In the huge house, except for Su Li, there are only hourly maids who come to work on time, laboriously and silently, tidying up the room.

A few hours later, the maid left. In the whole house, Su Li was the only one.

The pain and despair in her heart made her scream that almost lifted the roof.

On the outskirts of the city, somewhere in a bar.

Song Xu drank beer and suddenly felt a strong palpitation.

It was as if a magic sound had pierced his brain, making him miserable.

He didn't know what was wrong with him, why he came to drink, there was no way, he could calm down, there was no way, he couldn't forget the memories that made him painful.

Is it because he has been pouring himself wine one after another recently, and he has drunk too much, so he is so difficult to get drunk?

Song Xu rubbed his hair painfully, asked for two dozen high-strength wines, and asked the bartender to open a box for him.

This time, instead of at a bar close to home, he won't meet the kind man who sent him home last time.

Song Xu smiled bitterly, and suddenly felt a little regretful that he didn't ask for a phone number with that kind person.

After he woke up, he vaguely remembered that he had vomited a lot, and he didn't know if he had vomited in someone's car.

I didn't have the opportunity to say a word of thanks to others.

This time, in order not to cause trouble to others, he still opened a box early and had a good drink.

It's best to lose consciousness as soon as possible and sleep to death completely. Even if he wants to vomit, he can hold the toilet and vomit enough.

The bartender immediately contacted the waiter and asked for a private room.

The waiter took the wine that Song Xu wanted, took Song Xu, walked through the bar dance floor, the crowd of people who writhed wildly, and walked towards the stairs next to the entrance.

Anya pushed open the door of the bar and searched around, a quieter corner.

She was in a bad mood.

Although Song Tong said that he could call at any time. But tomorrow, it will be Song Tong's wedding, and she doesn't want to call Song Tong before Song Tong's wedding, pouring bitter water.

What's more, no matter how much others persuade them, it is useless. She didn't know that she had no result with that person, but she would still love that person for so many years.

Even if she knows that person is a scumbag, even if it is not just for that man, but just for her ten years of blind remorse, hard work, and silent heart, she will need a lot of time to alleviate it.

An Yanan looked around, but didn't find any good position, and was about to change to a bar, when suddenly in the crowd, she saw Song Xu walking towards her!

"Song Xu? Why are you here? An Yanan stepped forward and patted Song Xu on the shoulder.

She didn't expect that Song Xu would come to a bar so far away from home to drink, and she didn't expect that she would meet him here by such a coincidence.

Song Xu was stunned for a moment, looking at An Yanan in front of him, he inexplicably felt a little familiar.

"You're, you're the one who took me home that day?" Song Xu was stunned for a moment, and suddenly patted his head in surprise.

He only vaguely remembered An Yanan's outline, as well as his approximate height, and only his voice, which he remembered most clearly.

This voice is so consistent with the shape, there is absolutely nothing wrong with it!

"That's right, you vomited all over the ground, if I didn't hold you, you almost fell up!" An Yanan said with a smile, and the bright smile drove Song Xu and squeezed out a smile.

"I see, thank you so much last time. I woke up later, remembering that I had vomited, and I was afraid that it would vomit in your car. But I didn't leave my contact information, and I didn't have a chance to say thank you to you. Song Xu touched his neck embarrassedly.

"It's okay, didn't you say thank you." Anya smiled cheerfully.

Song Xu also lost a trace of restraint, and in order to suppress the deafening music in the bar, he asked An Yanan loudly: "Why did you come here too, do you also want to drink?" ”

"Well, it's a bit of an annoyance." An Yanan also pulled his throat and responded to Song Xu.

Song Xu rarely met a friend, or a friend who seemed to be in the same condition as him, so he couldn't help but cherish it very much, and immediately proposed: "Let's go upstairs and talk, it's too noisy here." I opened a private room, and we drank together, and we got drunk! ”

"Okay!" An Yanan also felt very good, and immediately nodded in agreement, followed Song Xu, and walked up to the second floor.

In the box on the second floor, the deafening music downstairs can still be heard, but this strong chaotic background sound is very consistent with Song Xu and An Yanan, who have the same and similar emotions in their hearts. It has also reduced the restraint between them for the first time to get along with each other.

After entering the box, Song Xuqi opened two bottles of wine and handed one bottle to An Yanan.

"You checked out the bill for me last time. The money in my card is not less, and this time I will invite you to a drink. ”

"Ha, okay." Anya Nan took it happily and poured himself a big mouthful.

