113. He loves you
Peter could feel Lin Shuang's helplessness and pain, but he still said bluntly: "The matter has come to this, the boss has made up his mind, and my sister should still think of a way to solve it." ”
"Everything I can has been done." Lin Shuang asked himself, "In this way, it still can't solve his hatred." ”
"Sister." Peter looked at her calmly, "I have something to say, don't be mad at me. ”
"Say it."
"Did my sister really do her best in this matter?" Peter asked expressionlessly.
Lin Shuang was obviously stunned, could it be that she was spared, and it wasn't enough for her to endure torture and humiliation?!
"Hey, what do you mean by that?" Ding Ding really couldn't listen to it and wanted to shoot the case, "Lin Shuang is the victim, okay!" Which side the hell are you on, kid? You TM was completely brainwashed by Ji Shaohan, and you even forgot the grace of saving your life. ”
Peter looked at Tintin indifferently, not angry.
"Tintin." Lin Shuang grabbed her, "Let him say." I'd love to hear about it. ”
Tintin angrily folded his arms and leaned back, looking out the window angrily.
"Sister, although I am only a bystander, in my opinion...... You are not the only victim in this case. "You always think that he is taking revenge on you, and have you ever wondered what he wants?" Maybe...... He doesn't want you to get down on your knees and beg for mercy, does he? ”
Lin Shuang admitted that Peter's words surprised her. If what he wants is not revenge, then what will it be?! She didn't even want to think about that answer, because she knew in her heart how dangerous it would be.
"Sister, you know, right?" Peter looked at her.
Lin Shuang shook her head stubbornly: "No, I don't know. ”
Peter looked at her helplessly: "No matter how many times you say sorry, it's useless for him." During this time, everything he did was just to test whether you had any regrets. Have you ever thought that if you say a word of regret or show weakness, it may ...... He can't make it this far?! ”
Lin Shuang was stunned, as if she had suddenly sobered up a lot.
Have you ever done something you regret?
Will you regret it?
......
More than once, Ji Luohan asked her like this.
But every time, she would tell him forcefully that she would never regret it.
......
"Sister." Peter looked at her earnestly, "You still need to tie the bell to the bell." In this world, only you know best how to end this story. ”
At this time, Lin Shuang was already so confused that she couldn't do it, and she shook her head and said, "I don't know, I really don't know." ”
"Sister. Whatever he does, all he does is to force you back to him. He loves you. That's why I'm sure he won't really hurt you. Peter finally spoke his mind.
Lin Shuang's eyes were red, as if he was about to ooze blood, and it was difficult to accept it at all: "This is not love, but paranoia." He hated me for deceiving him, and for leaving him without his permission. He felt that I had trampled on his dignity. He did all this for the sake of his dignity. ”
"Probably, it's not love." Peter took her hand without arguing, "If this is nothing more than paranoia, then ...... The more you push him away, the more he won't let go! ”
After hearing this, Lin Shuang lowered her head and closed her eyes, her expression heavy.
"Let's go. I'm tired and don't want to say any more. ”
"Sister. If you want to know how the boss has lived all these years, I'll tell you again. ”
After Peter left, Tintin also returned home with Lin Shuang.
When she got home, Lin Shuang sat silently by the window and didn't eat a bite of dinner.
Ding Ding watched anxiously from the side, not daring to disturb her.
When the night was deeper, Tintin came and said, "Frost, go to sleep, and we'll talk about it tomorrow." ”
Lin Shuang came back to her senses from her trance and smiled: "Tomorrow, it's still the same." ”
Ding Ding sat down next to her, his expression distressed, and he hesitated for a long time before asking, "I'll ask you a question, and you tell me honestly." ”
"What?"
"You...... Have you ever had feelings for him? Tintin asked carefully.
Lin Shuang leaned against the edge of the window, her face full of sadness: "I don't want to answer your question." ”
Ding Ding looked at her, folded his hands, and sighed: "Listening to that little kid today, that Ji Luohan is nothing to you." The two of you are married to each other, and you will have some feelings. So I'm thinking...... Perhaps, as the little boy said, his purpose is just to get you back to him. ”
"Tintin, don't say it." Lin Shuang let out a long sigh, "I'm tired. ”
"Frost." Tintin took her hand, "No matter what you want to do next, I will stand by your side and support it unconditionally." But you know in your heart that you can lie to anyone, but never to yourself. ”
"There's no way I can love him!" Lin Shuang's mood fluctuated suddenly, "Impossible." ”
Ding Ding continued to look at her with sharp eyes: "Love or not, you just need to know yourself." I just hope that you don't make yourself too hard. ”
Tears slipped from the corners of Lin Shuang's eyes and hugged Ding Ding.
The next morning.
When Ding Ding woke up, he rubbed his eyes and saw that Lin Shuang had already prepared his suitcase, looking like he was going to go out.
