Ruan Shu returned to Chen Qingzhou's villa, but in the living room, Huang Jinrong was still there, and when he saw her, he immediately got up, his expression was full of concern and worry: "Girl, are you back?" ”

Ruan Shu responded lightly with a "hmm", planning to go directly to his room.

"Girl!" Huang Jinrong hurriedly called, "That, it's time to eat soon, why don't you go back to the room and sit outside here for a while?" ”

"Let the maid help me send it to the room, thank you Uncle Rong."

"Girl! Didn't you say you'd be moving out in the next day or two? Uncle Rong, I can only see you once a week after that, and now there are only a few times I can eat with you at the same table and accompany Uncle Rong, okay? Sympathize with the lonely old man. ”

Ruan Shu originally wanted to reject him when he heard him start, but at the end of his sentence, although he pretended to be a relaxed joke, the trace of loneliness caught in it was really there.

And his expression was a little cautious, and at the same time a little cramped, obviously looking at her face.

She knows that her bad habits often hurt people, and he was always angry with her three times before, arrogantly angry, and didn't bother with her in the end. The bottom line has dropped again and again, and now this is not even stingy with her, and unconditionally tolerates her. Ruan Shu felt extremely sorry for Huang Jinrong in his heart.

Seeing that she was silent for a long time, Huang Jinrong immediately said again: "That's okay, it's okay, if you want to eat in the room, you can eat in the room." Uncle Rong doesn't force you. Uncle Rong doesn't force you. ”

Ruan Shu pursed his lips, looked at him with a hearty smile, flashed his eyes, and suddenly asked, "You really didn't care about me because of 200 million?" ”

That's a ridiculous question. But she just asked.

She didn't know exactly what kind of psychology she was holding.

It was as if another calm soul had stripped itself of its own body, looking at the poor self who asked this sentence mockingly, watching this poor self trying to find solace in the affirmation of others, and comforting himself was not that no one really felt sorry for him.

Huang Jinrong obviously heard some of her abnormal emotions from her tone, he was slightly stunned, his expression suddenly became a little solemn, and the melancholy and caring color on his face became more and more prevalent: "Girl, what's wrong with you?" Uncle Rong and Qing Zhou told you a long time ago that although we did find you because of 200 million, we sincerely wanted to recognize you back to the Chen family. ”

"You are the daughter of the old Chen family, and your natural blood relationship is constant no matter what, and this has no causal relationship with 200 million. Compared to you, 200 million is not even a fart! It doesn't matter if you can find it or not, the most important thing is that you are now living together with Uncle Rong and I, and Qingzhou, our family is living together peacefully. ”

"Born by blood...... The family ......" repeated in a low voice between his lips and teeth, Ruan Shu showed irony on his face, "Is there a blood relationship, there must be love and true feelings?" ”

"Girl......" Huang Jinrong suddenly held her hand, "Can you tell Uncle Rong that your mother is ...... How bad is it for you? ”

He didn't first ask "is it bad for you", but directly asked "how bad is it". Because even if the previous question has not been confirmed by Ruan Shu himself, there is no doubt about it.

The heart contracted slightly, as if it had been pricked by a needle, and it was full of pain. Ruan Shu withdrew his hand extremely uncomfortably, and said bluntly: "She ...... me There is nothing good or bad. ”

Her reaction was obviously as reluctant to talk about it as before. Huang Jinrong was not forced, and looked at her deeply with his eyebrows: "Girl...... Yes, indeed, not all blood ties are very strong. But you can't kill a boatload of people with a stick, and you can't assume that all people won't be right just because your mother was bad to you; Just because the kid surnamed Fu deceived your feelings, you can't assume that all the people who are good to you have bad intentions. ”

"Hey, forget it, if you listen to these words, you probably have to think that I am indirectly putting gold on my face. Uncle Rong will no longer repeat what Qingzhou and I think about you, emphasizing too much, but empty. Besides, it's up to you to feel it yourself. I just hope you don't get too caught up in the harm that others have brought you, and you are a girl who doesn't like to talk to others, and you will definitely get hurt and hurt. ”

"You miserable girl. Your mother, she...... Ay...... She is also a hard-working woman......" Huang Jinrong sighed heavily.

Ruan Shu lowered his eyes and curled his fingers: "...... them How did it develop? ”

Huang Jinrong was stunned.

