In the evening, Ruan Shu left work half an hour early - she didn't dare to forget that today was the day to go to the doctor.

When I arrived at the psychological counseling room, the front desk was lying on the table bored, and when I saw Ruan Shu's figure, I immediately cheered up: "Miss Ruan, Dr. Ma is in the consultation room." You talk slowly, I'll go first. Have a nice weekend! ”

"Well, Weekend Fun-" Before she could finish replying to the word "fast", the front desk had disappeared into the elevator. Ruan Shu smiled slightly helplessly, walked in with a familiar car, and knocked on the door of the consultation room.

There was no response.

"I'm in." Ruan Shu said hello and pushed the door in with a twist on the doorknob.

The rooms are bright and spacious, the walls are painted in a calming pale blue, and the interior is decorated simply and slightly warmly.

Ma sat at the table in Yixi's white overalls, holding a pen in his hand, and bowed his head to record something.

Looking around, there was nothing unusual, Ruan Shu "cut~" and teased: "I thought you were changing clothes, so you didn't have time to pay attention to me, and I was looking forward to meeting a naked male after coming in." ”

"I'm sorry to disappoint you." Ma Yi raised his head, wore a pair of black-framed glasses on his tall nose, his tone was lukewarm, and his face was expressionless.

Thanks to her deliberate efforts to joke, it turned out to have no effect on his iceberg face. Ruan Shu sneered, came to him and sat down: "You didn't rush today, I came by myself." ”

"So I should compliment you?" Ma Yi still does not enter the oil and salt.

Ruan Shu shrugged: "Dear Doctor Ma, don't waste your precious time asking about my master, okay?" ”

Ma Yi took out a small pendulum from the drawer and put it in front of Ruan Shu and corrected her: "I'm charging for the hour here." It's not my time that's being wasted, it's your money. ”

"OK~OK~" Ruan Shu made a surrender, "I can't say anything about you." ”

Ma placed his fingers on the table and examined her quietly for a moment, before he began his usual opening remarks: "Has anything impressive happened during the last meeting that you need to share with me?" ”

Ruan Shu followed his example, sat upright, and then calmly replied, "There was a man who stirred his tongue into my mouth. ”

"Acquaintance? Don't recognize? Ma Yi's tone did not fluctuate in the slightest because of the content of her words.

"Yes."

"Acquaintances? A stranger on several sides? ”

Ruan Shu thought for a moment, but failed to classify, so he said: "I haven't been in touch for ten years, and I just met again." Barely an acquaintance. ”

Matthew pondered the word "reluctantly" and entered the main question and asked: "To what extent has he done to you?" ”

"Touch me."

"Where's the touch?"

"Neck. Waist. Chest. ”

"You let him touch it?"

"And then it was stopped."

"How long was that?"

"No, I didn't. I can't remember. ”

"He wants to do it with you?"

"He wants to force me."

"Why 'strong'?" Ma Yi grabbed the words.

Ruan Shu's eyes flashed across the moment's coldness: "It's not my will." ”

Ma Yi stared at her quietly for a second, then moved on to the next question: "How did you feel at that time?" ”

"I don't feel it." Ruan Shu answered this question very quickly.

Ma Yi grabbed it again and asked again: "How did you feel when you were kissed and touched?" ”

"It's a tongue into my mouth, not a kiss." Ruan Shu corrected a little paranoidly.

Ma Yi followed her words and repeated again: "How do you feel when you are tongue stirred and touched?" ”

This time, Ruan Shu paused for two or three seconds, as if trying to remember, and then spit out two words: "Uncomfortable." ”

Ma Yi's eyes lit up almost imperceptibly, and he asked confirmatively: "Is it uncomfortable, not disgusting?" ”

Ruan Shu hesitated, but finally nodded.

"You know him well?"

"Not really."

"You've had similar encounters in the past?"

Ruan Shu pursed his lips and acquiesced.

"What was your relationship with him?"

"My cousin."

"Did you like him?"

"Not really."

"Did he like you?"

"I don't think so."

"He likes you now?" Ma Yi chased after him.

"I don't know." Ruan Shu was indifferent.

"You guess why he put his tongue in your mouth?"

"Can't guess." Then she added, "He expressed his desire to support me." ”

Ma raised his eyebrows.

Ruan Shu was calm.

"Remembering it afterwards?"

"Hmm."

"How many times?"

"Once."

"One last question." Ma Yi helped the frame of the glass, "If you were given another chance, would you try to do it with him?" ”

Ruan Shu frowned deeply: "No." ”

"Why?"

Ruan Shu raised his chin slightly: "What you just said is the last question." ”

Ma Yi was not in a hurry: "Temporarily add a question." ”

"Can I choose not to answer?"

"Yes." Ma Yi picked up the pen and was about to write something.

Ruan Shu still replied: "I'm not sexually interested in him." ”

Ma Yi raised his eyes in response, faintly rolling his eyes.

A smile tugged at the corner of Ruan Shu's lips—wasn't she here to spend an hour and two thousand yuan chatting with him because she wasn't sexually interested in anyone.

The doctor-patient relationship came to an end for the time being, and Ruan Shu no longer learned him to sit upright, leaned back in his chair, and let out a long sigh of relaxation.

Ma Yi quickly made notes on her medical record card, closed the folder in a moment, put down the pen, and began to pack her things to get ready for work.

Ruan Shu was stunned for a moment: "Don't you have any conclusions or suggestions for me today?" ”

Ma Yi's eyes swept towards the recliner not far away, then looked back at Ruan Shu, and repeated the old words: "When are you willing to accept my hypnotherapy?" ”

Ruan Shu flashed his gaze, was silent for a moment, and smiled: "I have been honest enough with you. There is no one in the world who knows my affairs better than you know. ”

Ma Yi unceremoniously pierced: "But you don't fully trust me." ”

Ruan Shu didn't say anything.

Ma Yi sneered with a cold face: "A patient who doesn't trust the doctor will never be cured." ”

The two broke up not very happily for the Nth time.

***

The next day was the weekend, and Ruan Shu got up at six o'clock as usual, put on half of the headset, and listened to the news for a morning jog.

There was a light rain in the early hours of the morning, the washed air was much fresher and fresher, and the city woke up with the rising sun.

On the way back, a phone call came in.