When Song Tao and his wife saw their daughter wearing a wedding dress in the video, the two old men who were also tortured hugged each other and cried silently, the disease was tormenting their daughter, the only daughter, and at the same time tormenting them.

Today's Song Liwan is extremely beautiful, seeing her smile, even many people dare not imagine that she is a poor girl who is terminally ill and is about to leave this world, she is so beautiful, she is so happy to smile, she is like a real bride.

But the wheelchair under her reminds everyone all the time that she is leaving, leaving this world completely, maybe she will go to another world, where it is beautiful, where there is no pain.

In the video, Xiao Yezi looked at Song Liwan in a wedding dress and finally couldn't help it, and sat on the ground crying silently.

Mi Zixuan, who was standing beside Song Liwan, had red circles in his eyes, and he tried his best to keep his head from letting the tears fall.

Song Liwan's tears also fell, she was reluctant to leave, reluctant to this world, reluctant to Xiaoyezi, reluctant to all the people, reluctant to her parents, this world has too much nostalgia for her, but she knows that she must leave, she doesn't want to be in pain, she wants to retain her last dignity - the dignity of being a human being.

Song Liwan laboriously handed a bouquet of flowers in her arms to Xiao Yezi, she tried to laugh and said: "Don't cry, Xiao Yezi, I will watch you in the sky, when you see the brightest star, you have to remember that it is me, I will always be with you." ”

Teacher Li walked over and picked up the little leaf from the ground and said softly, "She will always live in the hearts of all of us." ”

Xiao Yezi took the flower and threw herself into Song Liwan's arms and cried loudly, but Song Liwan was laughing, a very beautiful smile, a very warm smile, but it was also ...... A relieved smile.

More than ten minutes later, Song Liwan sat in a wheelchair, everyone lined up, each holding a white lily in their hands, when they came to her, everyone would hand the flower to Song Liwan, and then hug her and say a few words, and say a final goodbye to her.

Everyone was in tears, but Song Liwan didn't, she kept smiling and saying her final goodbye to everyone.

Time is like sand on your fingertips, no matter how hard you try to hold them, they will eventually slip through your fingers.

With the passage of time, Song Liwan's journey in this world is about to end, Mi Zixuan pushed her onto a yacht, accompanied by Xiao Yezi, Teacher Li and two other middle-aged men and women, on the yacht Song Liwan waved goodbye to all the people on the shore, she shouted: "Goodbye, we will see you in the next life, thank you." ”

The people who saw them off waved with one hand and covered their faces with the other to prevent Song Liwan from seeing their tears.

The yacht slowly drove into the depths of the sea, and the ones on the dock who sent others off became smaller and smaller, became small black spots, and then disappeared.

On the yacht, Song Liwan was on the deck, she said to the camera: "Dad, Mom, I'm sorry, thank you for your nurturing grace, thank you for being with me for so many years, I can't repay you anything in this life, I'm really sorry, I'm sorry, I made you sad." ”

Speaking of this, Song Liwan couldn't help but cover her face and cry bitterly.

At this time, the crying at the scene was getting louder and louder, and this special farewell was filled with too much helplessness and reluctance.

Life is so close to the people present at this time, but it is so far away, life is actually very fragile, fragile to the point of vulnerability, one second he or she is still smiling at you, but the next second his or her smile is frozen in a black and white photo.

This is life, a wonderful life, a strong life, a fragile life, a life that is very close to us, a life that is so far away from us.

Song Liwan pursed her lips tightly and raised her head, she choked up and said, "Mom and Dad, you have to take care of yourself, do you know?" ”

Song Tao nodded to his wife, and said in a trembling voice: "I, we will, will take care!" ”

Song Liwan laboriously raised her finger and pointed to the warm sun and said: "Today's sun is not hot at all, it is very warm, and the air here is also very fresh, Mom and Dad, don't be too sad, I hope you can come to the beach to see, see the sun here, breathe the air here, because I have been here, because I also have to leave here, if you miss me, come here to see, I'm really sorry!" ”

As soon as the picture changed, Mi Zixuan, Mr. Li and others appeared in the cabin, the hatch was open, and a corner of the wheelchair was faintly visible, Mi Zixuan squatted on the ground and smoked one cigarette after another, Mr. Li kept patting him on the shoulder and said, "You did your best, don't blame yourself too much." ”

Mi Zixuan didn't speak, still smoking cigarette after puff, no one could see his face, but he could see a drop of water on the floor under him, which was tears.

Song Liwan's voice came from outside: "Doctor Mi, thank you, I'm leaving, remember my words, if there is an afterlife, no matter how ugly you are, I must be your girlfriend." ”

Mi Zixuan's shoulders began to tremble, and Mr. Li's hand on his shoulder began to contract vigorously, and the other two middle-aged men and women clenched their fists and let the tears fall one by one.

