[The original words written have been harmonized, and they can't be rewritten, so let's summarize it]

Drunken.

A night of passion.

I'm sorry for the impact on everyone.

I went over and helped her. She pushed me away, and I went back to help her. She reached out and put a mouth, she was very hard, and I was in pain. She yelled at me, "Get out. After saying that, I cried for a long, long time.

Then I heard her say, "Why, why are you doing this to me?" ”

I glanced at her. Lowering his head and not speaking, Chen Ran suddenly smiled. Said: "You two are so nice, really good. ”

I was silent for a long time: "Come and give me a chance, let me be okay with you." ”

Chen Ran looked at me: "Are you pitying me?" What did you do earlier? Are you still not an individual? As he spoke, tears flowed out.

I continued: "Give me a chance, and I will be good to you and responsible for you. Okay. ”

Chen Ran was silent for a long time, shook his head at me, shook his head vigorously, and said, "Forget it, it's too late." I don't feel for you, and even then, I still don't feel for you, you just disappoint me more. You know I drank too much. You know everything, you know, you fucking know. You know, you're still doing it. Then he cried again.

I've never felt so guilty and blamed myself since. I said to her, "I'm sorry. I also drank a little wine, so I thought less about it. ”

Chen Ran snuggled into my arms, crying. It's slowly getting brighter. She quieted down. She looked at me: "Bring me all my clothes, you turn your face away." I did as she asked. She was slow to get dressed.

After the clothes were dressed, Chen Ran took the cigarette from in front of me, lit one, and smoked it himself.

I lit one too: "Give me a chance." I've grown so big, and I've never begged anyone to do that. ”

Chen Ran looked at me: "There is no chance at all." It's true. You're dead. I hate you. But more than that, I still hate myself. I should have let you out yesterday. Nothing will happen. ”

I looked at Chen Ran: "You really, just hate me so much?" ”

Chen Ran nodded: "Unforgettable hatred." ”

I stood up and put on my still wet T-shirt: "Okay, when you want to take revenge on me, how you want to retaliate, you can just come." I don't fight back, you stabbed me. I don't blame you for anything. ”

Chen Ran lowered his head and was silent for a while: "Send me home in a while." ”

I looked at her and asked, "Going to school?" ”

Chen Ran was happy: "Go to school? So go to school? Let everyone go and have fun? I don't want to go to school anymore and I'm not feeling well right now. ”

We stayed until 7 o'clock, and I helped her out of bed, cleaned up a little, and didn't ask for a deposit. After helping Chen Ran out, he took a taxi and sent her to their door. Her home is one floor. Before she went home, she said to me, "I just want to tell you one thing, I will be cruel to you for the rest of my life." After speaking, he slowly entered the corridor.

I was watching her at the door, I didn't know how she was going to tell her parents about yesterday when she got home, but I was scared, I was really scared. I stood there for a long time, then took a taxi and went back to school.

[A large part of the text is harmonized.] 】