Reacting, she asked Chen Xi and Zhuang Peiyu, and he was surprised: "You're not-"

Although he stopped talking in time, Ruan Shu knew that his suspicion was that she was obviously very reluctant to know about Zhuang Peiyu and Chen Xi's past before, but now she took the initiative to ask.

However, Huang Jinrong didn't explore her reason, and even seemed very happy with her inquiry, and hurriedly informed: "Didn't Uncle Rong say last time that I waited on an uninhabited island for more than half a month to wait for a passing fishing boat. I followed the owner of the fishing boat to a fishing village where I was reunited with Brother Xi. ”

"It turned out that Brother Xi was seriously injured after jumping into the sea, fell unconscious, and drifted to the beach of the fishing village, where he was rescued by your mother. During that time, Brother Xi relied on your mother to take care of him, young men and women, who came and went, got along day and night, and inevitably had feelings. When I arrived at the fishing village, Brother Xi's injuries were almost healed, so after summing up, I left the fishing village the next day. Before leaving, Brother Xi promised your mother that when she returned to Haicheng, she would be picked up. ”

"I thought your mother was very capable. Because Brother Xi is different from us, except for his sister-in-law, who is Qingzhou's mother, he never entangles with other women casually, and your mother is the only one. ”

In terms of the tone and wording of this sentence, Ruan Shu was a little dissatisfied with Huang Jinrong, because it sounded like Zhuang Peiyu was a great honor to be favored by Chen Xi.

Huang Jinrong didn't notice anything wrong at all, and continued: "This matter was not a big deal originally, it was to bring the little wife to his side. But after returning to Haicheng, he found that Brother Xi was in trouble every day, and when he asked, he realized that Brother Xi was worried about Qingzhou's mother. Qingzhou was not born easily, and her sister-in-law suffered from postpartum depression for a long time, and although she recovered, the whole person became more sensitive than before, and it was easy to be sad and sad because of some small things. So Brother Xi hesitated, and he didn't ask Qingzhou's mother for a long time. ”

Ruan Shu was shocked when he heard this-if he really didn't want to hurt Chen Qingzhou's mother, and he was really firm in Chen Qingzhou's mother, he shouldn't have allowed himself to have feelings for Zhuang Peiyu from the beginning.

"The matter of picking up people has been delayed again and again, but I didn't expect that it would not be long before your mother would come to Haicheng by herself. But she didn't go directly to Brother Xi to cry, make trouble, and hang herself, she came to find me. As if stuck in a memory, Huang Jinrong was silent for a few seconds and sighed, "To be honest, I really admired your mother at that time. At that time, there were not many women who could have such guts and courage. When we were in the fishing village, we didn't tell her who we really were, she only knew that we were in the Green Gang. ”

"There are many brothers in our green gang, and it's not easy to find people, but she will grasp the characteristics, and as soon as I ask about my long hair and eight-character eyebrows, the matter will reach my ears, or others will ask me if I have recently caused peach blossom debts and been approached by women, and when I saw it, I found out that it was her."

She had actually sensed the problem from Brother Xi's attitude before. When she met me above, she didn't say how she came to Haicheng, she didn't say how she lived as a woman alone after she came to Haicheng, she didn't say a word of nonsense, she opened her mouth and asked me directly, if Brother Xi regretted it. ”

"Where can I answer this question instead of Brother Xi? I'm going to help her get Brother Xi here. But she said she didn't want to harass Brother Xi. She asked me not to have any scruples, she said that she could afford any result, all she asked for was the truth, and if she got the knot, she would leave immediately, and she would not be stalked. ”

At this point, Huang Jinrong felt a little guilty: "What I thought at the time was that women outside are not as important as wives at home. What's more, the reason for Brother Xi's hesitation has a very obvious tendency, which is inclined to Qingzhou's mother. Moreover, I also see how good the relationship between Brother Xi and Qingzhou's mother is. So I listened to Pepe's words and pondered that since she was well-versed in human feelings and would not cause trouble to Brother Xi, I told him that Brother Xi actually couldn't say anything to his wife at home. ”

"As soon as she heard the word 'wife', her face changed greatly, and I realized that she had never known that Brother Xi was married."

