Chapter 6: Loss

Haven't seen it for more than a year. Shen Lingqing has faded her childishness and has grown into a slim girl, wearing a pink princess dress, with chestnut curly hair draped over her shoulders, such a delicate beauty smiled beautifully when she saw Qi Ran appear.

Qi Ran's nose was sour, and almost subconsciously came to Shen Lingqing and threw himself into her arms.

"Lingqing, he's gone, he doesn't want me anymore."

Shen Lingqing naturally knew who Qi Ran was referring to.

Shen Lingqing was the first person to know that Qi Ran's feelings for Gu Jingchen were beyond normal brother and sister, and he was also Qi Ran's most trusted friend.

Qi Ran's pain, Shen Lingqing can empathize, because that pride of the sky left, her heart has been hurting.

Looking at the person who was crying like a child in her arms, a touch of hatred flashed in Shen Lingqing's eyes, she was really jealous of Qi Ran, why, Gu Chen's life was so short, but Qi Ran became the person he was suspected of believing.

Shen Lingqing raised his hand and gently patted Qi Ran's back, just like when he was in middle school, comforting her intimately.

"Qi Ran, I'm as sad as you, but life has to go on. Isn't it? ”

Qi Ran's eyes were red and swollen, "Actually, I'm really confused now, I really don't know how to live." ”

When the most important person in his life left, the world lost its color, and now Qi Ran's life is only gloomy.

She has never been a person with long-term goals, she never thought about what the future would be because of Gu Jingchen before, and after he left, she couldn't see the future.

Shen Lingqing looked at Qi Ran's emaciated face, full of sadness, although Qi Ran didn't like to laugh before, he wouldn't be so lifeless.

His eyes fell on Qi Ran's stomach, and he pushed the juice that had already been ordered in front of Qi Ran, "Don't be sad." ”

Qi Ran took a sip lightly with interest, hesitated for a while, and suddenly raised his head and looked at Shen Lingqing with a firm gaze, "Lingqing, I'm pregnant." ”

Shen Lingqing's hand on her lap tightened, and her delicate nails were broken by her, although it was not the first time she knew the news, but when Qi Ran told her in person, her heart still hurt. Shen Lingqing only felt sarcastic, why could Qi Ran say it so shamelessly, in Shen Lingqing's opinion, this was not trust, but showing off, showing off that even if Gu Chen had left, she had left a child for her, and she had never had anything.

Why!

Qi Ran looked at Shen Lingqing's face pale, thinking that he had scared her.

"I know, it's ridiculous, but it's really his and my child, Lingqing, and I decided to give birth to him."

"You're only 18 years old! No one would believe that he was Gu Chen's child. Shen Lingqing was a little uncontrollably excited.

As a genius painter, Gu Chen's widow should have been a glorious existence, but Qi Ran's identity would only stain Gu Chen's posthumous name. Shen Lingqing held back all the resentment, reached out to hold Qi Ran's hand, and his face was still concerned, "Have you really thought about it?" Does Aunt Wenxin know? ”

"I won't let others know about his existence, this is just Qi Ran and Gu Jingchen's child, I never want him to have any other identity."

What Shen Lingqing wanted to say about Qi Ran also understood, isn't it because she and Gu Jingchen are brother and sister in law, so no one will admit the relationship between them, not to mention that Qi Ran is only 18 years old now.

Once it is made public, then Gu Chen's reputation will be ruined, so Cheng Wenxin does not allow her to keep this child, even if it is Gu Chen's widow.

"Lingqing, this is the child he left me, it is the continuation of his life, he is not gone yet."

Shen Lingqing's strength in holding Qi Ran's hand gradually increased, and although he was about to be resentful to the extreme, he still smiled at Qi Ran gently, "I support you." Qi Ran, let's go, let's go to the hospital and see the baby, you are only 18 years old, you don't understand many things, since you plan to give birth to the child, you can't be confused. ”

Shen Lingqing picked up the bag and was about to pull Qi Ran, her anxiety seemed to care more about this child than Qi Ran.

"I also don't think I'm a competent mother, and I'm not afraid of anything if you accompany me to the hospital for a check-up."

Qi Ran looked at Shen Lingqing gratefully, with his hand on his stomach, his face full of anticipation for the child.

Qi Ran hadn't done a detailed pregnancy test, so she didn't have any suspicions when the doctor asked her to drink a glass of warm water before the examination.

"Take a break here, and the doctor will be here in a moment."

Qi Ran was lying on the hospital bed, his hand on his lower abdomen, as if he could feel the little life inside. Gradually, the eyelids became a little heavy.

Shen Lingqing looked at the person on the hospital bed falling asleep, and the happy smile on her face was so dazzling.

"Qi Ran, I'm sorry, I don't want to hurt you either, but who made you pregnant with his child."

Song Yi searched for a few floors in the hospital and did not find Qi Ran.

The faint sense of uneasiness in my heart is getting stronger and stronger. Obviously, the person who was very resistant to coming to the hospital before, why would he follow a girl so willingly.

When they met, Song Yi watched from the glass window at the door, and followed him to the hospital, but he lost people in the hospital.

