Chapter 170: You're so good, I like it so much
"You forgot, you actually forgot!" Leng Mochen's hand slipped off the steering wheel, a few faint pains flashed in his eyes, and his tone faded: "You forgot such an important day, I don't want to pay attention to you."
...... "I suddenly sweated like rain, what else could I say?" How is he becoming more and more like a child, I pursed my lips and reached out to hold his hand: "Okay, I was wrong, you told me what day it was, and I will remember it later."
Leng Mochen didn't speak, and leaned his face in front of me.
I smiled slightly, leaned forward and kissed him lightly on the face, this guy is really getting more and more tired and cute.
Leng Mochen nodded with satisfaction, looked at me and asked, "When did we get married?"
"Three years ago." I answered without hesitation.
"Be specific."
"Eight." Seeing the slight unhappiness on his face, I twisted my eyebrows and thought about it, and added, "Three years ago, on July 8th."
"What time was it that night?" Leng Mochen continued to ask.
"Yes...... Number eight? "It should be Eight! I remember it was July.
"It's the eighth, the eighth of July." Leng Mochen's hand wrapped around the back of my neck and smiled calmly: "That day was our third wedding anniversary."
"Do you remember this?" are all divorced, what is he still doing with the wedding anniversary diary so clearly?
"Of course you remember, do you think it's all you? If you don't remember anything, you know to eat, drink and be merry. Leng Mochen was faintly reproachful.
"Where do I have it?" I whispered and quibbled, what do you mean to know how to eat, drink and be merry? Where could I be so bad.
"Didn't you? So when was the first time we started? Leng Mochen did not give up.
"I ......" I lowered my head slightly: "Where will I remember, but I remember, you exchanged the conditions with me." How can I remember this kind of thing so clearly, at that time, our relationship was so bad.
"That's also your willingness, I didn't force it." Leng Mochen put his arm on the central armrest, and his slender fingers picked up my chin: "You know what? You are very uninteresting, alas, you keep shouting pain, so that I don't dare to move, I feel so uncomfortable. ”
Suddenly talking about this, I was a little embarrassed, I wanted to lower my head but was stopped by him, and said in a deep voice: "I'm in a lot of pain, do you want me to endure it?" Besides, you asked me. ”
The corners of Leng Mochen's mouth raised a few strange smiles: "Is there another reason?" Well? ”
"Don't dare, don't shout anymore." What do I mean by having a reason? I'm talking about whether the facts are good or not.
"What do you mean not to shout in the future? Does it still hurt these days? Isn't it all comfortable? Leng Mochen's face sank, pretending to be unhappy.
"Oh... It's very comfortable, it's very comfortable! I put my hand around his neck and whispered in his ear, "You're amazing, I like it so much."
"I know you're happy!" Leng Mochen pinched my face: "Let's go, go to dinner."
Halfway through the car, I suddenly thought of a question and asked, "Mo Chen, do you come back on the 8th of every month because it was our wedding day?"
Leng Mochen paused slightly, was silent for a moment, and said, "No."
I was stunned, I didn't expect him to answer like this, he can remember our wedding anniversary so clearly, then, he comes back on the 8th of every month, it must be because that day is our wedding day, but the answer he gave me is no, since it is not, what will it be? Because of that girl?
"What's the reason for that?" I wonder if it's not for me, it's really for that girl? Is he still thinking about her? Did he let it go completely? He's with me because......
"Don't think about it." Leng Mochen seemed to see my thoughts, turned his head to look at me, and reached out to hold my hand: "I'll tell you later."
I nodded and didn't speak, later? When will it be in the future? Do we have a future?
If we are together now, it does not mean that we will be together for the rest of our lives, so the so-called future should be a long, long time later, I'm afraid I can't wait for that day.
After eating, we went straight back, went back to the room to sleep, he hugged me and said I wanted, I nodded and said okay, he wanted to wear a condom, I didn't want to, I didn't like that feeling, I also knew that he would be more comfortable without a condom, I didn't want a child, I could take birth control pills, for him, I was also willing to take birth control pills.
The next few days were similar to what I imagined, Lin Yue was hospitalized for a few days, I accompanied her during the day, and went back to accompany Leng Mochen at night, he was more clingy and childish than before, I don't know why, I seem to be able to see Zuo Yisen's shadow in him, sometimes I blame myself for thinking too much, but when he is naughty, it is really similar, I try to control myself not to think about it, but when I see him, I still can't help but think of it.
Zuo Yisen has paid too much for me, whether I have feelings for him or not, I can't just forget about him, he left without saying goodbye to me, I know, he must have some hardships, he doesn't tell me, he just doesn't want me to be sad, every time I think of this, I blame myself more and feel uncomfortable.
Leng Mochen seems to be able to see through my thoughts, he knows that I will be sad when I mention Zuo Yisen, in front of me, he never mentions it, he doesn't want to say, except for the past between me and Zuo Yisen, as well as me and his past, it is all an unbearable past, don't mention it!
Lin Yue stayed in the hospital for more than a week and then went home, I accompanied her to read, chatted with her, went shopping with her, accompanied her to say the baby in her belly, and accompanied her through her most painful days, just like she once accompanied me.
We go out for a walk almost every day, and the doctor explained that walking more in our free time is good for the fetus.