Chapter 167: I'm just a pawn for his revenge
"You and Leng Mochen? Are you in love with him? Does he love you too? Are you really emotional? Lin Yue obediently snuggled in my arms, no longer crying, no longer excited.
"Yes, I love him, perhaps, I have always loved him, but I blinded myself with hatred, made me confused, made me unable to see right from wrong, and made me unable to distinguish between love and hate."
I love him, maybe from the moment he says he loves me.
It's just that his indifference to me made me gradually alienate him, his pressing on me made me hate him, and the destruction of the family he gave me made me want him to die, however, I couldn't do it again and again, because, I love him, I can't let him die.
"It would be better if he loved you too, you have finally come to the end of your life." Lin Yue said lightly.
"He loves me, he treats me very well, really good, so Xiaoyue, you have to be strong, look at me, didn't I just come step by step? I believe that you will be better than me, and there will be such a person who will cherish you with his life, Xiaoyue, the doctor said, your fetus is very weak, you must rest well. "I know that Leng Mochen will be good to me, and in the days to come, he will be good to me, if he is not good to me, he doesn't need to do so much for me, just like before, ignore me and leave me to fend for myself.
"Really? Will there really be? Even someone as honest as Zheng Zihao would betray, what else can I believe? ”
"Xiaoyue, I don't blame you, I blame me, I provoked it, I'm sorry, I made you like this, I'm sorry." It's me, it's me who reminded Zheng Zihao to confess to her, if I didn't have much to do that night, perhaps, they were just ordinary friends.
Lin Yue slowly pushed me away, and looked at me for a while before speaking: "Do Zheng Zihao and Tianyou really have a grudge?" It was the hatred between them that swept me into it, what does it have to do with you, besides, it's me who is stupid, and I don't even notice it. ”
"They have a grudge, many years ago, and it is this hatred that has brought you to where you are today." I held her hand and stroked the back of her hand: "Xiaoyue, it's not that I don't tell you, I don't have the courage to speak, I can't speak, I don't know when Zheng Zihao changed his mind, but a long time ago, Mo Chen reminded me, he told me, let you not associate with Zheng Zihao, it's me who don't listen, it's that I didn't believe his words, if I listened at the beginning, the rest of the thing wouldn't have happened."
"Speaking of which, I'm just a pawn that Zheng Zihao used to take revenge on Tianyou, from the very beginning, he had such a mentality, what else did I expect? What else can I expect? Lin Yue raised her lips and drew a bitter smile, with heart-wrenching bitterness.
"Xiaoyue, don't be sad, take good care of yourself, give birth to the child well, in the future, we will take good care of him, with me, my brother, and Mo Chen, we will all be his dearest and dearest people."
Lin Yue sighed deeply, there were tears in her eyes, and she tried hard to endure it: "I finally understand, why didn't you let me tell Zheng Zihao the news of my pregnancy, why did you want me to accompany you to Singapore, why did you say so many strange things to me, it turned out that everything had changed a long time ago."
I bowed my head slightly: "I thought that taking you away would reduce the damage to you, who knows, killing Chen Biting Jin halfway, my plan was all disrupted by Mo Chen, to be honest, at that moment I really wanted to kill him with a knife, because of him, everything was messed up."
"So, you just said you love him, do you really love him? Or did he return to him to save Tianqi and Zuo Yisen? Lin Yue looked at me, half confused.
"At the beginning, I wanted to save my brother, Mo Chen messed up my plan, I wanted to take revenge on him, but after I returned to him, he was so good to me, I couldn't help but fall into it, although he hasn't said why he hates me, but I have no choice now, since I promised to stay by his side, I'll live well with him!" There are some things that I am not suitable to tell her yet, she can't afford too much now, so I'll pick the good ones and say them, and I can bear the bad ones alone.
"That's fine, as long as he is good to you, as long as you really love each other, anything can be resolved." Lin Yue twisted her eyebrows, and she swallowed back some words.
I know what she wants to say, she wants to say, Leng Mochen is my father-killing enemy, can I really let go of this hatred? Can I really live with my father-killer for the rest of my life? Actually, every time I am with Leng Mochen, I am also thinking about this question.
I can be useless, I can be cowardly, I can be a coward, but I can't be unfilial.
"Xiaoyue, you don't have to worry about me, everything is fine with me, you take care of yourself, don't forget, you are not alone now, you are two people."
"Don't worry, I'm not that fragile, what else I haven't experienced in my life, I fell in one place twice, and in the future, never, never." Lin Yue's eyes flashed, revealing a bit of calmness and perseverance.
"Xiaoyue, no matter what, it's good if you can be strong, the days ahead are still long, we have to live well, don't worry, we will always be with you."
"I'll be strong." Lin Yue gave me a faint smile, just like I gave her before.
I held her hand tightly and breathed a sigh of relief in my heart: "You are stronger than I thought, and things are better than I imagined."
Lin Yue raised his hand and stroked my face: "I'm sorry, Xiaoxi, I'm worried about you, how do I think, I wasted a lot of tears, except for the year when my parents died, I never cried, for that man, it's not worth it."
"You didn't shed tears for him, you shed tears for me, because I deceived you, and you felt sad and sad for my actions, so you shed tears." I said with a smile.
"Yes, yes, you're right, I'm crying for you