Chapter Eighty-Nine: She Died Because of Me
Minglang's death was a heart-wrenching thing for those present. She had always felt that she had no one to love, but if she could see this scene today, she should be comforted!
However, she can't see!
After Zhen Yang woke up, he looked at the moonlight outside for a long time, he didn't shed a single tear, and the moment he saw the bright corpse, his heart was already hollowed out.
If he knew, if he knew that bringing Minglang back to Taiping Town this time would be a farewell to death, he would definitely not choose to bring her back.
Recalling the bits and pieces of getting along with Minglang, it seems like a different world!
He didn't expect the two to have a bright future, because, from the moment he decided to marry her, he knew that their future was a tough battle, and he was ready to fight. However, God did not give him this opportunity, and he did not even have the opportunity to go on the expedition.
He looked at the palm, the palm seemed to have her warmth, she liked to hold his hand very much, he knew, she was seeking security from him, she had hoped for his warmth, he didn't have time to give it to her!
Song Guanzhai came to the hospital, and when he saw Zhen Yang with a dead face, his heart was sour, and he sighed long, "Mourn!" ”
Condolences? How to mourn? He looked at Song Guanzhai, this man, should have the same thoughts as him, but he never expected to get a bright love, and he was extravagant, so he was destined to lose?
Seeing that Zhen Yang didn't speak, Song Guanzhai said slowly: "Director Liu said that Ming Lang should be buried next to her father's grave!" ”
Her father? He looked up at Song Guanzhai, it turned out that everyone was clearer than him, and he didn't know anything about Minglang!
"Her name is not Minglang, her name is Mu Zhen!" Song Guanzhai seemed to have dropped a thunderbolt.
Zhen Yang quickly raised his head, Mu Zhen? The name was no stranger to him. Aunt Zhang's daughter? Is she Muzhen? She turned out to be Mu Zhen? Then, everything has a complete explanation, no wonder she hates Zhang Zijing, no wonder she doesn't like Zhenzhen, no wonder she wants to steal the necklace, no wonder she cares so much about Grandpa Zhang, it turns out that everything has an explanation.
"Does Aunt Zhang know?" This was the first thing Zhen Yang said since he found Minglang's body, his voice hoarse, revealing endless tiredness.
"I shouldn't know, no one told her!" Song Guanzhai learned of the causes and consequences of Minglang's death, and hated Zhang Zijing to the core, and when she talked about her, there was a trace of disgust on her face. Only he knows how much Minglang has suffered in order to save Zhenzhen.
"Think of a way to let her know, it's time for her to pay for what she's done!" Zhen Yang said lightly.
Song Guanzhai was stunned for a moment, "Haven't you always respected her?" ”
Zhen Yang suddenly raised his head, his eyes were filled with anger and resentment, "She and I are both damned, Minglang went into the water because of me, and she had enough time to save Minglang, but she didn't do it, resentment blinded her eyes, and people who only care about personal grievances at the moment of life and death, what qualifications do I have to respect her?" And in this world, where is there such a good thing, and the consequences of her brewing, why should she only make others sad? It's better to let everyone sink into hell together! ”
He had always thought that Ming Lang had gone into the water because she was worried that something would happen to him when she saw him go to save the child. He was wrong, but Zhang Zijing was even more wrong when he saw death and didn't save him, so how could he be sad alone? When a person is in hell, he always wants to drag other people into the water to be satisfied.
Song Guanzhai was silent for a moment and said: "I respect what you mean, but I want to tell you that although Minglang didn't recognize Zhang Zijing, she still cared about Zhang Zijing in her heart, otherwise, she wouldn't insist on saving Zhang Zhenzhen!" ”
Zhen Yang didn't speak again, his face was as heavy as the sky before the storm outside, he knew, he knew that Minglang cared about Zhang Zijing, she often targeted Zhang Zijing, not because of resentment, maybe there was also resentment, but more because she hoped to communicate with her and use her way to get Zhang Zijing's attention. He remembered a request that Ming Lang had made, hoping that Zhang Zijing would cook a meal for her personally, she was actually very eager for maternal love!
The color of pain came to his handsome and cold face, and he reached out and rubbed his face, his nose was very sour, but he couldn't cry.
"Are you sure you want to say that?" Song Guanzhai asked again.
Zhen Yang closed his eyes for a long time before he slowly opened them and asked, "How did you and Minglang meet?" ”
Song Guanzhai didn't expect him to ask like this, he was slightly stunned, and his expression was a little confused, how did he know? In fact, I haven't known each other for a long time, but this woman has already entered his life and his heart.
"I'm a doctor, she's my patient, I told her that she has a terminal illness, she just lowered her head and played with the snake there, as if she didn't care at all, and then, I suggested that she have surgery, and she analyzed with me with a smile, saying that if she had surgery, she might not be able to get off the operating table, but without surgery, she could live for more than a year, a year is not long, but she needs this year. She and I should not have had any personal encounters, but one day, like an abandoned child, she came to me with her dog and luggage, and at that time, she had a high fever, her head was bleeding, and her legs were burned, as if she had just come out of a battle, but she kept laughing, laughing, laughing so hard that I was sad. I took her to the hospital, I went through the admission procedures for her, she proposed to me from the hospital bed, asked me to marry her, she said that she would be a bride once before she died, she said, a woman must be a bride once in her life to be complete. "Song Guanzhai's voice is like the sound of the wind blowing through the leaves outside, distant and ethereal.
