Chapter 233: Mind Twisted

I'm really not interested in hearing why Rong Qingqian wants to kill me with a knife and then destroy the corpse, compare it with a madman, then I must be crazy! My hand had already touched the doorknob, and Rong Qingqian's voice suddenly lowered, but the words she said were like a nail, nailing me to the spot and unable to move: "When I was under the control of Fang Tianyu's wanton encroachment without even the strength to move a finger, his mouth kept shouting your name, at that moment I wanted to use the sharpest knife to cut you a thousand times; Fang Tianyu knew that I was pregnant, and said that he would not allow me to give birth to the child, I wanted to crush you at that time. Rong Qingqian laughed again, "Actually, I don't want to have a child at all, but seeing that Fang Tianyu would rather be regarded by you as Jingrong's betrayer, and don't want you to know that when he had a child with me, I especially want to give birth to a child, I want to see if a living child is placed in front of him, can he strangle the child to death with his own hands!" But it's really hard to say, Fang Tianyu is willing to do anything for you, what you take from him is hand-to-hand, isn't it? Rong Qingqian paused, and then slowly spoke, "Is my child Fang Tianyu's?" ”

I kind of understand why Rong Qingqian hopes that the child in her belly is Fang Tianyu's, she is like a plant that grows in hatred, and only revenge can support her life. She wanted to use her child to take revenge on Fang Tianyu, even though this revenge might not be as heavy as she thought for Fang Tianyu now. Maybe it's because I once liked it when I was the simplest, and that state of mind that I couldn't love gradually distorted into hate. Rong Qingqian cycled back and forth in the strange circle of love and hate, always thinking about waiting for the day to return this heart-wrenching pain to Fang Tianyu. But everything is time-sensitive, I don't know when Rong Qingqian will understand, no matter how hard she tries to remember, those loves and those hates, she is the only one who suffers from hardship.

"Others have long been gone, why do you always hold on to the obsession that can't be found and refuse to let go?" I looked at Rong Qingqian, who was so thin that there was only a handful of bones left, and it was not difficult to guess that she was not doing well. A person who doesn't have longevity may not be able to do great things, but a person who is overly persistent like Rong Qingqian will definitely not be happy, "I have never been familiar with Fang Tianyu to the point where I can ask him what kind of thing he wants, and then let you get pregnant." Why do you have to blame me for all your mistakes? From the beginning to the end, I was just living my own life, and everything was imposed on me by your consciousness. If it weren't for me, there would be no one to compare your talent with, and no one to compete with you for Fang Tianyu or Qiao Yichen? If there is no Jingrong, your father will not want to marry the Fang family and sacrifice you in exchange for an asset appraisal report? You're a robber logic! Is it true that robbers have to blame the jewelry for being too valuable when they rob a gold store, and that the victims are too attractive for the gangsters who rape women? Even without me, without anyone, you can't get what you want.

Why do you always look for problems from others, and never look for the slightest reason from yourself? I've never had the luxury of expecting this world to be fair, and more often than 'you always get something to pay', it's 'no matter how hard you try, you can't get what you want.' God says you don't get it because you don't ask; You ask and you don't get it, because you ask in vain. For things that don't belong to you, you have to learn to let go, and in the hearts of people who pass by, you are already an inconsequential stranger, insignificant like a dusty tree. But don't you feel that you have trapped yourself in the painful cage of that side for the rest of your life?

You always want to take advantage of your child, but have you ever thought that it is not a tool for you to get revenge on anyone, nor is it a bargaining chip for you to blackmail anyone? It's just a small life that is spotless, can't you take care of it with the purest mind? ”

"That's a nice thing to say, you have everything now. Of course, you can say beautiful words with such a high profile and pour chicken soup for the soul to others. If you are in my position and can still have such a calm and calm posture, I can look up to you. Rong Qing snorted coldly.

"You always think that I live a free and chic life, and you have never thought that in this world, there is no one who can act recklessly. Who doesn't have a sad heart behind them? I don't bother to tell you what I've been through, and I've given nothing, but I can tell you for sure that I've been in a more difficult position than you have been, and are in, and will ever be. Everyone's fate is like a machine that is constantly running, and every choice you make, every step you take will have a small impact on the operation of the entire machine. When there is a chance to correct the deviation, it is necessary to correct it, and when the error is outrageous and everything is running in the direction of getting out of control, it is useless to complain. The bitter fruit you have planted has to be swallowed with gritted teeth. You have come to this point today because of your own choice, and no one can be responsible for your life except yourself. ”

"Ahh Rong Qingqian suddenly covered his ears, "I don't listen, everything is not over yet, even if it is not me who has the last laugh, it will not be you!" ”

"Shallow, don't say it, let's go home first." Lu Zihang hugged Rong Qingqian.

