Chapter 249: Do You Want to Leave?
I don't know how long I walked, from the sunset to the moon, I looked at the courtyard that was getting quieter and quieter, shrunk a little cold, thinking that I had been out for a long time, and I was afraid that something would happen if I didn't hurry back.
Thinking of this, I began to return the same way as I remembered, but when I was just about to get there, I dragged a hand stretched out from the woods behind me to the same place......
"Who!" I shuddered, almost screaming and turning around, I thought it was Xiao Ze, but I didn't expect it to be Li Niang.
"Sister Li...... You...... How to ...... here"
It was getting late, and I didn't know why she was here so suddenly, so I was a little surprised.
"Look at your six gods and no master wandering here aimlessly for a long time, those who know will say that you are in a bad mood, and those who don't know can be a ghost for you......"
"Bah, ......" I looked at Liniang's casual and unshy appearance and couldn't help but whisper, "You are not taboo!" It's more late in the middle of the night. ”
"You're not old and still so superstitious?" Li Niang looked at me, "I think I'm sorry for doing too much, I'm too used to it, and there's nothing to be afraid of......"
I glanced at Li Niang and couldn't help frowning, "I saw someone being beaten on the first day of the night, and my thought at the time was that I must leave this ghost place, no matter what the price is......"
"And then?" Li Niang looked at me with interest, "Are you used to watching it......?"
"How can you get used to it." I smiled bitterly, "I have nightmares almost every day, you say I'm superstitious, but do you know why so many people dare to act so arrogantly?" ”
"Oh?" Li Niang frowned and looked at me with interest, I said lightly, "Because there is no fear, even if it is a ghost or god, it is also fearful, and it will control itself not to do bad things." ”
"It sounds reasonable, but it's also very negative, are you going to participate in Zen and enlightenment and escape into the empty door?"
Li Niangjiao smiled and covered her mouth, "I originally wanted to wait until I was released from prison to do something together, but it seems that I can't." ”
"Whether I get in or not, I won't do anything big." I shook my head, "If it weren't for so many right and wrong, I would have been in jail." ”
"You are so willing to watch so many people who bully you eat and drink spicy food, and live comfortably?"
"How willing, what if I am unwilling, revenge on them should not be my goal in life, I think this kind of life is too hard to live in a day of hatred and calculation, sometimes I think if my life is like this, I would rather not live."
"Why have you suffered so much, but you are still so simple......"
"It's just that I have suffered too much and want to withdraw."
Li Niang stepped forward, looked at me with a firm gaze, and reached out to pinch my chin, "That means you haven't suffered enough." ”
"What else can ......" my eyes narrowed, family, friendship, love, all kinds of betrayals, what else are you afraid of.
"Never underestimate human nature." Li Niang smiled and shook her head, "You still know too little. ”
"What about you, knowing so much, what ......?"
"If you want revenge, you have to watch them be destroyed one by one!" Li Niang's face became hideous, and she looked a little in the middle of the night? People, I took a step back in fear, "Sister Li......"
"I'm telling you, even if you want to live peacefully and carelessly, they don't worry about letting you live well."
After speaking, Liniang turned around to leave, "Do you want to go back together......
"I don't want it." I shook my head, for the first time I had the idea of staying away from Liniang, her hatred was too deep, I thought of the hatred in her eyes just now that she wanted to peel people's skin and cramp, and I felt inexplicably afraid, once people lose their minds because of hatred, they don't talk about any reason and emotion.
I watched Liniang walk away, a little physically and mentally exhausted and slumped on the steps of the yard, leaning against the pillar and looking at the moon in the sky, when I was a child, after being beaten by Wang Chunfeng, she would always be kicked out of the house and let me spend the night in the yard.
She said that the smell of blood on my body stinks, and that crying and crying are also obscure, so she kicked me out, and at that time, I was also nestled in the yard and watched the moon, and I sometimes looked at it, and felt as if I could fly into the sky and fly away from this hellish family.
I vowed to study hard and leave here, with my efforts and persistence, I was admitted to the county, I wanted to wait for the university to be admitted to the big city, stay there to work and take root, and never come back, but my dream was shattered before the college entrance examination, I often think, if my father did not die, then where would I be now, what kind of life will I live, is it the same as originally imagined......
A warm and bright sunlight pierced my vision, I rubbed my eyes with a little headache, opened my eyes and found myself in a room, "What's going on......"
I thought about how I had fallen asleep in the yard and had woken up in such a strange place......
"This is the infirmary's rest room." When the nurse saw that I was awake, she reached out and touched my forehead, "No more burning.?"
"How can you run to the yard and sit alone!" Shui Se heard the nurse say that it was okay and sat down beside me with a worried face, "Fortunately, there are patrol police, otherwise you may not know what the illness will be......"
"I ......" I knocked on my aching head, "I was in a bad mood last night, I was tired of strolling, so I sat there and watched the moon, thinking about things, and I guess I fell asleep in a daze......"
"And look at the moon...... If you don't pay attention to your body so much, be careful that you go to see Hades......" Shui looked at me with disgust, "Let's eat something......"
"I don't have an appetite, how are your injuries? What about Chen Xiang? ”
"It doesn't matter if I'm a flesh injury, he's in a nursing home, you know, even if it looks like he's quitting for the time being, it's easy to come out and relapse, so he's going to stay there for a while longer."
Looking at the somewhat ruddy face of the water, I smiled, "Chen Xiang is a person worthy of trust. ”
"I know." Shui Se looked at me seriously, "But let's wait until everything is settled." ”
"Well, I understand." I got up slowly, "I'm going to wash up first......"
I pushed the door and went into the bathroom, and suddenly thought of something, and said while washing my face, "How do you know that I am hospitalized again, such a coincidence......"
"Where is the coincidence, it was the prison guard who informed me, you are so comfortable in this prison, Shen Shao has also put a lot of thought into it, otherwise you see someone in prison who is like you, more comfortable than in your own home, and there are a lot of people who protect your safety at all times......"
"yes, it's more comfortable than here." I smiled bitterly, "I don't even want to leave......
"Whether you want to go or not...... That's not really what you can say......"
"Yes, where you say you can go, where there is so much freedom."
Listening to my exclamation, Shui Se laughed, "I see that if you stay for a few more days, you can really find a nunnery directly!" ”
"Say it again!" I looked at the water in annoyance, "Be careful I pull you along!" ”
"Okay, okay, I'll accompany you ......" Shui Se laughed as she spoke, but her gaze at me became extremely serious, "Then again, do you want to go out......"
"Get out?" I looked at the water, "To be honest, if they hadn't chased them here every once in a while and made trouble, I really wouldn't want to go out......"
"Why ......" Shui Se looked at me in surprise, "This is a prison after all......"
"But it's comfortable, like you said, it's comfortable outside like here......"
"But you don't look at where the foundation of your comfort comes from......" Shui Se pouted in disgust, "If there is no Shen Qingzhe......
"I understand that if it weren't for him, I would have died a hundred times, but sometimes, life is too hard, and it's easier to die than to live......"
"What a death, what a death, can you not keep talking nonsense like this!" Listening to my complaining full of negative energy, Shui Se became a little worried, "Looking at your appearance and attitude, I thought it was a good thing, but now I don't know if it's good......"
"What's a good thing, what's not knowing, isn't it?"
I looked at the water ** and stopped talking a little anxiously, "Say it quickly, don't sell it......"
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