164 Intercession
"Xiaoyun, don't you be like this, okay? I know I've done a lot of intolerable things to you before. Zhou Yuchen tugged at the corners of his mouth, revealing a wry smile, "Initially, I really hated you because you embarrassed my best brother and made my best friend sad. So at that time, I took the initiative to ask Jing Hao to give you some color to see. I make things difficult for you, bully you, and oppose you everywhere, just to not let you feel better, so I leave the house as soon as possible. Whether it's you and Jue, Shen Ye, or even that Chen Zhe, I know you don't have anything at all, but I just can't control myself, I just see that you are very unhappy with them, why can you laugh with those people, but you always deliberately avoid me when you treat me. I'm so angry that I'm going crazy, so I'm torturing you even harder, just to make you remember me, even if you hate me, but at least you have me in your heart. After you left home, I missed you even more, I sent people everywhere to look for you, and asked them to mess up your job, so that you would come back to me when you were desperate, I really wanted to wait for you to appear before Jing Hao, and then hide you, and never let him find you again. I'm even glad that Jing Hao has hurt you much more than me, and I've always hoped that you will one day choose me instead of him......"
"Xiaoyun, I didn't understand until now that the authorities are obsessed with bystanders, I have never seen my heart clearly, how can I hate a person so strongly and deeply? That's all because I care about you, no, to be exact, I'm in love with you. Zhou Yuchen picked up Li Xiaoyun's face and looked at her affectionately, "I admit that I have done a lot of bad things to you before, but give me a chance, okay?" Let me love you well, make amends to you, and let me atone for my sins, okay? ”
Hearing Zhou Yuchen's heartfelt words, Li Xiaoyun was not unmoved. She can understand Zhou Yuchen's thoughts, he is probably like a naughty boy in kindergarten, he will use the style of bullying her to the person he likes. However, his bullying caused irreparable damage to Li Xiaoyun. "Zhou Yuchen, thank you for being able to say so much to me, it's just that I can only be sorry, I can't accept you."
Zhou Yuchen's expectant eyes dimmed suddenly, and he smiled reluctantly: "It's okay, I don't want you to forgive me and accept me right away." The reason why I fell in love with you unconsciously is because I see in you that kind of desperate and persistent dedication to love. In our circle, there is no one like this, including Meng Meng. With you, I can be very relaxed, I can be my true self, and I don't have to think about how to lift others up and calculate others. Maybe many people think you're stupid, but I just like you as a fool. If you can really let go of the previous relationship easily, then you are no different from those women who tend to be inflammatory, and I won't like you. Zhou Yuchen suddenly stopped, he seemed to have made a great struggle in his heart, and then asked hesitantly, "Xiaoyun, I only need you a word now, you ...... Do you want to return to Jing Hao's side? If you want, then I will not hesitate to send you to her. I know that there are still many misunderstandings between you, you don't have to worry about this, I can sit down and talk to him, and I am willing to help you get back together. Actually, I can see that you still love him, I have seen you blush at him and smirk at him more than once before, and even after I tell you the truth, you are still willing to hold on to a glimmer of hope, all of this, I see it in my eyes and remember it in my heart. Whether you love him or hate him now, maybe it's love or hate, I'm afraid even you can't tell the difference. However, I only hope that you will follow the truest thoughts in your heart, and if you still want to be with him, then let me take you to him, and we will sit down together and make things clear, shall we? ”
yes, is she still in love with him? Still thinking about him?
Yes, she loved him, she missed him. No matter how unwilling she is to face it and escape it, the fact is that she can't forget that person, that person has been deeply integrated into her life and penetrated into her blood and bones. How many times did she dream back at midnight, and the person who appeared in her mind was him. When she is lonely, lonely, scared, or happy, the first person who comes to mind will be him. Even if she resented him and hated him, she just couldn't control her heart from thinking about him. She always asked herself over and over again, why couldn't he be by her side and share all these joys and sorrows with her?
And now? Does she want to go back to him and be with him?
No, she can't! After being silent for a long time, Li Xiaoyun gradually calmed down, even though her heart hurt like a knife, she still had to say those words. "No, I don't want to be with him anymore!"
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