Chapter 995: If you don't believe it, try it
This feeling of being bullied is really uncomfortable, but if compared to my own life, I feel insignificant, maybe I have been bullied and don't know what dignity is, dignity is not something that a weak person needs, and I obediently put chains on the ground. Pinshu.com.. I felt like I was smiling at me under the mask, what the hell was this, I felt like I was living in a dream.
That's right, this is very likely to be a dream, when I was tracking that demon with Ma Xiaoling before, I entered that kind of dream that is both real and illusory.
As my mind worked, I felt as if I was dreaming, but strangely, the dream was out of my control, and I wanted to wake up, but I didn't know how.
It's not the first time, because it's so real, so I'm afraid it's not a dream, and if it's not a dream then I can't do anything stupid. In case of starvation, then really die.
I'm curious. Who is under the mask of this black-robed man? Because the black robe is too big, I can't even tell if this person is male or female, and I can't tell if this is a woman with abusive tendencies.
"Why did you imprison me, how did I get here, is this a dream?"
I stupidly looked up at the black-robed man, who didn't speak, but opened the door and left, not knowing if this was my freedom, I walked out of the small house where I had been imprisoned for many days with my chains.
The scene in front of me was like a dream, this place looked beautiful, but unfortunately I was imprisoned, and I was worried about encountering some wild beasts, so I simply went back to my room, sat on the bed and waited quietly for the next arrival of the black-robed man. Hey! Speech! elder brother
The room was a table apart from the bed. There was nothing else, and the empty room looked pleasant. I reckon that next time the black-robed man will walk in through the main entrance, and when he walks in, I can imprison him with the chains on my hands, and if nothing else, take off his mask first, and then kill him, and then I will be free.
I had a terrible thought in my mind, I thought it was right, I was going to do it, and I started to implement the plan, first I closed the door, then I leaned against the wall, and waited quietly, it was a long and lonely wait, but it was also very interesting.
I don't know how long I waited, the door was finally pushed open, I quickly raised my arm, and immediately wrapped the chain around the neck of the black-robed man, I heard the black-robed man scream, I laughed excitedly, and finally waited for this opportunity, I pulled and twisted hard.
The black-robed man struggled frantically, but he was no match for me at all, and under my hard pull, he lost his resistance little by little, and soon stopped struggling.
I lowered his body down, swallowed a mouthful of saliva, and my whole body was already soaked, and I undid the mask of the black-robed man with my hands, and to my surprise, the face underneath the mask was actually myself.
How so? I was still thinking about it, but I had already seen the black-robed man lying down open his eyes, and the corners of his mouth raised with a cruel smile: "I can't kill it." ”
As I spoke, he raised his hand and I felt a stab in the stomach, and then I couldn't see very clearly, and when I opened my eyes again, it was no longer the cabin, but the room where I used to sleep.
I was covered in cold sweat, my body was full of silver needles, and Nangong Siqi, who was standing next to me, was also sweating profusely, she looked very tired, I gasped and said, "What happened?" ”
"You've fainted, it's the fourth day, it's supposed to be a sign of depression."
Nangong Siqi sat on the edge of the bed after speaking, he grabbed my hand and said, "How do you feel now?" ”
"I just had a dream, a scary dream, I dreamed that I was imprisoned, and the person who imprisoned me was actually myself."
I still can't get back from which dream, I feel unprecedented fear, Nangong Siqi patted my back and said: "Don't think so much, because there are too many things on your mind, too much unsatisfactory, so rubbing will lead to depression, some things must be seen open, see thoroughly, in order to get better, you and Qianqian are the same, Qianqian came out of depression because she was hit by Gu once." ”
"Depression? What should I do? I looked at Nangong Siqi suspiciously, now I am very timid, I feel that the people around me are bad people, there are not many people who can make me believe, I even feel that Nangong Siqi will take off her mask and stab me to death at any time, this feeling of fear is too terrible.
"Relax, don't think too much, just talk about the dream you just had."
I carefully told Nangong Siqi about the dream just now, and Nangong Siqi explained it to me while listening to it, and I gradually understood where the so-called inner fear came from.
Dreams are people's subconscious, many times the evil side of the heart is often shown in dreams, through Nangong Siqi's analysis, we can draw a conclusion, my heart is actually very terrible, that black-robed man is what I am in my subconscious, that is to say, what makes me afraid is not others, but myself.