Ruan Shu pursed her lips when she heard the words - when she met Chen Qingzhou one night when she was blowing the wind under the porch outside, she asked Chen Qingzhou if Zhuang Peiyu was a junior, and Chen Qingzhou once mentioned to her that Zhuang Peiyu could not be regarded as a junior, and it was Chen Xi who deceived her first and concealed her married identity. Today, I learned the whole context from Huang Jinrong's mouth, and it turned out to be this situation.

Scold......

But what if Zhuang Peiyu was deceived? The final result is to be the second and second milk of others, and the third party who destroys other people's families. Chen Xi has Chen Xi's fault, Zhuang Peiyu herself is also stupid, she didn't even understand the true identity of the other party thoroughly, so she easily entrusted her with her life, and then she did it herself.

Huang Jinrong's narration continued: "I really don't know if Brother Xi didn't tell her that she had a wife. After her face changed, just laughing, laughing made me panic. After laughing, she said that she knew, thanked me for giving her a result, said that she had a knot, and asked me to tell Brother Xi that she didn't need to pick her up, saying that she didn't love Brother Xi anymore, and that she would cut it off in the future, and it would have nothing to do with it. And then she was gone. ”

Ruan Shu's eyes flickered slightly when he heard this.

She felt that she completely empathized with Zhuang Peiyu's emotions and psychology when she said these words, as if she was her......

But she hated that she would empathize like that.

Suppressing her thoughts, she tried her best to focus all her attention on Huang Jinrong's words.

"The matter is big at once, I felt that I was in trouble, and I hurriedly told Brother Xi about it. Brother Xi asked me to help find her, wanting to meet her alone. But before I could find her, Qingzhou's mother didn't know where to know the news and took her first. ”

"My sister-in-law lied to Brother Xi and had already thrown her into the sea to feed the fish. We thought she was dead. After many years, it was not until his sister-in-law passed away that Brother Xi learned from his wet nurse that Pepe was actually sent to an urban village. It was only later that Brother Xi learned that Pepe was pregnant with a child at the time. ”

...... pregnant with a child? Ruan Shu's eyelids jumped.

"It's just that I'm pregnant with you." Huang Jinrong looked at her with complicated eyes, "She came to Haicheng with you at that time, and came to Haicheng to ask Brother Xi for a result." ”

Ruan Shu was silent.

There are no thoughts in my head.

The only thing I remember is that Zhuang Peiyu once said to her, "What I regret the most in my life is that I left you with a thought."

Therefore, can it be guessed that Zhuang Peiyu waited for Chen Xi in the fishing village but did not wait, but found out that she was pregnant, so she made up her mind to come to Haicheng to find someone, and the result was that she was a junior, and then she hesitated whether to leave the child ......?

Hehe......

The corners of Ruan Shu's lips were faintly mocked - this is the background of the so-called "difference in one thought"?

So, what was the reason why Zhuang Peiyu finally decided to keep the child?

Is it because he still loves Chen Xi and wants to give birth to him secretly?

Or is it because she is pregnant after all, and motherhood is reluctant to flow?

After thinking about it, Ruan Shu thought of a third possibility: was it to take revenge on Chen Xi before deciding to give birth?

was not only sent to the junior but also sent to the urban village, Zhuang Peiyu's hatred for Chen Xi should have sprouted from that time. So gave birth to Chen Xi's child and tortured Chen Xi's child to take revenge on Chen Xi. How reasonable...... What a plan for revenge......

So since she was born in an urban village, from childhood to adulthood, Zhuang Peiyu has had that indifferent attitude towards her. And went to the Lin family, that summer, the holiday villa on Nanshan reached the climax of Zhuang Peiyu's revenge on Chen Xi. Is that so......?

Hehehe......

Ruan Shu thought, should she be glad that Zhuang Peiyu didn't pull her to accompany her to sell and prostitute ...... when she was in the urban village?

Seeing that her expression was a little dazed, and her face was not very good-looking, Huang Jinrong was very nervous: "Girl, this matter is really sorry for your mother and daughter, of course, I also have to bear a lot of responsibility." Ilha Chau is also very sorry for what his mother did back then. When I went to Pepe's grave, I didn't dare to look up. It's a step too late, if Qingzhou and I could have discovered the clue earlier, we wouldn't have even seen Pepe's last face. ”

"What can I ......do if I see it," Ruan Shu turned his face indifferently, "There are some things that should have happened......