"Mom and Dad, I'm gone, I'll watch you in heaven and bless you, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."

"Poof" came the sound of water.

The expressions on the faces of Song Tao and her wife froze with a "poof", they looked at the laptop blankly, and the suppressed cries on the scene became louder and louder.

But Mi Zixuan, who was standing between the two policemen, was expressionless, he smoked one cigarette after another like him in the video, one after another.

Su Zhiqiang walked up to him, patted him on the shoulder and said, "You didn't do anything wrong. ”

Che Zhiping also walked over and rubbed Mi Zixuan's shoulder fiercely and said: "It's us who is wrong, you gave her relief, you gave her the last dignity, you are not wrong, the fault is the world, the fault is the disease, the fault is those fucked medical regulations." ”

Song Tao and his wife saw the wheelchair, but there was no daughter on it, and they collapsed on the ground and cried loudly.

The desolate cry made Mi Zixuan clench his fists tightly, and he was unaware of the pain caused by his nails piercing his skin, and blood fell to the ground drop by drop along his palm.

Mi Zixuan was blaming himself, blaming himself for his incompetence, and blaming himself for why he couldn't cure Song Liwan's illness.

Xiang Qixuan walked up to him and looked into his eyes and said, "Don't blame yourself, you have done everything you can, including what we dare not do, you are a good doctor." ”

Mi Zixuan raised his head and looked at Xiang Qixuan, and suddenly laughed at himself: "Good doctor? You know that I actually hate this profession, I hate it very much, I always have to see people sick, I always have to see their pain, despair, helplessness, I always have to tell them that I will do my best, but in fact I know that I have nothing to do about their illness, but I still have to lie to them, say that their illness will be cured, give them hope, hope to live, hope to get relief from pain.

But finally that? They will be disappointed, they will despair, they will die in agony, and you know what it was like to look at me when they were dying?

I'm telling you a deep disappointment, a disappointment in me, a disappointment in this fucking profession.

Do you know what was going on in my mind at that time?

I'm a bastard who gives them hope and watches them die and can't do anything about it.

Doctors are a bastard's profession, a damn profession. ”

Mi Zixuan's angry voice made Xiang Qixuan's heart hurt a lot, she felt very sorry for the man in front of her, she saw the pain, self-blame, helplessness, and confusion in his heart, at this time he was like a seriously injured beast, all he could do was wail.

Xiang Qixuan suddenly stepped forward and hugged Mi Zixuan and said, "Don't be like this, it's not your fault, it's really not your fault." ”

Su Zhiqiang's eyes were red, and he tilted his head desperately to keep his tears from falling, Mi Zixuan was right, doctors are a bastard's profession, a damn profession.

Che Zhiping sighed silently, and then patted Mi Zixuan's shoulder hard.

At this time, He Chaoyong's voice sounded: "I have seen everything that should be seen, and everything that should be said has been said, Liu Jianshe will take people away." ”

Liu Jianshe hurriedly wiped away the tears on his face and said hurriedly: "You have also watched the video of County Magistrate He, the patient forgave him, I think the family will also forgive him, why take him away?" ”

He Chaoyong sneered: "Because the law is unforgiving, his actions have constituted premeditated murder, you are the director of the Public Security Bureau, you should know better than me." ”

Liu Jianshe was dumbfounded, He Chaoyong was right, although Song Liwan repeatedly said in the video that he didn't blame Mi Zixuan, but he still took her out of the hospital, took her on the yacht, and then stayed in the cabin and watched Song Liwan commit suicide by throwing herself into the sea, everything Mi Zixuan did was deliberate, and it can be seen from the video that he took Song Liwan out of the hospital, just to take her to get relief, or to take her to suicide.

Mi Zixuan knew this from the beginning, from a legal point of view, it was possible to sue him for a premeditated murder, at least it was a manslaughter, not to mention that he was still an intern at the county hospital, this identity was too important, if he was an ordinary person who didn't understand medicine and took Song Liwan away, it would be okay to say, but he wasn't, he knew very well what the result would be if he took Song Liwan away, Song Liwan, who had lost all means of treatment, could die at any time, he knew this, and took her away, what kind of behavior is this?

Song Tao wiped his tears and suddenly walked over and said, "We won't pursue it, he's right, he's ...... He's right. Song Tao, who lost his daughter, didn't know how to express it.

He Chaoyong looked at him and said, "This is not a matter of whether you will pursue it or not, this is a criminal case." Speaking of this, he raised his voice and said to Liu Jianjian: "What are you still doing in a daze?" ”

Huang Lingyun, who had just woken up, fainted again when he heard this.