261 Forgive me for not being able to make myself omnipotent
He quickly crouched down beside me, and he took out a tissue to help me wipe away the tears I coughed up on my face, and my nose suddenly ached, and I quietly avoided his hand.
I don't know if I'm hypocritical, or if the confrontation with Jiang Lirong just now consumed all my mood, and I suddenly felt an inexplicable grievance.
I know that everyone can't hear the mobile phone ringing, but I just think of the confrontation with Liang Jianfang last time, Chen Tu's phone calls were also not answered thousands of times, and the first person to come to us to help was Liu Chengyu.
And to this day, the history is strikingly similar. It's just that the person who fell from the sky and helped me was replaced by Wu Yidi.
As for Chen Tu, when I needed him so much, he always completely disconnected me and blocked me from his world.
For my resistance, Chen Tu's face swept a shallow color, but he quickly became cheeky, clasped my face, and said, "Obedient, let me help you wipe it." ”
I still didn't speak, turned myself into a puppet, and was at the mercy of Chen Tu.
In the end, it was Wu Yidi who opened his mouth to pick up Chen Tu's words: "This is the doctor's prescription for Wu Yi's medicine list, and I asked the doctor to mark the dosage and time of the anti-inflammatory drugs on it." ”
After speaking, Wu Yidi slapped the pile of documents in his hand on the cabinet on the side.
Raising his eyes, Chen Tu met Wu Yidi's eyes: "Thank you, it's troublesome." ”
Spreading his hands disappreciatively, Wu Yidi responded lightly: "You're welcome." ”
He turned to me and beckoned: "Wu Yi, then I'll go first, I'm still in a hurry to buy potted plants." ”
The word "thank you" was churning in my throat, but I was unwilling to express my gratitude to Wu Yidi in such a most insincere way.
The corners of my mouth twitched, and I said with some difficulty, "I hope there is anything you can do to help me in the future." It's always bad to owe favors. ”
Abruptly, Wu Yidi grinned: "Okay." ”
After answering this simple word, Wu Yidi immediately turned around, and walked farther and farther in stride, his back slowly shrank, and finally disappeared.
For the first time, I had such an indescribable feeling in my heart.
There is a thought lingering in my heart, I am thinking, if I had been attracted by his brilliant brilliance and lost my mind for this reason when I had just known Wu Yidi, he was sunny enough to dispel the inferiority complex in my heart, and he was also touched by me in his relationship with me, and gave up using me to fight Chen Tu, he could let go of his knots and not abide by the boundaries of gentleness and humility too much, is it my life, there may be another kind of opportunity?
I thought only time was scary, but what was really scary was life, wasn't it? It's often a mistake of thought, and the circumstances that come with us are completely different.
However, I also know clearly that there is no story between me and Wu Yidi, and it can't be ended with just fate, but between me and him, there is indeed a lack of a completely heart-beating burning, and there is no hesitation in moving forward. Whether it's me or Wu Yidi, we don't have it.
In our lives, we can have a good impression of many individuals, and we can be attracted by many people, but in the end, there is only one who can completely break the inner imprisonment and shackles, and let us race against time and fate.
And Chen Tu, he became the only one in my life.
But why can't he be my arm at a critical moment like the people in my heart who have attracted me back and forth?
I used to feel indestructible, but now I feel vulnerable. He turned my heart of stone into fragile glass, and he had to smash it again and again, shattering it again and again.
I don't know how many more times I can tinker.
All kinds of tastes are entrenched in my heart, bringing me more and more confusion, Chen Tu grabbed my hand hard, he shook it gently, and dragged me back to the reality of this moment.
Suddenly I didn't want to be an ostrich with my head buried deep in order to gain temporary stability, so I snorted to make my voice calmer, and asked, "Chen Tu, I want to ask what you are doing, and you haven't answered the phone." ”
Meiyu was covered with guilt, Chen Tu's mouth opened, and before he could spit out a word, he closed it.