Rong Qingqian struggled a few times at first, and suddenly covered his stomach with his hand: "Ah...... It hurts......"

"Shallow, what's wrong?" Lu Zihang's already pale face was covered with another layer of gray, and he was a little overwhelmed when he looked at Rong Qing's distorted face in pain, so he had to stride out.

I gave Ah Cheng a look: "Call an ambulance first, and you can go over and see if Si Shao needs help." ”

"Yes, young grandmother." Ah Cheng hurriedly followed out while making a phone call.

I took a folder with a meeting summary and walked into the conference room, the meeting had been going on for a while, I sat in my seat with as little presence as possible, but the report was a little absent-minded, Rong Qingqian's last sentence 'It's not over yet, even if it's not me who laughs at the end, it won't be you' like a spell with a dark atmosphere, and every now and then he runs out and spins around my head. It's not that I'm worried, but Rong Qingqian is simply the kind of ruthless character who 'destroys what you can't get'.

Li Wei announced the adjournment of the meeting, and I took my things and walked out. Li Wei looked at the document in my hand, "With the summary of last week's meeting to hold this week's meeting, I was almost amused by you just now." ”

"Can't you care about the intelligence of a pregnant woman and pretend not to see it?" I rolled my eyes.

"You don't have to make a special trip to the regular meeting in the future, with me watching, there will be no chaos." Li Wei has a tsundere face of 'I'm so omnipotent, what are you worried about'.

"Two fists are hard to beat four hands, although I am not as brave as before, but it is somewhat useful, right?" I snorted.

"What did Rong Qingqian tell you?" Li Wei continued, "Have been distracted during the meeting? ”

"Hmm...... I told me that she probably still has a big move to hold back. I sighed.

"Don't worry, if Rong Zhentang falls, she won't be able to make any big waves." Li Wei smiled comfortingly at me, "Why don't I invite my nephew to lunch at noon?" ”

"No!" I rolled my eyes, he recognized it quickly enough.

"Hmm." Li Wei suddenly raised his eyebrows, "Your nanny is here......"

I followed Li Wei's gaze, Qiao Yichen was standing at the front desk of the general manager's office, and Ah Cheng was talking to him. I couldn't help laughing, Li Wei said that the nanny was here, and I thought it was Aunt Lan who came over to bring me snacks.

"Aunt Yao has come back from France, and she may come over in a day or two." Li Wei winked at me.

"Oh...... "I have to find a way to get through my mother and let her know that I am pregnant, or suddenly stimulate Ms. Zheng Yao to faint or something, it will be a big sin, "You ......"

"What?" Li Wei looked at me.

"It's all right." I guess it's going to be windy, and my mom can kill it right away. Sticking out the head is a knife, shrinking the head is also a knife, or can you hide it for a day, this thing hurts whoever cuts it on the head.

I walked over to Qiao Yichen, but the front desk secretary stopped me: "Vice President Jing, here is a courier from you." ”

I took a pair of small scissors from the front desk and cut the delivery open, and inside was a card of cherry blossom pink, with a little bit of gardenia. The fragrance is actually very faint, you can only smell it when you first open it, and then you don't smell much after you smell it carefully. The card is painted in watercolor, with a few brushstrokes of a couple embracing each other as the background. The words on it are handwritten - I would like to hold a wedding at 10 a.m. on January 22 for (groom Ye Xi and bride Song Misheng) at Peter Church in Jiangcheng.

"Something." Qiao Yichen walked up to me in a few steps and looked at the card in my hand suspiciously.

"The male god is getting married, so he's sending me an invitation." I shook the wedding card in front of Qiao Yichen.

"What male god?" Qiao Yichen frowned and pulled the wedding card out of my hand, "Shouldn't your male god be me?" ”

"Poof, where does Mr. Qiao get his confidence!" I shook my head at Qiao Yichen, "You're not my male god!" ”

"Hmph, I dare to make a 'male god' who is not me." Qiao Yichen glanced at the wedding card and threw it to me, put his arm around my waist, leaned into my ear and whispered, "I think it's time for you to have a family education again." ”

I've always felt that no matter how good things are, they will be lost one day; No matter how deep the memory is, there will be a day of forgetting; No matter how much you love someone, there will be a day when you will go away; No matter how beautiful the dream is, there will be a day when you wake up. Although I have never received 'love' from Ye Xi, I am still grateful that he saw love in his world when I didn't believe in 'love' so much. Because I've seen it, I can try to catch it when 'love' comes.