"Where are you going?" Tintin asked not quite soberly.
Lin Shuang pulled out the lever of the suitcase, stood at the end of the bed, and said to her with a smile: "My other things will be left with you." I'll go to Ji Zhai, these clothes should be enough. ”
"Oh." Ding Ding answered, reacted, and was scared awake, "What? Are you going to the Season House? Why? ”
An Jun ...... Peter was right. In any case, the bell still needs to be tied to the bell. Lin Shuang's expression was calm, "Since I am still Mrs. Ji, I should be where I should be." ”
Before her words fell, Ding Ding had already crawled to the end of the bed, looking puzzled: "Dead woman, don't be impulsive, let's talk about it in the long run." ”
"I've thought it through." Lin Shuang comforted her and said, "Don't worry." I'll be fine. ”
"Lin Shuang, don't be impulsive. I didn't mean to ask you what I asked you last night to get you back to him! Ding Ding clenched her wrist, so nervous that he couldn't do it, "If you have feelings for him, and he has feelings for you, I don't mind if you break the mirror and reunite." But isn't the situation complicated now? So we think long-term, think long-term. ”
Lin Shuang looked at her resolutely: "Don't persuade me anymore, you won't hesitate anymore if you know that I have made a decision." In fact...... I didn't know what to do next. It's just that I figured it out. ”
"My dear, you don't call it figuring it out, but rushing to the doctor in a hurry! Xiao Dong and his sister are in his hands, what can you figure out rationally?! ”
"No, I really figured it out. When I became Ji Luohan's wife, it was not what I wanted, nor did he wish. When I left, I didn't even want to see him for the last time, and I went against his wishes. Therefore, he was unwilling to even sign the divorce agreement. Right now...... I leave the decision back to him and leave it to him. ”
Ding Ding really disagreed: "You call yourself a net." Can he make you feel better?! ”
Lin Shuang smiled bitterly: "He wants it, it is like this." Peter was right that no one but me could untie the knot. ”
Tintin was suddenly speechless to refute, and in anguish he reached out and knocked his head on the head, unable to think of a better way. "No! If you let me think about it, there will be a way. ”
"Don't do that, you know you can't help it." Lin Shuang patted her on the shoulder, and she had made up her mind, "I was originally Mrs. Ji, it's time to face it again." ”
Tintin didn't say anything anymore, but quickly freshened up, insisted on going with her, and also packed a small luggage.
On the way to the car, Lin Shuang kept comforting her and persuaded her to go home later. But Ding Ding still insisted and was iron-hearted.
When they arrived at the Ji family's new house, Lin Shuang's reappearance surprised the servants. Lin Shuang could tell from their expressions that they already knew her identity, but she didn't expect that Ji Luohan had already announced it, as if she knew that she would definitely enter this house again.
The servant took her luggage, invited her to sit down in the drawing-room, and said that he would go and ask the butler to come over. Lin Shuang thought to herself, it turned out that the housekeeper was already in place. Thinking of the short days when she was a housekeeper, I felt tired.
"It occurred to me that I remembered. Last time you said you were here to station or something, but it's actually that bastard, right? Tintin remembered and whispered for confirmation.
Lin Shuang nodded and did not elaborate.
It didn't take long for a familiar voice to sound behind Lin Shuang, accompanied by a rush of footsteps.
"Young grandma."
Lin Shuang was stunned for a few seconds, and when she turned around, her expression was surprised, and she thought that there was something wrong with her eyes.
"Young grandma." Xiao Tao approached her with teary eyes, her expression was long-awaited, "You're finally back, young grandma." ”
Lin Shuang didn't know whether to cry or laugh, but hurriedly stretched out her arms and hugged the woman in front of her.
"How could it be you? Haven't you all been dismissed? Lin Shuang's eyes were also red, and she thought that she would never be in this life again.
"Young grandma. Little Peach has never forgotten you, never. ”
"Neither do I."
......
The two hugged tightly like this, and the picture was warm and touching.
After calming down the excitement, Lin Shuang pulled Xiao Tao to sit side by side and began to tell each other about the current situation.
