Chapter 45 A Man's Sorrow
Being alone alone and being with two people are two completely different things. At the beginning, Lin Shuquan felt that there was an extra hostess in the room, which warmed up the house he had lived in for many years. Wake up to a warm, fragrant bed every day and a sweet and delicious breakfast awaits you. This makes Lin Shuquan, who lives in a foreign land, feel at home, but the two people who just got along are sweet and happy, and what about the long time? The passion will always fade, and it will eventually return to the dull, and after the dullness, it is...
That evening, the two of them sat on the couch, but they were not tired of being together, one sat on one end of the couch, and the other sat on the other side. Lin Rou was watching TV, and Lin Shuquan was holding a novel. The atmosphere was very eerie, and neither of them said a word from beginning to end.
Lin Shuquan read a few pages of the book, but his mind was not on it at all, what was written in the book, he didn't know with Ben, just saw the last word from the first word, and then turned the page. couldn't stand it at all, but he was still pretending, and his eyes peeked at Lin Rou on the other side from time to time. Lin Rou looked at the TV, her face was expressionless, she sighed in her heart, and continued to look down at the 'ghost drawing talisman' on the book When he lowered his head, Lin Rou quietly squinted at him again.
This situation has been stalemate for two days, they are in a cold war, although in action, the two people still care for each other, but they just keep a straight face and don't speak. This seems to be a common occurrence between couples. If you don't speak, I won't pay attention to you, if you don't admit your mistakes, I'll be strong to see who can stand it.
"I'll go out for a walk." Lin Shuquan couldn't stand it anymore, closed the book, rubbed his sour eyes, and stood up as he spoke.
"It's just raining, it's cold outside, let's take a shawl jacket." Lin Rou didn't look at him either, just said so coldly.
"Oh." Lin Shuquan obediently took out his coat from the closet and put it on, and was quite proud in his heart, "Look, you obviously care about me, and you are still so tense." But he said nothing. Lin Rou watched him open the door, go out, close the door, and then Lin Rou picked up a pillow and pinched it fiercely.
"Admit your mistake with me and die!" Lin Rou scolded quietly at the pillow.
Lin Shuquan breathed in the cool air after the rain, and the cool air rushed straight to his brain, an indescribable sense of pleasure. "What a day it is?" Lin Shuquan sighed and walked out.
This happened two days ago, originally they went out to work as usual in the morning, until the end of work, Lin Rou waited for Lin Shuquan downstairs for nearly an hour, but no one else was seen, and more than a dozen calls were made, but no one answered. Lin Rou was anxious, worried that something would happen to Lin Shuquan. Hurriedly took a taxi to Lin Shuquan's company, but there was no one, and after some inquiry, until they had already left work, the people from their company walked together.
Lin Rou was anxious, and called the friends she knew about Lin Shuquan one by one to ask for no result, so she almost called the police. But such a big person, is it possible to lose it? I took a taxi home, but there was no one at home, and I called, but no one answered. was so anxious that it wasn't until late at night that Lin Shuquan went home drunk.
Looking at Lin Shuquan, who was staggered and unconscious, Lin Rou was about to go crazy. But seeing his uncomfortable retching appearance, he was distressed again, sent him into the bedroom, and fetched water to wipe his face. I don't know how long it took to toss before Lin Shuquan fell asleep.
Early the next morning, Lin Shuquan had just woken up, and he saw Lin Rou standing in front of him with bloodshot eyes, thinking that he hadn't rested all night. Lin Shuquan knew that what he did yesterday was wrong, and as soon as he wanted to say something, Lin Rou broke out, sprayed Lin Shuquan's scolding blood, and vented all the dissatisfaction in his heart at once. Lin Shuquan knew that he was wrong, and he didn't dare to fight back, so he let her lose her temper at herself.
"Do you know how anxious I am? I don't know what to say if I don't come back? I didn't answer the phone, but I came back with that virtue. Lin Rou scolded angrily.
Lin Shuquan wanted to speak several times, but Lin Rou didn't give him a chance to speak, so he just lowered his head and let her scold, and then talk about it when she was tired of scolding.
"Okay, you say." Lin Rou gasped and sat aside.
"That, we had dinner yesterday, just, I forgot to tell you, it was noisy over there, and my phone was muted and not turned on, so just..."
"Forgot?" Lin Rou stood up again and pointed at Lin Shuquan, "I'm such a big living person who turns in front of your eyes all day long, have you forgotten?" What do you remember? โ
"I, I used to be alone, and I went directly to the party, and I never told anyone!" As soon as these words came out, Lin Shuquan knew that something was wrong.
Sure enough, Lin Rou's storm hit again: "Then you mean, I'm redundant?" It's out of your eyes, isn't it? As he spoke, he stepped back, then turned and walked away.
Lin Shuquan hurriedly rushed forward to grab her: "Why are you going?" โ
"Don't you think I'm an eyesore? I've fulfilled you, just go by yourself. โ
"Where are you going?"
"You care about me?"
Of course Lin Rou doesn't really want to leave, her house is gone, where can she go? It took Lin Shuquan a long time to pull the person back.
"Am I wrong?" Lin Shuquan blocked the door, for fear that she would run out again.
Lin Rou sat on the edge of the bed and looked up at him, with tears in the corners of her eyes: "You're right, I'm wrong." โ
Lin Shuquan was at a loss for what to do, his tongue was also knotted, and he didn't know what to say: "Oh, what else can I do as an adult?" If I don't come back, something will happen! You understand me! โ
"Understand you?" Tears were pouring out uncontrollably, "You're eating, drinking, and having fun outside, do you know how anxious I am?" I don't want to control you and keep you from associating with friends and colleagues, but can you tell me that you can't do it? โ
"I'll remember next time, okay?" Lin Shuquan himself also felt aggrieved.
"Remember next time? At the end of the day, you don't care about me at all. โ
"Why don't I care anymore?"
"Do you care?"
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"Ugh." With another sigh, Lin Shuquan glanced upstairs, turned around and continued to walk out. As soon as he walked out of the gate of the community, he saw Zhou Zhu and Luo Kai also walking towards him with bitter hatred.
"Are you grieving for me?" When the three difficult brothers met, Lin Shuquan looked at the two of them with a sad face. What do you call a brother? This is called a brother, and the heart has a soul.
"It seems that this one is not going well!" Zhou Zhi looked at Lin Shuquan with a depressed expression, and turned his face to Luo Kai and said.
"Hey..." The three of them sighed at the same time, and even their expressions and tones were exactly the same. It seems that the three men have their own sorrows. Gotta find a place to heal each other!