"Well, actually, I've never told anyone about these things."

"Thirty years ago, Zhao Huayang was still a little-known person, his company had just been established, in order to seek the help of my mother's maiden family, the Li family, he showed favor to my mother in every way, and my grandfather saw that he was indeed a malleable talent, so he agreed to marry my mother to him. When I first got married, he was really good to my mother, and then until I was born, Zhao Huayang's company business was getting better and better, while my grandfather Li's side was getting worse. At this time, Zhao Huayang no longer had to rely on my grandfather's power, so his attitude towards my mother also changed rapidly. Later, my mother found out that he had always had a woman outside, and that was the person he really liked. And Zhao Huayang just swallowed his anger and married my mother for the sake of profit, and the two of them quarreled constantly. But after all, my grandfather's power still existed at that time, and in order to take care of the influence, he did not divorce my mother, but just vented all the resentment and dissatisfaction in his heart on our mother and son.

Later, Zhao Meng's mother died in childbirth, and Zhao Huayang took her home to raise her. From that day on, we didn't have a good life. From the time I was sensible, I knew that my brother and I were different from Zhao Meng. At home, Zhao Meng was always accompanied by a large group of maids to take care of her, while my brother and I could only stand alone and watch my mother cry alone.

I always see him come back from work, and the first thing he does is to hold Zhao Meng in his arms with a smile, and even let her ride on his shoulder. He also often bought her delicious snacks, fun toys and beautiful clothes, and then dressed her up like a princess.

I used to think that it was my bad and disobedient that made my father angry, so he would ignore me. So I've always behaved very well-behaved, never cried, Zhao Meng did bad things, and all the trouble was blamed on me and my brother, and when my father beat me and scolded me, I couldn't bear to cry, and I didn't defend myself. I think as long as I am obedient and don't make my father angry, he will be good to me one day, and one day he will treat me like Zhao Meng.

Gradually, I understood that no matter how much I swallowed my anger, what I would get in exchange would only be Zhao Meng's intensified bullying and Zhao Huayang's more ferocious scolding. I also learned that fatherly love is a luxury that will never be out of reach for me. So, instead of pleasing them, I began to avoid them.

When I was six years old, Zhao Huayang's business grew bigger and bigger, and he built his own business empire. In the same year, my grandfather passed away, and the Li family suddenly lost their support and faced the crisis of bankruptcy. Zhao Huayang not only did not know about the retribution, but fell into the ground, accelerating the demise of the Li family, and from then on he could drive our mother and son out of the house without any scruples.

I don't know why my mother left me and my brother on the streets, but I don't hate her, maybe it is really impossible for a woman who has no support and no source of livelihood to raise two children. It's better to have an orphanage take us in than to sleep on the streets without food. I used to complain about her, but now I can fully understand how she felt when she was facing the dilemma of life. I just hope that one day we can see our mother and daughter again, and over the years, I've been worried about how she's doing.

Later, my brother and I were taken in by an orphanage, and when I graduated from junior high school, my brother took me out to mingle, and we started working in a restaurant. However, as soon as the days stabilized, my brother was stripped of water by a group of fox friends and dogs, and not to mention drug addiction, he also owed a lot of debt. Those people collected debts and went to the house, but there was no way, in order to pay off the debts, I went to Rongcheng to become a dancer. You should know what happened next, right? ”

After saying all this, Li Xiaoyun let out a long breath, as if the haze that had been suppressed in her heart for many years had been dispelled.

She snuggled in Fang Jinghao's arms like this, it was early in the morning, and only the lamp at the head of the bed in the room emitted a dim light. Li Xiaoyun raised her head and looked at Fang Jinghao's face, against the light, she couldn't see the expression on Fang Jinghao's face clearly, but she could clearly feel the light circulating in his eyes.

After being silent for a long time, Fang Jinghao slowly spoke, his voice slightly hoarse: "Good girl, don't be sad, you are not alone now, don't worry, I will help you find your mother." One of his hands gently touched Li Xiaoyun's face.

"You know what? Mom is the only one I can't let go of right now. In fact, if it weren't for my brother finding me this time, I think I would have forgotten Zhao Huayang and their father and daughter, and I really don't want to think of them anymore. ”