127 Love is still there
The next day, I heard the news that Xu Song and Xiaohua had broken up, and there was a lot of discussion on campus. A week later, there was no small painting at the regular meeting, and Xu Song was also depressed. This heavy atmosphere made the whole meeting look dull, and the meeting time became very short, Xu Song simply explained a few words and stepped down, handing over all the detailed agenda to Zhao Qinhan to arrange.
Soon after, the New Year's Day party finally came under the intensive preparations. During this whole process, I was busy almost every day without a moment's news, and even my sleep time was compressed to five hours.
The stage play that was originally expected to be rehearsed by Xiaohua at the New Year's Day party was canceled because of her personal mood, she did not appear on campus for a long time since the day she broke up with Xu Song, Xu Song has been contacting her, but her phone has been turned off. I contacted Xiaoxue, Xiaoxue's tone was very indifferent, only telling me that Xiaohua was okay and told me not to worry, and then hung up the phone in a hurry.
Because there was a vacancy in the show, I recommended Han Xiaoshui as the leading actor of the dance, and finally won a chance for Han Xiaoshui to come out.
On Christmas Eve before the New Year's party, the shops around the school are already in a strong Christmas atmosphere. Christmas Eve, it's a special day for me. Because the first day Jin Yan and I met was on Christmas Eve two years ago.
I suddenly had a ** that wanted to drink, so I made an appointment with Zhao Qinhan, and Zhao Qinhan met Xu Song on the way to come, so the three of us found a newly opened KTV near the school together, ready to carnival together.
I drank six bottles of beer in a row, and my tense nerves finally got a moment of relaxation, and countless emotions that I had suppressed on a daily basis were swayed through alcohol and love songs. Zhao Qinhan and Xu Song also drank a lot, and this night, everyone seemed to have a sense of sadness that "they are both fallen people at the end of the world", and no one persuaded anyone not to drink. Therefore, they all drank too much.
My phone was on the coffee table, along with a pile of empty cans. When I was drinking, I didn't know who called me, Xu Song probably thought it was his phone, grabbed it and answered it directly.
"It's my number, give it to me." I hurriedly reached out to grab it.
"Hey, who are you? …… Who do you care who I am...... Where are we? …… Of course, it's in the cash box KTV...... What, you're going to come over and keep me waiting? …… Wait, wait, who's afraid of whom. Xu Song had completely drunk too much, and his speech showed an unprecedented gaffe. He didn't give me a chance to answer the phone at all, and after talking nonsense to the person on the phone, he just pressed the phone down.
Maybe it's too sad! People are most likely to get drunk when they are sad, and tonight's Xu Song is completely different from the gentle and elegant in the past, he has become violent because of alcohol. When he answered my call, he actually threw my phone directly to the ground!
Zhao Qinhan and I were dumbfounded, Zhao Qinhan hurriedly grabbed Xu Song, I ran over to pick it up, and found that the screen had been broken, and the battery had bounced out and fallen into a puddle of wine, which was already **.
I was so distressed that I could only pick it up silently.
"He's drunk too much, little book, how are you? You okay? Zhao Qinhan asked me while holding Xu Song.
"It's broken, the screen is broken, and the battery probably won't work." I looked back at Zhao Qinhan with a dejected expression.
I didn't know who the caller was, Xu Song had obviously drunk too much and couldn't remember anything, he cried for a while, laughed for a while, shouted for a drink, called Xiaohua's name for a while, and vented the pain of falling out of love with alcohol. Zhao Qinhan was busy cooperating with Xu Song, wanting to take him away, but he couldn't leave, so we had no choice but to stay.
I was also very depressed, so I drank three more bottles of beer in one sip without being accompanied, and then ordered myself a song "Lonely Heart" and sang with the microphone.
"Love you is a lonely heart \ I don't understand what you mean by smiling \ I can only be like a sunflower silently insisting at night \ Love you are a lonely heart \ I hope you are honest with me \ I have always loved you \ In my own way \ I am in your heart \ Is there anything special \ I'm afraid you won't find out after all \ I'm still by your side ......"
I threw myself into the song, as if every lyric was tailor-made for me, the more I sang, the more sad my heart became, the more I sang the more sad my heart became, the feeling of loneliness, the sound of crying in the dark night, all expressed with this melody. And the person in his heart who is about to come out, where is he at this time?