"I heard that the young grandmother is now a very powerful interior designer." Xiao Tao's face is less immature than the original, and a little more mature, looking at her eyes are shining, "It's really worthy of our young grandmother." ”
Lin Shuang smiled: "What about you?" How were you doing after leaving? ”
"At that time, the old lady gave us a generous severance pay, but we were not allowed to live in this city anymore." Xiao Tao said slowly, "So, I went somewhere else." It is also a domestic service for a rich family. It's still a good time. ”
Thinking of this, Lin Shuang felt guilty. Because of her, Xiao Tao had to find another livelihood. "I'm sorry. It's all because of me. ”
"What did the young grandmother say, how can you be sorry for me." Xiao Tao smiled open-mindedly, "If I hadn't gone elsewhere, how could I have met my husband?" Speaking of which, it's all cause and effect. If I stay in the Ji family, maybe I'll really get along with Ah Kuan's ugly bastard. ”
Goodbye hearing Xiao Tao's heartless ridicule, Lin Shuang couldn't help laughing: "Are you married?" ”
"Yes, I'll show you. Not only does I have a husband, but I also have children. Xiao Tao said excitedly, and hurriedly took out her mobile phone to show her, "This is my husband." This is my precious son, just two years old. ”
Lin Shuang looked very pleased: "I'm really happy for you." ”
Xiao Tao nodded, and her happy smile was self-evident.
"Hey, you're so happy, can you ignore me too?" Tintin on the side finally couldn't help but protest.
Lin Shuang laughed and hurriedly introduced: "Xiao Tao, this is my best friend Ding Ding." Ding Ding, this is Xiao Tao, when I was in the Ji family at that time, my best friend. ”
When this dead friend saw the dead friend, he immediately attracted each other, smiled and hurriedly shook hands in greeting.
After they chatted warmly, Lin Shuang couldn't help but ask, "Xiao Tao, why are you ...... Become a housekeeper here? ”
Xiao Tao put away her smile and stabilized her expression: "The young master specially brought me here, saying that he hoped that I could come over and be a housekeeper." Originally, I didn't want to come back, after all, I had to leave my husband and son. But...... In order to see you again, I had to come. ”
Lin Shuang was silent for a moment, very moved and guilty: "I'm sorry." ”
"Ouch, why do you say I'm sorry again." Xiao Tao naturally knew what she was for, "Don't worry, I'm just leaving my husband and son temporarily." The young master is arranging for my husband and son to be placed here. Therefore, I will be this housekeeper with peace of mind and continue to serve the young master and young grandmother. ”
Lin Shuang didn't know how much Xiao Tao knew about the inside story, so she just smiled and didn't say much.
"Butler Peach." Rattin interjected, "Let's talk first." Are you going to be on the side of that bastard, or are you going to be on the side of the dead woman? ”
"Tintin." Lin Shuang didn't have time to stop her.
Xiao Tao was stunned, and then shook Lin Shuang's hand with a smile: "Young grandma, since you're back, don't think about it so much." I didn't know why you had to leave, though. But I believe that the young master doesn't blame you anymore. It's just that he needs some time. ”
"Huh." Ding Ding really disagreed, "It's strange enough for a big man to be narrow-minded like this." ”
"Our young master is not like this." Little Peach was anxious to protect the Lord, "You don't know him. ”
"I said, sister, which side are you on?" Tintin became anxious all of a sudden.
Lin Shuang was suddenly caught in the middle, and hurriedly changed the topic and asked, "What about Ji Luohan?" I want to see him. ”
"The young master is out." Xiao Tao replied, "Young grandma, I'll help you pack your luggage first." Then prepare a good dinner. ”
"I'll wait for him to come back before ......." Lin Shuang thought, it was also possible that Ji Luohan would not allow her to exist in this family, everything was just her thinking wrong.
"Young grandma. You are the mistress of this home. Peace of mind is good. Xiao Tao said directly, and got up to start arranging.
"Honey." Tintin followed by a gesture of raising his hand, "And me?" Where do I live? ”
"Sister Ding Ding, you want to stay too?" Xiao Tao was a little surprised, and then looked at Lin Shuang with an embarrassed face.
"Of course. I'm Lin Shuang's bodyguard now. Of course we have to move in. There are so many rooms in this house, just arrange a room for me. I'm not very picky anyway. Tintin replied with a smile.
Lin Shuang gave a look, and Xiao Tao said with understanding: "I'm really embarrassed, Sister Ding Ding." Our young master has a strange temper and will not allow outsiders to live in without his consent. ”
"Outsiders?!" Tintin widened his eyes and immediately wanted to come forward to theorize.
"Tintin." Lin Shuang grabbed her and comforted her softly, "I said it a long time ago, Ji Luohan will not allow you to come with me." This is his home, and he has this right. ”
"But ......"
"I know you're worried about me and want to protect me. But you see, now there's a little peach here, and she'll be looking at me. So...... You're not going back, are you? I'll call you every day to report your safety, how's that? ”
Ding Ding was so angry that he couldn't speak, but his expression was clearly unwilling.
"Sister Ding Ding." Xiao Tao hurriedly came over to help, "You can rest assured that you will leave it to me." I promise that I will take good care of her. ”
"Ahh Tintin was so angry that he scratched his lungs, but he had to do it.
After Ding Ding drove away, Xiao Tao led Lin Shuang into the master room.
"I heard that this house was designed by my young grandmother. It's so beautiful. Xiao Tao put the luggage away with a smile, opened it and began to tidy it up.