This sentence may make people feel funny, but I don't feel funny, I have experienced a lot of things, my heart is not as weak as before, I can turn a blind eye to some cruel things, if I saw someone being bullied a year ago, I would definitely pass, but now I see it, I will pretend not to see it.
"You have to face reality now, and let go of your heart, and stop dwelling on the old things."
Nangong Siqi comforted me at the same time, put me on the bed, she pulled out the silver needle on my body, and gave me a prescription at the same time, she smiled and said, "I'll go and decoct the medicine for you, you lie down and rest for a while." ”
"Thank you, Siqi."
I waved at Nangong Siqi, she pushed open the door and walked out, and it didn't take long for Qin Xiaoyou to run in, and after she saw me, she sat on the edge of the bed with some frustration.
"Scared the hell out of me, are you okay now?"
Qin Xiaoyou came up to me and looked at me, I smiled and said, "Don't get so close, I'm fine now." ”
"I don't know why you fainted, when we went in, you didn't seem to be breathing, I was scared of my aunt and me, and I was sent to the hospital for rescue for a long time, because I was afraid that something would happen to you, so I called Sister Siqi."
Qin Xiaoyou said a lot in one breath, I grabbed her hand and said, "You sit down and talk slowly, don't be in a hurry." ”
Qin Xiaoyou nodded, and began to tell me about what happened when I was in a coma, according to what she said, I also knew that when I was in the bathroom, I had a problem, but looking at Qin Xiaoyou's stammering appearance, I always felt that she was lying.
"You will say that I am unconscious, and you will say that I am not breathing, Xiaoyou, you tell me the truth, what happened."
Qin Xiaoyou lowered his head and didn't say a word, Nangong Siqi, who pushed the door and walked in, said: "Don't be embarrassed for her, I didn't let her tell you, you have suicidal tendencies in your subconscious, when Xiaoyou and Aunt found you, you were already lying in the pool, many mentally ill people have a tendency to self-examine, so many times they will suspect that some ghosts and gods are harming themselves, but in fact, they are not, but they are harming themselves." ”
"I think it's that Ma Xiaoling's ghost, since he and Ma Xiaoling have been together, he has become abnormal, how can a good person go back and commit suicide?"
Qin Xiaoyou doesn't seem to believe it, and I don't believe that I will commit suicide myself, but looking at Siqi and Xiaoyou's appearance, I didn't lie about committing suicide, I definitely did.
The key thing is, I don't remember at all, I can't think of anything, I will never do that kind of thing, but now I do, is it really Xiaoyou said, Ma Xiaoling hates me, so I planted something unclean in my body, I suddenly remembered that I said before that I would look for her when I came back.
But after I came back, I was busy, but I ignored her, I said: "Okay, maybe these things have something to do with Ma Xiaoling, Siqi has some things that can't be explained by science, and science is not omnipotent, I'll know when I find Ma Xiaoling and ask." ”
"Do you know where Ma Xiaoling is? I've looked for her, but she's no longer where she used to live. ”
"Not where you used to live?"
My heart chuckled, although Ma Xiaoling said that she didn't have much power, she was also a ruthless woman, and she was very good at telling fortunes and making these crooked ways, ordinary people were definitely not her opponents, unless the person who dealt with her was very strong, so she had to hide, and it was possible that she was killed.
"The place was empty, it seemed that all the people disappeared at once, I called Ma Xiaoling, but her mobile phone has not been able to connect."
Nangong Siqi's face became solemn, I grabbed my hair and said, "Ask Murong Yan if she knows about these things, can she help us investigate, if something happens to Ma Xiaoling, it is likely to be our turn next." ”
"I called my aunt just now, she should be able to come over soon, don't worry, let's talk about it when your body is well." After Nangong Siqi finished speaking, she took out a disposable needle and looked at me and smiled.
"What are you going to do?"
I looked at Nangong Siqi with some fear, looking at her like she was going to give me an injection, the thing I was most afraid of doing in my life was getting an injection, Qin Xiaoyou saw that I was afraid and hurriedly blocked in front of me like a child and smiled and said, "It's nothing, you don't have to be afraid, don't be nervous." ”
"Okay, get down and don't move."
Nangong Siqi walked to me with a syringe with a potion, Qin Xiaoyou lifted the quilt and grabbed my hand and said, "Sister Siqi, don't be like this, what he is most afraid of is injections, you tell him that we have no way to get injections." ”
Nangong Siqi squatted on the ground and said with a smile: "My injection doesn't hurt, really, I don't believe you try it." ”