I said that love must die, and that's what I've always insisted on.

The old host sighed, put away the old naughty look before, and said seriously: "If it is for your family, you should know that they don't want your eldest brother to die at all, even if he does something excessive, they still don't want him, at least they don't want him to die in your hands, because they don't want to see your brothers kill each other, and they don't want you to look back on the present in the future, and you will be sad because you killed your brother by your own design." ”

I sneered, walked over and sat down, and asked, "Was it my grandfather who told you to say this?" ”

The old host frowned and said, "He just talked to me, so I know some of his thoughts, but he didn't ask me to come over and persuade you, if you don't like to hear it, just don't say it." ”

As he spoke, he poured me a cup of tea and said, "Come, little benefactor, drink tea." ”

I said "thank you", took the tea, took a sip, and said, "Actually, I don't understand, doesn't that old guy understand right and wrong, good and evil?" At that time, my father didn't do anything, and he could still accept the fact that my father died in a foreign land, and he loved to do all kinds of evil, except for shedding the same blood as me, what qualifications did he have to be called the Chen family? What qualifies me to be my father's son? He also died a well-deserved death, I solved him with my own hands, and I also killed my relatives in righteousness, what can't I accept. ”

The old monk looked at my serious face and said, "You and your grandfather are both right, it can only be said that everyone at every age has different views on the same thing, and your grandfather can't have the same idea at the beginning and now, and besides, who said that he must have accepted the fact that your father died in a foreign land?" ”

If he really accepted it, how could he feel guilty for the rest of his life? He has always felt that it was because he did not protect your father that your father was killed, and in the same way, it was because of him that the two of you brothers suffered so much, and they were like strangers, and they turned against each other, of course he was bitter in his heart. ”

I said lightly: "I know that he is bitter in his heart, and I also know that he has always regretted it, and I know that he wants to be good to the two of us because he feels indebted to the two of us, so he wants to save his life no matter what." But what he owes us has already been repaid, if it weren't for him, I'm afraid that Zhongqing would have been shot a long time ago, and this time, if he stopped me again, I would never forgive him again for the rest of my life. ”

After saying that, I put down the teacup, got up and turned to leave, and the old host said helplessly: "Stinky boy is smart, you want me to pass this on to your grandfather, right?" If you put cruel words yourself, you will pass them on yourself, and I will not mix with the grievances of your grandparents and grandchildren. ”

I stopped there, turned to look at him, and left without saying anything.

In fact, when the old host asked me that question, I wondered if he had a connection with my grandfather, whether my grandfather was asking him to come over to test my tone, and now his answer made me sure that he could indeed contact my grandfather, since this is the case, I am also relieved, although I don't know where the old guy is, at least it can prove that the old guy is good, which I am relieved.

At this critical juncture, I really don't want Chen Jianghe to intervene, if he messes up my plans, I will really be angry.

I hope that if he really values me and wants to reconcile with me, he will listen to me, and be at ease outside, and stop trying to persuade me to be soft on love.

While thinking, I walked back, my heart was very irritable, I lit a cigarette, simply did not go back, went straight to the top of the mountain in the middle of the night, as if I was holding a breath in my heart, if I couldn't get out, I had to be blocked, so I started running.

The trees on the mountain are verdant, the grass and trees are green, the bright moonlight shines through the gaps between the fine branches and leaves, scattered under the feet like mottled points of light, the breeze blows, the leaves of the mountain are shaking, the shadows of the trees are shaking, and the "rustling" sound in the ears is like someone whispering softly in the ears.

I ran sweating profusely, until I ran to the top of the mountain before I stopped panting, I stood there, overlooking the mountains, I don't know if the mountains and rivers are too vast, the starry sky and the moon are too bright, if it is on weekdays, in this environment, my mood should be very open, the mood should be very good.

But now, my mood is like a shadow hidden in this dense mountain forest......

I sat down on a big rock, lit a cigarette, took a puff, and my mind was back and forth about the past.

Some memories are deeply imprinted in your heart, but you just don't want to remember them.

This is my attitude towards the entanglement between love and me, I hate him, that hatred made me almost fall out with my mother, made me extremely disappointed in my grandfather, his existence is a nightmare for me, a thorn in my heart, when I think of my brothers who died in his hands, the disguise and hatred I hide in my heart, like a hot soup suddenly splashing out of a pot and smashing on people's skin, I shiver with pain.

Flesh and blood? Oh, what about my own brother? How could he love me as a brother? I will never regret killing him with my own hands, even if I am old, even if I am dying, I will not regret it.

Although I was so sure in my heart, I was a little uncomfortable after all, because I knew that if I killed Love, maybe my grandfather and my mother would not forgive me, and there would be a gap in our relationship.

Exhaled, I didn't think about it angrily, I don't want to think about him anymore, let's think about Jiayin, at this moment, I only think that Song Jiayin can make me feel better.

I remembered the difficulties of going all the way with her, and a song sounded in my head, and I spit out a circle of smoke and hummed faintly: "I am a blue whale incarnated as an isolated island, with the largest figure." Fish and shrimp walk by their sides, and there are also birds parked on their backs. I've passed through so many wonders that are so beautiful, like Eden-like traps. And the sea is too peaceful, and no one listens to many stories. ”

"I love the sunny weather in the Mediterranean, the snowy scenery in Siberia, the eagle in the sky, the algae under the belly, and I am doing my best to be amorous until that day......"