Rubbing the bruises on my arm with his hand, he replied, "Let's go home first." ”
My eyes were hot, and I stubbornly said, "Answer me." You can tell me that you're in a meeting, you're in a particularly important meeting, and you don't have your phone with you. Or you can also say that you are accompanying a customer and it is inconvenient to answer. You can also tell me that you are negotiating a big project, and it is tens of millions of minutes and you can't give me back in time. Unless you give me a convincing reason, you don't beep in front of me anymore, I look at you and find it annoying! You are not there at the critical moment, and after the matter has passed, you come out and beep what a sense of existence! I really feel that my life has become a Hollywood theater, and I really feel that the life I live is not good! Chen Tu, if you are really so busy, what kind of marriage are you getting, your mobile phone is always uncontactable, you throw it away, what do you want to do! Do you know what I'm most afraid of! I am more afraid of my former shame than death, being announced to the public, you promised me to deal with the photo well, how do you deal with it! ”
My hand was entangled like a vine, Chen Tu grabbed my hand, and he said a little helplessly: "Wife, I was wrong, don't be angry, okay?" ”
The little nurse who had just helped me clean my wound was constantly peeking with her eyes not far away, and I suddenly wondered if I was too good at making trouble and influencing others in this public place.
With a sniffle, I finally reluctantly said, "Let's go home first." ”
Tossing back home, it was already more than three o'clock in the afternoon, Chen Tu observed me cautiously for a while, he silently ran to the kitchen to get a bowl of noodles out, brought it to me, and asked me to open my mouth and eat a little.
With the time consumed on the return trip, my mood has almost been cleaned up, and I can finally calm down and communicate with Chen Tu first, what I think is more important.
Taking out the recorder that Wu Yidi handed back to me not long ago, I raised it in front of Chen Tu, took a deep breath, and tried to keep my voice steady, methodical but distant and indifferent: "My conversation with Jiang Lirong was recorded by me. She is the photographer of my indecent photos, the original originator, according to her own words, she has 12 photos in her hands, she also admitted that she is Liang Jianfang's accomplice, she participated in the murder of our children, and she also revealed that she received 300,000 yuan from a mysterious person and made our children into specimens. This recording should be able to become material for her to be punished by law, Chen Tu, you can arrange things. As for the mysterious figure in Jiang Lirong's mouth, we will wait for us to have enough time later, and then see if there are any clues to guide us to turn him out. ”
Paused the bowl of noodles on the coffee table, Chen Tu suddenly came over and sat down next to me, his hand quickly circled me, and he had a complicated emotion: "Wu Yi, I'm not making excuses for myself." But today it was really an emergency. Do you remember when you were kidnapped by Jiang Lirong? After that incident, through the information provided by Xie Bin, I vaguely knew that Jiang Lirong was holding a document about you in her hand. But it was also because of that time, Jiang Lirong felt that it was a bargaining chip for her self-protection at a critical moment, she was very vigilant, and she was not even willing to reveal too much to Xie Bin, so at that time I didn't know that she was holding a photo. ”
I was silent and looked at him.
With a wry smile, Chen Tu's eyes lifted: "There is really no way, I can only let Xie Bin continue to stabilize her, and slowly knock on the side, he just had some results, and when Jiang Lirong was about to loosen up, we divorced." In the first few months after the divorce, I was so miserable that I could only put a lot of energy into my work, so I put it on hold for a while. Later, Xie Bin, under my instruction, began to lay a net on Lu Zhou's company and dismantle Liang Jianfang's backyard, he slowly found more clues from Jiang Lirong's hands in the process, but Jiang Lirong still kept silent about him, I could only let him stabilize Jiang Lirong, brainwash her, and let her not easily publish this information, so that she could play the greatest role in the future. ”
Although Jiang Lirong and Xie Bin got mixed together, in her heart, she has always taken Lu Zhou very seriously, just some time ago Lu Zhou was arrested, Jiang Lirong finally couldn't hold back, and wanted to force me to obey and let Lu Zhou go through these photos. Because Liang Jianfang has been arrested, Jiang Lirong actually has no backbone at all, although she intends to save Lu Zhou, she has no idea for a while. At my behest, Xie Bin came up and offered to help her solve her worries and make a plan for her. But she doesn't have complete trust in Xie Bin. First of all, she didn't reveal to Xie Bin how many original films she had in her hand, she only gave Xie Bin four of them. In addition, she originally made an appointment with Xie Bin and asked you to come out to negotiate the day after tomorrow, but in fact, she acted on her own today. Wu Yi, I was negligent. I missed Jiang Lirong's uncontrollable nature, and today I frightened you, and my arms and thighs were bruised, I..."
