Chapter 24: Ten years of grievances, but the autumn wind

The clear and pure eyes in those memories became without any emotion, and when they looked at Qi Ran, they didn't have any emotion, and even a little confused.

After a while, his pupils gradually lost focus.

"Morning ......"

"Gu Jingchen is dead, Gu Chen, ...... is also dead"

Gu Jingchen's voice was faint, intermingling with the coldness in the air.

Hearing his voice, it was melodious as if it had traveled through time and space.

Qi Ran took a few steps forward and directly buckled Gu Jingchen's waist, and his strength was so great that he forced Gu Jingchen's body back a few steps.

"You've lost weight."

Qi Ran could almost clearly touch his ribs. Although Gu Jingchen in his memory is also a thin figure, he is a typical type of thin and undressed with flesh, that solid arm, that solid embrace......

Qi Ran was afraid that he was dreaming, so he hugged Gu Jingchen tightly, unwilling to let go no matter how much he pulled.

All the tears rubbed on his body, and Qi Ran breathed deeply into the unique familiar smell of his body. Addicted to general, I can't wait to make up for what I owe for so many years.

"Do you know how I got here after you left? How can you be so ruthless? ”

Gu Jingchen's hand held the back of Qi Ran's cold hand, and the hand that originally wanted to push her away couldn't exert his strength. Qi Ran's whole body was trembling, but the strength of the arm that hugged his waist did not decrease by half.

Gu Jingchen's eyes regained clarity, and he looked down at the person who was crying in his arms who had completely disregarded his image, and the appearance of crying nose was still the same as when he was a child.

"Let's go back."

Gu Jingchen knew that Song Yi was waiting for her outside, originally Gu Jingchen didn't plan to come, he didn't expect to meet this little girl so soon, but Shen Zhiyun still informed her first.

"Shall we go home together?"

Qi Ran raised his head and looked at Gu Jingchen, his eyes were red, and his tears couldn't stop flowing down.

Gu Jingchen turned his head, avoiding her burning gaze, and looked at the tombstone in front of him. "Gu Jingchen is dead, why do you still insist on remembering him."

"I don't allow you to say such things, you're still alive and well. Gu Jingchen, you can't hide from me anymore. ”

Qi Ran couldn't understand why Gu Jingchen was killed for ten years, she was even more curious about what happened ten years ago, and whether Cheng Wenxin knew that Gu Jingchen was still alive. If so, what role does she play in it?

If you don't know, why Gu Jingchen is still alive but faked his death for ten years.

"Ranran, Gu Chen buried Gu Jingchen with his own hands. Don't think about it anymore. ”

"I don't care, as long as it's you, as long as you're alive, we're still a family."

"I've never been home. Ranran, go back, as if you never saw me. ”

"I'm not going to let you out of my sight again. You must come back with me. ”

Gu Jingchen's legs had just been raised, Qi Ran hugged him again, entangled to death, not letting him move half a step, Qi Ran almost cried and begged him not to be so ruthless.

"Don't go, I won't allow you to go again, why should you lie to me when you're still alive."

"Rising ......"

Gu Jingchen's low voice was a little hoarse, calling her name, just like back then. This voice, which has lingered in his ears countless times, is like a poppy, and every syllable is bewitching Qi Ran's heart.

"I finally heard you call me." I've dreamed about it countless times in my dreams, but every time I wake up, you're gone, do you know what kind of life I've been living after so many years of torture. ”

Gu Jingchen forcibly pulled Qi Ran's arm around his waist away, and took several steps back, the distance between them was only two meters, but in Qi Ran's opinion, it was like life and death, Gu Jingchen's indifference was more painful than stabbing her heart with a knife.

Qi Ran had almost heard the sound of his heart bleeding.

"You and Song Yi are fine, I will bless you."

Gu Jingchen had already touched the ring on Qi Ran's middle finger when Qi Ran hugged it for the first time, it was a temperature that was even colder than the temperature of her finger, freezing all of Gu Jingchen's blood.

Although I have known about this for a long time, when I really face it, my heart still can't help but feel a faint pain, which is the most real reaction from the depths of my heart.

"Blessings? I don't want your blessing! What do you bless us with? ”

Qi Ran took a deep breath, all the grievances over the years were gushing out in an instant, and all the forbearance broke out at this moment.

"Ten years, you are obviously alive and well, why do you want to pretend to be dead, do you know, because you are dead, I can only live in infinite pain, I am bearing everything alone, you must not have cared about how I have lived all these years when you hide in the shadows, right?"

Qi Ran's every word and sentence was like a denunciation, thinking back to everything he had done, his body was as uncomfortable as tearing his heart out.

Everything that was once turned into a joke.

"Tell me, why are you alive, why did you leave me alone to bear these pains!!"

