I thought about it for a while: "Do you say I blame you, do you think I should blame you, I was supposed to study very well, but you pulled me down the abyss, it was your note, those words, I started not to study, I started to mix, what am I for, what did I draw." ”

Then he lit a cigarette, took a few puffs and said: "After I started to mix, I stopped studying, when I got used to this kind of life, and I didn't have the heart to study, you said to me, six, study hard, stop fighting, don't mix, you think you are good for me, good for me, but, have you ever thought about learning, does it mean that you can learn well if you learn well, it is easy to learn bad, it is difficult to learn well, don't you know?" ”

After finishing speaking, I had fun with Lin Ran, went out and got a bottle of beer, then returned to the water room, opened it and drank a few sips, and then said to Lin Ran: "Also, on the day of graduation, you saw Xiyu in our rented room, you obviously knew that there was nothing, you still ran away, turned around and ran, you know that we have nothing, you still don't listen to my explanation, so stubborn, how do I treat you, don't you know, you touch your conscience and think about it, how do I treat you Wang Yue usually, I waited for you at your house all night, and the whole night was exchanged for the words you said to me when you went downstairs the next day, hehe, too, I deserve it. ”

I took a breath and continued: "I've become like this today, my mind is full of you, I thought I forgot about you and didn't love you anymore, but it wasn't until Fei Ge mentioned you and said that you were so chic with a man, I found my heartache, I knew that I couldn't lie to myself, I cried, shame on me, hehe, a big man, I cried when I said I cried, and then there was something to come, you all know, I sometimes can't figure it out, you live quite chic with your little lover over there, ambiguous every day, Hooking shoulders, going in and out of the school, inseparable, do you say forget me, I have been your son for so many years, it was in vain, in exchange for these, you treat me like this. ”

Halfway through my talk, Lin Ran began to cry continuously, tears kept flowing, I watched her cry, I couldn't go on,

I squatted down, wiped her tears with my hand and said, "Okay, don't cry, I should say this, it's all my fault, don't cry, you know I can't see girls crying, but you still cry like this, like what happened to me"

Lin Ran sobbed: "Yes, I'm sorry, I was wrong, I didn't know it would be like this, I'm really sorry." ”

Then I heard footsteps, and when I turned around, I saw Fei Ge coming, Fei Ge came over and kicked me: "Don't bully people, Bai helped you wash your clothes, and after a while, the popularity ran away"

I said, "I didn't bully her, I reasoned with her, if she left, she left, I didn't stop her." ”

Lin Ran looked at Fei Ge: "It's okay, Fei Ge." ”

Fei Ge then said, "If you two are muttering, go back to the house and mutter." ”

I said, "Yes, I see." ”

When I was done, I looked at Ran, "Let's go, go back to the house." ”

Ran shook his head: "I'll go over when I'm done rubbing these clothes for you." ”

I ignored her, got up and went back to the house, lay down, and after a while, the door opened, and Xiao Chao came back: "The teacher doesn't seem to give you leave, your homeroom teacher is really hard, our leave is very good, you and Brother Hao are not good to invite, the teacher seems to be very angry, saying that he is going to call your home, what should you do yourself." ”

I thought for a moment: "It's already like this, let her be." ”

Then we chatted a few more words, and then he put the food in the house for me, Lin Ran's kfc, and my donburi, I got up and took the donburi in my mouth and ate it, after I was full, I waited for Lin Ran, and there was not much time, Ran pushed the door open, and came in,

She walked up to me and sat down, touching the scratch on my neck: "We don't have anything, he's just pursuing me, I haven't promised him, it's just that he's very good to me, really good, every day I can't be separated, what I say, I'm really tired, I also want to get out of the shadow you give, so I don't have a very clear refusal, I kind of enjoy it, I admit it"

I interrupted her directly: "I'll give you, and I will give you a shadow, and I will give you a shadow of something." ”

Ran said: "Don't be angry, I know you love me, I know you are good to me, you even remember what I like to eat so clearly, but you are not a child anymore, you can't always be so impulsive, always do something recklessly, isn't it, just like you do it today, the school does not call the police in order to maintain its reputation, so what should I do at his family, if he doesn't do it, what if he has to call the police, what should you do, have you thought about it?" ”

I glanced at it: "Scare me, why do you love it, he likes to do it or not." ”

Lin Ran said: "You have started again, this virtue, don't play your hooligan face for me." ”

"I'm a hooligan, if he comes out of the hospital, he still can't leave you, or harass you, I will come to talk to him, and find him until he understands, I am helping him increase his wisdom."

As soon as I finished speaking, I got up, locked the door when I got to the door, lit a cigarette, took a few puffs, looked at Lin Ran, there were only two of us left in the room, Lin Ran looked at me and asked, "Why are you locking the door?" ”

After I didn't speak for a while, I went out and closed the door with my hand, Brother Hao looked at it and asked, "Sister-in-law, why didn't you come out together, you are tired of washing clothes." ”

I looked at Brother Hao, and I was happy: "Well, well, let her rest." ”

After saying that, Brother Fei and they were also happy, and Brother Hao continued: "Liu'er, you must have done something good, look at your neck, it is all purple, bite so hard." ”

Brother Xu took over: "This is not a bite, it is cut, understand." ”

Brother Hao touched his head: "How to cut." ”

We all ignored him collectively, I drank with them outside, and then went back to the house, and saw Lin Ran had woken up, lying on the bed, looking at me and saying, "I have to go home in a while." ”

I asked her, "What time is it at the latest?" ”

Lin Ran said: "It's more than 10 o'clock, and I will study at half past nine o'clock, what I know at home, I can't be late, what should I do on my neck." ”

I looked at my watch: "It's okay, just go down and buy a band-aid, you get dressed, I'll go find Feige and ask him to drive us." ”

I went out and said to Brother Fei, "Brother Fei, send Lin Ran." ”

Fei Ge shook his head: "I'm a little dizzy from drinking, no, I can't open it, the key is given to you, you can send it." ”

I said, "How could I?" ”

Fei Ge said, "Okay, I'll send you." ”

I saw Fei Ge get up and walk a few times, and I immediately changed my mind: "No need Fei Ge, I'll go and send her myself." ”