Speaking of this, Chen Tu dragged out the last note, he seemed to want to say something, but he finally stopped.
My heart was completely wrinkled, and my brow was twisted: "You knew early in the morning that this time bomb exists?" ”
Exhaled, and then I threw out more urgent doubts: "Also, since Jiang Lirong wants to use this photo to force you to submit, how did Chen Jing get it?" ”
Taking the voice recorder in my hand, the corners of Chen Tu's mouth twitched, and he skipped my question: "Wu Yi, I'll make a call first." ”
After putting the phone to his ear for a while, Chen Tu's tone was light: "You come to my house." ”
Putting the mobile phone and voice recorder side by side, Chen Tu picked up the question I just asked: "Jiang Lirong helped Liang Jianfang run errands before, and Liang Jianfang would give her some cash or give her some expensive things from time to time. Liang Jianfang was arrested, and Jiang Lirong's financial road was cut off. And in order to force Jiang Lirong to show up for negotiation as soon as possible, I instructed Xie Bin not to give her any more money for the time being. Who knew that this Jiang Lirong, she really fell into the eyes of money, and she found Chen Jing. It just so happened that Chen Jing needed chips against me, and he bought one of them at a price of 20,000 yuan for a photo. But Wu Yi, Chen Jing, although he hates me, he has no ill will towards you. After we just finished the exchange, he took the initiative to suggest to me that the ultimate source of the photo was Jiang Lirong. Wu Yi, you are so far, Chen Jing is the only person who is willing to be soft-hearted except for Xiao Zhi. You can rest assured, Chen Jing will not keep a backup of the photos. All photos will eventually be stopped and destroyed. ”
When my doubts were solved, I was not relieved, but I was full of worries and answered without nutrition: "Oh. ”
Suddenly, Chen Tu broke my face and met him face to face, with a begging look: "Wu Yi, don't be angry with me, okay?" ”
In fact, no matter how strong I am, I am just a little woman. From a rational point of view, I can understand Chen Tu, after all, he is not God or God, even if he is good at calculation, he is not omnipotent, because in this world, there are always many uncontrollable emergencies, and he just coincidentally did not hear the mobile phone when the situation broke out. But from an emotional point of view, I was still aggrieved.
Also, my confusion is getting heavier and heavier.
I don't know what I mean by sticking to such a day?
Chen Tu and I, there is no way to go back to Qin Se and Ming in our first marriage, and the relationship between us is no longer as sweet as before, and more importantly, we have no children, and Chen Tu's reaction last time was clearly not to have children.
How much I fear this kind of life, it's my whole life.
My nose was sore, my tears almost poured out, and my emotions suddenly became a little uncontrollable, and my voice was astringent: "Chen Tu, I don't know how long I can last in this life." I used to think that I was very powerful, I could do anything, but recently, I always feel powerless, I feel that I am completely lost in this life, I am sometimes in a trance, am I called Wu Yi? I'm still not me. I feel tired of living in such a mess and not knowing where to go all the time. ”
Chen Tu's eyes were quickly filled with horror, his hand holding my face almost crushed my face, due to anxiety, he was a little incoherent: "Wu Yi, really, give me a little time, don't have the idea of wanting to leave me for even a second, I was wrong, I will kneel durian for you, I will go buy durian for you immediately, kneel durian for you, forgive me, forgive me for not being able to become omnipotent, I will go buy durian immediately." ”
Kneeling durian, these three words made me feel like a lifetime away for a while.
They were like a barb, hanging upside down to cut my dead heart, bringing me an inexplicable tingling pain and sadness, and also reminded me of the warmth I had when I first met Chen Tu.
I suddenly felt a little resentful of what I had just said. I don't think I've made up my mind to live a life without Chen Tu, and I shouldn't have given him such a hint.
In order to give myself a step, and to soothe my atrium that still has grievances, I raised my eyebrows and softened my tone slightly: "Chen Tu ,..."
I was halfway through my sentence when the doorbell suddenly rang and interrupted me.
Let go of me, Chen Tu said, "I'll go open the door first and see who is coming." ”
After a while, Chen Tu came back, and there was a small box in his hand.
I still retained my curiosity, and for a moment I forgot that I was still a little awkward with Chen Tu just now, and asked quickly: "What do you have in your hand, who sent it?" ”
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