After singing a song, I fell directly on the sofa and fell asleep unconsciously. I seem to have had a dream, in the haze, Jin Yan seems to be standing in front of me, he is so tall, he has a good figure, he seems to be very handsome and cool...... The alcohol made me a nymphomaniac, and I looked at him stupidly and muttered, "He seems to be Jin Yan, like, ah, I want to talk to him." ”
I was so unreserved in my dreams. I took the initiative to walk towards him, I felt that I was stepping on the clouds like Goku under my feet, my steps were so light that I couldn't speak, I stood in front of him with a smile, and I said, "Handsome guy, let's have a drink!" ”
His expression seemed to be a little cold, his eyes were so seductive, there was no smile on his face, but my soul seemed to be hooked. I couldn't help but reach out and hook his neck, try to bury my head in his chest, take a deep breath hard, and mutter, "Hmm...... Xiangxiang is so familiar, like the smell of my ex-boyfriend! ”
He was so real, he even tried to break my hand with his hand, he seemed to whisper in my ear "Don't make trouble", but at this time I didn't care about it, I hooked his neck and hung on his body, I said: "Don't, I want to hug, I haven't been held in my arms by a man for a long time." Hug me, hug me, okay? ”
He really hugged me! I cried tears of joy in my dreams, and I punched him hard and scolded him coquettishly, "You scoundrel! You're finally back! Do you know how much I miss you? Do you know how much I love you? Don't leave me again, okay? ……”
I started crying as I spoke, snot and tears rubbed against his clothes, my consciousness was completely drifting, in a trance I seemed to hear him arguing with someone, as if I heard him say something, but the damn alcohol had completely collapsed my consciousness, I couldn't tell if it was a dream or reality at all, I only vaguely felt as if I had been carried by someone......
He seemed to have carried me on his back for a long, long time, it was so cold outside, and the whirring cold wind made my face hurt like a knife, but his back was so warm...... I greedily hooked his neck and lay tightly on his back, desperately "yunxi" the familiar breath.
A certain part of the body seems to have more and more of a gushing out of the situation, but I can't bear the warmth of the moment, so I instinctively control and control, until I realize that I can't control it at all, I seem to suddenly wake up from a dream, I realize that I am in a hurry, I didn't even pay attention to who the person carrying me was, and hurriedly shouted desperately for him to put me down.
But at this time, I was already extremely embarrassed, and I felt like my body was about to explode, and before I could do anything, I ...... Just like that, in front of him...... Another cold wind blew, and there was a chilling feeling from the waist down. The whole process was very short, rushed and unprepared, and when I realized what had just happened, the wine immediately woke up, and at the same time I wanted to die!
I...... I actually ...... Actually peed your pants?!
I squatted on the ground in despair, wishing there was a hole in the ground that would allow me to run away immediately, so ashamed, so ashamed! Such a shameful thing was actually seen! I simply can't face it all!
"My car is in front, get up." He patted me on the shoulder and said softly.
This voice is so familiar, so familiar, could it really be ...... I jerked my head up, and I was completely stunned by the familiar face in front of me! It turned out to be him! It turned out to be really Jin Yan! I can't believe my eyes! How did he show up? How could I be with him?!
I looked around and saw that we were on the main road, and the KTV I was in before was about 300 meters away from us! Everything is true! It turned out not to be a dream!
"Get up! Squat down for a while and everyone else will know you're peeing your pants! Seeing the surprise and confusion on my face, he smiled and hooked my nose and pulled me up from the ground.
"Who pees their pants? I didn't! I argued weakly, and the chilly feeling made me completely undignified in front of him.
"Come, I'll carry you." He ignored my words and crouched down in front of me and said to me.
"No...... No. "I immediately blushed to the base of my neck, today I was wearing padded jeans, and my trouser legs were already wet at this time, how could I be embarrassed......
"I don't mind, come up, hurry up!" He shouted fiercely in front of him, and then quickly added, "I stole you!" If you don't want others to know about your pants peeing, leave with me quickly! ”
This threat played a fundamental role, and I immediately threw myself on his back, and without hesitation, he hooked my legs, carried me on my back, ran to his car as fast as he could, shoved me into the passenger seat, and then he quickly got into the cab and took me with me on the road......
I didn't ask him why he appeared, and I was suddenly not ashamed of this awkward episode, I couldn't help but turn around and peek at him, and when I saw that there seemed to be happiness on his face, I suddenly understood one thing: love is still there, and it has never left, we are all the same.
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