That night, Chen Qingzhou asked her if she was interested in knowing that the culprit who caused her and Zhuang Peiyu to be trapped in the urban village was his mother.

But in Zhuang Peiyu's opinion, it's like Chen Xi, isn't it?

Most of the onlookers also thought it was Chen Xi......

And now, Chen Xi is dead, Zhuang Peiyu is dead, Chen Qingzhou's mother is also dead, the three of them should be able to finally have a knot below, why do the living people pay?

Is Huang Jinrong Chen Qingzhou afraid that she hates the Chen family because of this? There is no need to worry about this.

The only person she wants to hate is Zhuang Peiyu, who directly caused harm to her.

It is Zhuang Peiyu who hates the Chen family.

"Girl, Uncle Rong has a lot of words, you ...... What is life like for you and Pepe in an urban village? Huang Jinrong pursed his lips and asked hesitantly—he had only known what the nurse had said, and he was sent to an urban village. The details of their mother's and daughter's eight-year life in an urban village are unknown.

Chen Qingzhou also asked her similar questions. Ruan Shu pursed his lips lightly, and rejected Huang Jinrong with the words that rejected Chen Qingzhou that night: "Old things, there is nothing to mention again." ”

Originally, there should have been the second half of the sentence, "And this is my private matter, it has nothing to do with the Chen family, you don't need to know", after Huang Jinrong's narration, he suddenly couldn't go smoothly.

Guessing the basic outline of the story on your own and listening to the details of the whole story told by an insider are two completely different feelings.

So she was always reluctant to understand, on the one hand, she didn't think it was necessary, and on the other hand, maybe there was such a reason in the subconscious - some things were understood too thoroughly, which would affect or even shake her inherent cognition.

She admitted that she was afraid, afraid to understand the entanglement between Zhuang Peiyu and Chen Xi.

If she hadn't learned the reason for her suicide today, she wouldn't have taken the initiative to ask.

And ask her how she feels and how she feels now.

It should be that she can basically confirm that Zhuang Peiyu does hate and love Chen Xi. Even when he committed suicide in the end, love surpassed hate, and he was willing to die peacefully......

Fu Lingyuan once analyzed and said that she is the person who knows Zhuang Peiyu best in the world. Understand but don't know it.

Maybe that's the case.

But she will never admit it.

"What are you two doing here?" Chen Qingzhou had just come back from outside, looking at Ruan Shu and Huang Jinrong who were sitting in a row on the sofa.

Huang Jinrong glanced at Ruan Shu first, and said happily: "The girl chatted with me for a while." ”

Saying that, he got up, looking very energetic: "I have to go to the kitchen to see how the soup is stewed, but today I bought an old hen for the girl." You're both ready to be served. It's time to eat, don't run around. ”

Chen Qingzhou smiled because of the last sentence - as if they were still children in the playful age.

I vaguely remembered that when I was a child, I did seem to have heard adults call me like this, and the object of the call was the strong son of him and Uncle Rong's family, as for Lu Shaocong, who was the youngest at the time, he was always held in the arms of his nurse, and rarely went to the ground.

It's all distant and vague memories.

Turning his eyes, he looked at Ruan Shu: "What?" You okay? ”

"Thanks, it's fine." Ruan Shu shook his head slightly.

"That's right," Chen Qingzhou suddenly remembered something, and hurriedly called Rong Yi.

After a while, Rong Yi carefully picked up something and put it on the sofa next to Ruan Shu.

At first glance, it looks like a cotton storage bag.

Ruan Shuhu flipped through it suspiciously, and vaguely felt a little familiar, as if it was a small animal's cotton nest sleeping bag.

Just as she was thinking, Koko's little head suddenly poked out, and her round black eyes stared straight at her, as if she was a little aggrieved, mixed with timidity.

She was stunned, and stared at it fixedly for two seconds, her eyes and face cold.

Koko was visibly aware of this, and immediately shrank back into his sleeping bag.

"What's going on?" Ruan Shu turned his head and asked Chen Qingzhou.

Chen Qingzhou swept to Rong Yi and said that it was none of his business.

Rong Yi replied: "It was Boss Fu who asked Zhao Shisan to send it over in the afternoon, saying that it was yours...... Son ......"