Chapter 58: A Special Day
Song Yi looked at Qi Ran in disbelief, "You can't suddenly put the death penalty on me without giving me any reason!" Ranran, I don't want the child, I just want you! ”
Song Yi's voice was particularly excited on the empty road, almost roaring.
Qi Ran closed his eyes and felt the cold east wind blowing across his cheeks. Why, she felt a little uncomfortable breathing.
"Song Yi, we are not each other's lovers, there is no need to entangle any longer."
Qi Ran bypassed Song Yi, his legs seemed to be filled with lead, so heavy that every step was extremely difficult.
How could she not be in pain when she said such a thing? However, there was no turning back from the bow.
The ten-year entanglement and grievances between her and Song Yi can't be ended with a marriage that no one is optimistic about.
In fact, Qi Ran suddenly felt very lucky, in this way, she could better convince herself to let go and not delay Song Yi for the next ten years. She has lost the opportunity to be a mother, but Song Yi still has a chance, she can't let the future of the Song family be ruined in her own hands.
Since Qi Ranken chose such a way, then it is over.
For a long time, Qi Ran turned her back to Song Yi, and she clearly felt the hot tears in her eyes flowing down her cheeks, and they were quickly dried by the cold wind.
Song Yi behind him was silent for a long time, a pair of yin owl eyes stared at Qi Ran's back, his fingers clenched into fists, ten years......
It turned out that after getting married, Qi Ran said the same words of separation as when he rejected him, so easily he said it, without any foreshadowing, and he never even thought about finding a reason.
"Ranran, have you ever loved me?"
During this time, it seems to be like living in a dream, three months, it is too late to leave too many memories, does Qi Ran choose to leave again?
"You're just like I've never loved."
If she knew that she would be entangled with Qi Ran for so many years, then she would definitely continue to choose to die without hesitation.
Then they would never have gotten to where they are now.
"I've already said I don't want children, I just want you...... Is it because of Gu Jingchen this time? ”
When Song Yi mentioned this name, the hatred that appeared in his eyes was so strong.
"Song Yi, Tan Na will be a good daughter-in-law of the Song family."
Qi Ran put his hand in the pocket of his windbreaker, and the casual shoes on his feet stepped on the hard road, constantly moving forward, and each step was extremely heavy.
So she already knew?
But why didn't he even ask him a word and directly executed him?
Song Yi's voice was a little choked, he stared at Qi Ran's back, tears filled his eyes, and everything around him was blurred.
A long time ago, Song Yi hated looking at other people's backs, especially this person was Qi Ran, after getting married, he thought that Qi Ran would not have another day left for his back, but why could Qi Ran turn around so casually.
After Gu Jingchen appeared, everything was different.
"You never believed me, how can I trust you?" Qi Ran smiled coldly.
After saying this, Song Yi froze in place, and at this moment, Song Yi had to admit that when he knew that Qi Ran had a miscarriage, he was more unwilling than distressed, because Gu Jingchen had too much influence on Qi Ran's emotions.
When Qi Ran appeared at the press conference, he was almost crazy with jealousy, and when he heard Qi Ran talk about the past between them, the past without his Song Yi's participation, he felt like an inconsequential passerby, who had never appeared in Qi Ran's world.
In this relationship, I have always been accustomed to giving, accustomed to craving, and in the end I don't have any self-confidence.
This time, they didn't have a heated argument, not even too much communication.
Qi Ran stretched out his hand to stop a taxi, and was bending down to get into the car, when a gravity suddenly hit his waist, and the door was slammed shut.
Song Yi almost rushed to chase after him, but now it was obviously a cold winter, and his forehead was stained with a layer of fine sweat.
The driver was inexplicable, but he was frightened away by the chill in Song Yi's eyes, and immediately drove the car away so as not to provoke right and wrong.
"Give me a chance to explain."
Song Yi grabbed Qi Ran's palm and used brute force, for fear that as soon as he let go, Qi Ran would disappear. Song Yi's hands were very cold, completely devoid of the warmth of the past.
There was a bit of pleading in the hoarse voice. Qi Ran was familiar with such a tone, Qi Ran almost didn't dare to look at Song Yi's eyes, she was afraid that she would be soft-hearted.
"Song Yi, we've been entangled for ten years, enough is enough."
"I know I was wrong, I didn't expect something like this to happen at all, Ranran, I promise there won't be a next time! I will only love you alone in this life. Ranran, you promised to live with me for the rest of your life, you can't push me away just because Gu Jingchen appeared! You can't be so selfish all the time! “
The more Song Yi said that his emotions became more and more excited, grabbing Qi Ran's shoulders with both hands, panting a little, tears had already rolled out of his eyes, Qi Ran didn't know which sentence Song Yi touched the soft place in his heart when he said it, maybe it was the selfishness he said.
