Chapter 9 Pei Moyun's identity
Some fates seem to have been doomed in the dark, and Qi Ran's refusal has become a habit. Song Yi's dedication became more and more willing.
(This is the end of Qi Ran and Song Yi's memories of their college days.) )
At a height of several thousand meters, Qi Ran reached out and touched the ring hanging around his neck, returning from his memories, his eyes were sour, and he fell into contemplation, and promised not to lose to time, and was willing to live up to the world.
Qi Ran can clearly recall everything with Gu Jingchen, and also clearly remember everything between him and Song Yi.
Time, after all, still dilutes feelings. Gu Jingchen is her love, and she can't love it.
Qi Ran is Song Yi's love, and love will eventually live up to it.
fled Jiangzhou City and returned to Qingcheng, Qi Ran didn't tell anyone.
"Memory No. 77" was created in apartment No. 77, and in the dark, Qi Ran believes that the answer is here.
The room on the second floor has been stained with dust because it has been uninhabited for too long.
In the room, Gu Jingchen's former daily necessities can be vaguely seen.
Qi Ran bought a lot of storage boxes and packed up Gu Jingchen's things.
She has been stubborn for so many years, and Song Yi used her life to tell her how to be sober.
Opening the wardrobe, she and Gu Jingchen's clothes each accounted for half.
It wasn't until dark that it was cleaned up.
Lying on the bed, looking at the snow-white ceiling, in his left ear, he couldn't hear any sound, he pulled the corners of his mouth, smiled as if comforting himself, and then, two lines of tears slipped from the corners of his eyes.
Career, Friends, Lovers......
She was left with nothing after all.
After Gu Jingchen left, she never really had a home again.
The things she cared about were gone.
Qi Ran put "Memory No. 77" in the secret room of the apartment.
She has nothing left and only the long rest of her life, she is not in a hurry, she has a lot of time.
The moment Qi Ran set foot in Qingcheng, Cheng Wenxin and Gu Ting had already received the news.
No one knew what Qi Ran was going to do.
"Every morning at 7 o'clock when I go out for a run, and then buy breakfast, I spend the day in the apartment, and I almost always read on the balcony in the afternoon.
"No, just make sure Memory 77 didn't leave the apartment."
Pei Moyun visited on the 10th day of Qi Ran's stay in apartment No. 77.
The courtyard gate outside the door is not closed, and the flowers and plants in the small yard have been delicately cared for by the owner, and they are lush and neat. Quietness adds style to the yard.
Pei Moyun's eyes searched around the courtyard and found Qi Ran under the flower stand in the courtyard.
The sun shone lazily in the courtyard, and the pavilion was planted with vine creepers and wisteria trees, growing lush and green, and wisteria flowers crawling all over the pavilion. Qi Ran placed a mahogany chair under the plane tree, leaned on the bench, basking in the sun, drinking tea and reading books, quiet and pleasant, and had no quarrel with the world.
Pei Moyun walked over, bent down and pulled out the book in her hand, and glanced at it casually.
The book she read was Lin Qingxuan's "Qing Huan".
Qi Ran raised his eyes, and suddenly saw his handsome face, his breathing was slightly suffocated, and he was surprised that he was uninvited.
Qi Ran's expression was even more bleak than before, and that kind of look of no quarrel with the world and no desire made people feel even more distressed.
"Mr. Pei is here, what are you doing?"
Qi Ran sat up straight, his eyes faint.
Today's Pei Moyun took off her usual stereotypical suit and wore a very homely casual suit.
"You've lost weight."
Pei Moyun's eyes were full of distress for her. That kind of pity, without a trace of desire, without any purpose.
Qi Ran would never believe that Pei Moyun was here to catch up with her, after all, they were not so familiar.
"My sister has returned to the company, and I am now an idle vagrant, just like you."
Pei Moyun sat down casually, in the position opposite her.
Qi Ran ignored Pei Moyun and closed his eyes to be silent.
Qi Ran thought that her neglect would make Pei Moyun leave very self-consciously, and she was not worried that Pei Moyun would do anything unfavorable to her, because the defense system of apartment 77 was still very practical even after many years.
The door to the apartment was closed, and it was impossible to get in without her fingerprints.
The quiet environment made Qi Ran fall into a deep sleep soon.
This night, I didn't sleep too long, and when I woke up, I saw Pei Moyun reading the book she was reading just now.
He bowed his head and looked serious, and he had to admit that it was difficult not to feel good.
"Awake? Hungry or not? I just booked a restaurant online. ”
"It's time for you to go."
Qi Ran had just woken up, his left ear was completely deaf, and he had been quiet for too long, and he couldn't quite hear what the person opposite was saying.
"Xiao Ran, I really have no ill will towards you."
Pei Moyun said this sentence very seriously.
Qi Ran got up and turned his back to Pei Moyun, "Tell Gu Ting that the will is in my hand, about what he wants, when I find out, I will naturally tell him, all you want is this." ”
Pei Moyun stared at her back, took two steps forward, and gently grabbed Qi Ran's waist from behind her, "Xiao Ran, if I hadn't let go before, would the person you love be me." ”
Qi Ran pushed Pei Moyun away and looked at him suspiciously, before?