I don't know why, with Song Xu, she inexplicably feels very down-to-earth.

Maybe it's because Song Xu is Song Tong's brother, which makes her feel more at ease, and maybe it's because Song Xu has the experience of figuring out with her and can understand her feelings.

A sip of liquor poured into his chest, stirring up a bitter emotion in Anyana's heart.

Last time, what Song Xu said to her, she still remembered it clearly in her mind.

Although it was Song Xu's drunken words, it was very, very reasonable based on her experience.

An Yanan smiled bitterly and asked Song Xu: "Do you remember the last time you were drunk, and when I sent you home, you said something to me?" ”

"What?" Song Xu thought of that time, and also smiled bitterly, and asked puzzledly: "I forgot, do you remember?" ”

"Of course, I didn't drink too much, and what you said is so reasonable, how could you forget." An Yanan poured himself another sip of wine and recalled.

"You say, don't marry someone you don't love. Unless, I want to experience hellish despair, and the feeling of death in my heart. Then, I ask you, what if you marry someone who doesn't love you? You say maybe it's just as bad, and then you laugh, and you laugh desperately. ”

"At that time, I just vaguely felt that what you said made sense, but I didn't expect that after a short period of time, I experienced the same feeling. It could even be worse than that. ”

"The person I love never even gave me a clear response, I thought he didn't know anything, but he didn't arrive first, he and all our friends who knew each other, knew my heart, but no one would say it. He doesn't break it, it's just to use me and achieve his goals. ”

"I think it's probably more painful than being with someone who doesn't love you. At least with someone you don't love, everything you experience is frank and real, not that you will let yourself recall the past, and everything you watch is with a false sense of disgust. ”

Song Xu listened patiently, An Yanan's words, but he didn't know whether the situation An Yanan said was more painful, or everything he suffered was more painful.

But then, Song Xu suddenly thought that in fact, he and An Yanan were in the same situation.

Isn't Su Li also deceiving him? Moreover, it is even more disgusting than the situation encountered by Anyanan.

He laughed out loud because it was so ridiculous that he even bent over with laughter.

An Yanan didn't think Song Xu was exaggerating, and when she knew the truth, she also laughed at herself.

Song Xu smiled and smiled, lay down on the sofa, and burst into tears.

He shook his head and looked at An Yanan: "You're not right, I'm actually a little worse than you." I didn't know at the time that I had been deceived, and it was only after that day that I realized that I was living in a huge lie. I'm worse than you, you're just being lied to yourself. I'm a whole family, and they're all living in lies. ”

"When you look back on the past, you only suspect the part related to feelings, but I, when I look back on the past few years, every minute and every second, it seems to be fake. Moreover, this is full of memories of lies and takes away the people I cherish the most. ”

Song Xu said, frantically pouring most of his own bottle of wine.

An Yanan also held the wine bottle and frantically poured himself a lot of wine.

What about her experience?

The lie ruined the person she loved the most, and also ruined her belief in those ten years, ruined the trust she had worked so hard to insist on.

Sometimes, she felt like she was all ruined.

An Yanan was drinking frantically, and Song Xu was also drinking frantically. They don't even need to say anything, they just need to have a look of eye contact to understand what kind of pain they have in each other's hearts.

They don't need to say anything, they just need alcohol to numb their nerves.

Drink one bottle, another bottle of spirits.

An Yanan and Song Xu soon fell into a state of confusion, and slowly, leaned together.

The next day, Anya Nan woke up, with a hangover headache, like a steel needle pierced into her head, pulling from side to side, as if at any moment, her head would split in half.

She rubbed her eyes, found herself lying on the couch, her clothes were all wrinkled, and after thinking about it, she remembered what had happened last night.

Yesterday, she came to the bar and wanted to find a quiet booth, but then she didn't find a suitable location, but she met Song Xu, so she went to the box with Song Xu to drink.

They drank a lot, a lot, and it seemed that at the end, they fell together.

And then ......

Anya Nan found that he didn't remember.

She shook her head vigorously, but still couldn't remember.

An Yanan sat up on the sofa, only to find that Song Xu seemed to be gone.

"Song Xu, Song Xu?" An Yanan shouted twice, but no one responded, and after looking around, he didn't see Song Xu.

When he returned to the sofa, he found that Song Xu had left a note on the table.

"Hello, I'm Song Xu, it's a pleasure to know you."