Chapter 20: Reminiscences
"Fatty, what did you just say?"
I looked up sharply, but I saw the fat man smiling and smiling, unable to close his mouth, and was shocked, something bad happened, I got up and wanted to leave.
"Sister Xiaowan, I'm here!"
Chubby waved excitedly behind me, but his other hand pressed my shoulder to stop me.
"Desheng!"
The person behind him called out Chubby's name, stepped on high heels, and walked closer and closer.
I glared at Chubby fiercely, but he succeeded in his treacherous face.
The sound of high heels stopped behind me, and Chubby's hand left my shoulder, and the three of them were silent, I knew that the person behind me was waiting for me to turn around.
I turned around stiffly, and after a year, I saw the person I knew best again.
"Xiao Nuan, long time no see."
Yu Xiaowan smiled skillfully, her voice was like a yellow warbler's low song, and she listened to it gracefully.
I sighed lightly, but never spoke.
"That, Brother Huolu, I'll go out to buy food, you talk."
The soles of the chubby feet are oiled.
, you arranged this bureau today, I said how do you have the leisure to spend all morning in the store.
I had a bad feeling of being calculated.
"Try the coffee in the shop."
I asked the clerk to bring me a cup of coffee, and the little girl still frowned at me with a look of concern, and I looked up at the front desk, and several little girls were already pointing at me and starting to gossip.
Afraid that your "popular girlfriends" will be snatched away?
Yu Xiaowan was dressed in a dark blue dress, looking intellectual and generous, her delicate face was painted with light makeup, compared with a year ago, she was a little more stable, and her demeanor was full of the charm of a mature woman.
And I, who was sitting opposite, except for this white face, was dressed in a dick and was selling goods, no matter how I looked at it, it didn't match Yu Xiaowan.
"It seems that Desheng didn't tell you that I would come today, so you don't want to see me?"
She took a sip of coffee, her face was indifferent, this indifference is too familiar to me, she will always be like that, not happy or sad, light and light.
"Well, I said I wouldn't see each other again."
I'm blunt.
If I knew you could come today, I would give myself a day off.
"If it hadn't been for that, we'd be married by now."
She ignored my words, picked up the spoon and stirred the coffee, and said to herself.
"It's all in the past, why are you talking about this, how are you doing now, are you married?"
I shifted the subject and asked her jokingly, as if I was talking to a friend I hadn't seen in a long time.
Reminiscing about the past with his ex-girlfriend, isn't that just idle and nothing to insert himself twice, or to the heart.
"No, I haven't found a boyfriend for more than a year."
More than a year? That is, I haven't found a boyfriend since I separated? I wanted to find a hint of sadness and nostalgia on her face, but her expression was still as plain as water.
"The boss is not small, don't keep me worried, consider it when you meet the right one."
I followed her parents' tone and began to "criticize education", which provoked her to purse her lips and chuckle.
"Why are you still the same as before, not serious, now my mother says this every day."
She gently pinned her hair in a bun behind her ears, revealing silver-white pearl earrings, which matched her intellectual outfit very well.
My heart tightened, and I felt like I had been stabbed.
Because I gave her this pearl earring.
Damn, you're not really coming to me to reminisce about the past.
"Suddenly came to City A, have business?"
I don't want to talk about it, get straight to the point.
"Well, I came to the city to have a commendation meeting, I heard that you are working here now, and I want to stop by to see you, but I haven't seen you for more than a year."
She kept reminiscing about the past, and some fragments flashed through my mind unconsciously.
"Didn't you say it's gone?"
"That's what you said, and I didn't promise you at the time."
Her tone turned out to be a little playful.
Damn, I learned to cheat from me.
"Do you think we still need to meet?"
I finally couldn't hold my breath anymore.
"I'm sorry."
She said the last words with a calm expression, and then turned to leave.
Just like the last time we saw each other a year ago, in the same coffee shop, the same words, the same calm looks, the same turn to leave.
