end, he still failed him." I know the ins and outs of the matter, as for Zheng Zihao's betrayal of Lin Yue, whether it was to take revenge on Chu Tianyou or because of Chen Yuanyuan's family, I don't know very well, no matter which one it is, the current situation cannot be reversed, let's take one step at a time.

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