When he went to the obstetrics and gynecology department for the second time, Song Yi vaguely saw the door of the operating room that had just been closed, and the person who was pushed there was so similar to Qi Ran.

"Qi Ran!"

Cheng Wenxi, who had just arrived, immediately asked the bodyguards around him to pull him over when he saw Song Yi.

"Let go of me! What are you going to do to Qi Ran? ”

The last time Song Yi suddenly appeared, Cheng Wenxin didn't take it to heart, but he didn't expect that now this stinky boy would appear again.

Cheng Wenxin looked up and saw the light on "during surgery", so he was relieved that as long as the child was gone, everything would be fine. "Are you a classmate of our Xiao Ran? This is not the place you should be, you go back to school. ”

"I'm going to call the police, you're hurting illegally."

Song Yi couldn't break free from the clamps of the two bodyguards, so he could only stare at Cheng Wenxin fiercely.

For a hairy boy like Song Yi, Cheng Wenxin naturally won't take it seriously.

"I am Qi Ran's mother, and I will take care of my daughter." Compared with Song Yi's excitement, Cheng Wenxin's calmness is more like satirizing Song Yi's nosy.

If there was no content in his memory that he overheard last time, Song Yi might still be able to believe Cheng Wenxin's words, but Song Yi already knew everything and knew what kind of deception was being carried out in the operation inside, although he didn't know why Qi Ran suddenly came to the hospital by himself, but his intuition told him that it must not be Qi Ran's true thoughts.

Qi Ran told him very firmly that she was going to give birth to the child, not to mention that it was Gu Chen's child.

"Cheng Dong, you can't do this to her, she said that she was going to give birth to the child."

"Child, it seems that you like our family Xiao Ran very much, but you are still too naΓ―ve, I am doing this for my daughter's good, so you had better leave immediately." Cheng Wenxin motioned to the bodyguards to take Song Yi down.

The operation didn't take long, Cheng Wenxin looked at the person lying on the hospital bed, his face was pale, and he looked distressed, "Xiao Ran, don't blame your mother, you will understand my hard work when you grow up." ”

After Cheng Wenxin instructed someone to prepare nourishing medicinal food for Qi Ran, he went to the doctor's office.

I consulted about the precautions after the surgery.

"It won't affect the future, will it?"

Cheng Dong rest assured, as long as you pay attention to rest and adjust properly, it will not leave any impact, and Cheng Wenxin can be relieved when he hears the doctor's words.

"Get out!"

The aunt who delivered the meal was kicked out by Qi Ran, and the chicken soup that had just been sent in was also thrown out by the people inside and swept the ground.

Cheng Wenxin stepped on noble steps, avoided the stains on the ground, and entered the ward.

Qi Ran sat paralyzed on the messy hospital bed, so weak that he needed to support his body with his arms to barely sit up, and there was no blood on his pale face.

The emaciated face, almost the size of a palm, and the eye sockets were sunken, "Are you satisfied now?" Are you happy? You can't keep your son, and you're here to kill my child! ”

Qi Ran hysterically denounced the person in front of him, the grace of years of nurturing, all the careful cultivation, all came to naught at this moment.

It turns out that Cheng Wenxin can really be so ruthless.

When Qi Ran woke up, he felt something missing in his body.

At that moment, Qi Ran felt real despair.

"Ahh I hate you! I hate you! I hate you! ”

Qi Ran's eyes full of hatred were like a knife, slashing Cheng Wenxin's heart fiercely, "Xiao Ran, forget it, just treat it as if you never had one." ”

Cheng Wenxin was originally Qi Ran's most relied on relative and the most admired strong woman, but now she is a ruthless executioner.

personally killed Qi Ran's last hope. And kept saying something to make her forget. Qi Ran felt that he had heard the biggest and most ironic joke in the world.

Cheng Wenxin wanted to hug Qi Ran, but her grief had reached its limit, and her collapsed appearance throbbed Cheng Wenxin's heart for a while.

The thin body suddenly collapsed, and the smell of blood soon covered the smell of disinfectant water in the ward.

Qi Ran in the dream kept falling, she was very scared, she was in the endless abyss, and the air around her was cold and biting.

A beam of light, from top to bottom, shone on her body, Qi Ran opened her eyes, saw a familiar face, and smiled gently at her.

Qi Ran stretched out her hand and wanted to grab Gu Jingchen, but she couldn't touch it, she desperately wanted to catch up, but she couldn't catch him.

"Morning, don't go!"

The temperature was getting lower and lower, she felt so cold, the cold air almost froze her, so that she could only watch Gu Jingchen's figure disappear from sight.

When Qi Ran woke up again, he was guarded by a young nurse. Cheng Wenxin stood outside the ward, looking at the people inside quietly through the glass window, a small lump, in the quilt, there was almost no sense of existence.

Qi Ran's face turned around, facing Cheng Wenxin through the glass, and in his big smart eyes, he only saw endless despair.

The young nurse looked at Qi Ran distressedly, a young girl in the flower season, who would show such a desperate look.

Qi Ran smiled suddenly, the corners of his mouth rose slightly, and the smile was very faint......