Qi Ran's roar was almost torn out of his lungs, how much despair and sorrow.

"Bang!"

A figure rushed out like the wind, and when Qi Ran saw the person clearly, Gu Jingchen's face had already received a heavy punch, the position of the corner of his eye was obviously red and swollen, and his already white face was even paler, Gu Jingchen's body took two steps back weakly because of Song Yi's sudden attack, Gu Jingchen looked for prestige, but his eyes couldn't find Song Yi's position, he lowered his head to hide his anger.

Song Yi saw that she was about to step forward to make a move, but she was pulled by Qi Ran, and she was reluctant.

The distress in Qi Ran's eyes for Gu Jingchen once again stung Song Yi's heart.

"You've been dead for ten years, why are you coming back to life? You have tortured Qi Ran for ten years, do you want to torture her for another ten years? ”

Song Yi wanted to beat Gu Jingchen to death, because he really didn't want to see him, although he was still shocked in his heart, in the shock of the news of Gu Jingchen's resurrection, but it did not affect Song Yi's hatred for Gu Jingchen at all, because his appearance was Song Yi's biggest threat.

"Gu Jingchen, if you want to die, just die, come back to life and pretend to be a ghost, what kind of man is it!"

Gu Jingchen listened to Song Yi's roar, and looked at Qi Ran's position with consciousness, "Ran Ran, don't tell your mother when you go back, you have seen me, and you should not have seen me today." ”

After saying this, Gu Jingchen turned around and was about to leave, Qi Ran almost subconsciously

ran forward and grabbed Gu Jingchen's hand, "You don't plan to recognize us, do you?" ”

Put away all the edges, put away all the blame, Qi Ran just wanted to keep him, if she let Gu Jingchen go today, she didn't know if she would still find him. A big living person was able to hide under the noses of the Gu family for a whole decade.

"Ranran, I'm a dead man!"

Gu Jingchen took a step forward, Qi Ran followed up, Gu Jingchen wanted to shake off Qi Ran's hand, but Qi Ran's strength kept tightening.

"I don't blame you, I really don't blame you, as long as you live, that's enough, don't leave me, okay?"

With a pair of eyes behind him, full of gloom and sadness, he knew that once Gu Jingchen appeared, Qi Ran's world would no longer accommodate anyone, and the kind of love rooted in the bone marrow could not be replaced by anyone.

Gu Jingchen was silent, he now hoped that Song Yi could have the same courage as just now, even if he came up and punched himself again, he hoped that Song Yi could step forward domineeringly and take Qi Ran away.

However, Gu Jingchen's silence did not wait for Song Yi's actions.

Song Yi knew Qi Ran too well, he knew very well how much Qi Ran loved Gu Jingchen, and now Qi Ran would not remember the fact that Qi Ran was already Song Yi's fiancΓ©e.

"Ranran, you and Song Yi go, go back, just don't see me."

Qi Ran looked at Gu Jingchen with teary eyes, with prayer and expectation.

"Why?"

Even if there is any hardship, he has been hiding for ten years, why is he still unwilling to go back with her, they are the closest people in the world, why are they separated by the farthest distance.

"Do you have to be so cruel to me? Wenxin's mother is dying, can't you, as her son, go back to see her? ”

Qi Ran's crying almost blurred the words in his words, which made people feel distressed. She is too strong on the outside, but she is just a weak person and has no sense of security.

Gu Jingchen's face was still calm and clear, and he didn't feel sad or sad because of what Qi Ran said, he already knew about it.

"Ranran, Gu Jingchen is dead."

Gu Jingchen stretched out his hand and pushed Qi Ran away.

The moment his body was pushed away by him, even tears froze, and Qi Ran seemed to hear the sound of his heartbreak.

Qi Ran stood firm on his originally crumbling body, looking at Gu Jingchen's emaciated back, there was still the sound of the wind rustling in the quiet air, "When Tianxin's mother is really gone, I will only have you as a relative......"

Gu Jingchen understood what Qi Ran meant, and his back stiffened for a moment, but his footsteps did not stop, and he still walked forward.

Song Yi looked at Qi Ran's lonely appearance, she stood in front of the tombstone and put her hand on it, why can't she be happy now, the miracle she has been looking forward to for many years has really become a reality, why is she even more sad.

Song Yi hugged Qi Ran and couldn't say anything. Gu Jingchen was his biggest threat, but he was helpless.

In the world of feelings, whoever is in love first is destined to give his heart, and if he can't win his life, he will lose his entire youth.

But Song Yi won't admit defeat because he hasn't lost yet.

The bleak wind was mixed with a drizzle, stretching, Qi Ran leaned on Song Yi's arms, his eyes were sad, and he quietly looked at the three words engraved on the tombstone.