From the first time she saw Pei Moyun, Pei Moyun would always inadvertently make her feel a sense of déjà vu, but she had already searched the memories in her brain, and there was no memory of Pei Moyun.
"Mr. Pei, I'm probably confused."
Pei Moyun smiled slightly, "Xiao Ran, do you remember Su Zhan?" ”
Qi Ran's body stiffened, she didn't have many friends, and there were only a handful of people she knew since she was a child. So when Pei Moyun said this name, he naturally remembered it immediately.
Qi Ran's eyes widened, and he repeatedly glanced at Pei Moyun's face, "What do you want to say?" ”
"Back then, it was Gu Chen who got me abroad, and it was he who prevented the two of us from meeting. Later, I tried to contact you, but he stopped me. ”
The face of Su Zhan in my memory is a familiar bad smile, and Su Zhan in my impression is very good to her, but in the eyes of outsiders, she is a little bully, and the most common thing on her face is a ruffian bad smile, and Pei Moyun in front of her has maintained a gentle and elegant image since the first time they met.
Wearing a suit, he is a full decent gentleman.
"Aren't your surname Pei? It can't be a Soviet war. ”
"When I was a child, I used my mother's surname, and then I changed my current name when I returned to Pei's house."
When Pei Moyun talked about these things, Qi Ran only felt incredible, as if he was listening to a story like a fantasy.
"Do you think Gu Chen is really so indisputable? He was born a demon, just dressed in a beautiful skin. ”
"I won't allow you to say that about him!"
Regardless of whether what he said was true or not, whether Pei Moyun was really the Su Zhan who used to be very good to her, no matter who it was, she couldn't slander Gu Jingchen in front of Qi Ran.
"There is no good person in the Gu family!"
Pei Moyun was a little excited, "When you first saw me, were you very puzzled, why did I look a little similar to Gu Chen?" I was disfigured in a car accident, and my face was the result of a facelift, so you didn't recognize me. ”
"You are not the Su Zhan I know."
When he was young, Su Zhan, although he was a bad boy in the mouth of adults, was above board.
"Hehe, Xiao Ran, you are still so simple."
looked at each other, but there was no half-minute friendship from his youth.
"I've been abroad for so many years, I've always wanted to go back to China to find you, I know you're not doing well in the Gu family, but Gu Jingchen has been guarding against me, and then I learned to paint in anger, but I didn't expect God to favor me, my talent in this area is still good, I deliberately imitated Gu Chen's painting style, and also took the surrealist style."
Pei Moyun slowly said his experience over the years, "That's it, Gu Ting is eyeing me, Gu Ting and I are classmates and friends, and the person he hates is the same." ”
Qi Ran's left ear faintly appeared with a dripping sound, listening to what Pei Moyun said, the strength around him gradually passed.
"Xiao Ran, I didn't expect that he had been dead for so many years, and you still think about him so much, do you know how much I regret losing to you in the first place."
"Enough, don't say any more."
The person standing in front of him was not the brother Su Zhan who made him extremely trusted and relied on at the beginning.
Pei Moyun hugged Qi Ran, tightly clasped her waist, and buried her head in her hair.
Qi Ran could clearly feel the trembling around Pei Moyun's body, "Xiao Ran, when you were a child, the person you relied on the most was obviously me, why have you changed, I have already told you that I am Su Zhan, why are you still unwilling to face me." ”
"Time has changed us all."
"Gu Chen is gone, I can give you a better one instead of him."
Qi Ran sneered, Song Yi had also said that he would give her a better one instead of Gu Chen, and now another person said the same thing.
For Qi Ran, now that she is no longer as excited as she was when she talks about Gu Jingchen, she will slowly seal up that memory.
And Song Yi, she hopes that he can live better.
"Pei Moyun, let Su Zhan stay in Qi Ran's memory forever."
Now you can't go back to the past after all.
Qi Ran pushed Pei Moyun away and walked straight into the apartment until he closed the door, isolating the burning gaze behind him.
Pei Moyun's appearance was never a coincidence, his purpose was obvious, and it wasn't until Qi Ran resigned from Xinrui that he realized that even if he could imitate Gu Chen again, he would not have a little impact on Qi Ran after all. And now, after confessing his identity, he feels relaxed, because he can remove all the masks and be honest with Qi Ran.
In the next few days, Pei Moyun would come to apartment No. 77 every day, and almost always had a meal.
On the first day, I was turned away, and on the second day, I didn't get any response, and I was shut again.
On the third day, Qi Ran finally relented. To be precise, it was because Pei Moyun used some small means that Qi Ran couldn't order takeout.
This is the first time Qi Ran has eaten a meal made by Pei Moyun, Pei Moyun is good at Western food, watching Qi Ran drink half a bowl of chicken soup, "How does it taste." ”
"I'm used to drinking what Song Yi made."
Qi Ran said this sentence almost without any thought, and only realized what he said when he saw Pei Moyun's face.
After knowing that Pei Moyun was Su Zhan, Qi Ran actually had a special emotion for him in his heart, after all, he trusted him so much when he was a child, and he always regarded him as his brother.
Therefore, she had no way to be too ruthless to Pei Moyun after all.
"Xiao Ran, you're in love with Song Yi."