The moment she turned around, the memory finally flooded my brain like a flood that burst the embankment, and I don't know if this memory brought me heartache, but I still couldn't escape the memories of the past.
Yu Xiaowan is my ex-girlfriend.
In the first year of my work in Xianghai Town, I met my landlord Xiaopang, became friends with him, and also knew his parents, Xiaopang's parents are high school teachers, simple and kind, and they have always given me the same care as my parents after knowing that I am an orphan, not only finding a job for me, but also introducing me to a girlfriend, Xiaopang's cousin, Yu Xiaowan, who is also a high school teacher.
The first time I saw her, it was in the high school in Xianghai Town, the time happened to be in the spring, she stood under the tree in front of the school, the spring breeze was blowing, the long hair danced lightly, covering her face, she lifted her long hair, patted me, smiled at me, I knew that this beautiful beauty was my blind date, the people's teacher Yu Xiaowan.
She is never late for a date, she chats with her very happily, she does not pretend to be stupid, she is smart and intellectual, her family conditions are superior, but she will not deliberately show off, nor will she be bored to compare, take her to the colleague's banquet, she talks elegantly, knowledgeable, but does not steal the limelight, will always make me very face-saving. and eat roadside barbecue with Xiaopang, she will also drink and blow the comparison, never cold.
She always politely rejected the pursuit of the opposite sex, but never complained that I had many colleagues of the opposite sex.
I play hooligan with a hippie smile, she laughs and scolds me for not being serious, but I can also see tricks, I feel that the years are ruthless, life is cruel, she will hold me in her arms, kiss my forehead, warm my heart.
She is intellectually generous, she will never be swayed by emotions, I have never seen her happy and sad, but she is not a person who deliberately hides her emotions. With her, it feels like everything is as plain as water, as stable as ever, but there is never a lack of fun.
As a people's teacher, she has an excellent job and a regular life, but she never asks me to work hard, and often helps me clean up my room, laundry and cooking. Just like she teased me: "With your condition, you can't afford to marry a daughter-in-law after a hundred years of struggle, and you will be considered cheap when you meet me." ”
She will always be so sensible, she will give you whatever you need.
At that time, Chubby often said to me with a look of contempt: "My cousin is such an excellent beauty, her eyes have never been wrong, and being with you is the blindest time in her life." ”
Yes, I am an orphan, I met such a beautiful and sensible girlfriend, and the family conditions are very good, if I marry home, I will be completely like a white wolf with empty gloves, what do you want in life?
You must be very strange how such a good girl could become an ex-girlfriend.
I got along with her for half a year, at a family party on both sides, Chubby's parents were not only her elders, but also represented my "parents", and her family made an appointment to have a meal together, in fact, it was already an engagement banquet, I often went to her house before to walk around, her parents had a good impression of me, knew my life experience, and said that I didn't need to buy a house.
I thought that after this meal, my wandering life finally had a home.
But during the meal, she received a strange text message, and I saw that it only read: I wish you happiness.
She stared blankly at the four words for a full minute, then picked up her bag and left.
She has always been knowledgeable and reasonable, and she has never made mistakes, but this time she even forgot to explain to the elders, leaving only four elders looking at me awkwardly.
I thought about the bits and pieces of being with her, and suddenly figured it out.
Because she doesn't love me, she never goes wrong.
You always think that your girlfriend is immature and loves to play with a little temper, that's because she loves you, since that incident, I have understood that no matter how mature and sensible a woman is, in front of the man she loves, she will be a little stupid and stupid, and even become a girl with no IQ.
At the engagement banquet, the ex's blessing text message, she made a mistake after all.
The last time I saw her, she said that she wanted to marry me, I smiled and asked her, do you still love that ex, she didn't answer, I should save my face. I asked her if she ever loved me, and she said calmly, "I'm sorry." He turned and left.
When I heard this, my heart instantly felt empty.
She is smart and sensible, so she can see through what I like and what I need, everything is just according to the script she has prepared, because she is not distracted and emotional, so she never makes mistakes.
At least I can't let her go wrong.