"That day, you came."

"Your clothes are shabby, but your singing voice is gentle, and you accompany me aimlessly aimlessly. My back is like a yellow ball, and you smile and bow your head, treating it as if it were the ...... of the whole universe."

“……”

After singing this song, I slowly smoked another cigarette until I had completely calmed down, and then I walked back. When I arrived at the temple, from a distance, I saw Shen Nuoyan standing at the door with a frowning and calm face, with an anxious expression.

I walked over and asked, "Promise, what are you doing here in the middle of the night?" ”

When Shen Nuoyan saw me coming back, his brows instantly relaxed, but then he frowned again and asked in a deep voice, "Where have you been?" ”

I said, "Your leg hasn't recovered yet, you should rest early, why are you staying outside?" You should have slept well. ”

"Where have you been, let me ask you?" Shen Nuoyan suddenly asked loudly.

At this time, Deng ran and they came back panting, and they were all happy to see me, and the little white face said depressedly: "Brother Ming, where have you gone?" You suddenly disappeared in the middle of the night, scared us to death, I didn't bring my mobile phone, and there was no one to search around, you want to kill us in a hurry? ”

Only then did I know that after I left, they found that I was not in the room, and they were so anxious that all the brothers were looking for me, but the road I took was very biased, and I didn't bring my mobile phone when I went out, so they couldn't contact me. At this juncture, I suddenly disappeared, they must be nervous, no wonder Shen Nuoyan was so angry.

I looked at Shen Nuoyan, he was still angry, this was still the only time he was angry with me in my memory, I hurriedly said: "I'm sorry everyone, I wanted to go to the top of the mountain on a whim to blow the wind, so I didn't bother you, I didn't expect to make such a big noise." ”

After saying that, I patted him on the shoulder and said, "Brother, I'm sorry, I was wrong, I shouldn't have run away quietly, don't be angry." ”

Shen Nuoyan asked with some disbelief: "Is there really nothing else happening?" ”

I smiled and said, "Of course not, do you want anything to happen to me?" ”

He said angrily: "you, do you think I'm in the mood to laugh with you?" You're really, such a big person, don't you know that you want to talk to everyone when you go out? Do you know that I heard that you are missing, everyone is nervous, Nanbei and Sanye, Weiguo all got up to look for you, for fear that you have three long and two short, what about me, one leg is not good, I can only be anxious in my heart, do you know how uncomfortable I feel and blame myself for standing outside here for a few hours? ”

Shen Nuoyan is really angry, no, it should be said that he is really scared, afraid that I will be in danger again, afraid that we will finally meet again, but usher in a parting, afraid that I will be taken away, but he doesn't even have the ability to find me and save me, this man who has always been able to control his emotions, this man who has always been very sensible, is in a mess at this moment because of my disappearance for no reason, because of a little 'little thing' is completely lost, and all this is because he cares.

I suddenly couldn't laugh anymore, because I felt that if I laughed silly, I would have tarnished the affection that my brothers had for me.

I seriously promised, "Not next time." ”

Shen Nuoyan was really angry with me, he blamed himself more, so when I said that I wouldn't, he smiled helplessly, and said softly: "Okay, I don't really blame you, I'm just worried that something will happen to you, and you know that there have been several times when you suddenly disappeared like this,"

I nodded and said, "I understand, by the way, hurry up and tell the third master to tell them not to come to me, I'm already back." ”

"Okay, look at you sweaty, hurry up and take a shower and sleep." Shen Nuoyan said angrily.

I smiled and said, "Don't sleep, just exercise, it's you, hurry up and rest." ”

"I still need to say that I will definitely make up for it later, and save you from guilt." When Shen Nuoyan said this, his brows finally relaxed.

And the news of my return spread quickly, the third master and they came back one after another, and I was scolded by them for joining the fire, but my heart was not unhappy at all, but full of joy.

After finally being scolded and sending everyone to sleep, I went back to my room and took a book to read.

It was dawn and the phone call arrived.

I pressed the answer button and asked, "Young Master, are you here?" ”

Zhong Qing said: "Well, I just got off the plane, and no one from the kidnapper's side has called, I called, my godfather's mobile phone has been turned off, and there is no way to locate and track at all, so I can only wait for news slowly." ”

I said, "Young Master, you are in a hurry, since they called you over, they will definitely take the initiative to contact you, now it is nothing more than waiting, do you want to come over first, let's meet secretly in the hotel and discuss countermeasures?" ”

Zhong Qing said: "Well, it's okay, then you wait, I'll contact you when I arrive." ”

"Okay."

Hung up the phone, my face sank, if Zhongqing really arrived at the hotel, it turned out that I didn't check in at all, and it would definitely be exposed at that time, thinking of this, I didn't bother to go around in circles with him anymore, and directly gave an order, let Yang Qingyu bring him over, and then I began to wipe the gun, today, many things will be solved, I can't wait to see, what does Zhongqing look like when he knows my identity!