Zhen Yang's heart ached for no reason. That time it was supposed to be him who slapped her and then she dragged her things away. That night, her head hit the coffee table, and then, during the day, she was burned by boiling water, so embarrassed, so pitiful. She had always wanted a big wedding, but it dragged on for months, and now, he didn't have a chance.
"I'm a complete jerk!" He said bitterly.
"She doesn't blame you, on the contrary, you are the last warmth in her life!" Song Guanzhai comforted.
Zhen Yang didn't speak, he knew no, he knew that he was too stingy with Minglang, he never said to her that he loved her, and he never even expressed a good impression of liking such words. It seems that marriage is for the sake of marriage, although he knows in his heart that he doesn't know when she has quietly tied to his heart, but he didn't have time to let her know.
Liu Shiwei and others couldn't decide whether to tell Zhang Zijing, Shuyi told everyone about Zhang Zijing's previous crying by the river, and everyone was silent. Yes, if Zhang Zijing's identity is told, then Zhang Zijing will be a dead end. If Minglang hated her, he could have told her his identity and then deny her, making her regret and sad, but Minglang didn't do it because she still cared about Zhang Zijing's feelings. Everyone analyzed this and made a unanimous decision to hide Zhang Zijing.
As for the place where Minglang is buried, everyone agreed that it will be next to Mu Yi's grave, because it is on the mountain, there is no need to erect a monument, so even if Zhang Zijing goes to worship in the future, he only knows that there are more new graves, but he doesn't know who it is. Because in Taiping Town, if a mountain has good feng shui, many people will choose to bury their ancestors here, and there are already several graves near Muyi.
Minglang was sent to cremation, Zhen Yang accompanied him throughout the whole process, he didn't cry until Minglang was put into the coffin for the final goodbye, he didn't cry, just looked at her gently. He stepped forward to talk to her and said softly: "Now, I know that you are there, I am relieved, I know that you will be there and wait for me, this is our agreement!" ”
Everyone burst into tears. Especially his buttocks, he cried like a tearful man, and if it weren't for the bearded guy supporting him, I was afraid that he wouldn't even be able to stand steadily.
Zhen Yang's calmness was maintained until Ming Lang was sent to the crematorium, and at that moment, he watched Ming Lang slowly being pushed in, he rushed forward like crazy, and let out a heart-rending shout, "Let me look at her again!" ”
Fang Mensheng and Han Bingshan hurriedly stepped forward to stop him, but Zhen Yang was from a military background, where did the two of them stay, and several young men from the funeral home rushed over to help, which barely controlled him. Shuyi cried in Liu Shiwei's arms, crying loudly, people were almost fainting, Liu Shiwei supported his wife, choked and whispered comfort in her ear.
Han Bingshan helped Zhen Yang and said with tears in his eyes: "Young man, we are all comforting to my daughter like this, but people can't be resurrected after death, and you can't let her go and you can't go at ease!" ”
Fang Mensheng is also a tough guy, but at this moment, he couldn't help but cry sadly, and said, "Yes, how can she rest assured when she sees you like this in the Spirit of Heaven?" You have to be strong and help her take care of the people she can't let go, only in this way can you let her rest in peace and let her soul be at peace! ”
The fire engulfed the coffin, devoured Minglang, Zhen Yang remembered in his mind that when Luo Ding, Ah Gong was buried, and she was lying in the coffin, it turned out that many things were an early warning.
He, slowly, slowly, sat on the ground, covered his face and sobbed silently.
Everyone returned to Guangshi the day after the funeral, except for Zhen Yang, who insisted on staying here to accompany Minglang, and everyone knew that they couldn't persuade him, so they had to follow him.
After Shuyi went back, she told Zhang Zijing something clear. Although Zhang Zijing had already been mentally prepared, she was still very sad after listening to Shuyi's words, and now that she is dead, she has precipitated, and recalling all the things before, she also feels that it is very unreasonable for her to target Minglang.
"I originally had an opinion about her because she stole my necklace and thought she had a bad character, but now that I think about it, I also feel that I am so useless, I even have a problem with a young girl, and now that she is gone, I hope she will rest in peace!" Zhang Zijing sighed.
Shuyi was silent for a long time before she said quietly: "Yes, no one is here, I hope she rests in peace!" ”
Zhenzhen came down from the upstairs and heard the conversation between the two, she ran to Shuyi and asked, "She's dead?" Really dead? ”
Shuyi comforted Zhenzhen, "Well, she has been buried, don't worry, she is a good person, she will go to heaven!" ”
Zhenzhen covered her mouth and cried bitterly, "I haven't said sorry to her yet, it's all me, if it wasn't for saving me, she wouldn't have died!" ”
Zhang Zijing comforted softly: "Fool, this is her life, it has nothing to do with you!" ”
"Mom, you don't have to comfort me, I know for myself, if I hadn't run into the water recklessly, Minglang wouldn't have gone into the water, if it wasn't for me falling, you wouldn't have missed the opportunity to save her because you helped me!" I really couldn't cry, she didn't kill Beren, but Beren died because of her.