"Little Peach, you can leave it alone, I'll come by myself later."
"Ouch, the young grandmother is still polite to me."
"You're a housekeeper now, you don't have to do it yourself."
"Ouch, I'm a housekeeper in front of those little ghosts, in front of you, I'll always be a little peach, so you don't care about me."
Lin Shuang smiled helplessly, and her eyes were immediately attracted by the dresser.
She walked over quickly, saw the glass bottle on the table, and froze instantly. Last time, after she broke one by mistake, didn't Ji Luohan say that she threw it all away?
Now, not only is the self-broken one intact, but the whole set is here. She wondered, and couldn't help but reach out and pick it up and look at it.
"Yo, this set of bottles is still there." Xiao Tao came over and said rarely, "I still remember that this set of glass bottles was specially ordered by foreign craftsmen and given to the young grandmother at that time." ”
Of course, Lin Shuang remembered.
At that time, Ji Luohan asked her what gift she wanted, and she casually said a glass. As a result, I received this set of gifts.
Now, they are here in one piece, how can she not be amazed. Did Ji Luohan go and make up for another one?
"Actually, the young master still has a lot of heart." Xiao Tao couldn't help but sigh beside her, "The things given to the young grandmother have been moved over untouched." ”
Lin Shuang's face sank, and his chest was tight. "He didn't say when he was going to be back?" She asked.
"Not really. Do you need me to ask? ”
"No need."
......
After dinner, Lin Shuang sat on the sofa in the master room and waited.
Although her luggage had been placed in the dressing room, she had not changed her clothes and washed for a long time, just waiting for Ji Luohan to come back.
In the early hours of the morning, she vaguely felt that there was a light in the entrance garden, and when she hurriedly ran to the window to look, it was Ji Luohan's car driving in.
Her heart immediately hung in the air, and she hurried back to the sofa and sat down.
But after a long time, it was not Ji Luohan who knocked on the door, but Xiao Tao.
"Young grandma." Xiao Tao called her softly, and her smile was not very natural.
Lin Shuang's face froze and he didn't speak.
"The young master has urgent business to go abroad for a few days, so he left again."
"Didn't you tell him that I was waiting for him?"
"Got it." Xiao Tao smiled and tried to keep it natural, "But the young master is too anxious, so let me tell the young grandmother that he won't come up." ”
Lin Shuang tugged at the corners of her mouth and hung her here, and sure enough, it was quite his Ji Luohan style. The more she wanted to see him, the more she wanted to show weakness, he just didn't give her this opportunity, and he was anxious to let her die in a hurry.
"Little Peach." She couldn't help but ask, "Do you know about my brother and sister?" ”
"Your brother and sister? What's up? Little Peach didn't know about this.
"That's fine. You go to rest. ”
"Grandma Hurry up and rest, good night."
"Good night."
.......
After Lin Shuang washed it clean, he hesitated to lie down on the bed.
All the materials and colors on this bed were personally selected by her, but she didn't know that it was under her now.
When you think about it, it's also a kind of irony.
In this home, what is not designed and selected by her. If this is a prison, then it is really funny that she has built such a prison for herself.
Perhaps, this is the picture that Ji Luohan expected with foresight.
She was thinking about it when her phone rang. She took it and saw that it was Ji Luohan.
She hurriedly sat up, picked it up with bated breath, and didn't even say the word "hey".
On the other end of the phone, it is also quiet.
After a long time, I heard Ji Luohan's voice sounding on the other end. "Is the bed good to sleep on?"
"Hmm." She replied dryly.
"Good bed." Unexpectedly, Ji Luohan replied with such a sentence, his tone was very calm, and he couldn't hear the joy and anger.
Lin Shuang was in no mood to accept the compliment now, and besides, she wasn't sure that it was a compliment, so she asked coldly, "When will you come back?" ”
"It seems that Mrs. Ji is very anxious to see my husband."
"......" Lin Shuang secretly cursed himself and asked what this sentence was for, and hurriedly said, "Can we have a good chat?" ”
"Don't worry. When I get back, I have time to talk. Ji Luohan's voice was cold.
But how could Lin Shuang not be in a hurry, after thinking about it, he couldn't help but say cautiously: "My family ......"
"Shouldn't Mrs. Ji tell me to have a safe journey?" Ji Luohan interrupted her, obviously not wanting to mention the topic, "Or do I have to bring a gift back?" ”
Lin Shuang sighed secretly, did she have to role-play now to follow his wishes? "Have a safe journey." She had no choice but to do so obediently.
Ji Luohan's tone was obviously slightly satisfied: "I'm going to Paris, what gift do you want?" ”
"......" Lin Shuang reached out and stroked her temples in distress, "Ji Luohan, is this really interesting?" ”