Qi Ran held back her tears, let her be selfish.
"I never loved you."
Qi Ran looked at him with wide eyes, but bit his lip and didn't speak again.
Until she saw Song Yi let go of the hands clamping on her shoulders, a pair of eyes suddenly seemed to be stagnant.
"Then what is our marriage!? Are you me? What the hell do you think of me? “
Song Yi roared uncontrollably, with a ruthless heart, and his scarlet eyes were full of angry flames.
It seemed to go back to that night three years ago, before he had a car accident, such a desperate look appeared in Song Yi's eyes.
Song Yi didn't know why Qi Ran could say these words that hurt him again and again so easily.
His eyes were bloodshot, and there was a thick black shadow under his eyes, and tears were faintly flashing in his eyes. A man who has always forbearance, the tears left behind are more distressing than a woman crying pear blossoms with rain.
Song Yi's tears were always given by Qi Ran, she knew that she and Song Yi would not be separated so easily, how could she bear to see him so sad?
"Qi Ran, it's been ten years, when have I ever been sorry for you except this time, I don't care about the past between you and Gu Jingchen, why can't you forgive me once?"
Do you want to send him away if you haven't loved him?
didn't wait for Qi Ran to speak.
Qi Ran's mobile phone rang, and when the word "morning" appeared on the mobile phone screen, Song Yi saw it at a glance, and all his sanity collapsed in an instant.
Before Qi Ran could react, Song Yi's big hand directly took the mobile phone in her hand and fell directly to the ground, and the mobile phone was instantly torn apart. This mobile phone is not the one used by Qi Ran, and the name signed on the discharged case flashed in his mind......
"Song Yi, what are you crazy about?"
"Am I crazy? Qi Ran, if I'm crazy, it's only because you drove me crazy! “
Song Yi gasped, his temples ached faintly, and all the anger in his brain shouted, "You have Gu Jingchen now?" So I'm dispensable, right? “
People passing by were attracted by Song Yi's roar, and realizing the curious gaze of others, Song Yi directly grabbed Qi Ran's wrist and walked in the direction of the car.
Qi Ran was almost dragged away by Song Yi, and his already weak body had no power to resist.
"Song Yi, you let go of me!"
Song Yi was almost killed, Qi Ran felt that his wrist was about to be pinched off at any time, and Qi Ran felt for the first time that Song Yi's body exuded a terrifying aura.
"Want me to let go? I tell you that it is impossible in this life, I don't care if Gu Jingchen lives or dies, you Qi Ran can only be mine! “
At this moment, Song Yi completely lost his mind. Roughly pushed Qi Ran to the co-pilot's position.
"Song Yi!"
"Shut up!" Song Yi didn't give Qi Ran a chance to speak, and roared at Qi Ran with two rough words, this was the first time Song Yi had spoken to Qi Ran so fiercely, and he didn't see the gentleness of his usual days at all. The action quickly starts the car.
Qi Ran put his elbow under the car window, tilted his head and looked at the scenery flashing outside the window, a tear rolled down crystallinely, in a place that Song Yi couldn't see.
Outside the car window, the traffic is busy, this city, every street, there are memories between them, from college to now, ten years, except for the three years when Qi Ran left, all the memories belong to Jiangzhou.
Today, it was originally the day of their wedding, and the surprises that Song Yi carefully prepared for Qi Ran came to naught.
And all the expectations of happiness have turned to ashes.
Now it has become like this, and fate always seems to favor them too much.
Qi Ran is destined to have no chance of happiness.
didn't go home, there was no communication between the two along the way, and there was a bit of cold in the quiet air.
For a long time, Song Yi stopped on the outskirts of the city. looked at Qi Ran, who was motionless, and regret surged in his heart. Song Yi turned sideways and hugged Qi Ran, and the moment Song Yi touched Qi Ran's body, Qi Ran almost subconsciously wanted to push people away.
"Just ...... in a moment"
After saying this, the person in his arms really stopped moving, and let Song Yi hold Qi Ran, Qi Ran's head was on his chest, and even Song Yi's steady breathing and clear heartbeat could be heard.
The car window is faintly reflecting, and the figures of Qi Ran and Song Yi overlapping each other, maybe it is really that sentence, because the greater the hope in the heart, the greater the disappointment, so in this marriage, hope and disappointment are completely equal.
Qi Ran began to regret the impulse of three months ago, if it wasn't for the marriage certificate, maybe they wouldn't be so entangled.
Although they are still entangled for ten years, in this relationship, they only care about their own feelings.
Qi Ran was willing to be the selfish person in Song Yi's mind.
Her life was destined to be unfree from birth.